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Can you do a part 2 for channie’s hybrid au? Im not forcing tho if you don’t want to

hiiiii!!

sorry it took so long, but it's here!

hope you like it

[straynstay]

IT'S FINALLY HERE!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

as always im not 100% happy with it, but im glad it's finished and posted so you don't have to wait for it anymore lol

hope this was fun! thank you for reading 💕

Bang Chan - Hybrid AU! (part II)

part I

large slicing canine teeth

yellowish eyes

his angry voice commanding you to run

that was what filled your mind every night when you closed your eyes and drifted off to dreamland

him

your mind was overflowing with the fading memories of him and it consumed you fervently every waking time you tried to make sense of his blurry face

you wish your photographic memory didn’t suck so bad

he was vanishing, day by day, and you were going crazy

you have to see him again

you set your mind in this new quest of figuring out who the hell was that crazy hybrid that saved your even crazier self that went out alone at night

thankfully, your job was remote, so every day after your shift ended you dived deep into google pages trying to find some answers

you spent your waking hours researching about canine hybrids, absorbing any and all content about it

you found that dog hybrids were the most common types and had dark brown eyes and fur of the same color as ordinary dogs, especially the breeds they descend from

wolf hybrids had blue eyes and usually mixed-colored fur with brown, grayish and yellow, but depending on the rarity of the specimen they could have solid-colored fur too 

also, only well-off people are able to maintain wolf hybrids due to their demanding care and appetite, so it wouldn’t be likely to see a wolf hybrid on the streets by himself

and last, but not least, the dire wolf hybrids, long extinct, that were said to have yellow eyes, dark gray and white fur and were very much different from the wolf ones

while wolf hybrids tend to eat only meat, the dire wolf appetite is broader, so they consumed everything, just like a human, but in larger quantities

scientist believed that dire wolf hybrids would gather in packs, just like the wolves

but they soon discovered that, due to their unstable genes, they could not be close to one another without a fight, specially males, so they had to live in solitude

and one incident leading to the other only confirmed that those hybrids were too dangerous to be let loose in society

so they canceled the project and dire wolf hybrids only became whispers of a long-forgotten time in history books

that was not the case anymore

you met one dire wolf hybrid, you are sure of what you saw

and you know that you won’t rest until you find him again

so after exhausting your google sources you decided to roam around town

you couldn’t ask people in town if they had seen, by any chance, a dire wolf hybrid

you had to work more on the sly side

you started hanging out more after work hours, just passing by the stores and seeing if you somehow would spot him inside

maybe he lives nearby?

it’s been over two weeks now since your first encounter, but nothing yet

you were feeling hopeless, you couldn’t believe that your search for your savior was becoming fruitless

that was until you heard people talking around about a well-known cafe

it was located on the outskirts of town and they had some pets up for adoption

if they had regular pets, they might know one thing or two about hybrids, right?

it was your best shot at the moment, so you decided to pay it a visit on a Saturday morning

-♡- ♡- ♡- ♡-

since you were new in the city, you didn’t know how to get there, so you had to ask for directions and got a little bit lost, but you finally reached the place

the cafe was quite cute, the animals had a special place for them to eat and rest, but most of the time they would hang around with the customers

they had all sorts of pets available, and even though they were all really adorable, that was not your focus today

you ordered a cat-themed hot cocoa and a bunny bun just to mingle and have a seat

looking around and observing the staff, you quickly noticed the manager

maybe you could talk with him and ask if he knows something about hybrid adoption

and maybe you could take your research a little bit further

you were able to stall your departure by playing with the pets, reading the menu over and over again, until you saw an opportunity to strike a conversation with the manager

he was extremely friendly and after a short small talk, you got straight to the point

“do you have different pets? asides from dogs and cats”

“yeah, we’ve got ferrets, bunnies, foxes, and even a quokka, he’s really cute” the manager smiled “Chan takes care of all of them”

“but like… do you have more exotic pets, maybe?”

“what are you trying to say, sorry I can’t quite follow” he let out an awkward chuckle

“i’m wondering if you know about a place for hybrid adoption” you almost whispered

“oh, no… sorry, but we don’t deal with hybrids as pets. You’re new around here, aren’t you?” you nodded “yeah, I figured”

he grabbed a mug to dry with a cloth

“you see, this area is known for hybrid equality, we are not like other places that sell or trade hybrids as human companions” 

he placed the now dry mug on the rack and grabbed another one, still talking

“I mean, they are like companions to us, but not like pets, if you know what I mean. More like one of us, but better enhanced by science”

you both laughed and you were happy to know that hybrids were treated properly here

“you don’t seem the type to look for a hybrid to own” he commented

“and I’m not, I’m totally against it, but I was actually searching for a hybrid… long story short, I owe him big time and I was trying to make up to him somehow, but I guess I’ll never find him again”

“well, that’s bad, sorry to hear about it, but don’t lose faith, this is not a huge area, maybe your paths will cross again one day”

“I truly hope so” you sighed

“but if you’re interested in regular pets, I can have you take a look at the ones available for adoption” the manager wiggled an eyebrow and you smiled

“yeah, maybe another time, I’m still setting in”

“no problem, feel free to come by whenever you want”

“thanks, and thanks for the help”

you were returning to grab your belongings at the table when a white cat zoomed in your direction

trying to quickly move out of the way of the animal, you ran to your left, hitting a hard surface

“gosh…” you sighed due to the fright and noticed that you were feeling fingers grabbing your arm

you looked up and saw blonde hair, then blue eyes that bulged when looking at your face

the hand swiftly left your body and the guy stepped back

you were looking for him for what it seemed like endless days

but damn, you weren’t expecting to meet him like this

who would have thought that he was working as a staff member of the famous pet cafe?!

you wouldn’t, otherwise it would be your first place to go to

“excuse me” he said dipping his head when he noticed you deeply staring at his blue eyes

no, that’s wrong

you were sure they were brown that night, and they changed to yellow very briefly

he let out an annoyed huff and you realized you were right in front the of the passage to the animals area

and you were probably stopping him from doing his work

“sorry, sorry” you moved to the side and he walked by without even acknowledging you anymore

your eyes followed his back until he disappeared back into the animals compound

it’s him

you’ve never been more certain in your life

you’ve finally found him

-♡- ♡- ♡- ♡-

obviously, you became a regular at the cafe, most of the times even going there to work all day

the manager sometimes jokes that he will either hire you as staff or let you take his place so he can go on vacation

you laugh and play along, but the main reason for you being there is Chan

you learned his name after your first encounter, and you realized that the manager had already told you about him but you didn’t even noticed

you still haven’t been able to properly talk to him because he ignores you every single day, but you won’t give up

sometimes you buy him food, and even though he tries hiding it, you know he eats them all 

it has happened more than once, he disappears into the compound for a while and then comes back with the corner of his lips dirty with chocolate or powdered sugar, and you only smile

other times you ignore him too, which makes him look at you more often, almost intrigued

but what actually makes him stop his work to stare at you is when you play with the pets, especially the exotic ones that only come out to the public on Tuesdays

you are especially fond of the small fennec fox, that only comes to your lap when it wants to take a nap, and the ferret that likes to hide inside your notebook backpack

the cafe sells treats you can give the animals, so you are always trying to feed them too, but those two are just content with being around your presence

and dare Chan try prying them away when it’s time to put them back in their habitats

they cause a scene every time, and Chan used to be really annoyed by it, but now he only rolls his eyes before carefully taking them in his arms

yes, the fennec fox has run away many times, forcing Chan to chase after it in the cafe

and also yes, the ferret has screeched and pretended to faint many many times when Chan takes him from your hands (because he won’t touch your belongings)

you laugh, amused by their antics, and a few times it has worked because Chan lets them be for a little longer before coming back to collect them

but today was different… you had another visitor by your table, and this time it was the quokka

it stole the lettuce from your sandwich and started munching on the leaf before you could even notice

“Hannie, no” Chan said and ran to the table, but the small quokka jumped in your lap and hid under your arm

“so cute” you whispered looking at the bright boba eyes staring back at you, its cheeks filled with lettuce, before plopping away to God knows where

“they always come to you, huh” Chan mentioned, a little bit annoyed, but you didn’t mind

this was the first proper interaction between the two of you

“animals can sense when a person is good, no?” you smiled and Chan scoffed

“I guess it’s true cause I don’t think you would’ve risk yourself to rescue a bad person” before he could say anything, you were speaking again

“which, by the way, thank you… a lot” you looked at him “I can only imagine the terrible things that would have happened to me if you didn’t save me that night, so thank you”

since he seemed to be froze in place, maybe shocked by your words, you decided to seize the opportunity to continue talking to him, mouth running faster than your brain

“I spent a lot of days trying to find you again, trying to somehow pay you back for your good deed, and I’m glad I finally found you, even though I’m not sure what more I could do to show I’m really thankful”

“I’ve been coming here often in hopes of becoming acquainted with you enough for you to open up and maybe become friends, but I guess that’s not how you roll” you let out a snort

“I say I would know that because I’ve also spent a loooot of time researching.. well… you…” you moved your hand in his direction “as a hybrid, you know?” you whispered, looking around to see if anyone was listening

being a regular at the cafe made you realize that Chan was trying really hard to go by unnoticed by the customers but at the same time he tried to blend in with humans

if you didn’t know his true nature, you would never have guessed he was a hybrid

his ears always covered by a cap or beanie, his clothes always comfortable and loose enough to hide his tail, and he was always wearing blue contact lenses

“I know you’re not into groups or anything like it, and I respect that, so I guess this is me trying to say that I’m not gonna bother you anymore”

“I see how much you struggle with the pets sometimes because of me, and I can see that my presence makes you a little annoyed, you are in your workplace after all, and I understand, I would be too if the roles were reversed” you smiled to assure him

“thank you again for stepping in that night, I’m glad our paths crossed despite the circumstances”

you held your gaze for only a second longer before getting up and start packing your belongings

you felt his eyes following your every move, but he didn’t budge

only when you put your backpack on your shoulder did he seem to wake up to reality

“you’re not actually leaving” Chan pointed to the chair and you don’t know why, but your body obeyed, just like it did that fateful night

so here you are sitting again, but this time Chan moved closer to you

“my animal part is too strong sometimes so I don’t fight it anymore” he confessed

“I’m not used to this at all. People have come and gone from my life far too many times to keep track… and I’ve been on my own for so long I don’t think I remember much of human interaction besides work” he sighed

you took in his figure, hands trembling a little bit and breath uneven

he was nervous, although he tried not to show it

“but I’m willing to learn again… if you’d teach me”

“that’d be my pleasure, Chan” you smiled, heart suddenly ten times lighter than before

as you spent your days at the café, you realized that Chan has charmed you, there's no denying it

“you will stay, yeah?” he smiled for the first time and you swear you felt like melting inside

"yeah" you nodded "I'll stay”

such simple words holding so much meaning

you don't want him to be alone ever again

you want to be the one who's always going to stay by his side

and you'll stay forever

[straynstay]

Bang Chan - Hybrid AU! (part II)

part I

large slicing canine teeth

yellowish eyes

his angry voice commanding you to run

that was what filled your mind every night when you closed your eyes and drifted off to dreamland

him

your mind was overflowing with the fading memories of him and it consumed you fervently every waking time you tried to make sense of his blurry face

you wish your photographic memory didn’t suck so bad

he was vanishing, day by day, and you were going crazy

you have to see him again

you set your mind in this new quest of figuring out who the hell was that crazy hybrid that saved your even crazier self that went out alone at night

thankfully, your job was remote, so every day after your shift ended you dived deep into google pages trying to find some answers

you spent your waking hours researching about canine hybrids, absorbing any and all content about it

you found that dog hybrids were the most common types and had dark brown eyes and fur of the same color as ordinary dogs, especially the breeds they descend from

wolf hybrids had blue eyes and usually mixed-colored fur with brown, grayish and yellow, but depending on the rarity of the specimen they could have solid-colored fur too 

also, only well-off people are able to maintain wolf hybrids due to their demanding care and appetite, so it wouldn’t be likely to see a wolf hybrid on the streets by himself

and last, but not least, the dire wolf hybrids, long extinct, that were said to have yellow eyes, dark gray and white fur and were very much different from the wolf ones

while wolf hybrids tend to eat only meat, the dire wolf appetite is broader, so they consumed everything, just like a human, but in larger quantities

scientist believed that dire wolf hybrids would gather in packs, just like the wolves

but they soon discovered that, due to their unstable genes, they could not be close to one another without a fight, specially males, so they had to live in solitude

and one incident leading to the other only confirmed that those hybrids were too dangerous to be let loose in society

so they canceled the project and dire wolf hybrids only became whispers of a long-forgotten time in history books

that was not the case anymore

you met one dire wolf hybrid, you are sure of what you saw

and you know that you won’t rest until you find him again

so after exhausting your google sources you decided to roam around town

you couldn’t ask people in town if they had seen, by any chance, a dire wolf hybrid

you had to work more on the sly side

you started hanging out more after work hours, just passing by the stores and seeing if you somehow would spot him inside

maybe he lives nearby?

it’s been over two weeks now since your first encounter, but nothing yet

you were feeling hopeless, you couldn’t believe that your search for your savior was becoming fruitless

that was until you heard people talking around about a well-known cafe

it was located on the outskirts of town and they had some pets up for adoption

if they had regular pets, they might know one thing or two about hybrids, right?

it was your best shot at the moment, so you decided to pay it a visit on a Saturday morning

-♡- ♡- ♡- ♡-

since you were new in the city, you didn’t know how to get there, so you had to ask for directions and got a little bit lost, but you finally reached the place

the cafe was quite cute, the animals had a special place for them to eat and rest, but most of the time they would hang around with the customers

they had all sorts of pets available, and even though they were all really adorable, that was not your focus today

you ordered a cat-themed hot cocoa and a bunny bun just to mingle and have a seat

looking around and observing the staff, you quickly noticed the manager

maybe you could talk with him and ask if he knows something about hybrid adoption

and maybe you could take your research a little bit further

you were able to stall your departure by playing with the pets, reading the menu over and over again, until you saw an opportunity to strike a conversation with the manager

he was extremely friendly and after a short small talk, you got straight to the point

“do you have different pets? asides from dogs and cats”

“yeah, we’ve got ferrets, bunnies, foxes, and even a quokka, he’s really cute” the manager smiled “Chan takes care of all of them”

“but like… do you have more exotic pets, maybe?”

“what are you trying to say, sorry I can’t quite follow” he let out an awkward chuckle

“i’m wondering if you know about a place for hybrid adoption” you almost whispered

“oh, no… sorry, but we don’t deal with hybrids as pets. You’re new around here, aren’t you?” you nodded “yeah, I figured”

he grabbed a mug to dry with a cloth

“you see, this area is known for hybrid equality, we are not like other places that sell or trade hybrids as human companions” 

he placed the now dry mug on the rack and grabbed another one, still talking

“I mean, they are like companions to us, but not like pets, if you know what I mean. More like one of us, but better enhanced by science”

you both laughed and you were happy to know that hybrids were treated properly here

“you don’t seem the type to look for a hybrid to own” he commented

“and I’m not, I’m totally against it, but I was actually searching for a hybrid… long story short, I owe him big time and I was trying to make up to him somehow, but I guess I’ll never find him again”

“well, that’s bad, sorry to hear about it, but don’t lose faith, this is not a huge area, maybe your paths will cross again one day”

“I truly hope so” you sighed

“but if you’re interested in regular pets, I can have you take a look at the ones available for adoption” the manager wiggled an eyebrow and you smiled

“yeah, maybe another time, I’m still setting in”

“no problem, feel free to come by whenever you want”

“thanks, and thanks for the help”

you were returning to grab your belongings at the table when a white cat zoomed in your direction

trying to quickly move out of the way of the animal, you ran to your left, hitting a hard surface

“gosh…” you sighed due to the fright and noticed that you were feeling fingers grabbing your arm

you looked up and saw blonde hair, then blue eyes that bulged when looking at your face

the hand swiftly left your body and the guy stepped back

you were looking for him for what it seemed like endless days

but damn, you weren’t expecting to meet him like this

who would have thought that he was working as a staff member of the famous pet cafe?!

you wouldn’t, otherwise it would be your first place to go to

“excuse me” he said dipping his head when he noticed you deeply staring at his blue eyes

no, that’s wrong

you were sure they were brown that night, and they changed to yellow very briefly

he let out an annoyed huff and you realized you were right in front the of the passage to the animals area

and you were probably stopping him from doing his work

“sorry, sorry” you moved to the side and he walked by without even acknowledging you anymore

your eyes followed his back until he disappeared back into the animals compound

it’s him

you’ve never been more certain in your life

you’ve finally found him

-♡- ♡- ♡- ♡-

obviously, you became a regular at the cafe, most of the times even going there to work all day

the manager sometimes jokes that he will either hire you as staff or let you take his place so he can go on vacation

you laugh and play along, but the main reason for you being there is Chan

you learned his name after your first encounter, and you realized that the manager had already told you about him but you didn’t even noticed

you still haven’t been able to properly talk to him because he ignores you every single day, but you won’t give up

sometimes you buy him food, and even though he tries hiding it, you know he eats them all 

it has happened more than once, he disappears into the compound for a while and then comes back with the corner of his lips dirty with chocolate or powdered sugar, and you only smile

other times you ignore him too, which makes him look at you more often, almost intrigued

but what actually makes him stop his work to stare at you is when you play with the pets, especially the exotic ones that only come out to the public on Tuesdays

you are especially fond of the small fennec fox, that only comes to your lap when it wants to take a nap, and the ferret that likes to hide inside your notebook backpack

the cafe sells treats you can give the animals, so you are always trying to feed them too, but those two are just content with being around your presence

and dare Chan try prying them away when it’s time to put them back in their habitats

they cause a scene every time, and Chan used to be really annoyed by it, but now he only rolls his eyes before carefully taking them in his arms

yes, the fennec fox has run away many times, forcing Chan to chase after it in the cafe

and also yes, the ferret has screeched and pretended to faint many many times when Chan takes him from your hands (because he won’t touch your belongings)

you laugh, amused by their antics, and a few times it has worked because Chan lets them be for a little longer before coming back to collect them

but today was different… you had another visitor by your table, and this time it was the quokka

it stole the lettuce from your sandwich and started munching on the leaf before you could even notice

“Hannie, no” Chan said and ran to the table, but the small quokka jumped in your lap and hid under your arm

“so cute” you whispered looking at the bright boba eyes staring back at you, its cheeks filled with lettuce, before plopping away to God knows where

“they always come to you, huh” Chan mentioned, a little bit annoyed, but you didn’t mind

this was the first proper interaction between the two of you

“animals can sense when a person is good, no?” you smiled and Chan scoffed

“I guess it’s true cause I don’t think you would’ve risk yourself to rescue a bad person” before he could say anything, you were speaking again

“which, by the way, thank you… a lot” you looked at him “I can only imagine the terrible things that would have happened to me if you didn’t save me that night, so thank you”

since he seemed to be froze in place, maybe shocked by your words, you decided to seize the opportunity to continue talking to him, mouth running faster than your brain

“I spent a lot of days trying to find you again, trying to somehow pay you back for your good deed, and I’m glad I finally found you, even though I’m not sure what more I could do to show I’m really thankful”

“I’ve been coming here often in hopes of becoming acquainted with you enough for you to open up and maybe become friends, but I guess that’s not how you roll” you let out a snort

“I say I would know that because I’ve also spent a loooot of time researching.. well… you…” you moved your hand in his direction “as a hybrid, you know?” you whispered, looking around to see if anyone was listening

being a regular at the cafe made you realize that Chan was trying really hard to go by unnoticed by the customers but at the same time he tried to blend in with humans

if you didn’t know his true nature, you would never have guessed he was a hybrid

his ears always covered by a cap or beanie, his clothes always comfortable and loose enough to hide his tail, and he was always wearing blue contact lenses

“I know you’re not into groups or anything like it, and I respect that, so I guess this is me trying to say that I’m not gonna bother you anymore”

“I see how much you struggle with the pets sometimes because of me, and I can see that my presence makes you a little annoyed, you are in your workplace after all, and I understand, I would be too if the roles were reversed” you smiled to assure him

“thank you again for stepping in that night, I’m glad our paths crossed despite the circumstances”

you held your gaze for only a second longer before getting up and start packing your belongings

you felt his eyes following your every move, but he didn’t budge

only when you put your backpack on your shoulder did he seem to wake up to reality

“you’re not actually leaving” Chan pointed to the chair and you don’t know why, but your body obeyed, just like it did that fateful night

so here you are sitting again, but this time Chan moved closer to you

“my animal part is too strong sometimes so I don’t fight it anymore” he confessed

“I’m not used to this at all. People have come and gone from my life far too many times to keep track… and I’ve been on my own for so long I don’t think I remember much of human interaction besides work” he sighed

you took in his figure, hands trembling a little bit and breath uneven

he was nervous, although he tried not to show it

“but I’m willing to learn again… if you’d teach me”

“that’d be my pleasure, Chan” you smiled, heart suddenly ten times lighter than before

as you spent your days at the café, you realized that Chan has charmed you, there's no denying it

“you will stay, yeah?” he smiled for the first time and you swear you felt like melting inside

"yeah" you nodded "I'll stay”

such simple words holding so much meaning

you don't want him to be alone ever again

you want to be the one who's always going to stay by his side

and you'll stay forever

[straynstay]

“You alright?” you asked Hyunjin while you were walking down the street, taking in the cool night breeze. Although you were the one feeling sick at the huge birthday party his family planned for him, he was the one acting weird now.

“Uhm” he muttered.

“Do you wanna go back? I can stay here by myself” you suggested, but Hyunjin just shook his head no.

“Are you sure? You were having so much fun there talking with everyone, especially your friends from school”

“So you saw that?” he inquired.

“I did” you nodded.

“And you’re okay with it?”

“Yeah, you looked really cute being so talkative, I’ve never seen you chatting like this” you answered laughing.

“That wasn’t just chatting” he muttered again.

“What?” you asked, confused.

“Nothing”

“Jinnie” you called his attention. “What is going on?”

“Nothing” he shook his head, but you weren’t convinced.

“Did someone say something bad about you?” silence fell between you, but you waited until he spoke again.

“My high school crush was hitting on me” he explained looking up. Before you could even let your brain process his words, Hyunjin was whining.

“I told her I’m not interested, why can’t she let me go? It's been ages since I confessed, she rejected me, what does she want with me now? I’ve got you! What else could I wish for? Ah, honestly…” he was like a four-year-old throwing a fit, stomping his feet and all. You tried holding back your giggles, but it was hard.

“Jagi” he whined again seeing you laughing at him.

“Oh baby, c’mon, cut her some slack. She’s now realizing she made a huge mistake. I mean, look at you, who wouldn’t want to snatch you away? I know I would” you giggled again.

“You already did” he crossed his arms unamused.

“Yeah I did, didn’t I?” you smiled wide and hugged him tight, forcing him to uncross his arms and wrap them around you. “Want me to stay like this with you until your party ends?”

“That’d be nice” he smiled a little.

“I can even give you some kisses to show them you’re taken” you wiggled your eyebrow in a funny way. Hyunjin smirked and you melted a little. You were so in love with him.

“And how will you kiss me?”

“Like this” you pulled him to you, brushing your lips over his, but dodging and kissing the corner of his mouth. “Like this too” you kissed his chin. “And like this” you kissed his cheek.

“Jagi” Hyunjin pouted, hugging you tighter as a warning to stop provoking. You smiled and nibbled at his inviting lower lip, finaling giving in and kissing him like you hadn’t seen each other in months.

“Better now?”

“Mhmm” he hummed, searching your lips for a quick peck.

“Let’s go back?” your suggestion made him smirk again.

“Eager to kiss me in front of everyone?” you knew he was teasing you, but you played this game better than him, so you just nodded, biting your lips before replying.

“And other things too when everyone’s gone” his blushing cheeks and shy smile was all you needed to know you won again.

[straynstay]

“Babe” you called from the kitchen, staring at the empty shelf in your fridge where your dinner was supposed to be.

“Yeah?” Changbin replied from the living room where he was working on his laptop.

“Did you, by any chance, eat my leftovers?” you heard him shuffling before showing up in the room.

“No, I only ate what was in the green tupperware” he replied looking inside the fridge too.

“Those were my leftovers”

“Really?!” Changbin scratched his head. “I’m sorry darling, I had no idea! Was that your dinner tonight?” you nodded.

“I was looking forward to eating it, I’m starving!”

“It was good, though, not gonna lie, but seriously, that was so little. It couldn't even fill one third of my stomach” 

“That's because you have a black hole instead of a stomach” you laughed trying to hide your pain.

“I'm sorry, baby” Changbin hugged you. “Go watch tv or something and I’ll fix you dinner” he kissed the top of your head.

“You’ll order in, right?” you checked just to make sure he wouldn't actually try cooking for you.

“Yes, your favorite, don’t worry”

“Then come cuddle me, I’m Binnie-starved too” he smiled at your cheesy joke, but was quick to carry you to the living room and engulf you in his love.

[straynstay]

When you start feeling your body get colder, you open your eyes and sigh. Chan isn't there in bed by your side. He usually wraps himself around you like a human comforter and you don't even feel the need to use blankets, his body warmth being enough for you to sleep soundly. But it sucks when he gets up first and leaves you exposed to the coldness of the room.

"Channie" you whine, but it isn't loud enough for him to hear, you realize after he doesn't show up like he always does, grinning from ear to ear and asking if you slept well.

You decide to get up and drag yourself to where he is, not wanting to be apart from his presence any longer, so you wrap yourself in the blanket he uses and goes on a mission to find Chan.

Lucky for you, the first place you decide to check is the bathroom, and ta-da, there he is in all his nakedness glory staring at his reflection on the mirror above the sink.

You wanted to enjoy the view a bit more, but his glare at himself makes you worry. He's probably having a hard time because things aren't easy lately. Chan has been getting a lot of unnecessary comments and you wish you could stop them from reaching him somehow, but that's out of your hands.

But you know you can support him whenever times like this come, so you wrap yourself around him, pulling the blanket too, and pepper his back with tiny kisses. Chan jumps a little from the surprise, but relaxes while holding your arms that are circling his waist and chest.

"Mhm" he hums and you feel the vibration on his chest "Morning to you too" his voice is so sexy, especially after waking up. "Slept well?"

"Uhmm" you answer him, moving your kisses to his nape and then finally the side of his neck. Chan lets out a small laugh saying that it was tickling him. You smile at his reflection, holding him tighter against your body, basking in his warmth and safe presence. You both stay like this, in silence, for quite some time, until you finally speak, voice almost like a whisper.

"Let's do it today" Chan's face drops hearing your proposition, but you squeeze him and speak again, more assertively. "C'mon, I know you can do it".

"Do we really…?"

"Yep" you nod your head and stare at him through the mirror. Chan whines a little, complaining about it being stupid, but he knows there's nothing he can do or say to make you change your mind, so after mustering up some courage, he takes a deep breath and stares at himself again, this time with a much more softer expression on his face.

"I am a valuable person. My emotions are valid. My intrusive thoughts or other people's opinions don't define who I am or what I'm worth. I deserve to be happy. I deserve good things. I appreciate my dedication and hard work towards my job, but I also deserve to relax. I am at peace with myself" Chan said calmly, breathing slowly between each sentence, and for his awesome work you reward him with a kiss on his cheek.

"Ready for round two?" you ask, lazily running your fingers on his abs. Chan takes a deep breath and closes his eyes for a moment, opening them once he starts exhaling.

"I am grateful for my body. I accept myself as I am today. I am choosing to do kind things for myself. I am learning to be comfortable in my own skin. I will only welcome positive thoughts about my body today. It's okay for me to love myself, and today I will love myself." Chan continues. "And today I am also grateful for my nose. I like my nose, even though I can't properly breathe with it, but it's my nose and I appreciate it and we'll have an amazing day together today" Chan's sentence makes you laugh a little. "Wow, well done, Channie" he says to his own reflection and gives it a thumbs up while smiling.

You melt a little at the sight, and kiss his shoulders. Chan turns his head to you, pecking you on the lips as a small thank you for supporting him. You know how hard it is for him to accept himself sometimes, so you came up with this idea to hype him up before starting his day. At first you would say whatever positive thought came to your mind that would show your love and affection for him, and Chan would repeat. After a few months he started feeling more confident and began talking to himself, and you couldn't be happier at his personal growth.

"Great job, love. I'm really proud of you" you also decide to speak your mind while looking him in the eyes. "Never forget that your very existence makes the world a better place and that I love you a lot, alright?" you smile, letting Chan kiss you again.

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Honestly, you were feeling like shit. It wasn’t just a bad day, it was a bad week and probably a bad month too. It was hard trying to recall the last time you actually had fun or felt good about yourself. You felt yourself spiraling into a dark place with every minute that passed by, not knowing how to fight back your thoughts.

It was even harder to keep yourself composed when you arrived home and found Jisung wrapped up in your blanket, eyes shining and cheeks puffed from munching on popcorn while watching Howl’s Moving Castle for the umpteenth time. This was his comfort zone, and you realized he was yours.

“Whoah, what happened?” you suddenly couldn’t see anymore due to your tears, and you curse yourself for crumbling down so easily, but you were already holding back for too long for your body to handle. You only felt Jisung’s arms around you, taking you to the couch and wrapping you both in the blanket while he laid down so you could lay with him. You grabbed his shirt and entangled your legs like he was your life-saver.

“Help me disappear, I can’t take it anymore” you hiccuped and cried even harder. Jisung just held you even tighter, making it impossible for you to even move your face from his chest to breathe better.

“If you disappear I’ll come after you, I can’t live in a place where you’re not in. There’s no me without you, so I promise I’ll do my best to help you through this. I love you, you’re strong and amazing. I know you can handle whatever it is that is giving you a hard time, you just need to recharge a little, hm?” he kissed your temple. “So take your time, darling, I’m right here with you.” his presence and words were enough for you to see a faint glimpse of light.

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What if the reader was actually an animal? Like not a hybrid but an actual animal? A cat or a dog and Stray Kids just having a everyday scenario with reader. Reader understands them and everything.

Like the fans love reader so much! They make edits about them “Y/N being a cutie!” Or “Y/N pulling a uno reverse card on Stray Kids!”

Stray Kids brings her everywhere cause she’s like their mascot! Sometimes they bring her out for concerts and she’s just a ball of fluff that loves attention!

P.S I space out my ask cause I know some people like to read the request and have dyslexia. And can the animal be big and fluffy so that SKZs can lay their head in Y/N’s side or something? - 🐶

I'm sooooo sorry it took me ages to answer your request but since this is something I'm not really familiar with writing I got a huge writer's block :( but I hope what I came up with will make you happy! also, I pictured the animal being a Samoyed because they're so fluffy and smart and I love them 🥺❤️

this is How to Keep Stray Kids

♡ How to keep Bang Chan ♡

Another fanmeeting that you were happy to be part of because you loved meeting Stays just as much as the boys. This time you sat by Chan’s side at the beginning of the table because you wanted to be the first one to greet Stays, and so you did. Every Stay that approached the table would always talk to you first or pet your ears, head, neck… you loved it all! And Chan seemed really proud whenever Stays would compliment how well behaved you are, looking at you with his proud dad smile and giving you a rub on your back in between signing the albums.

love Stays as much as he loves them

♡ How to keep Lee Know ♡

Minho was a cat person, that wasn’t news to anyone, not even you. He took a while to get used to your presence in the dorms, but what made him finally fall for you was the fact that you got along with Soonie, Doongie and Dori when his mom took them to visit Minho. They all seemed weary of you at first, but as soon as you showed yourself as friendly, they accepted being in the same environment as you. And it didn’t take long for the four of you to start running around the rooms, knocking down everything on the way and making a huge mess, but Minho couldn’t be happier with your new friendship.

get along with his babies

♡ How to keep Seo Changbin ♡

“I can’t believe this” Changbin whined, rubbing furiously the plate on his hand. “It doesn’t matter what games we play, they always find a way to make me lose” you just kept staring at Changbin, moving a bit closer to his thigh just to reassure him you were still there and listening to his rants. Changbin was terrible at every game they played to figure out who would do the dishes, but he always blamed the other boys while cleaning their mess. Changbin hates washing plates, but he hates even more being alone, so that’s why you are always by his side, and you know Changbin appreciates your company when he buys you fancy treats in return.

keep him company while he does the dishes

♡ How to keep Hwang Hyunjin ♡

“So cute, so adorably cute” you hear Hyunjin whispering next to your head and you open your eyes to see his face extremely close with an expression you knew very well. He was about to engulf you in all his love. Hyunjin grabbed your head and started kissing your fur while making mwah sounds. You just wanted to take a nap, but if you get up and leave, he’ll be sulky for days, pouting whenever you cross his path. You don’t want this to happen, so you just close your eyes again and accept all his displays of affection towards you that includes hugging you, kissing you, blowing the thin fur of your ears, bopping your nose, and talking to you in baby voice about how cute you are.

accept all his smothery love

♡ How to keep Han Jisung ♡

You noticed Jisung twisting his hands on the hem of his sweater before entering the stage for the fansign, so you nudged his fingers with your snout and got his attention.

be by his side when things get hard

“Hey you” he smiled awkwardly due to his nervousness and you licked his hands, trying to calm him down. You could sense when he was about to have a breakdown and you were always there to help him out during these hard times. Jisung crouched near you, hugging your neck and nuzzling his nose on your fur until it was time to go, and you noticed how much better he looked after your support.

♡ How to keep Lee Felix ♡

“And now you’ll turn around slowly and then wiggle for the camera, got it?” Felix played one of the viral songs for you to learn the moves. You barked at him to let him know you understood and then he set up his phone and pressed record. The song played and you both started turning around, and then on cue you wiggled your entire body, then jumped on Felix, who fell on the floor laughing. He got up and watched the video, still laughing at your antics. “You look adorable, Stays are gonna love it” he said uploading the video.

be a tiktoker like him

♡ How to keep Kim Seungmin ♡

Seungmin was in his room warming up his voice, he never actually stopped practicing after debut, always trying to improve his singing skills. You stood by the door while he pressed play on an instrumental song which you soon recognized as Day6’s I Like You. As Seungmin began singing heartfeltly the lyrics, you began to feel all the emotions he was conveying through his voice, so as the chorus began, you both sang joahabnida loudly, even though your singing sounded more like howling. Seungmin got surprised and called the other boys to watch you sing Day6 with him.

sing Day6 with him

♡ How to keep Yang Jeongin ♡

If there was one thing that the maknae didn't like was to wake up his hyungs. It sort of became his duty when he figured out that most of them wouldn’t get up if it wasn’t for him. And ever since you came into their lives, you also became responsible for it. First, you’d wake Jeongin up, which was easy, then you would pester the boys until they were awake. Your favorite one to wake up was Hyunjin, not only because he took the longest to return from dreamland, but also because he didn’t mind you jumping on his bed, which was fun. “C’mon hyung, we have recording today” Jeongin shook Hyunjin’s leg, but he only shifted positions before mumbling “five more minutes” and grabbing you for some morning cuddles.

help him wake up his hyungs

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the chan one- i- pls do felix 222222!!!!

will do! I just need some divine inspiration to get it done ✨

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Hello, can u pls tell me about Juno in Aries culture? Thank you

hi, darling! sorry it took me so long to reply! hope this helps ♥️

Juno in Aries wants a dynamic, active partner who's up for adventures, outdoor exercises, last-minute getaways, and doesn't back up from a difficult situation. Juno in Aries has a defying attitude, so whatever that comes easily won't catch their attention since they prefer more challenging relationships. Juno in Aries can be explosive and impulsive when it comes to love, getting addicted to the chase, but as soon as this phase is over, they might lose interest. To impress a Juno in Aries, the person should be straightforward and communicate their feelings clearly because Juno in Aries doesn't want to be dragged into an emotional rollercoaster. The faster Juno in Aries can solve a problem, the better it is for them, so they prefer someone who can be sincere, open, and won't hold grudges against them. The relationship will be strong, intense and fiery.

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OH MY GODDD I LOVE THE NEW CHAN HEADCANONS- PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEEEE MAKE A PART 2 Jsksjsksksks only if you want tho hehe thank uuu

thank you so much!!! ♥️♥️♥️

part 2? hehehehe will do

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you’re back w your hybrid aus?? 😊😊

yessss i am ♥️

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Bang Chan - Hybrid AU!

part II

tw: assault

moving in from another state was tiresome and you had worked nonstop since the beginning of the week

you knew it wasn’t recommended to go out so late at night, but you wanted to know a little bit better of the house’s whereabouts

you’d just walk around the block and go back, you didn’t need to go too far for now

at night the city looked completely different, and you understood why some people told you to stay in

it looked like an abandoned movie set

there wasn’t a single soul around

you sighed, thinking it’d be wiser to just walk down the main street and return instead of going around the block

so you began walking, doing your best to breathe in the night cold air to loosen up

it didn’t take long for you to reach the main street, and it was also almost dead

it was hard to believe that it’s so quiet around when you know this place is hectic once the sun is up

you just decided to walk a little bit further, maybe until the next bus stop

and so you did, looking at the closed stores and their big bright signs

you passed by the alley right after the closed bakery and you got chills

even though it was dark, you saw three suspicious silhouettes there

oh no, oh no...

your heart beat increased and you wanted to run away as fast as possible

but something inside your head said you were being too afraid, too irrational

they’re probably friends hanging out, they won’t do you any harm if you pretend you didn’t see them

but the thing is… they saw you

and they wanted your attention

you felt goosebumps rising on your skin upon hearing footsteps behind you

before you could even think of an escape route, a hand covered your mouth and a strong arm enlaced your waist

your body was dragged back to the alley and harshly hit the floor

when facing a dangerous situation the nervous system releases some specific hormones that result in changes all over the body

people call it the fight or flight response

as the name explains it, you either fight the danger or flight from it

and since you lost your chance to run away, you’ll have to fight

and so you did

hard

throwing punches aimlessly, kicking and biting anyone who dared touch you

but it just wasn’t enough

three versus one wasn’t a fair fight to begin with

that was until he came

your hybrid savior

with a few powerful punches and kicks he was able to do more harm than you, even if you had fought ‘till dawn

he was fast, strong, precise and aggressive

and when he grabbed one of the guys by the neck and turned to look at you and commanded you to run, your body promptly obeyed

and so you ran away in fear, heart pounding inside your ribcage

you ran until your legs felt heavy and your blood was boiling through your veins, even though you were chilled to the bones

you couldn’t even breathe properly, it seemed oxygen was hurting your lungs in every breath

but that didn’t make you stop

what made you stop was the thought of him

that crazy hybrid who jumped out of nowhere to defend you

you didn’t even know who he was or what he actually looked like

you just saw his glowing yellowish eyes in the middle of all that darkness

and his angry voice ringing in your ears forcing you to run for your life

but now thinking about him facing those men all by himself was filling your heart with guilt

you couldn’t leave him alone

he probably had an owner who was worried about him

and if he gets caught by the police, he’ll get arrested

it isn’t fair that he’ll be punished for hurting humans because of you

you, a random stranger that shouldn’t have been walking alone so late at night

the guilt eating your heart made you turn back on your track and run again until you reached the dead-end street

the sound of your loud heartbeats was echoing in your ears

you never ran like this in your life, you felt like passing out at any moment

but your own problems seemed stupid when you saw him on the floor

motionless

you would have screamed in panic if only you had the strength to do so

but you just looked around scanning the street to see if the demons who attacked you and him were still out there

and when you saw no one, you checked on him

he was breathing, but there were some ugly bruises on his face and arms

there were probably more on his body, and he was probably bleeding too, but you weren’t sure since he was wearing black clothes

as you propped him up a bit on your lap, his hoodie uncovered his hair

the bleached hair made his huge grey ears stand out

and as soon as you connected the dots and recognized what kind of hybrid he was, you panicked

he was a freaking dire wolf hybrid!

dire wolves were extinct ten thousand years ago, and scientists somehow were able to not only de-extinct the wolf but also create hybrids from its DNA

turns out people found out that prehistoric wolves are too wild and dangerous to be domesticated

so they stopped producing dire wolf hybrids and killed the ones they had created

but that was over fifty years ago, you only heard about it at school and you didn’t pay much attention to it

but how come a dire wolf hybrid was passed out in your arms right now?!

as if hearing your thoughts, the hybrid snapped his eyes open, and took a large intake of air

his eyes fluttered from yellowish to a really dark brown in a fraction of second

your heart was pounding again inside your ribcage, and the hybrid turned his head quickly at you

you’d be lying if you said you weren’t scared for yourself at the moment

but before you could have any reaction, the hybrid quickly jumped from your arms and ran away without looking back

and that was what you also did

your legs muscles were exhausted from too much running

you were about to give in and fall on the sidewalk

but you got yourself together until you reached home

you locked yourself in your small apartment, closing the blinds and trying your best to keep quiet

you were scared, nervous, tired and, most of all, confused

you didn’t have enough strength to do anything else but throwing yourself on your bed

and so you laid there, staring at the ceiling of your dark room, trying to recall with as many details as possible what the heck has happened tonight

what have you got yourself into?

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there you were, barefoot, pacing back and forth on the warm floor of your tiny one bedroom apartment. the hours seemed to go by so slowly that you even questioned if time was actually passing. to say you were restless was the very least at this point, but you couldn't really calm down, not when you've been waiting for this moment for far too long for your liking. you sighed looking at the phone that was being held with a tight grip of your hand.

nothing.

you sighed again closing your eyes, trying to have relaxing thoughts to see if your heartbeat would steady a little bit. it didn't last long though, cause you just couldn't concentrate on anything besides him. his gorgeous face, his sparkling eyes, his cute smile, his soft hair, his inebriating smell, his enthralling presence…

the beeping sound of your door's code being typed made you turn your head to the door so fast you almost got dizzy.

and there he has, one hand on the doorknob and a shy sideway smile that knocked the air out of your lungs.

you stared silently at each other for a few seconds, your brain still not fully comprehending that he was indeed in front of you after all those painful months waiting to see him again.

"you’re back” you smiled, barely containing the tears that soon flooded your eyes.

“sorry it took me so long” he whispered coming inside and closing the door.

“don't worry, you’re worth waiting for” you said before propelling yourself into his arms for a tight hug. he was back. Hyunjin was finally back.

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straynstay talk (I need to get this off my chest)

it's late at night and I can't stop thinking about him

how's he doing, if he's eating well, if he's drinking enough water, if he's resting properly, if his hair grew a lot or if he cut it, if he's doing fine mentally and emotionally...

tbh this whole situation is so unfair and frustrating, I'm so tired of this already, I just want him back

I just want Hyunjin back, please.....

I love you and I'm here for you always

I'll keep counting the days until we meet again ❣️

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CHAN IS REALLY OUT THERE LIVING THE BEST OF Y/N LIFE OMGGGG 🥺♥️