subhumanselflover

[subhumanselflover]

Got a request this morning that might be convincing enough to drag me out of hiatus. we will see what happens once i have time to write

[subhumanselflover]

i miss your writing mar! take your time and i hope you're doing well!!! ✌️

ah how kind of you !! thank you, i am doing alright. currently managing through college classes as I type this. my writing may be back soon when I’m not overwhelmed with work and school things ^^ i hope all of you are doing well as well!! i miss my beloved anons.

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(barely a week after saying i don’t know when i’ll get anything written for this blog any time soon) I might continue that i-no and raven piercing fic. Im normal (<— girl who is currently taking care of 3 new piercings)

[subhumanselflover]

I'm glad to know that nice things have been happening to you during this time. Take all the time you need, it's not enjoyable for you if you are going through a burnout. I followed you in your other accounts and i got happy when i saw your banner of some great reward with cats, i love that picture :D

thank you so much for your kindness :D i am a hugeeeee depeche mode fan!!! i can send you the full image if you’d like!!

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hi, how are you doing? I just wanted to tell you that i really like to read what you wrote, you have some really good works in my opinion (i usually read the ones about hc). I hope you're doing well :]

thank you so much!!!

i apologize for being completely inactive, as for how i've been, i've been extremely busy-- a lot has happened between now and the last time i posted!! last post was.. goodness. august 31. the long version of things is that i've gone through a breakup, had my first surgery (wisdom tooth removal, nothing serious but i love to be dramatic), struggled with job searching, registered for school, entered a new (much, much better) relationship, finally got a job, aaaaand much more in between.

all that is to say, i haven't had much time to write. and on top of that, i've had insane writing burnout that lead me to tell myself to calm down, and put my mind to other hobbies for a bit.

will i eventually come back to writing for this blog? maybe, just maybe. i have a lot of requests that have been.. just sitting there.. menacingly.. but for now, i have other things to worry about.

i send the most love to everyone who has sent support to this blog, appreciated my writing, and has made me feel like i was doing something right. i'm active on my other blogs, and would love to be mutuals with all the lovely people who have given me so much love and support!! my main is @mascarponecupcake and my fashion blog is @prison1cfairytale .

yours,

marian <3

[subhumanselflover]

i would go FERAL. over raven/i-no. absolutely INSANE. id be biting the fic and gnawing on it like a damn apple core.

PLEASE post it, your writing is literally so good also i hope you're doing well mar!!!! HAVE A GOOD DAYYAYAYUksbsmIJ!!!

IT IS DONE AND POSTED! the link is in my previous post before this mwehehe :3 also THANK YOU KIND ANON!

[subhumanselflover]

I FINISHED MY RAVEN/I-NO FIC!!!!!!!

have fun w it give me feedback whatever :3

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i’m not gonna lie i’ve been cooking an utterly devious raven/i-no fic that i’m debating if i want to post here when it’s done . it’s at like 1.5k words or so rn and idk how close i am to done because we will see where my heart takes me <3

will open inbox just to garner opinions .. and whatever else anyone wants to throw at me :3

[subhumanselflover]

can we get some older brother raven content :O

note: i love 2 write familial stuff because it means i get to be a certain type of sappy

Raven as an older brother figure HCs!

Raven cares about you deeply, but he is not always the best at expressing it.

He may be a jaded man, but he does not want the same to happen to you.

And! He may get hurt a lot, but he does not want to see you hurt. In fact, he’s rather protective over you.

Though he can struggle to express his care to you directly, sometimes it’s an “actions speak louder than words” deal.

Does his best to guide you well, gives you advice to the best of his ability when needed.

For sibling bonding time, you’re hanging out on a roof chatting together. Very fun for both of you!

His expressions may be blank, and he might not always seem like he cares on the surface, but Raven is a good older brother. He’s always looking out for you, both metaphorically and literally.

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hi mar! hope you’re doing okay! i’m excited to read more of your writing soon please take your time and take care of yourself :)

all of you anons are so kind to me >_< thank you, this means a lot. a lot of these anons have reached me in trying times, and it is a great comfort to me <3

[subhumanselflover]

Heyo! Just checking in. How’re you feeling, hm?

this ask is from a bit ago but i am doing alright!! i was sinking in a pretty bad depressive hole for a while but i’m mostly (?) (knocking on wood as i type) doing a bit better.. i am still. unemployed but it will be okay it will work out !!

[subhumanselflover]

BACK AT IT AGAIN and i hope youre doing well!! life's been real busy for me too. how do you think happy chaos (and any other characters you would like) would react to their gf cupping their cheeks?

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note: hi anon. you’re getting a side of asuka with your chaos today. Because i said so (i finished strive story and am feeling normal about him)

Cheek-cupping Headcanons :3

Happy Chaos

Chaos is .. confused at first!

He focuses his gaze on you, eyes widening a bit as he does.

“Now, what’s with this?” He asks in a snide tone.

“Just trying to love you, don’t mind me,” you respond.

“Hmm,” he settles himself into your hands, nuzzling his cheek against your palms. “Warm. It’s nice,”

He can’t be still for long, though, as he’s soon grabbing your face and cupping your cheeks too! Followed by the attack of a kiss.

Asuka R Kreutz

Upon cupping Asuka’s cheeks, his eyes immediately widen, looking at you with an alerted, flustered look.

“Hm? Do you need something, love?” He asks, in a soft tone, his cheeks becoming rosy as he speaks.

You assure him you just want to hold him, that’s all, to have his attention for a moment.

He had initially tensed up a bit, but he sunk gently into your hands now.

You can feel the warmth of his face against your skin, and he yawns a little. You’ve calmed him greatly, and now he’s a bit sleepy.

[subhumanselflover]

omg i just discovered your blog and i love it! <3

if you’re open for requests i would like some fluff hcs for going on an art museum date with happy chaos and asuka. gender neutral reader who’s a nerd for art history haha please and thank you!! remember to stay hydrated :) !!

- 💫 anon

note: i don’t know why i assumed this was a joint hc ? but you are in a polycule with happy chaos and asuka now. congratulations!

Happy Chaos/Reader/Asuka Museum date!!

Asuka isn’t much of one for art, it’s certainly not one of his primary interests. However, he does love to listen to you, so he’s happy to go to a museum with you!

Chaos on the other hand, with his fascination with drama, is a little bit more of an art guy. Though he has a bit more of a thing for cinema and theatrics, he can appreciate any general composition.

Asuka will mostly follow you, and listen to you talk about the history and composition of different pieces, he’s enjoying listening to you talk and attentively asking whatever questions he can think of.

Chaos.. well.. he’s on the other side of the museum, probably causing trouble.

However, he’ll rush back to you and quickly tell you how much he needs to show you a certain piece.

It’s something he knew you’d enjoy, so you and Asuka are now standing in front of the art piece, all 3 of you finding a way to chat about it.

There’s something very relaxing to Asuka about listening to your voice as you explain all the details of a piece, and the importance of different factors within.

As for Chaos, he’ll continue to keep running off then bugging you, wanting to show you pieces you would’ve gotten to eventually— but, he does it because he loves you, even if he’s a little bit of a pain.

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hello everyone. just finished strive story mode for real.

[subhumanselflover]

hiii im rllyy sorry to bother but could i rq testament with a reader that has anxiety?

note: of course you can!!! and to every anon ever you are never bothering me :3

Testament/A reader struggling with anxiety

First of all, of all the GG cast, I think Testament is probably the best option to help you cope with your anxiety. They’ve done so much mental work on themself, they’re ready to be there for you.

Very reassuring and gentle with you, always wants you to know that they’re there with you.

If you’re on meds, they make sure you remember them frequently!!

Very good at helping you with grounding exercises, their voice tends to get extra soft when they’re helping you relax.

Teaches you a lot of the ways they’ve taught themself to relax, tends to encourage you to try new hobbies with them. They know it doesn’t always help, but they want to do what they can to help get you out of your own head, when you need it.

Often will sit and help you get to the root of your anxiety, always there to help figure out what’s bothering you.

Are you overwhelmed for any reason at all? Prepare for a tea break. Testament is making a decaf blend just for you. Chamomile, perhaps?

They fawn over you greatly, and they are always happy to help in any way they can with your anxiety.

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I JUST WANNA SAY TYSM FOR YOUR WRITING!! THERE ISNT TOO MUCH GG READER INSERT STUFF OUT HERE AND I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR WRITING!! YOU ARE SERVING GOOD FOOD!! 🫶🫶🫶

THANK YOU !!! i am doing my best <3 seeing encouragement, even though these anons have been sitting in my inbox for what feels like .. months now .. as i’m getting back to writing, it’s nice to see these :3

[subhumanselflover]

Hey yo hay yoo.

I just found your blog and I love the way your write.

I was wondering if your ok with writing Nsfw headcanons for I-No if your ok with it.

note: absolutely!! i-no should be fun to write for this :3

I-No NSFW Headcanons

I do not say this lightly. I-No can get FREAKY!!!

She’s mostly a dom, but can switch every so often if she’s bored with it. If you dominate her though, she will criticize your technique though.. hope you’re into that!

Very much a sadist, would work best with a masochistic sub.

Has plenty for whatever you might want to do. Whips, leashes, toys, restraints, various devices, etc. Willing to try anything.

Her sadism is both physical and emotional.. she loves to humiliate you, WILL call you pathetic.

She might push boundaries a bit, but is very keen on the rules of rough sex and BDSM and will set up safe words and such with you.

Likes to choke you. You might hear her whisper something as she pins you with her body weight, pressing her hand against your neck, along the lines of, “you’re in my hands now, better beg for mercy.”

A huge fan of licking and biting. Prepare to be covered in marks

If you’re any sort of messy, she will absolutely torment you for it. Drooling on her? “Hm.. gross, clean that up for me, hm? Lick it up.” Leaking for her? “Such a mess you’re making.. pathetic thing, can’t keep it together,”

Will laugh at you for the purpose of sexual humiliation. Whether she’s teasing you for underperforming (whether you really are or not), or enthusiasm, she’s laughing at you and telling you you’re a pathetic mess.