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uugghhh sorryyy ive not posted on here for agesssss lolll :/

i’ve started wearing a waist trainer to work, and walking atleasr 20k steps a day yippee

gf found out about this blog so ive been logged out for like 15 days oops

oh well, luv you angels

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i feel so horrible rn

i was feeling good this morning so i went and treated myself to matcha and a small cake (still 236c415 for both but i felt silly ig) and i shit you not, this absolutely angelic looking girl walks past. im talking skeletal levels of sk11ney and she even had a feedibg tube. so went to the toilet and tried to purg33 but it didn’t work and i just cried my eyeliner off

i was wearing a tight ish shirt as well omg i feel like shit

only thibg that’s keeping me motivated is that my w31ght went down from yesterday even tho i 4t3 two sandwiches

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Monster high diets

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Angel Numbers <3

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tw harsh meanspo!

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• you don’t look hungry. you look stuffed. bloated. soft. like you gave up.

• bones aren’t gonna show through all that. try harder. hurt for it.

• you breathe like you’re starving but your thighs say otherwise.

• you’re the friend people feel better standing next to.

• that ‘treat’ you want? yeah, it’s the reason your jeans from last year don’t fit.

• cry all you want, your body still looks like failure.

• you say your starving but your thighs still clap when you walk like they are proud of how huge they and you are.

• ___ pounds at ___ years old? Girl, what the hell were you doing all those years? Eating your goals?

• you say you’re trying. But what part of your body shows that? Your double chin? Your arms that keep waving after you stop?

• no one sees “potential” when they look at you. They see failure. Covered in rolls and excuses.

• people smile at you out of pity, not admiration. They say you have a “nice personality’’ because that’s all you’ve got left.

• you say you hate your body, but not enough to stop feeding it like it’s starving.

• you walk into a room and take up space like it’s owed to you. It’s not. You haven’t earned even the oxygen you waste.

• you cry about being left out, but do you ever think it’s because no one wants to be seen next to someone who makes them look thin by comparison?

• you could’ve been the pretty girl. You could’ve been the one they talk about. But you ate that chance away.

• if you really wanted it, you’d be starving right now. But you’re full. Full of food. Full of lies. Full of failure.

• every bite is a decision to stay ugly.

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Tw scary

Gaining weight

Reblog if you cried

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Life is so unfair, I have to die....

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you know it’s working when you start feeling like an evil bitch

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green tea for breakfast>>>>

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Dreams are zero calories, go to bed.

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Try harder.

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