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i adore this woman.

My therapist once told me, “You are the guiltiest feeling person I’ve ever met” and just to prove her right, I took it to heart. An astrologer said, “You have so much water in your chart. What is it like to feel the emotions of every single person alive, everyday?” and I wept because I sensed he was displeased. A teacher told my parents “She’s very sensitive. Far more than the other kids in her class.” I took my SATs at 9 years old, but they encouraged my mother to hold me back because of how my eyes glistened when I heard the word no. She told them to go to hell. So I cried my way through my education until high school when they said “You take everything so personally, you’ll never survive in a company environment. You wouldn’t make a good employee.” So I employed myself (out of spite or…necessity) and then later, I hired 200 people. A boyfriend told me “Don’t be so dramatic, everything isn’t a movie.” Fine, so it’ll be an album then. The doctor said “This shouldn’t hurt a bit.” I tread daily on a minefield that leaves me classifying the variations in footsteps, the tonality in voice, a change in breath. “Is everything okay? You seem mad” is my pledge of allegiance to this tightly wound bundle of flesh. I am cut open, butterflied and flayed, with every single nerve exposed like live wires and, yes, they all hurt to touch. Each interaction is a litmus test of how well liked I am, and therefore how worthy to live. I wake up every morning and the moral barometer resets, T-minus 12 hours to prove to myself that I am not the bad person I believe I must be. Sleep, repeat. An amnesiac nightmare. Prometheus on a rock and the gull in my guts is myself. I once envied those with greater armor, but not anymore. “Why do you care so much?” Guard yourself from the little grievances, but the shield does not differentiate. The space where I am vulnerable to the pain that passes through is an entry point for the microscopic good that others may miss. I live in technicolor torment. If I could do it over again and choose the comfortable grey, I would seize a knife and cut the little keyholes back into my every limb. So the light can get in.

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० ॰ ॱ 𖹬 𖹭 १ २ ३ ४ ५ ६ ७ ८ ९ ॽ ॐ ठ ऽ ঀ ঋ ঌ এ ও খ গ ঙ ণ থ ন প ষ ঽ ০ ১ ২ ৩ ৪ ৫ ৬ ৭ ৮ ৯ ৰ ৲ ৳ ৴ ৵ ৶ ৷ ৸ ৹ ৺ ৻ৡ ੦ ੧ ੨ ੩ ੪ ੫ ੬ ੭ ੳ ੴ ઈ ઇ ઉ ઊ ઘ છ જ ઝ ઠ ડ ઢ થ ર ળ શ ઽ ૐ ૦ ૧ ૨ ૩ ૪ ૬ ૭ ૮ ૰ ଌ ଏ ଓ ଗ ଘ ଙ ଚ ଟ ଠ ଡ ଣ ତ ଥ ଦ ପ ଶ ୡ ୦ ୧ ୨ ୪ ୬ ୭ ୱ ୵ ୶ உ ஒ ஞ த ல ௦ ௨ ௮ అ ఆ ఇ ఎ ఏ ఐ ఒ ఖ జ ట ణ న ప బ ల ఽ ౦ ౨ ౿ ಎ ಒ ಖ ಟ ಣ ಬ ಲ ಽ ೦ ೧ ೨ ೩ ೪ ೫ ೬ ೭ ೮ ೯ ೱ ೲ ഒ ങ ഠ ദ ധ ഭ മ യ ര റ ല ഴ വ ശ ഷ ഹ ഺ ഽ ൔ ൕ ൖ ൙ ൞ ൠ ൦ ൨ ൪ ൫ ൭ ൳ ൴ ඉ ඊ ග ඝ ඟ ජ ට ඨ ථ ද ධ ප බ ම ඹ ය ර ල ව ශ ෂ ස හ ළ ෆ ෪ ෬ ෭ ෯ ෧ ෴ ๐ ๑ ๒ ๓ ๔ ๖ ๗ ๘ ๚ ๛ ຯ ໐ ໑ ໒ စ ဓ ပ န ဖ ဗ ၕ ၜ ၛ ႎ ზ ᄼ ᅀ ᅌ ᅍ ᅇ ᅎ ᆝ ᇢ ቀ የ ፆ ጸ Ꮉ Ꮙ Ꮡ ᜌ ᜊ ᜑ ៙ ៚ ៵ ᠀ ៹ ᠕ ᠗ ᠙ ᤶ ᦣ ᦈ ᦹ ᧖ ᨡ ᨦ ᨧ ᨩ ᨵ ᨭ ᨰ ᨳ ᨴ ᨸ ᩀ ᩁ ᪈ ᪇ ᪑ ᪕ ᪖ ᪗ ᪣ ᪤ ᪥ ᯅ ᯆ ᯇ ᯈ ᯋ ᯡ ᯽ ᰃ ᰄ ᰋ ᰍ ᰿ ᱁ ᱔ ᱕ ᱖ ᱙ ᱜ ᱝ ᱣ ᱦ ᱪ ᱫ ᱶ ᱷ Ბ Გ Ზ Ფ ᳩ ᳪ ᳬ ⁎ ⁕ ⌤ ⌔ ⌓ ⌑ ⌕ ⋄ ⋆ ⋇ ⊹ ⊰ ⊱ ⊲ ⊳ ⍝ ⍟ ⍰ ⎈ ⎌ ⎔ ⏣ ◌ ◍ ◦ ★ ☆ ✁ ✄ ✆ ✇ ✎ ✑ ✢ ✫ ✬ ✭ ✮ ✯ ✵ ✶ ✷ ✸ ✹ ✺ ✻ ✼ ✽ ✾ ✿ ❀ ❁ ❋ ⟡ ⥼ ⥽ ⥾ ⥿ ⦾ ⨾ ⩊ ⩋ ⫯ ⫰ ⭑ ⭒ Ⱄ ⱄ ⱖ ⱺ ⵑ ⵒ ⵓ ⵛ ⵠ 。 〄 〘 〙 〠 〾 ゐ ㆍ ㆪ ㇣ ㇱ ꀎ ꁚ ꂔ ꃍ ꃪ ꃳ ꄲ ꅔ ꇻ ꈊ ꈔ ꈯ ꉂ ꉩ ꉭ ꉻ ꊞ ꊱ ꊶ ꋂ ꌷ ꎂ ꎔ ꎤ ꎺ ꎽ ꏂ ꐑ ꐇ ꐚ ꐪ ꐳ ꑘ ꒪ ꒰ ꒱ ꒲ ꒷ ꒸ ꒹ ꒺ ꒾ ꔡ ꔫ ꔮ ꕃ ꕊ ꕤ ꕮ ꕬ ꕪ ꖡ ꖸ ꗏ ꗚ ꗛ ꗜ ꗱ ꗲ ꗢ ꗬ ꘃ ꘎ ꘓ ꘖ ꘡ ꘪ ꙳ ꚩ ꚬ ꚤ ꚰ ꛜ Ꞝ ꞝ ꠃ ꠶ ꠷ ꡞ ꡏ ꡟ ꡬ ꡧ ꢀ ꢁ ꢄ ꢌ ꢘ ꢢ ꢮ ꢾ ꣀ ꢸ ꣁ ꣸ ꣹ ꥟ ꩜ ꩸ ꫞ ꫟ ꫥ ꯱ ꯵ ꯴ ﹆ ﹫ ﹪ ﹠  � 𐀒 𐀔 𐀢 𐀣 𐀤 𐁂 𐁋 𐁍 𐁑 𐁙 𐁘 𐁜 𐁝 𐂂 𐂎 𐂐 𐂗 𐂜 𐂡 𐂢 𐂣 𐂥 𐂨 𐂯 𐂮 𐂰 𐂱 𐂲 𐂴 𐃄 𐃏 𐃐 𐃗 𐃒 𐃓 𐃑 𐃙 𐃛 𐃜 𐃡 𐃰 𐇐 𐇑 𐇒 𐇛 𐇲 𐇳 𐇴 𐇵 𐇶 𐇯 𐙜 𐙞 𐙠 𐙦 𐙼 𐚁 𐚉 𐚈 𐚔 𐛺 𑀃 𑀄 𑀏 𑀕 𑀘 𑀙 𑀚 𑀠 𑀣 𑀩 𑀫 𑀬 𑀯 𑁍 𑁘 𑁢 𑁣 𑁥 𑁬 𑁭 𑁫 𑁯 𑁨 𑂅 𑂇 𑂑 𑂒 𑂔 𑂗 𑂘 𑂙 𑂛 𑂞 𑂟 𑂠 𑂢 𑂧 𑂬 𑂭 𑂯 𑂻 𑃦 𑄷 𑄸 𑄹 𑄺 𑄻 𑄽 𑇙 𑇛 𑇖 𑇗 𑇡 𑇢 𑈀 𑈃 𑈆 𑈕 𑈔 𑈗 𑊁 𑊂 𑊊 𑊑 𑊒 𑊔 ���� 𑊢 𑍞 𑍟 𑐈 𑐛 𑐝 𑐞 𑑊 𑑏 𑑐 𑑑 𑑔 𑑕 𑑗 𑑙 𑑛 𑙐 𑙑 𑙒 𑙓 𑙔 𑙕 𑙖 𑙗 𑙘 𑙙 𑚘 𑚟 𑚩 𑚠 𑚦 𑚤 𑛁 𑛂 𑛃 𑛄 𑛅 𑛆 𑛇 𑛈 𑛉 𑣗 𑣚 𑣟 𑣡 𑣢 𑣥 𑣨 𑣩 𑣪 𑣮 𑣲 𑣿 𑩐 𑪡 𑫧 𑱢 𑵘 𑵙 𑶠 𑶡 𑶢 𑶣 𑶤 𑶥 𑶦 𑶧 𑶨 𑶩 𖠁 𖠂 𖠄 𖠃 𖠅 𖠆 𖠇 𖠋 𖠌 𖠎 𖠏 𖠐 𖠑 𖠔 𖠕 𖠗 𖠚 𖠛 𖠟 𖠡 𖠢 𖠣 𖠱 𖠳 𖠴 𖠵 𖠶 𖠸 𖠿 𖡎 𖡗 𖡘 𖡙 𖡛 𖡜 𖡟 𖡥 𖢆 𖢖 𖢨 𖢻 𖣀 𖣂 𖣍 𖣎 𖣓 𖣠 𖣢 𖣯 𖤂 𖤅 𖤋 𖤊 𖤌 𖤍 𖤏 𖤐 𖤓 𖤖 𖤘 𖤠 𖤣 𖤥 𖤦 𖤷 𖤹 𖤺 𖤾 𖥦 𖥧 𖥨 𖥲 𖦉 𖦸 𖦹 𖧁 𖧂 𖧋 𖧐 𖧡 𖧵 𖧶 𖧷 𖫡 𖹌 𖹚 𖹠 𖹡 𖹢 𖹣 𝅃 𝅄 𝅅 𝅆 𝆯 𝆳 𝆴 𝆵 𝇇 𝇈 𞋂 𞋈 𞋓 𞋝 𞋠 𞋫 𞋩 𞋲 𞋴 𞋵 🜰 🜸 🜺 🜽 🝦 🝩 🝭 ໓ ໖ ໙ 𓁹 𓁼 𓁿 𓂁 𓂂 𓂃 𓂄 𓂅 𓂆 𓂋 𓂌 𓂍 𓂑 𓂓 𓂖 𓂘 𓂜 𓂩 𓃆 𓃇 𓄌 𓄔 𓄣 𓄭 𓄮 𓄯 𓄰 𓄹 𓄼 𓄽 𓆁 𓆂 𓆃 𓆇 𓆈 𓆉 𓆊 𓆏 𓆐 𓆗 𓆛 𓆜 𓆝 𓆞 𓆟 𓆠 𓆡 𓆣 𓆦 𓆧 𓆨 𓆩 𓆪 𓆫 𓆭 𓆰 𓆱 𓆷 𓆸 𓆻 𓇅 𓇇 𓇈 𓇉 𓇊 𓇕 𓇚 𓇣 𓇤 𓇨 𓇬 𓇯 𓇳 𓇶 𓇷 𓇸 𓇹 𓇺 𓇻 𓇼 𓇽 𓇿 𓈀 𓈁 𓈂 𓈃 𓈄 𓈅 𓈆 𓈇 𓈈 𓈉 𓈊 𓈋 𓈌 𓈍 𓈎 𓈑 𓈒 𓈓 𓉻 𓉼 𓊆 𓊇 𓊈 𓊉 𓊊 𓊑 𓊒 𓊓 𓊔 𓊗 𓋩 𓋪 𓋭 𓋰 𓋱 𓋺 𓋾 𓌆 𓌇 𓌎 𓌛 𓌨 𓍊 𓍔 𓍢 𓍯 𓍰 𓍱 𓍲 𓍳 𓍶 𓍸 𓍹 𓍺 𓍻 𓍼 𓎖 𓎗 𓎠 𓎥 𓎧 𓎫 𓏒 𓏓 𓏔 𓏖 𓏢 𓏤 𓏱 𓏲 𓏳 𓏸 𓐍 𓐑 𔐙 𔐡 𔐦 𔐧 𔐬 𔐼 𔐿 𔑀 𔑏 𔑐 𔑔 𔑗 𔑘 𔑪 𔑬 𔑮 𔑯 𔑳 𔑵 𔑶 𔑺 𔑻 𔑾 𔒃 𔒄 𔒅 𔒇 𔒌 𔒋 𔑸 𔒍 𔒛 𔒝 𔒣 𔒥 𔒦 𔒧 𔒫 𔒭 𔒮 𔒰 𔒱 𔒲 𔒳 𔒴 𔒵 𔒶 𔒷 𔒸 𔒹 𔒺 𔒻 𔒼 𔒽 𔒾 𔒿 𔓂 𔓃 𔓄 𔓇 𔓊 𔓎 𔓏 𔓐 𔓒 𔓓 𔓔 𔓕 𔓖 𔓗 𔓘 𔓙 𔓝 𔓞 𔓶 𔓷 𔓾 𔔀 𔔁 𔔠 𔔡 𔔢 𔔣 𔔤 𔔯 𔔺 𔔻 𔕙 𔕚 𔕱 𔖚 𔖗 𔖟 𔗄 𔗨 𔗩 𔗫 𔘓 𔘒 𔘚 𔘜 𔘝 𔘞 𔘠 𔘷 ༄ ༅ ༈ ༉ ༊ ། ༎ ༏ ༐ ༑ ༒ ༓ ༔ ༕ ༖ ༗ ༚ ༛ ༜ ༠ ༡ ༢ ༣ ༤ ༥ ༦ ༧ ༺ ༻༼ ༽ ༾ ༿ ཀ ཁ ག གྷ ཆ ཇ ཉ ཊ ཌ ཌྷ ཎ ཏ ཐ ད དྷ ན པ ཕ བ བྷ མ ཙ ཚ ཛ ཛྷ ཝ ཞ ཟ འ ཡ ར ལ ཤ ཥ ས ཧ ཨ ཀྵ ཪ ཫ ཬ ࿀ ࿁ ࿂ ࿃ ࿄ ࿅ ࿆ ࿇ ࿈ ࿉ ࿊ ࿋ ࿌ ࿐ ࿑ ࿒ ࿓ ࿔ ࿙ ࿚

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“and i’m nice with the cream if you know what i mean”

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jesus FUCK

TAEYEON, ‘INVU’ THE THIRD ALBUM

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““You,” he said, “are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.””

— Nietzsche  (via poetrywhore4ever)

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36 𝙌𝙐𝙀𝙎𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉𝙎 𝙏𝙊 𝙇𝙊𝙑𝙀 , 𝙰 𝚂𝙴𝚁𝙸𝙴𝚂 𝙾𝙵 𝚁𝙾𝙻𝙴𝙿𝙻𝙰𝚈 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂 . ( a series of roleplay prompts taken from the thirty six questions to love , a study by psychologist arthur aron which suggests a series of thirty six questions can accelerate intimacy between two strangers . prompts may be changed to better fit the muse ! )

01 .  ❛  given the choice of anyone in the world , whom would you want as a dinner guest ?  ❜  02 .  ❛  would you like to be famous ? in what way ?  ❜  03 .  ❛  before making a phone call , do you ever rehearse what you’re going to say ?  ❜  04 .  ❛  what would a ‘ perfect ‘ day for you entail ?  ❜  05 .  ❛  when did you last sing to yourself ? what about to someone else ?  ❜  06 .  ❛  if you were able to live until the age of ninety and keep either the mind or body of a thirty year old for the last sixty years of your life , which would you choose ?  ❜  07 .  ❛  do you have a secret hunch as to how you will die ?  ❜  08 .  ❛  name three things you think we have in common ?  ❜  09 .  ❛  for what in your life do you feel the most grateful ?  ❜  10 .  ❛  if you could change anything about how you were raised , what would it be ?  ❜  11 .  ❛  tell me what happened to you before we met ? i’ll listen .  ❜  12 .  ❛  if you could wake up tomorrow having gained any quality or ability , what would it be ?  ❜  13 .  ❛  if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself , your life or anything else , what would you want to know ?  ❜  14 .  ❛  is there something you’ve always dreamed of doing ? why haven’t you done it ?  ❜  15 .  ❛  what is the greatest accomplishment of your life ?  ❜  16 .  ❛  what do you value most in a friendship ?  ❜  17 .  ❛  what is your most treasured memory ?  ❜  18 .  ❛  what is your most terrible memory ?  ❜  19 .  ❛  if you knew in one year you would die , would you change anything about how you’re living ?  ❜  20 .  ❛  what does friendship mean to you ?  ❜  21 .  ❛  what roles do love and affection play in your life ?  ❜  22 .  ❛  what do you think are positive characteristics of mine ?  ❜  23 .  ❛  how close is your family ? do you feel your childhood was happier than most ?  ❜  24 .  ❛  how do you feel about your relationship with your mother ?  ❜  25 .  ❛  what are three things you think we’re both thinking of right now ?  ❜  26 .  ❛  i wish i had someone with whom i could share [ insert thing ] .  ❜  27 .  ❛  let’s be friends ! what should i know about you ?  ❜  28 .  ❛  what do you like about me ?  ❜  29 .  ❛  what’s the most embarrassing thing that’s happened to you ?  ❜  30 .  ❛  when did you last cry ?  ❜  31 .  ❛  what did you first like about me ?  ❜  32 .  ❛  what , if anything , is too serious to be joked about ?  ❜  33 .  ❛  if you were to die today , what would you most regret not having told someone ?  ❜  34 .  ❛  your home catches fire . after saving loved ones and pets , you can save one item . what do you save ?  ❜  35 .  ❛  of anyone in your family , whose death would impact you most ?  ❜  36 .  ❛  i need some advice - can i ask you for your input ?  ❜ 

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such a pretty and talented girl ♡

YOUNGEUN for DAZED Korea

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twice chaeyoung for @heeseunq ♡

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hi friends! I miss writing sooooo much ;,)

Only one week of high school left though. New parts coming soon ♡♡♡♡

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© _h1109m_ | do not edit.

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Gwendolyn Brooks // Claude Monet- The Waterlily Pond (1899) // Ross Gay // Jacob Van Loon // Mahmoud Darwish- In the Presence of Absence // Vincent Van Gogh // Mary Oliver- Sleeping in the Forest // Milsae // Richard Siken

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10.29.2020 -- halloweekend is coming up and my school just announced that we had a covid outbreak :/

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rosé | instagram update ♡

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hi_sseulgi

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AESPA ✧ Season’s Greetings (insp.)

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cousin my age got engaged n now everyone in my family is looking at me like “u next? 😁” errrrrrrr no sir I fantasize about famous men who I will never meet n 2d men that aren’t real

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right in my daddy issues, god.