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Chat. I love her. She says she loves me, but sometimes I wonder.

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“Apologize to your body. Maybe that is where the healing begins.”

— Nayyirah Waheed

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“Just remember that sometimes, the way you think about a person isnt the way they actually are.”

— John Green

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I think I’m with someone who doesn’t want me.

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My issue isn’t that I can’t get pregnant… my issue is my body doesn’t want to hold the pregnancy…

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My body fails to hold you.

To my second loss,

I love you and I’m sorry things couldn’t be different. Please know that I tried, you were made with both love and science, though my body failed you.

I miss you.

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An ectopic pregnancy:

A pregnancy that implants itself outside of the uterus.

A pregnancy that is not viable. A pregnancy that cannot be saved. A pregnancy that if left without treatment could be fatal to the mother carrying the baby…

A pregnancy that is left to grow in a mother’s body until their body disposes of it or until they require medical intervention.

My heart break is that I’m holding onto a little human that I can’t bring to this world.

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Drop credit if you know

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Just realised I’ve been gaslighting myself into not feeling anything over my miscarriage because I’m the one holding the family together, and if I break, they all break.

I’m a single lesbian doing IVF with no current children or dependents. I’m not talking about the family where I’m the mum… I’m talking about the family where I’m the daughter, granddaughter and sister… they all feel something for my loss but if I feel anything, the whole family will crash.

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my 5 year plan is to get back my joy

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Currently panicking because I blew out my own spark and I can’t relight it.

I can’t feel anything.

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Look at you, Wiping your own tears With the same hands That long to be held

Ayesha Zahra

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Once we start loving ourselves, people no longer seem good to us unless they are actually good for us.

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Wherever you are in life, I hope you’re experiencing joy, taking it easy on yourself, and finding peace through the turbulence. You deserve it.

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