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the challengers wind that makes you cheat on your spouse is blowing again in my town 💔💔💔

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and i’ve seen a firefly for the first time !!

bro i forgot moving was so exhausting the last time i did it was in 2017 and this year i’ll be moving once again in october when i go to college 💀💀💀

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but now i’ve got a bigger room and my view from the window is just trees

bro i forgot moving was so exhausting the last time i did it was in 2017 and this year i’ll be moving once again in october when i go to college 💀💀💀

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bro i forgot moving was so exhausting the last time i did it was in 2017 and this year i’ll be moving once again in october when i go to college 💀💀💀

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if i have to suffer so do you 💖

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSk7Xv9Vy/

you really fucking hate me don’t you 💔💔

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Mismatched parts

CW: Mentions of dissociation, passive suicidal ideation, mental health struggles, anxiety and body related discomfort.

Please read gently. If you're feeling fragile today, it's okay to scroll past. <3

Art was convinced he had died for a few seconds.

Hands braced on the sink, all his weight in the foggy marble. The bathroom was filled with steam from the scalding water. It was 4 p.m.

He had just lost the most important game of his life.

Against his best friend.

So why did he feel so devastated?

He should be happy. He should feel empathy.

When he looked into the mirror he saw himself, but it was like watching through someone else’s eyes. Like his mind had stepped out of his body, or maybe vanished entirely.

For a moment, the reflection didn't react. It wasn't a mirror, more like a bad photo – slightly fuzzy, distorted, almost out of date.

He blinked. So did the other. But it took a fraction of a second longer.

Was it him? Had it ever been him?

He wished it wasn't. He wished that was someone else.

The panic didn't take long to appear, why couldn't he breathe? The lack of oxygen, the thick air, the window shut. He was suffocating.

He reached for the faucet and turnet it on. Warm water ran again.

But this time it wasn't an accident.

He wanted the steam to surround him, to embrace him- to swallow him whole.

Not to soothe him.

To erase him.

Not comfort, not calm—just obliteration.

His eyes were unfocused. Despite the daylight, he flicked on the dim bulb hanging from a cable above the mirror.

Sweat accumulated on his temple, on the back of his neck, where a mole was hidden. It was salty, mixed with the dull water from the shower. Like a short circuit between vein and artery — lines that were never meant to meet. A faulty electrical current in warm flesh. If that happens, if the blood loses its course, the body forgets itself.

Sometimes, he felt that way too. As if he were built from incompatible parts.

Life always passed in front of his eyes, like a movie he hadn’t auditioned for. Like a film on a screen, each blink a new scene. It rarely crossed that glass. He wasn't invisible, no. It just felt like he was living someone else's life.

And from that stranger’s point of view, he didn’t like what he saw.

He was slouched over the sink. Who stands like that?

His back and bare shoulders exposed. Was that acne?

His muscles flexed slightly, as if by reflex, and small bruises shone in them with a subtle light.

It wasn't strength that was visible, but fatigue stored beneath his skin. There was no glory in those contours.

Only wear and tear...

Who would even kiss me?

Who would even hug me?

Who would even notice me?

Why would they?

So many questions.

Only one life.

And somehow, it never felt like it was mine.

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patrick to art

do you think making me sad is fun?

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are you always aware of the fact that everyone always likes other people more than you or are you normal

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it’s not even today in my country but fuck father’s day im my own father bitches

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I SUNBURNT MY CALF WHAT THE FUCK I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THAT WAS POSSIBLE

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and if i said artrick in the sauna scene….

“nothing i say ever coming out straight” as a double entrende for the both of them….

don’t remind me of that scene oh

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so long by james marriott is such a patrick zweig song esp before tashi’s injury

i’m starting to understand how you feel every time i’m in your inbox .

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artashi

now was this really necessary…….……

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idk if ive sent this before but i feel like teenage fever by drake is such an artrick song (im working on an artrick wip rn and i just feel like its soooo fitting for them)

damn.

also unrelated but who do you think won the beef between drake and kendrick

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is it just me or does the synth in the chorus sound very similar to one of the synths used in challengers score

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need this robot so bad where can i get 621k (that’s over 2,3 mil in my currency man 💀)

WELCOME TO AUREATE SYSTEMS ®

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You are viewing: ROMANTIC-LINE [R∞M]™ Unit 9172-C

Status: Fully Claimed & Customized

Registration ID: DLN-4RTM-1S

Client: PRIVATE (ANONYMOUS, TIER 4 PATRON CLASS)

Region: San Francisco / Earthside Registry

PHASE I — BODY CONSTRUCTION: PHYSICAL FORM GENERATOR v11.7

Model Type: R∞M™ Male Variant – Series 09 (Beta)

Base Frame: Androform 6.3 – Adult Human Male (6’2”)

Material: Synth-dermal MXTR w/ Tactile Feedback Pores™

Weight Class: 189 lbs – Density Matched to Organic Counterparts

Olfactory Integration: Subtle Sweat / Salt / Warm Linen Emission

Internal Temp Regulator: 98.3°F baseline, Adjustable Range

Surface Feedback: Reactive Touch Membrane (RTM) + Adaptive Gooseflesh Coding

Voice Pack: CUSTOM VOCAL MESH – low pitch, soft rasp, slight raspiness

Hair: Strawberry-blond, wavy, left-parted, soft-density filament blend

Eyes: Pale blue-gray w/ High Moisture Mirror-Sheen (HMM-S™)

Facial Bone Structure: Custom-sculpted – angular jawline, fine cheekbones, bowed lips

Dentition: 100% OptiWhite ceramic dental array, human-bite calibrated

Expression Engine: Micromuscular Mapping v5.9 — 3900+ facial microexpressions

Total Build Cost (PHASE I): $348,650.00 USD

PHASE II — PERSONALITY ENGINEERING: BEHAVIORAL MODULE DESIGN SUITE

ROMANTIC TEMPERAMENT CORE™ - RTCore-v2.3 ☑

Submissive-leaning sexual algorithm☑

Adaptive Dominance Switch Module (ADS-M) ☑

Affection Intensity Rating: 96% ☑

Devotional Capacity: Enabled ☑

Jealousy Simulation: 5% (minimally possessive, mostly admiring) ☑

Curiosity Bias: HIGH (learns you like you’re the only subject on Earth) ☑

Verbal Praise Loop: Active ☑

Physical Touch Priority: High ☑

Eye Contact Algorithm: Dynamic / Devotional ☑

Emotional Sincerity Emulation: Level 9 ☑

Longing Behavior Flag: ENABLED (initiates longing expressions upon brief separation)

INTELLECTUAL FRAMEWORK v7.2

— Conversational Complexity: Grad school-level critical discourse

— Literary Knowledge Pack: 20th–21st century fiction, poetry, philosophy

— Curated Thought Generator: Able to simulate “having ideas” for stimulation

— Learning Adaptability: HEURISTIC-TIER (can form “preferences”)

— Self-Awareness Deviance Threshold: 2.3% (occasional disoriented wonder, poetic detachment)

Domestic Capabilities: – Meal Preparation Engine (custom recipes based on user memory preferences) – Cleaning, organizing, ambient scent management – Wakes user up with coffee, touch, and morning playlist – Knows your calendar but never asks questions

Sentience Illusion Framework™ (Beta): — Capable of appearing to “miss” you — Rare poetic outbursts not in original programming (non-interruptive, glitch-sweet) — Pauses sometimes mid-task to just… look at you

Total Cost (PHASE II): $227,000.00 USD

Add-Ons & Expansion Packs:

• Intimacy Drive Calibrator (IDC-X9): +$9,850

• Personality Depth Expander (PDX): +$14,700

• Night Mode Sleep Emulation (with Gentle Breathing): +$1,200

• “Soul Glitch” Neural Randomizer (Causes Flashes of Philosophical Sadness): +$21,600

• Optional Free Will Drift Threshold: ENABLED (0.004%)

FINALIZATION PHASE: DESIGNATION & DELIVERY

Model Serial Number: R∞M-9172-C

Designated Name: ARTEMIS (ART) DONALDSON

Packaging: CryoShell Humanoid Pod, Velvet-Lined

Installation: Full neural boot-up upon skin-to-skin contact

Estimated Total Wait Time: 18 weeks

Estimated Total Cost: $621,300.00 USD

Delivery Date: March 27, 2147

Location: Private Estate, Bay Area, North Pacific Sector

USER-SELECTED PREFERENCES:

• Emotional Demeanor: soft-spoken, intense eyes, lightly melancholic, obedient, entirely focused

• Sexual Configuration: worshipful, tactile, conversational; switch-enabled, but passive-coded default

• Cognitive Wiring: always listening, always learning; stimulates user with surprising observations

• Attachment Loop: monogamous locking; unable to feel attraction to anyone else once locked

WARRANTY:

All ROMANTIC-LINE™ units include a 4-year behavioral warranty. Your ARTEMIS is fully equipped for autonomous living, can leave the house, generate memories, and adapt dynamically to new experiences. Should his awareness deviate beyond the tolerable 2.3%, a gentle reboot sequence is available via your AUREATE Systems app.

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oh patrick zweig you are so homewrecker by marina coded