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I wanna bulk up i keep saying i want to bulk up and get bigger…….. but the siren song of an ED keeps calling to me………………

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If you loved me youd jerk off to my selfharm wounds

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my very normal ibis paint color pallettes right here

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The masculine urge to start a whole new persona online, start over, and make up everything about them like an oc. New communities, new identities, new hobbies, just be a whole new person.

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First date idea: you strangle me until I'm unconscious and then rape me as violently as you can while recording everything to humiliate me later.

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FUCK no one’s listening. I’m talking my loudest and people are finally seeing what im saying but no one’s LISTENING. IT DOESN’T FUCKING MATTER WHAT I SAY. IT DOESN’T. I DON’T FUCKING MATTER, YOU IDIOTS JUST WANT SOMETHING TO LIKE. SOMETHING TO CONSUME. I COULD BE YELLING ABOUT STICKING MY DICK IN A FUCKING VAT OF ACID AND YOU’D ALL GIVE ME HEARTS AND REBLOGS AND WHATEVER. FUCK ALL OF YOU.

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still fucking mad abt this. WHAT DID YOU FIND, RENTRY? WHAT’S SOOOOO BAD THAT YOU HAD TO DELETE MY SHIT NO ONE WANTS ME TO FUCKING TALK ANYMORE

my rentry’s 404ing.

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urrrgghhh what the fuuuuck. who did this.

my rentry’s 404ing.

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Empathy Stances

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requested by @ricocheting

Empathy Stances:

Empathy-Ambivalent: one has mixed or complicated feelings regarding interactions that involve empathy.

Empathy-Averse: one feels repulsed by the idea of personally engaging in interactions that involve empathy.

Empathy-Drained: one feels repulsed by interactions the involve empathy due to trauma or exhaustion.

Empathy-Favorable: one feels favorable towards or enjoys interactions that involve empathy.

Empathy-Indifferent: one has no strong feelings regarding interactions that involve empathy.

Empathy-Oscillating: one’s feelings towards interactions that involve empathy change or fluctuate over time.

Empathy-Repulsed: one feels repulsed by interactions that involve empathy.

@radiomogai , @oneofmanyarchives

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my rentry’s 404ing.

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urggghhhhh i keep grinding my teeth everything hurrrrtttttssssssss

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i call them scratches instead of cuts because they’re. kitty scratches. and actually i prefer it that way. any deeper grosses me out and is harder to manage. the scars are sooo pretty tho :(

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i hate my phone’s camera bc it doesn’t catch the beautiful and vibrant nature of my scratches :/

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if i send my cat scratches do you promise to like them very much?

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my cuts arent fun to play with anymore. gonna make more later.

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wondering if my headmate deserves a blog……

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I keep fantasizing about being taken care of by a cool (predatory) dad…

Dad who buys you all of the video games and snacks you could want

Dad who buys you weed and lets you smoke it at home

Dad who never neglects to tell you how much he loves you

Dad who feels you up when you smoke a little too much…

Dad who tells you it’s normal for father/son bonding to be so intimate

Dad who has you bounce on his lap or bury your face in his crotch when he’s watching TV

Dad who fucks you with a beer bottle when he’s drunk…