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Trying Brazilian food with matt

Matt Sturniolo x Fem!Reader

Warnings: none, just fluff

Word count: 3628k

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Matt and I were in his car because we were going to record a video of him trying Brazilian food.

Hiiiiii loves, today I'm with the love of my life so he can try foods from my home country. - I said smiling and then looked at him

Hi guys. I could say that I'm a bit scared, since I'm afraid that some of these foods contain ketchup. - He laughs

Hey, I wouldn't do that, would I? Of course none of these foods have ketchup. - I say looking at him and wink at the camera.

I saw that - he says a little startled but then laughs.

Ok anyways. I didn't tell him what I bought, so we're in for some surprises. But I know that one of the things I bought he's already tried and I know he likes it. So let's go to the first item I'm looking forward to. - I say, picking up a bag of food from the back seat of the car.

Right, I've listed the foods on my cell phone notes from 1 to 8, so whichever number you say, I'll look it up and give it to you. Which one do you want first? - I explain and ask him

Hmmmm it could be 8 - he says thoughtfully

Okay, let me see. - I pick up my cell phone - Hmmm yes. - I take the most famous coconut candy, beijinho, out of the bag. - Here, one for you and one for me - I hand it to him.

What is this? - He asks

In Brazil we call it beijinho. Which in English would be Little Kiss - I say laughing - Okay let's eat together in 3 2 1

So we put the candy in our mouths and I look at Matt who smiles.

- Wow, it's good! What's it made of? - He asks looking at me

- Coconut - I say as I finish eating mine

- From 0 to 10, how would you rate this? - I ask

- 8/10 I think, it's good but it's very sweet - He laughs

Okayy, next number? - I ask him

- It could be 1 - He says

- Okay, then we'll have to - I look at my cell phone again - Oh, you'll love this one. - I say, this time picking up the paçoca candy. - This is paçoquinha and I'm not sure how to say it in English, but it's a peanut candy. - I smile and hand it to him - But be careful when you open it so you don't - OH GOD - Matt interrupts me by shouting and I look down to see all the crumbs of the paçoquinha on the bench

- That's what I was trying to say - I laugh and hand him another unopened one - Be careful now. - I laugh again and we eat the sweet

- Hummmm, this is better than the other one. - He says with a bit of paçoca falling out of his mouth and I laugh.

- I think so too, love. So what's the score? - I ask

- 10/10 totally - he says smiling. - So, now I choose 5 - He says as I pick up my cell phone to take a look.

- Ohhh this is one of my favorites - I say, taking two Toddynhos out of my bag - This is a wonderful chocolate drink that I used to have almost every day for breakfast. I think you'll like it, but be careful not to squeeze it and leak through the straw - I say and he looks at me with a strange face - You're very dirty-minded, aren't you? - I laugh and he laughs back and I hand him the box with the straw and open mine too.

- It's good, but I don't think it's that great, it's like the chocolate here too - he says, sipping it all the way down.

- You've got to be kidding, right? It's wonderful Matt - I laugh

- I don't know, I think this is a 7.5/10 - He says and I'm still a bit indignant but I don't say anything.

- Say one more number - I say to him

- Hmmmm 7 - He says

- Now it's not one of my favorites because I'm not the biggest fan of cheese, but here we have pão de queijo. Which in English would be cheese bread. - I say looking at him and he's already eating - You cheater, I haven't even counted yet.

- Oh sorry - He says spitting

-"owwww you didn't have to spit it out, that's disgusting." I laugh and he laughs, eating again.

- I liked this one, I think this one is 10/10 too - He says smiling as I eat mine and he wipes his hands - Now I choose 2 - He says and I pick up my cell phone

- This is the one you've already tasted and I love that you speak the right Brazilian way and not the American way. - I take it out of the bag

- Açaí? - He asks happily and I smile at the fact that he speaks correctly and respects the accentuation.

- Yes, love - I take the lid off the glass and hand it to him. - This is an açaí with banana. It's all yours because you know how I dread bananas with wet food - I laugh

- This is definitely a 100/10 - he says with his mouth half full and I laugh at him.

- Now there are only three more to go, say one more number - I say, looking at him

- Which ones are missing, I don't even remember anymore - He laughs

- 6, 5 and 3 are missing - I answer

- Okay, I want 5 - he says

Here's one more that will only be yours, it's a banana candy and I only bought it because I saw it in the store and decided to bring it for you to try, but I hate it - I laugh and he takes it and eats it.

- I'm not going to say I hated it, but I don't think I loved it either, I think I'd give it a 6/10 - he says

- That's a candy that's very controversial in Brazil - We laugh together

- Now I want number 3 - he says

- AHHHHHH I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS - I shout and he startles and laughs - I love this one too much, it's that chicken snack I always told you I loved, here's the coxinha - I say and hand it to him.

- Wow, it smells really good - he says and we bite into it - Yeah, so now I understand the reason for the outbreak, it's wonderful. Definitely 10/10 too. - He says

- Now can we get married? - I ask and he laughs

- And now the last one of all, drum roll. - Matt laughs and claps his hands on the steering wheel - The best Brazilian sweet ever invented. Brigadeiro. - I say and Matt makes a noise of surprise and I laugh, handing him the sweet.

- WOWWW it's definitely one of the best sweets I've ever had - He says and eats the rest.

- It's just perfect, love.Now before we finish the video, I want you to tell me the worst and the best food you've tried today. Just don't choose açaí as the best because you've already tried it.

- okay, the best I think was the coxinha for sure and the worst, well not that I didn't like it, but I think it was the banana jam - I laughed thinking it was cute the way he said coxinha

- So we're the same. I also think the coxinha is the best and the banana jam the worst. Well, that was it for today's video, loves. If you want me to bring him back here for more foods, let me know in the comments. Don't forget to follow us and subscribe to my channel. See you! - I say smiling and give the camera a kiss

- Bye - Matt says and I turn the camera off

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It was long and most of the foods I put are very Brazilian and I gave my opinion on y/nn's version

Thanks for reading 🫶🏻🫶🏻

[strgirlyy]

With the ghost of you

Chris Sturniolo x Fem!Reader

Warnings: angst, no happy ending, mentions of death, car accident, depression, anxiety, ghost.

Tell me if I forgot something :)

Chris has a driver's license here

Word count: 1884k

A/n: English is not my first language, my request box is always open, Good reading!!

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Ponto de vista de Chris

Ela é definitivamente a pessoa mais linda que já vi na minha vida. Seu cabelo sedoso (Y/H/C) balançando enquanto ela balança ao ritmo da música. Sua risada incomparável que soa como música aos meus ouvidos, seu sorriso, como eu amo esse sorriso.

Chris you're not dancing, dance with me - her voice sounds low and distant, like an angel whispering in my ear

I grabbed her soft hands and spun her around, making her laugh even more, I put my hands on her waist, bringing her closer, her hands tangled around my neck, as we danced to the rhythm of the music, she was close, I could feel her warmth, her body, her breath on my neck.

Chris, you don't have to blame yourself - once again that distant, soft voice in my ears

I look at her confused

Blame me for what, sweetheart? - I put my right hand on her cheek, caressing her cheek.

For the accident - she replies

Still confused

What accident? - I ask

Chris, you have to let me go, I'm stuck here, and I can't leave until you accept that I've gone. It wasn't your fault, you didn't drive off drunk and crash into our car on purpose. I never blamed you and I don't blame you, and I hope you know that I love you and will always be with you. Right here - She puts her hand on my left breast - And you'll be right here - She puts my hand on her left breast. I couldn't feel her heartbeat

It's okay, sweetheart, I'm sorry, I don't want to let you go, I can't. I'm nothing without you. I'm nothing without you, - I say, feeling a lump in my throat.

I know, Chris, I'd stay too if I could, but you have to move on, you're still too young to give up everything, live for me, and I'll always be there to take care of you. But now I have to go, I love you - I feel your skin starting to get cold and I try to hold on but I can't, so unfortunately I have to let you go

I love you, I'll never forget you - I say and watch her drive off smiling at me. And again I see myself in that car. Immigrant Song by Led Zeppelin was playing on the radio, it was her favorite, we were driving through the open traffic light and a car crashed into her side, the driver was drunk and didn't stop at the light. She was gone, she left me not knowing how to live without her.

But they say that we all come to earth for a purpose, her purpose was to make me a better person, she took me out of my sadness, but now I only know how to live with her.

I wake up from my sleep after reliving these very real scenes, I know I have to let her go. I look at your side of the bed and the glass smeared with your fresh lipstick is still there. The Zeppelin shirt hanging on my clothes rack was still there, everything around me reminds me of you, but now they're just memories. I've been having panic attacks several times a day, I can't shower or get out of bed, I feel pitiful, she's gone and taken part of me with her. I'll never be the same after that.

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It was short, I know, but I was traveling and it was the best I could do 🫶🏻

[strgirlyy]

Baby be with me so happily!

Matt Sturniolo x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Cheating, Matt is reader's paramour, Kiss, Cry, Break up, Fight, hidden relationship, meeting in secret, suggestive sometimes.

Tell me if I forgot something:)

Word Count: 2976k

Y/n: English is not my first language, my request box is always open, Good reading!!

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Matt and I are sitting on my bed right now. Johnny, my boyfriend has just left town for a job, I'm crying because I feel like the worst person in the world, I'm hurting the two men of my life.

Honey, don't be like this, I'm sure that if you talk to him, he'll understand - Matt says holding me to his chest

It would be impossible to explain my feelings to Matt now, he always blames fate, saying that we were made for each other but fate for some reason led me to Johnny. It's impossible to choose, I know that Matt is the love of my life, I've always loved him, but Johnny is a nice guy, we've lived many months together, he deserves someone who really loves him, but I know that if I tell him the whole truth, I'll make him suffer.

You don't understand Matt, he doesn't deserve this, I feel dirty, I feel like a slut, I would never want anyone to do this to me, but I love you and I can't take this pain anymore between choosing my love or choosing not to make Johnny suffer. - I say sobbing

Then we have to put an end to it, I'm sorry Y/n but I can't stand you just worrying about him. What about me? Don't you worry about seeing me suffer for someone I've always loved and can't have because I'm afraid of hurting someone else? He loves you, but I'm sure I love you a lot more and I can make you a lot happier, that's all fate guil- he tries but I interrupt.

I'm sorry, Matt, but I don't think this is fate's fault, I chose this, I'm the wrong one. I care a lot about you, but I need time to think - I reply, wiping away my tears and leaning away from him.

Time? More than I've already given? Y/n we've been together for three months now. I bet you can make up your mind in three months. You don't understand what you do to me when you hold his hand. We were meant to be, but everything got twisted and turned and we had to go on like this. - He says looking into my eyes - I'm going home, one week Y/n it's that or I won't accept being the other anymore - He kisses my forehead.

When I see him walk through the door it's as if the world has collapsed on me, Johnny will be back in two days, I'll have to talk to him, even though I'll have to think about it, I've already made up my mind. I love Matt and I want to be with him. I decide to take a shower to calm down and see if I can call Matt later.

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Time jumps to three days later

It's 4am and I have Johnny sleeping next to me, he's just got home from his work trip, he was tired so I didn't have the heart to talk to him. But I was mulling it all over in my head, until my cell phone vibrates and it's Matt.

After that I deleted our messages as usual and turned to face Johnny to see what I was missing. Of course, we hadn't achieved anything together yet, he was just sleeping over at my place for a while until his house was finished being renovated. That's already happened, but he keeps stalling, saying there's still something missing.

Sometimes I feel like I don't deserve either of them, but my love for Matt speaks louder and I'll live happily with him for the rest of my life.

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Time jumps to the next day

Johnny had been gone for a couple of hours and I was on the sofa sitting on Matt's lap, what started out as a lap for comfort, now we're exchanging heated kisses on the sofa.

Matt tries to lift up my shirt, but we're interrupted by the sound of something falling to the floor. I look in the direction of the noise and see Johnny's bag lying on the floor and him looking at both of us in astonishment.

I quickly get up from Matt's lap and try to say

Johnny- he cuts me off

Don't try to tell me that's not what I'm thinking. I can see the proof right here in front of me. I swear I've always doubted it, but I've also always tried to understand that you were too close because you've been friends since you were a child. I can't believe you did this to me Y/n. Why didn't you break up with me first? - Johnny says, trying to stay calm, but I can see his jaw clenched and his fists clenched

I hear Matt get up from the sofa

You're a slut, you can't settle for just one man! I hope you know bro that when a person betrays their partner to be with someone else, they won't be loyal to anyone else - He continues and stares at Matt.

Suddenly Matt was on top of him, holding him by the collar of his shirt

Don't you dare talk to her like that. You worm - he tries, but I pull Matt off.

Don't do it, he's right, I really was a slut. I'm sorry Johnny, I didn't have the courage to tell you I was in love with someone else, I never wanted to make you suffer. I hope that one day you can forgive me. - I say and sit down on the sofa

Johnny sighs but doesn't say anything, he just goes into my room and I can't, I start to collapse right there, Matt, still angry, sits down next to me and hugs me. After about 10 minutes, Johnny comes back with a box full of things.

I'm leaving, be happy with him, and I hope you don't do this to anyone else. - he says clearly angry and leaves without even letting me answer.

We're free, love! - Matt looks at me

I try to feel happy, but the guilt kind of speaks louder and I feel sorry for Johnny, but I can't do anything about it. But I look at Matt and hug him.

Thank you for waiting for me, I love you like I've never loved anyone! - I say

I love you too, love - he hugs me tightly

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I'm sorry if it was a bit clumsy, but I'm still getting the hang of it!

Thanks for reading 🫶🏻

[strgirlyy]

We can't be friends

Chris Sturniolo x Fem!Reader

Warnings: Angst, Fight, Toxic relationship, Illusion, No reconciliation, Chris being a pussy, Cry.

Tell me if I forget something:)

Word count: 3350k

Based on the song we can't be friends by Ariana Grande

A/n: English is not my first language, and that's my first post, my requests box are always open, Good reading!!.

Have you ever wished that someone could just disappear from your life and take the memories with them?

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I am currently sitting in a chair, in a place that refers me to a dentist’s office. But removing all my teeth would certainly hurt less than the pain I’m feeling for what I’m about to do.

Flashback on

You’re unbelievable, I can’t do anything anymore, I can’t go out, I can’t be with my friends, you’re so selfish, you want me just for you and I can’t give you this, I want to be free, I wish you could disappear and take all our memory with you. - Chris shouts furious

I can’t say anything, I’m standing still, like my feet had stuck to the ground. Trying to process what he just told me

Selfish? You said I’m selfish Christopher?. You don’t deserve one percent of the love I gave you, everything I did for you, for us! So that our love would last. But I guess I realized it’s not what you want. You want me to leave ? You want everything we had gone? Okay, your wish is my command. Ask Matt or Nick to get your things in my house. I don’t ever want to see you again. You’re free to live. - I say without shedding a tear, take my bag and leave without looking back.

Flashback off

It hurt, everything he told me that night, no matter how hard I tried to look strong, I couldn’t, we were throwing away a love of five years, many moments lived, much love, much care. But fame went to his head and suddenly everything around him was more important than me. He had no more time for me, in his life there was no more room for a relationship.

It ended with me, so I made the decision I’m about to make. He said he wanted it all to go away, that at least I can accomplish.

I never imagined in mine that someday I would be doing this, I never imagined being possible. But here I am one step away from erasing our entire history.

This establishment promises to make all memory related to a specific person disappear forever, and makes you believe it never happened.

Hello dear, we will start, I must warn you that in the middle of the procedure you may feel dizzy or slips, but it will mean that it is working. Say "red alert" at any time and we will stop immediately. Good luck dear - the professional says with a crooked smile and a hand on my shoulder passing me comfort.

I nod and take a deep breath, feel an icy metal pricing on both sides of my face, and a green light comes on when it touches my skin.

I feel my eyes get heavy and close them. When I close them I get a glimpse of an Arcade, actually I see only a bear machine. I know this place, I’ve seen it before.

Flashback on

Run love, come on, I’ll get you a teddy bear even if lose all my money! - Chris says smiling and running to the bear machine

I laugh and go right after him

Oh no, I guess we’ll have to sell your house to pay the bills then - I laugh and he looks at me smiling

He presses the button and the game starts. Finally he manages to catch a bear, brown with a pink shirt, after one, two... twelve attempts.

Yayyy, I did it, here it is love, let’s call her Ally, Ally will keep you safe whenever you feel lonely or sad and I can’t help! - he says giving me the bear and giving me a kiss

Thank you Chris I love you! - I say look at the bear.

I look up to see him, but all I see is an empty place.

But of course, there was no one with me, I came alone, won the bear alone, with my abilities. I hug the bear I just conquered

Flashback off

I open my eyes and feel tears roll my cheeks and hold my necklace as a sign of comfort, but I remember how it was won

Can I have this at least? - I ask pointing to the necklace

The professional does not answer, just smiles sadly and feel my eyes get heavy again.

This time I’m sitting on the couch at home, watching a movie, I remember that day too

Flashback on

Love. Can we stop the movie just for a minute? - Chris asks sitting on the couch and looking at me.

Sure honey, what happened? - I ask worried

I wanted to give you something, which was actually supposed to be for your birthday. but I can’t stand - He laughs a little and hands me a white velvet box. - Happy early birthday

Oh Chris you didn’t have to give me anything, darling! - I smile and open the box.

It was a gold necklace with a pink heart pendant. It may seem like an exaggeration, but it was the most beautiful necklace I’ve ever seen in my life.

My God Chris, it’s beautiful! you’re special, I love you forever - I smile and look at the necklace.

But it was no longer a necklace, it was a pink collar, I look forward and Elsie, my dog is sitting on the couch, I put the collar I just bought her and hug her again watching the rest of the movie.

I look at the TV and I see Chris and I making snow angels. It looks weird, but suddenly I’m there.

Lying on the ground, in the snow, both laughing a lot, making our snow angels, happy, as we used to be.

I take my eyes off him for a minute to look at the cloudy sky above us, but when I return he is no longer there. It’s just me, as always, enjoying everything, with my own company.

Flashback off

85% of the process already done- I hear a voice half a distance

But this time I can’t open my eyes, I feel a little dizzy, and suddenly I’m sitting at my kitchen table with a cake full of candles. My birthday last year.

Flashback on

My birthday, a delicious cake, lit candles waiting to be extinguished.

Make a wish, love - Chris says calmly

I close my eyes wishing that moments like this never end. I open them again and as it is every year, on that same date, in this same way, I celebrate my birthday alone, surrounded by peace and a little solitude. I blow out the candles and prepare to eat a cake again by myself.

Flashback off

We ended up dear. You’re free to go, you’re free to live your new life. - the professional says leaving the room.

I feel strange but happy at the same time, I remember how I got here, I remember what I’m doing here, but I don’t remember why. I feel renewed, I feel that I can be happy again, that I can be myself, as if I had found myself again.

All worry is gone.

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