stoneythought

[stoneythought]

A note to my future self;

When you uncover some old memories, dust them off, embrace that it happened and its over now, things have changed &and just leave them there.. dont carry the memories with you.

What i mean is, dont carry the baggage of things.

Shit happened, move on.

Love you bitch.

- the greatest

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the love i have for you is what drives the poems in my mind

the way my chest aches for your touch

the way my heart feels weightless when you hold me

the way my brain tingles when you kiss my forehead

i could never replace those feelings

i would never expect anyone else to make me as happy as you

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there is no time in writing or reading. youre in the exact time youre reading it, it could relate to you, it could just bring a memory up. its all about the feelings, where those words take you. words are so important.

the love of my life is back in my life and everything feel slike it was meant to be. everything happens for a reason, all for this exact moment. make today count. make tomorrow a positive day. be kind and dont expect anything in return. only live for you.

have fun.

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always having the most thoughts when im stoned.

i never said theyre good thoughts, i never said theyre bad thoughts. just a lot of them.

so many changes in my life & i want to pause to collect myself but theres no time, tomorrow is here already.

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havent thought about my thoughts for months,

forgot what it felt like to feel something,

numb

cant even begin to feel sunshine,

lost

time keeps passing, i want it to

stop

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i need to get out of my own head but i cant seem to grasp onto anything to get my brain to stand up and get the fuck out??

my head feels numb, its been numb for quite some uncomftorable length of time..

i feel slightly unstable but im not sure what can get me back on track. probably something dramatic to wake me out of this hazy-daysmushingtogether-manicepisode.

ugh my brain is exhausted. sometimes i think staying up for a full 48hrs might make me feel better, i truly just dont know what to do to get back to normal

ive kindof accepted the fact i might be stuck like this, but id really like to as T. Swift said "shake it off"

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if life was like the ocean we can say the riptide is pulling me back, but in life in reality its just me.

i can be better i just have to try harder, be better. grow smarter. work harder.

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@staff thanks for saying "easy as pie."

jus bc i unsubscribed from a post 🤭

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i havent had to write anything in a long while; im not sure why.

things are okay. my brain wants to (alt+del) and clear itself for the hour atleast. & i can but just not at night.. my mind is a mess and i want to be perfect. lol ~speaking of hehe the elle said i was perf 🤣~

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its 4:01am and i want to feel something other than this feeling.

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i have a deep cut that just keeps opening & it is a constant reminder i am growing & healing always!

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a normal nap < a nap from being stoned, tipsy, full & sunburnt

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being kissed by the sun is flattering but thats not who i want to kiss me 😅

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“despite having her heart broken into a sharp-edged hundred piece, she still believed that someday, true love would knock on her door. that day, she would prove to the world and the ones who broke her heart that none of them managed to take away her faith, that none of them were worth her surrender. but in the meantime, she decided she would navigate through the labyrinth of life and love without fear of pain because she had already mastered the art of healing and she had gotten stronger.”

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its 9:09am and im fighting my demons.

yeah, im fucking sad.

the darkness is real and it wants every part of me..

to be wanted is what everyone desires?

but to be wanted by the one you want is what we dream of.

i wont give up fighting.

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wake up and feel whole

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i dont even need to do drugs because life has got me feeling fucked up