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Hi tumblr I remembered my login..

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Hiii tumblr and friends :3 gues who rewatched a playthrough of Cry of Fear

(bad close ups EHEH)

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Saving this for future post..

ok im finally posting the blank skyrim oc template for anyone to use!

the skyrim font is futura mdcn bt medium which is easy to find and download

if you end up using please tag me! i wanna see your characters

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so i havent really spoken on this a lot, but the reason goredev left the modding community was in large part due to the false accusations made against him a year ago that he was a sexual predator. the allegations were proven false, but not before a moderator at r/skyrimmods (a subreddit with over 400k members in it) allowed a callout post to made about him with these allegations and his personal details, such as his legal name, the city and state he lived in, his rank in the army, etc. all with the purpose of calling him out for something he was not. after he proved his innocence, the r/skyrimmods subreddit was quick to remove any and all mentions of the incident. goredev got little more than a "whoops, sorry I was manipulated!" for an apology from the admin that allowed his sensitive and private information to be posted, but the damage was already done. during that time I was driving 3 hours to his house and back once a week to check on him as a form of suicide watch. goredev, as im sure you all know, is a victim of CSA. to be called a predator was extremely triggering and had a noticeable impact on his mental health. because of this, and because he never got more than a half-hearted apology and no true resolution besides just absolving his name of a crime he did not commit, he made the decision to leave the community he had been made to feel so unwelcome in. he brought it to the r/skyrimmods subreddit's attention of the admin's, Thallassa, actions. since then, the subreddit has been embroiled on the topic of if she should remain a moderator, what needs to be done about moderation, and what to do going further. Thallassa announced today that they were recruiting more admins for the subreddit, but that she would not be stepping down as a moderator. No accountability would be taken. I made a post directly addressing her, which was immediately removed from the subreddit. I feel you all have a right to hear it:

"Ok Thallassa. Let me address you directly. Last time we spoke, you said you admired how kind I was, so let me pay you that same respect.

I am glad to hear that other moderators will be recruited. But, in my honest opinion, this needs to be done with the goal in mind that you will step down from your role. By your own admission just now, you allowed a man's government name and the city and state he lived in to be posted in a malicious callout thread. In doing so, you potentially endangered him and his family. You allowed my legal name to be posted on that same thread, and when I asked you to removed it and showed you my drivers license to prove it was my legal name, you still contested it and eventually settled on 'I'll ask [party accusing goredev] to remove your name.' You did not take action as a moderator and remove mentions of my name. You told me you would ask the same person who I had just shown you proof of attacking and insulting me to do it themselves. You have also allowed trash-talking about goredev to stay up in the discord server general chat, some talks you even participated in. It is clear that you have an outstanding bias and therefore cannot be impartial in this matter or any other matters to do with him whatsoever.

Let's also not forget why all of this started in the first place: because of the events of last year, wherein he was falsely accused of being a predator, because he never got a formal apology, and because the events that transpired on this subreddit permanently ruined his reputation amongst other mod authors, he is leaving the community. He was treated like shit, frankly. And never got more than a 'whoops, sorry'.

This post still falls short of what he was asking for when he brought this to light again: accountability. I think recruiting new admins is going to be a great start. But you cannot remain an impartial moderator here. It is too abundantly clear you are not impartial, you have bias, and you still cannot say directly 'I apologize for the role I had in malicious, false attacks against you that have affected you this deeply.' You still do not even say what the false allegations were that you kept up: that he, a CSA survivor, was supposedly a predator.

So sure, stuff is being done to fill the gap that Cobb left, but nothing is changed. No accountability has been taken. And until then, I cannot see how anything is going to get done and not allow something like this to happen again. I hope this was kind enough for you, and I hope you listen to what I have to say." You all have a right to know why he left, what he went through, and what he is still going through. Thallassa, I hope you see this, and I hope you stop removing posts. Take accountability for your role in what you did to goredev, own up to what you did, and step down so no one else can be hurt like he has been.

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Adonis

Uhh I’m still whipping up lore but (totally didn’t steal this idea from a certain..series) him and the daedric prince Namira were once lovers but their romance was super toxic and now Adonis is cursed and has to eat people or else he will die lol (Muse trope sigh)

I’m going to make him and Val KISS.

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IM CRYING

I just got out of military training for school, and let me tell you something. Just as much as COs push their companies/squads/what-have-you to their absolute limits...they also have an indomitable sense of humor that they will push onto their subordinates.

In other words, all those fics in the CoD Fandom about any character taking their anger/sadness/what-have-you out on their company by pushing them extra are true to an extent. But there is also the opposite side of that coin, which is this: COs often fuck around with their company and take out their good emotions on them. Which has the potential to be very, very funny.

Examples:

Soap: Private, when I say "Pop your shit, twin." you will drop that thang Magic Mike style, is that understood?

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Ghost, with a thousand-yard-stare: Take this disposable plastic fork. It is now an inspectable item to be kept on your person at all times. You will give it a name starting with L.

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Gaz, leading his company in a march: When I give the command, you will left-face and post an L at Delta Company, understood?

Price, leading Delta Company: Recruits! Right-face and flip off Bravo Company, am I clear?

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Soap: Private? Who is the General of the sassy man apocalypse?

Recruit: Sir, Lieutenant Riley, sir!

Soap: Very well.

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Ghost: Recruits! Do you think...that Sergeant Mactavish...is pretty?

Soap, posing like a 50s pinup: Recruits, say ooh! Say ahh!

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Gaz: Private...you have IBS?

Recruit: Sir, I think so, sir.

Gaz, monotone: Me too. One time, I made the mistake of eating Taco Bell while inebriated. I cried on the toilet the whole night.

Price, walking the hallway behind him, trying not to laugh: LOCK IT UP!!

Gaz: From now on, your nickname will be Private Midshitman.

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Ghost, yelling a jodie: Now, from the top!

Recruits, responding: Make it drop!

Ghost: That's a-?

Recruits: WAP!

Ghost: THAT'S A-?

Recruits: WAP!

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Gaz, too tired to PT: Recruits, fall out on my command, and griddy into the barracks.

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(It’s not in sync yet sorry..)

Uhm. I’m probably not GNNA finish this. Do u guys think gore would fuck with Chappell roan?

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Btw just discovered Val. I’ve never been so invested in a pirate before in my entire life. Do expect art with him and my Breton sometime soon when my art block decided to wrap it up..

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yeah , don't know if anyone notice it but I used the face from the spongebob meme xD

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I kept seeing this cold wall/sleep arrangement meme and wanted to give it my own spin, I hope this has been informative.

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I was thinking about their body types. I forbid them to have abs >:(

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Are we all fixated on gore rn or what

everytime i see someone mention gore (skyrim), or find someone who knows him i start violently vibrating with excitement. i’m like that one wojak. i’m not ok

screenshot by foamimi btw

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GUHHHHH?????

you devote yourself to Him / live, breathe, sleep, exist for Him and yet, / He stays silent.

i am so so so normal about him i promise 👍

ft. lines from a poem i wrote; alt versions under the cut

clouds are from Jacob van Ruisadel's paintings -> A view of Amsterdam (c. 1665 - 1670), Road through Fields of Corn near the Zuider Zee (c. 1660 - 1662) and A Haarlempje: View of Haarlem with Bleaching Fields

and my silly poem <3 i dont write poems very often, so forgive me if it's a bit rough around the edges

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First commission of the year is…dr egg man in a maid dress! How lovely.

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Palestine Drive

A friend of the server is trying to flee Palestine into Egypt. The Egyptian border is charging $5000 a person to cross the border. She has asked to spread the word to raise money for her family. for every $10 donated to this person and her family, I will do a name in the mod. Send me proof of donation/your name to choose and i will get to them in the next update. I want to help get this family out of Gaza. Once we get to $500 I agreed to add a scene in Riverwood where Gore plays the lute and sings "Not in Riverwood," a twist on Robin Hood's "Not in Nottingham" that talks about the struggles of life in a city being controlled by the rich/powerful. I can't fuckin sing to save my life but if you wanna see your boy play the lute, lol... go for it. Please donate.

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that one NY cat guy but it's Dude