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Looking back, I was in so much pain.  The breaks between wanting to live or kill myself are getting longer, the world is moving on and I, finally, feel like I’m moving along with it. 

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Today’s my dad birthday. He passed last summer. I spent so long doing everything I could to make him love me and right when it all seemed to be coming together, he was taken from me.

I miss you, Papa. I hope I can see you again someday. I love you.

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“I didn’t want to come but I didn’t want to ruin it for you guys, so I didn’t say anything”

Except if you had said, we could have worked something out so you wouldn’t be sitting there, visibly upset, ruining it for us anyway.

If you have a problem, be an adult and say something. It’s better for everyone.

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Like many days, today isn’t the day for decision making.

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I think our best days are over, but I still think we have some good things coming

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Who else is losing the will to live and just wants to disappear?

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going home

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i think your heart was too broken to have space in it for me

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i’m just so angry. 

i want to set fire to everything and i want to destroy the fucking world

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have a nice day :)

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I hate feeling like I’m not welcome in spaces that are meant to be supportive of people like me.

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today’s been tough — things haven’t been getting easier. I feel like it’s just getting too late for me

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