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Thoughts today, 8/28/2021 ☆

We should be careful of people that we trust.

We may have been trusting them so much.

Thinking they are the right people.

But no.

Don't.

I just realized that a friend of mine couldn't be trusted.

I know she spilled the tea before already.

But still, I trusted her.

Now, she did it again.

For the second time.

I learned my lesson.

I shouldn't have.

But what do I do if I still consider her as one of my closest friends? Hehe. Okay. Still, giving you another chance ghorl.

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Hi guyths!!! I'm back! Haha. Actually, I really love writing here. Tumblr makes me feel like I have an online diary. I'm so much open in here kasi I don't have active followers naman. I guess no one reads what I post din talaga. Haha. But I do love to just share something. && this is the right time because I'm still feeling flustered right now. Hihi. Omg.

Sooo, how do I start? Idk how to start my story but okay, let's gooo! :)))

I am following mudra (the whole #dasofam actually) on instagram.. I always see her stories & posts.. Also, I am always watching vlogs of Haley & Wil. Then evertime I see posts about their merch.. I really wanted to have one someday.. Hence, on December 4, 2020.. Mudra's ig stories triggered me to buy. Haha. The design is so cute din kasi & it's perfect for my christmas outfit ;) So, I decided to buy one for me.. a little worried pa ako bec only XS is available.. but it's okay. Feel ko naman magkakasya sya.. Haha. I also bought tsonggo sando merch for my inaanak & stickers too. Then, ayun na nga I checked out. I thought matagal pa actually kasi baka from SF pa.. but I was shookt when it's already out for delivery on Dec 6. I put my office address pa naman.. and 6 was Sunday so I don't have work that time.. Hence, delivery failed.. Then, on the next day, December 7, 2020.. I am sooo happy when it arrived before lunch time. Eto na.. as soon as I open the package, I was more shookt to see a stuff toy inside na super cute pa!! Checking my orders if complete kasi baka nireplace lang baka out of stock ung item.. but no, it was a freebie!! && I was more than happy talaga!! I was bragging it to my officemates and all. (Feeling ko nga I've seen it sa vlog nila to pero feeling ko lang ata talaga kasi I can't find any. Hahaha) Aside pa yun sa JFC GC.. they are so generous ♡

Then eto pa, ever since I became a super fan of the fam.. (4mos palang actually.. started nung aug1 eh.. but I felt like I've known them for so long na :)) I've been reactimg to their stories most of the time & even messaging them. Hehe. (Sorry na po. Sobrang fumafangirl lang. :)) Ayun, there were times, that they were seeing my stories about them esp ate Haley & Mudra. Huhu. They we're so sweet talaga. So ayun, share ko nga lang. I just love how appreciative they are with their fans. They're the best talaga! ♡♡♡

Then on December 8, 2020 naman.. I saw a story of Mudra.. I see DGAF merch of Haley D.. in which I've been looking for it for a long time time now.. as in.. I remember searching it on shopee but it was none.. then this time, I saw it.. Idk how come I havent seen it before na meron pala sa shopee. Kalerky talaga. So ayun.. Add to cart agad!! Then, I hesitated nung check out na.. it takes a few minutes for me to decide if I will order again ba talaga. Pero shempre yes. I ended up ordering the dgaf merch. Hehe ♡

So ayun, December 9, 2020. Ngayon, I was like thinking if legit ba yung shopee na pinagorderan ko kasi there weren't so many promotions about it.. pero ayun, I confirmed it sa ig of tsong & tsonggo merch. And it's real nga!! Grabe. So here is the reason why I am so flustered and cannot sleep tonight..

Mudra msg me asking me to choose a freebie from Haley. I was really shy. Idk what to do. I am speechless. But then Mudra said choose 3pcs. Huhu. I cannot reply. Pero deeling ko baka makulitan sila or maartehan saakin. So I was actually chatting my friend about it. Should I choose ba? Then she told me, "pumili kana girl". Sobrang nahihiya ako as in. Pero sige pili. Tapos ung friend ko rin ung pinapili ko kung kaya. Naisip namin baka pwedeng isa pa nung dgaf shirt. Haha. Pero grabe sobrang nakakahiya. Wala na yata ako sa sarili kanina nung kausap ko si mudra.. Nakakalerky talaga. I don't even know how I should explain how I feel right now. Basta I am just super happy being able to talk to her.. tapos ayun pa. She is so kind and sweet and generous.. huhu. Di ko alam.. I don't know if tamang replies ba ako kanina.. I was pressuring my friend kanina what will I reply. Haha. Honestly, wala naman kasi din talaga akong ineexpect na anything in return.. pero ayun.. ang bait lang talaga nila.. DASOFAM IS ♡♡♡

How to sleep po? :)))

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Hi again :))

A lot of good things happened at the end of July & at the start of August 2020. Hehe. First, Chelseah Hilary finally has her own vlog na talaga! Yaaay!! Oh & btw, she got 100K+ subscribers already in just a few days.. plus, I see her more on R&N vlogs these days & I'm so lit with it 🤩🤩 Then, as I continue to fangirl over youtubers but mostly Haley Dasovich.. there's this day in July when I even send a msg to Haley's IG because I was so inspired by her. ♡ I rarely msg people (I've been a fan of itsJudysLife for over 6yrs now but I haven't ever msg her how a fan I am to her.. maybe bec I am just so shy or I felt like it's really impossible for her to be able to read it) but this time around, I didn't hesitated when I msg Haley Dasovich. I'm not expecting anything in return at all. I really just wanted to congratulate her for winning the Shorty Award for BEST IN TRAVEL && of course I just wanted to send her some sugar. Hehe. Chosz. But srsly, I wanted to let her know how amazing she is. Share what I feel. Talk to her even though I knew it's impossible for her to reply/seen my msg. Then on August 1, 2020, I casually replied to one of her IG stories.. I think more than five hours have passed.. I'm at Fairview Terrace na with mom but we separated coz she needs to buy meds & y'know 'social distancing'.. Hehe. So, here's the thing.. As I am waiting for my mom, I decided to open my mobile data for fb/ig or whatever when.. I SAW A NOTIFICATION from HALEY DASOVICH!! I was like "OMG!!! IS THIS FOR REAL??" "OH SERIOUSLY IT IS REAL!!" My heart skipped a beat. Haha. I really just can't believe it!! I WAS REALLY OVERWHELM ❤❤ (I suddenly remember this "Expect for the worst & hope for the best or dont hope at all" from one of their vlogs. Hehe) Coz really, I DIDN'T EXPECT THIS AT ALL. I know Haley is so appreciative but I DIDN'T SEE THIS COMING. Omg. Still can't move on talaga by the fact that she did not only read my message but even hearting it & replying to me. Grabe!! I was really in awe. Btw, I even screenshot & posted it on my story. Hehe. Then that night, she also posted a new vlog... in which, it was so hyped that I can't resist myself to comment for the very first time on her yt channel. Also, shared her vlog with my FB friends and all. Again, I'm not expecting anything. Then the next day when I woked up, I SEE A NOTIF FROM HER AGAIN!! OH GOSH. I GOT A HEART FROM HER. OMG TALAGA. How wonderful my morning is.. isn't it? Huhu. I know it's just simple things but it really made my heart full and happy. Plus, plus!! I wasn't able to share her vlog on my story last night eh.. in which the others did & I saw thats she shares it on her story as well. I've shared it on fb last night already but I've forgotten to share it on ig. But I also just really wanted to share her vlog with my friends... Hence, I post it on my story too, tagged her and some of my friends.. an hour later yata, she reposted it on her story. Huhu. OMG AGAIN!! How can she be so sweet with her fans. I'm really loving her even more!! I'm speechless. I melted when she replied again. Huhu. Grabe. I dunno what to say. I wasn't able to think properly by that time and just replied whatever comes into my mind. Huhu. (Sort of regret what I replied kasi it was so short.. & bsta. Haha. Huhu. Kaiyak) but still she hearts it. Kalerks talaga. Ramdam ko ung kabaitan nya and that she's very understanding and sweet and all. So ayun, that was my last interaction with her na (For now lang ah. Haha. This time, I'm hoping that I'll be able to get in touch with her again. I dunno if it's possible but whatever happens, it is as it is. Haha) Anyways, ang haba na neto again. I wanted to be very detailed as much as I can pero hanggang dito nalang yata kaya ng powers ko. 😅

CHECK OUT HER CHANNEL AH!!

HALEY TAKES ON THE WORLD ❣

Guyths, she's ready to build an empire. I'm so excited!! 🤩 Can't wait na talaga for her next vlog. Puros old vlogs muna ko while waiting for her updates 😆 Try watching too!! (YOU! Whoever you are that's reading this. Haha)

Pahabol:

HALEY DASOVICH IS THE BEST!! ♡

Now, I really felt that I've chosen the right person to admire. Actually, attitude is something that I usually check on people din kasi. Hehe. 😁

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Hello tumblr :)

Heyyyy, just wanted to share what I've been fangirling over these days. Hehe. So, here's the thing.. I became a super fan of Ranz & Niana last April 2020. Well actually, it's mainly because of their sister, Chelseah Hilary. I adore her so much because of her cuteness & coolness that I noticed whenever she's in the vlog. Hence, I've been looking forward to their vlogs every other day.. (coz R&N uploads every other day) hoping that I would see Seah in their recent vlog. Of course, as a fan, I followed all of their social media accounts, stalked a lot. As in. This routine of mine goes on until now but.. this July 2020, I've been fangirling too much again with another vlogger. Actually, I'm really into youtube namn eversince.. I like vloggers (coz I wanted to be one too), I watched so many vlogs from different vloggers each day but my favorite was 'itsJudysLife' eversince I was in college. Before, I'm aware of the other vloggers din naman but I ONLY watched daily vlogs of Judy coz I love JMK so much. Hehe. But then in 2019, I've seen a vlog of Wil Dasovich with her sister & I became curious, I watched, enjoyed, subscribed (to Wil & Haley's YT channels) & watched more vlogs of him with his sister. So there!! I became a fan of them.. but more of Haley because of her girl power & travel vlogs. Hehe. But still, I haven't been longing for their vlogs before.. I mean, I watch only when I see their vlogs appear on my feed.. unlike now, I've turned on all post notifications & excitedly waiting for their next vlogs. I'm really into them these days. I dunno how I started being 'sobrang fangirl' to their vlogs.. I think it was bec of Wil's recent vlog about Alodia? Not sure though. But one thing's for sure is that I admire Haley Dasovich so much. Since last week, I haven't been getting enough sleep coz I am so puyat catching up, watching their previous/old vlogs (or just any vlogs with Haley Daso in it). Oh and btw, I shipped #danley. I know it's a fake love team but they're so bagay eh. Haha. I'm not gonna pushed them to be real naman (I respect whatever relationship they have) (but if it happens, I would really be extra happy :)) Anyways, I just enjoy seeing the bond that they have which makes me 'kilig' kahit magkai-VIGAN lang sila. Haha. Alright, gonna end my blog naaa. It's 12:33am rn but I will stay up late again coz I'm gonna watch more vlogs pa of the Daso Fam &/or the Vlog Squad. Hehe. Sunday naman tomo eh (No work). ♡♡♡

Btw, share ko lang din.. I so loove the squad's motto "WE RISE BY LIFTING OTHERS" 😍

Update: I remmber naa. It's because of the World's sexiest accent vlog ata of Wil when I started getting super fan? Haha. Idunno.

#HaleyDasovich #WilDasovich #DasoFam #VlogSquad #DanLey #HaleyDaso #RanzAndNiana #Seah #ChelseahHilaryOngsee

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTEN STEWART 🎂

You are AWESOME as always. Keep Slayin' 🤩

I love you so much 😘

Hey, it's been a while since I last posted something here.. actually, I really haven't been checking on tumblr these days.. but what triggered me to post again is of course my favs #RobSten ♡ Aside from it's KStew's Day.. it's also because I just watched robsten's solo interviews on youtube & I was like 'jeez, I really miss them'. But this time it felt different.. I mean I've been searching for updates about them from time to time & whenever I do, I still feel sad that things didn't work out for the two of them. But this time, I felt like I've really move on. Watching Kristen's replies whenever she was asked about her and Robert, I'm happy that she was more open and confident now. Also, I felt like it doesn't put her into an awkward situation anymore when asked about her prev relationships. Maybe that's why I am happy. As a fan, I am happy that she is happy and is a strong independent woman. Also, she really is a great actress who loves acting without the celebrity attitude, just making a lot of movies, giving her best all the time but not wanting for more.. & that's what makes her really AWESOME ghorl! ;)

But you know, I'm still and forever will be a ROBSTEN Fan.. hence, even though I have move on.. that doesn't mean I'm giving up on them. Hihi. I believe that there's still a chance for them to be together in the future. Even if there's only a 1% chance out of 100, I'll still be hoping.. who knows? 😅

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Oh another thing for today 😅

I even bought a HP Cinematic Guide book which focuses mainly on Hermione Granger. Haha. Omo how to stop especially when I fangirl a lot. She's my fav character din kasi talaga sa HP, I can't just help it, I love her so much. Haha. But of course, also bought it coz it's 50% off. Hehehe.

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Truly, I am still a Shopaholic.

I'm trying to control myself as much as I can pero grabe. Nakakalerky. Huhu. Save me. Char. But yes please.. 😅 Last saturday, my main reason to go to the mall was to meet my chingus. But because of the "Filipino Time" thingyy, they're a bit late.. Hence, I stroll around the mall, went to different shops to entertain myself while waiting for them. Apparently, I saw a beautiful shoes that has really caught my attention. It was like one of my dream shoes. It's a rare design & it is really what I am looking for. Though it's an occassionally type of heels, still I really love it. As in. I want to have it already. But luckily, I don't have extra money for that so I wasn't able to buy it instantly. But instead, I prepared my savings & began looking for it since Monday. I've went to Shangri-la last Monday to look for it but sadly, there wasn't any design like that in their branch. I'm still expecting there will be new stocks today, so I went back there during break time but again, I was disappointed that there aren't any new stocks. I didn't give up, I went to Sm North to look for it. I found it, but I hesitated because there aren't any new stocks. I said "babalikan ko nalang". But again, I hesitated when I came back so I decided to check it on Trinoma, happily, I found it again. But still, no new stocks. Quite sad because there are some scratches with the shoes but still I can't give it up anymore. I have to buy it. I have decided already. I really wanted it. Even though it's so expensive. Hoho. Hence I bought it. Actually, I bought not just one but three shoes. Okay stop me now. Haha. But you know I have this feeling of satisfaction that finally, I have bought what I wanted & I am so so happy. 😍 No regrets as of now. Hahaha.

Also, I wanted to include here that I have bought lots of things last Saturday even though I don't really need those things but bought it because they're on sale 😅

Alright, forgive me again, it's sweldo kasi. I'm rich for one day, kalerky. Hahaha. Wala na agad. Waldas na. Huhu. Sorry not sorry. Kalerky talaga. 😭😂

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ROBSTEN 😍

I wanted to sleep early but as usual, I can't. Hence, I said to myself to try stalking romanogers again on twitter but my hands always automatically types robsten. (Coz I've been stalking them for so many years. Hihi.) Then a latest picture of them appeared. Like omg!!! Oh my robsten feels 😍😍😍 Srsly, How can I sleep now? Jeezzz. Aweee. There are rumours that they were seen together last February & now we're getting pictures. Oh myyyy! Where is calm? How can I calm? They were together again!!!! I don't care if they just met or just friends or whatsoever. The fact that they are together is just enough. 😍 I'm just so so happy! But Idk really. Sort of mixed emotions. It's been years since I've seen a picture of them together. Oh goshhh. I just stalked about Robsten last Saturday night & then these pictures of them appeared just last Sunday night when I wasn't expecting any new news about them. So yeah, I'm late but it's okay coz if I found it out earlier, I may not be able to sleep last Sunday 😅 Still, Oh myyy again! Really can't explain exactly how I feel right now. Goshhh. Btw, just wanna share this post I saw on twitter which is so true!!: "THE FUNNIEST THING IS THAT IT'S BEEN 10 YEARS SINCE TWILIGHT YET WE'RE STILL GETTING BLURRY PICS OF ROBSTEN BEING OUT AND ABOUT NOTHING HAS CHANGED YALL" 😂😍❤

Oh & another thing, I'm very happy that the fandom is still so aliveeee. There still so many true robsten fans out there & I'm loving it. Actually, even saw familiar names that I follow here on tumblr tweeting about robsten. Very much amazed that I still remember their account names & that they were still alive & kicking after so many things in years happened. Oh I love this fandom 🤗 ROBSTEN ❤

Okay, I have to sleep now. But really HOW?!?!?!? 😂❤

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Awee. Saw this again. 😍

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05312018 Part II

Just when I felt that things are going bad, my unnies warmed my heart. Well, I was so stressed & tired because of work. Yeah. Too much work today. This morning, many clients came, asking for their ledgers but we can't use our printer. Someone paid their balance but I can't print their OR. Hence, everything is manual. Then I went out during lunch time to do a little shopping. Hehe. So no rest. Then for the afternoon, I got exhausted for cleaning old boxes under my table. It's like these things are stored there for ages & now we're allowed & required to organize it. Hehe. But despite my little heavy feels, I felt loved by my workmates. Unnie J hugged me & it's like she blew away all my stress and worries. Then before I left the office, Unnie A kissed me on the cheeks. It's like pinanggigilan nya ang cuteness ko. Char. Hehe. But that made me happy & blew away my tiredness. Then at home, Unnie N just added me as her sister in fb & that really touched my heart. Ohh I love my unnies at work 😍

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052918 Good Mood. I am.

I woke up with a good mood & I don't want it to be ruined. My day started just fine. Little problems but still okay. I just hope that no one ruins my mood. But actually, someone most likely did. Ha ha. But I'm okay still bearable. He almost but I stayed calm. He bash me twice already just please don't make it thrice or I'll burst out 😅

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Shopping is life.

I haven't been updating these days about my shopping galore but nothing changes, I'm still a Shopaholic Queen. Actually, just spent P4,500 in one day last Saturday. Harhar. Oh & I still bought something everyday 😅

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Tumblr ❤

Aweee. It's been years since I started using tumblr. Just a little throwback. My url was originally "stylishgirl" but then I tried different names too so when I want it back, it was already taken. Saaad. But that's how stylishgirrl (with double r) was created. Hihi. Back to tumblr. Actually, my main reason for creating this account is not only for blogging but for stalking / getting everyday updates of my beloved otp "robsten". Hihi. In here, I've explored & learned a lot as well. There were so much to do with tumbr. I like it so much more than twitter. Everything was nice. When I was so active before, I even had new friends from other countries. It also sort of became like my diary. Whenever I feel down/mad/happy/sad/excited or whatsoever, I just put it into writing in here. There are a lot of things I only share it here probably because I'm lazy to write on my diary literally so I'd rather typed my feels. Hehe. But really, also because it's much better here. Peaceful. Maybe because only few people knew about tumblr & I admit that even me rarely use it eversince robsten broke up. But still, I share a lot of my feels here. It's satisfying. I really am very glad to have tumblr. I love it so much. 😍❤

(Oh & I guess I'm very active these days again because of evansson/romanogers. Yeah. I'm a fan of them since Winter Soldier. Hihi. & I'm thankful that tumblr is still here & that many people are still active & updating about my otps rn. Hihi. 😄)

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Chris and Scarlett + passing notes

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#felt like a nice moment to just leave this here