suayannie

[suayannie]

Hello, phi. The hospital called me.

Didn't you tell them to call your family?

EARTH PIRAPAT as HENG HARAN,FIRST KANAPHAN as ALONE and KHAOTUNG THANAWAT as KAITONG episode 11 of OSSAN'S LOVE

+ one hug isn't enough:

[suayannie]

Jae, there was an abandoned house in my neighborhood. A rotten smell came from the house. When I walked into the house, I found a dead body on the couch.

EARTH PIRAPAT as HENG HARAN and FIRST KANAPHAN as ALONE episode 11 of OSSAN'S LOVE

[suayannie]

Are you looking for a house or a condo? Khaitong. I broke up with Alone. I’m here to look for a new place to live. What about your condo? I gave it to him and let him pay the rest. I was the one who broke up with him. Are you okay? Calm down. I’m not okay.

OSSAN'S LOVE THAILAND | EP11

[suayannie]

You know what? Having you is worth more than winning that car.

Joong Archen as FADEL and Dunk Natachai as STYLE THE HEART KILLERS | EP. 12

[suayannie]

Tonight, I'll watch a movie at your place. // Who said I actually wanted to watch the movie?

Ep. 13 | Ep. 9 Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (2025)

[suayannie]

Ayan + ตัวปากแจ๋ว | The Eclipse (2022) Thai ตัวปากแจ๋ว / Romanised dtua-paak-jaao / translated clear mouthed one. The literal meaning of แจ๋ว is something very clear, but colloquially, it's used to mean anything from smart/clever to cool (Ayan about three lines later says "แจ๋วป่ะ" meaning "I'm smart, right?"). I've seen ปากแจ๋ว translated as smart-mouthed, nice-mouthed, sharp-tongued and loudmouth. All of the above probably apply to Akk at one point or another.

[suayannie]

fk cinematic universe 📽️🎞️💞

[suayannie]

Ray Pakorn in ep. 6 of Only Friends (2023)

Richard Siken, Crush / Rachel Cusk, Outline / Keaton Henson, Wounded / The Mountain Goats, Sept. 15 1983 / Ocean Vuong, On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous / David Levithan, The Lover's Dictionary / Jeanette Winterson, Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal

[suayannie]

Akk + ไอ้หน้าไม่อาย | The Eclipse (2022) Thai ไอ้หน้าไม่อาย / Romanised ai'hna-mai-aay / translated (Ai')Shameless. A play on Ayan's nickname, Aye (also canonically spelled อาย, meaning shy). Akk uses the (vulgar/casual) naming particle "ไอ้ / Ai" before the phrase. He's not calling Ayan shameless, he's calling Ayan "Shameless."

[suayannie]

Over The Moon will always be my favorite song of Khaotung. I love everything about it.

[Translation&Video Credit] 🙏🏻💖

[suayannie]

[FANWORK EVENT FOR THAI QL FANDOM] COMMENT CARNIVAL

DATES: February 20th-March 31st

EVENT DETAILS: Writers of all kinds thrive off feedback, and it's especially so for fic writers, since one of the main reasons we write fic in the first place is to share stories with our community. Without hearing back from the people in those communities, fic writers can get discouraged from writing and sometimes even stop entirely. On the other hand, some of the brightest, happiest moments a writer can experience come from readers. It's incomparable to know that a story you wrote made someone smile, cry, or laugh out loud, and sometimes the only way you'll know it is if a reader tells you.

With this in mind, I decided to organize a festival for the Thai QL fandom community to show our fic writers a ton of appreciation in a carnival of comments. :D

Welcome to the Comment Carnival!

NOTE: Even though this event is exclusively for the Thai QL fandom, if you'd like to use the same concept or adapt it for your own fandom, please take the idea! I'd be absolutely thrilled to see this spread and for more writers to get love for the creative work they've contributed to their spaces.

HOW TO PARTICIPATE: There are two ways to participate in the Comment Carnival. The first is simply to complete as many of the commenting tasks below as you like. That's it! You'll be boosting writers' spirits with your feedback, and you may make someone's whole day with a kind word or thought about the stories they're creating.

The second way to participate involves a chance at a prize! (Hence the carnival theme.)

Below, you'll find a list of twenty Commenting Tasks to Complete. Once you complete at least ten of those commenting tasks, you can enter into a lottery to receive your very own drabble (traditionally a 100-word morsel of fic) written by one of the carnival's participating writers! If you do all twenty, your name will go into the lottery twice!

The event begins today, and on March 31st, I'll put the qualifying participants into the Picker Wheel and choose ten winners. Those winners may then select a series from the list below along with a pairing and trope (ex: "The Heart Killers, Fadel & Bison, brotherly affection") and our participating writers will post drabbles dedicated to the winners.

COMMENT QUALIFICATIONS: For your comment to qualify for the lottery, it must include the following:

At least three sentences about the fic or how the fic made you feel. ex: "I loved the way you portrayed [character name]! I can so easily imagine them saying all of that in canon. I'm definitely going to read the rest of your fic now!"

Copy & paste one line from the fic that you enjoyed. ex: "[quoted line] I'M SCREAMING!!!"

What led you to the fic (previous familiarity with the author, a rec from someone, randomly found it on a tag, etc.) ex: "My friend sent me this and told me to read it, and I'm so happy they did!"

Essentially, the purpose of the event is to give writers some specific positive feedback. In normal circumstances, it's totally fine to leave a simple, "I loved this!" or, "Thank you for writing this!" but for this event, we're gonna go above and beyond for our beloved writers.

WHERE TO COMMENT: You can comment on any fanfiction site (Wattpad, FFN, etc.) as long as you can provide links to your comments. I've just structured the event around AO3 since that's where I'm based and have the most familiarity.

And now the fun bit!

THE COMMENTING TASKS TO COMPLETE: Comment on a…

• work-in-progress (any kind) • work-in-progress that hasn't been updated in 3 months • work-in-progress that hasn't been updated in 6 months • work-in-progress that hasn't been updated in 9 months • work-in-progress that hasn't been updated in 1 year or more • one-shot with a word count under 5k • one-shot with a word count between 5-10k • one-shot with a word count between 10k-20k • one-shot with a word count between 20k-30k • one-shot with a word count over 30k+ • completed multi-chapter fic • fic with fewer than 10 comments • fic with fewer than 5 comments • fic with no comments • fic from before 2020 • fic from 2020 • fic from 2021 • fic from 2023 • fic from 2024 • fic from 2025

To qualify for the lottery, you must provide proof of your comments in the linked form below. Provide a list of at least ten links to your posted comments, and you'll be enrolled in a lottery to win a drabble based on the series of your choice from the list below provided by our participating writers.

SUBMISSIONS: Please submit your links through the form here:

As for where to get links: on AO3, when you post your comment, you'll see a button at the bottom that says "Thread." Clicking on that will create a page that starts from your comment. You can use that link for your form.

[This is my extremely subtle way to hype @faillen's Peaceful Property fic pinkies linked, palms pressed. It's so, so, so, so good.]

COMMENTING ETIQUETTE: When commenting on fic, please abide by these three points:

Offering unsolicited criticism is widely considered to be rude, so please don't critique a fic in your comments.

If it's a work-in-progress, please don't pressure the author for more updates. That's generally not received well by writers. (If you'd like to be encouraging, err on the side of the suggestions below.)

Keep the overall tone positive!

If any comments break etiquette, they'll be disqualified.

COMMENTING SUGGESTIONS: Writers are people, and people react differently to feedback, but we do share general similarities in what we love to receive from readers. Liiike…

Copy and paste parts you particularly enjoyed: The reason I made this a requirement is because I know it's commonly adored among writers. I've had readers apologize to me for copying and pasting half the fic in my comment section. I promise and guarantee you, if you ever did this, I love you. Platonically and all-consumingly. When we're writing, we're mostly on our own in our heads, in our rooms, maybe showing a friend or two snippets as we write. But when we put fic out there, we have no idea what people are going to respond to. Sometimes your favorite line is ours, too! Or sometimes the line you loved most is a line the writer almost erased! Or a line they're second-guessing. Maybe they hate it! Having someone say, "I'll think about this line for weeks," is wonderful beyond words.

CAPSLOCK: Again, be kind, but some of my favorite comments over the years have been someone so emotional about something in the fic the whole comment is just capslock screaming.

Rambling: Listen, there is no greater feeling in the world than getting multiple comments on a fic because a reader wrote so much about the fic they went past the comment box's character limit. If a fic made you feel so much you want to ramble, then please go for it! A writer spent hours working on the thing you love! Odds are good they'll be delighted!

Characterization: For many fic writers, we're trying to emulate the characterization of a character we didn't create, so when someone says, "The way you wrote this made it feel exactly like something [character name] would say/do. You really know this character!" a lot of us are especially giddy about it.

Kindness: Above all, we're just hoping for some kind thoughts. I know how daunting it can be to share your emotional responses with writers, so you can always just say, "This meant a lot to me," or, "This made me smile," and it will mean the world to a writer.

PRIZES: As mentioned, once you submit a form with at least ten qualifying comments, you'll be entered into a lottery to win one of ten drabbles from one of our participating writers! Right now, we have writers who will write for the following series:

23.5

Bad Buddy

Between Us

Dark Blue Kiss

The Eclipse

The Heart Killers

KinnPorsche

The Loyal Pin

Manner of Death

My School President

Not Me

Only Friends

Peaceful Property

Pit Babe

SOTUS

Tale of a Thousand Stars

ThamePo Heart that Skips a Beat

Until We Meet Again

Wandee Goodday

If you're a writer interested in volunteering to write a drabble for a series we haven't provided, please DM me. :)

Even if you don't intend on participating, please please please reblog this and get the word out that it's happening.

Thank you!

Special thanks to my writing server on Discord for their brainstorming, their advice, and their suggestions to put this event together. <3

[suayannie]

❝The rest of your life is to spend making up to me for the way you made me feel.❞

FIRST KANAPHAN as KANT PATTANAWAT and KHAOTUNG THANAWAT as BISON episode 8 of THE HEART KILLERS

[suayannie]

i love kant pattanawat. i love that he has a bone-deep fear of the ocean because of trauma surrounding the death of both his parents and yet when he's forced at gun point to walk out into the water to fish he gets pissy when all he catches are plastic bottles because what if they kill nemo. i love that his ego is so big he thinks he can impress his boyfriend/kidnapper by starting a fire with twigs like he's the lead in castaway. i love that he's a loverboy at his core. i love he bites bison's nose. i love that he sniffs him like a newborn. i love that he was so placating and begging with bison right up until babe was mentioned and for just a split second you see something angry and fierce flash through him. i love the fact that he puts bison's gun against his own chest and basically says 'you can kill me if you want to but it won't change the fact that i love you'. i love that he could have got out of the binds bison put him in but didn't because he loves bison too much. i love that he's lowkey kind of a loser. i love that his name means beloved because he is so so beloved to me. i just love him idk.

[suayannie]

First Kanaphan’s portrayal of the psychological stress of someone experiencing the sheer terror of staring down the barrel of a gun while being threatened by an unstable career killer with a personal grudge against you, physically surrounded by both a trauma and phobia trigger, and fending off flashbacks immediately following the most stressful weeks of his life, is immaculate.

The visceral representation of Kant clawing the panic down with bloody fingernails and forcing himself into a dissociative enough mental state to have the clarity to attempt to deescalate the situation while staying flawlessly consistent with the character was stunning.

Absolutely phenomenal performance. He deserves an award for that scene alone.

[suayannie]

❝I love you.❞

FIRST KANAPHAN as KANT PATTANAWAT and KHAOTUNG THANAWAT as BISON episode 7 of THE HEART KILLERS

[suayannie]

"You're not my homeland anymore, so what am I defending now? You were my town; now I'm in exile seein' you out." EXILE (TAYLOR SWIFT FEAT. BON IVER)

[suayannie]

also, it is particularly interesting to me that "such a mad marriage never was before" is being exclusively used for kantbison because that quote is about katherine and petruchio. and like yes i've said it a million times that they're all katherine but i'm really starting to believe that kantbison are meant to be a more direct parallel to katherine and petruchio than fadel and style are.

cause like yes, fadel and style fit them in a storytelling sense, they have the same basic plot element of style going after fadel because he was asked and bison only being allowed to date because fadel has someone and they have plenty of direct parallels too!

however, the thing about katherine and petruchio is that as a couple, they are in general not the ones most people root for. petruchio's tactics in taming and courting katherine are straight up abusive, and by the end of the play she is very much trapped in a marriage with the man that abused her, no matter how you want to look at it or spin it.

and like i keep thinking about how so many fans prefer fadel and style over kant and bison, and how so many fans outright hate kant for the things he has done and like. it's because he actually, realistically, parallels petruchio a lot closer than he does lucentio. because he drugs bison, because he lies to bison, because he tricks bison into falling for him. because kant treats bison, the assassin, the same way that petruchio treats katherine, the woman.

and in thinking about it, that is exactly what makes kant a katherine because like i said in my "they're all katherine" meta, petruchio and katherine are a lot alike, fundamentally - it's what gives him the ability to tame her. and like, i'd even argue that's what makes fadel and kant butt heads so much! that's what makes them so similar! not just that they're both katherine and therefore very similar, but that kant is also petruchio! and katherine fucking hates him!