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mmmm i have a un saved...i think im gonna make a new tumblr with it

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Little Paranoia Things

·Taping over your cameras ·That random guy over there? He’s gonna hurt you. ·Not trusting any of your friends (but oversharing on the internet) ·Avoiding people on the internet who have the same native language as you… They might know you ·That person is mean? They’re a terrible person and hate you ·That person is nice? Manipulation. ·That person acts neutral? What are they planning? ·Making sure no one watches you before changing clothes ·Constantly turning around to check if someone follows you ·They’re hiding everywhere ·Quickly looking away from something because they see everything you see ·You’re literally never alone ·Everyone hates you- not because you’re a bad person, but because they are ·Turning the brightness of your phone on 0% ·Standing with the wall in your back so that they can’t catch you from behind ·Every compliment has a hidden meaning ·When all the “self-care tips” are about “talking to a person you trust” ·Not being able to talk on a phone when others are near you · · · · · ·Do not reblog unless you’re neurodivergent

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me, struggling to find empathy in the barren field that is my brain: oh um, ha ha, *rubs back of own neck*, rip

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you either stim or you die bro you stim or you die

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Neurotypical: have u considered , NOT being mentally ill and repressing your urges,,?

Me, already pouring gasoline on myself: unfortunate

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some fuckr: well i have depression and anxiety and i think people listing their personality disorders/referring to themselves as divinities/talking openly about their differing realities and unique symptoms is Bad For the Mental Illness Community!

Me: *literally feels the years subtracting off my life*

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someone: hey! me, in a completely monotone voice: hello me: shit

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that personality disorder feel when

me: *exhibits a symptom* some fuck: wow,,,what’s wrong w u ://// me, doing a dance: my personality

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person: touches me

me: who gave you the Permission

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little paranoid things: lowering the brightness of your phone to its darkest setting in public because people are always watching over your shoulder no Matter What

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my form of communication is as follows: 

two worded phrases

the word “wow” in different tones 

occasional “oh my god” 

nodding and shaking head 

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*hears a group of people laughing* my paranoid ass: great what did I do this time

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So I think we all can agree that 2016 was a pretty terrible year, but in an attempt to be positive, I think we should all put it the tag/respond to this with something(s) positive/good that happened to us this year. 

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i just called someone’s snake a he and he told he doesnt swing that way

facebook is wild

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Date a boy who knows sign language

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dog: BARK

me (with the same tone and volume): WHAT