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Me getting upset at the fact that Appledusk, who was grieving at the time, is getting underserved hate.

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Sorry, I’m still a kid and really find this uncomfortable to look at.

Something of an au where Mapleshade gets stricken with gay when she goes to kill Reedshine over in Riverclan. She slowly woos her over with many snuggles and terribly caught fish. Reedshine’s intimidated by her at first, but eventually falls for her enough that she’s even willing to just…walk away from Appledusk who’s incredibly bitter about the whole thing.

Will it go into the big massive rewrite I keep mentioning here? Mebbe. gotta see how it would effect everything and what not….might even actually write it and post it somewhere, i dunno…

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Hey can uh- men defend themselves (if being harassed by women) too? Like you guys aren’t in the wrong but let’s think about a situation where a man is being sexually harassed by a women, is he allowed to defend himself?

Don’t tell your daughter that when a boy is mean or rude to her it’s because he has a crush on her. Don’t teach her that abuse is a sign of love.

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guys don't reblog this post if you ever see it

op is panphobic (this was in the notes of that post)

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When people can accept dragons, giants and fucking ice zombies in a show but black people is too far for their imagination to stretch 😂😂😂

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That flag do be looking nice tho 😳

Reblog to make a white gay big mad

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Shout out to all my straight sisters I’m so sorry 😞

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Warriors always really did have some poor messages, esp w Bumblestripe and Blossomfall. Like, as a kid, I genuinely believed both were 'right' in their situations. In reality, Bumblestripe was a nice guy who would have been an AWFUL mate for Dovewing and Blossomfall - while it's fair to want ur mother to interact w u - was a complete bitch when her sister had just been, y'know, permanently disabled. And I, as a kid, thought that was fair of both of them?? Like come on Erins.

same with brambleclaw, they really made it seem like he was in the right every time he was the one being toxic/an asshole

they’re really not good at writing “gray area” conflicts/characters and aren’t good at giving character what they deserve when they do something wrong, and in fact reward them as character

brambleclaw? got to become leader and have more kits

blossomfall? literally got no punishment

bumblestripe? was made to seem in the right

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Cartoon cat, kicking down the door to Siren head’s room: hey boo

Siren head: hey girl

Cartoon cat: hey

Siren head: hi-

Cartoon cat: hi :3

Also Cartoon cat, leaving: scared ass bitch.

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reminder. if you ship incest or support people who ship incest or dont care that people ship incest i am not your friend. that shit is harmful, nasty, and fetishizes normal family relationships. do not interact with me and do not expect respect if you do because you will not get it

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Appledusk thingy 🍎

He’d probably have a cottagecore aesthetic.

Non of the images are mine, they belong to their rightful owners.

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nypd kidnapped an 18 year old trans girl off the street last night because she helped organize a march. she’s a homeless teenager and they literally dragged her into an unmarked van and threatened to pull their guns on civilians who demanded her release.

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If you’re a trauma victim/survivor who struggles with very intense emotions, please don’t forget that trauma at specific points in your life can literally alter your brain structure. You’re not a bad person for having strong emotions.

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you need to support trans people who don’t want top or bottom surgery and that has to include the potential for them not having top or bottom dysphoria, trans people still having sex, and trans people conceiving children regardless of how you personally feel about the subject.

and that’s not just on cis people, thats on fellow trans people to be supportive of that too.

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i came out as trans to my mom last night/this morning and it did… NOT go well. so i might be extra hard to reach for a bit and take a step back from here for my own mental health. i’ve been reduced to having to lock myself in my sister’s room for my own safety and things just… aren’t looking too good

im glad my sister was actually pretty damn great about my trans Coming Out earlier yesterday, but being trapped in a house with a deadbeat transphobic mother that refuses to understand or give a shit + throw violent fits and starts screaming at me for being in emotional distress isn’t something i think i can handle the wound is too fresh. i am hurting. and a lot of shit is unbearable because of it

my room doesn’t have a door. i do not feel safe here when my mother is here, but i have nowhere else to go. i hope yall can understand and i am deeply sorry for taking a while w/commissions. life has just been one hard hit after another.

Edit: IF YOU’D LIKE TO DONATE FUNDS TOWARDS A BINDER, OR ANYTHING AT ALL, YOU CAN SEND $$$ [HERE]

I AM ALSO SELLING  OLD OCs [HERE]. PLEASE DM ME IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN ANY

I do not have any means of taking more commissions, as my physical health has been rapidly declining due to a number of close calls, emergencies, and handful of trips to the ER, so any donations at all would help out immensely. 

UPDATE: Bills, medication, and groceries have taken up all of my funds and then some, so any bit of donation thrown my way would help immensely !!

I appreciate all the boosts and donations to a binder so very much and was able to get one thankfully before the wave of bills hit ; v ; but now im in a bit of a rough spot. Again donations can be sent [HERE] and the link to the OCs being sold up above has been updated! Soon it will include old fantrolls, which will hopefully sell better

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Tumblr is fucked up and nothing works but my bank is at 0 and I need some help y’all