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[fearlessmonk]

[woke up still sick... and tomorrow is my work trip til next tuesday. i'll probably be sparse between then. :(( i'll see ya'll when i'm alive again <3]

[ooc: after a busy af weekend, i woke up hella sick. I'll try and get through some drafts today... but ya girl ain't having a great time ;;]

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marina & the diamonds sentence meme [ electra heart edition ]

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𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐃 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐆𝐄 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒.

All sentences were taken from different sources about romance, marriage and specially arranged marriage and what that entails. Mentions of affairs, mistresses, wedding ceremonies and medieval talks of what marriage entails follow. Change names, pronouns and locations however you see fit.

Marriage is a marriage, whether it is arranged or not. Both necessitate the same level of dedication.

It’s not an option to be best friends with your life partner; it’s a requirement for a firm foundation in a long-term relationship.

Arranged marriage is not always a bed of roses, but it is possible to achieve with love and faith.

It’s different for women, isn’t it? They have no choice where they go. They grow up in a prison and then get married into one.

Is there anything more courageous/stupid than saying yes to spend your life with someone you have no idea about?

The country was as much of a mystery to me as the man I had married.

One day you’ll be in love with me.

You could be a titled lady. 

I have avoided the fate my father had planned for me. Surely it is I who has won, not he.

I do not care about power and wealth, father. I want to marry for love.

But if you were matched, what do you think she'd be like?

We're supposed to be unable to keep our hands off of each other. 

In this case the time is not so important for me, the person asking for commitment is.

We are trapped by convention and must marry another.

Every good child knows: duty before your heart's desire.

I am to be a bride, but whose? 

I married you to stop the bloodshed, and you keep killing. When will it be enough- when?

I found out soon after we met that Leah’s father had promised her in marriage to some young Pole.

If I ever get into an arranged marriage, I want it to be like theirs.

Arranged marriages require effort; constantly and every day. And where there is love, you want to make these efforts.

A successful arranged marriage can help climb the biggest mountain and build the biggest empire.

An arranged marriage is like wine; it tastes good with time.

You will marry him and do your duty to your House.

You are my daughter and you will do as I say. End of discussion.

Love? What does love have to do with marriage?

He'll honour his duty to family and swallow it.

I was three when my parents promised me. When a deal was struck. 

 So I was raised to be his wife. I was taught my favorite color was gold because his favorite color was gold. I was told my favorite foods were his favorite foods

I never thought what it would actually be like to have him... be gone. 

I was raised for him, and now I am... new. I am brand-new. And I do not even know how to breathe air he does not exhale.

A bride at her second marriage does not wear a veil. She wants to see what she is getting.

Marriage is a financial contract; I have enough contracts already.

The dowry, not the wife, is the object of attraction.

Arranged marriages work like this. The girl is hardly asked and is expected to follow whatever her parents deem fit.

Marry, that marry is the very theme I came to talk of.

Maybe she'll be beautiful. Maybe she'll be rich. As long as she brings swords and men.

Perhaps love is a minor madness.

It doesn't matter who the seed is. The important thing is that it has a place in your womb.

Her maidenhood will seal an alliance and must be kept safe.

Every married woman knows a man can have mistresses and we must look the other way.

All I ask is, that you do not cast me aside. Have mistresses and lovers as you please, but confide in me as I am to be your wife.

A husband’s first and foremost job in a marriage is to protect and love his wife.

Touching without looking had been incredibly arousing.

In my opinion, most marriages are based either on money or the fear of being alone.

I want you in every way there is to want. I want you in any way you choose to share.

I'm free to do with my wife as I fucking please.

The marriage of convenience lasts until you become an inconvenience.

Ours is a marriage of convenience and nothing more.

From now on, you're sleeping in our room. There's no chance in hell I'm letting you sleep far away from me again.

You agreed to this marriage and didn’t even dare to ask my opinion on the matter.

You're going to bend, and so am I. We're going to compromise, negotiate, and distract each other.

Being together means our priorities are going to change.

Men marry because they are tired; women, because they are curious: both are disappointed.

I don't think I am likely to marry, Harry. I am much too in love.

It is certainly romantic to be in love, but there's nothing romantic about a definite proposal.

They are royals, whoever they marry is not their choice but who is better for the crown.

That is a match made in a boardroom.

Once you are wed to another, you will forget me. 

I will marry a man who desires me but I have no interest in. 

I will not be a secret kept in shadows. Once you are wed, I will leave.

How can I marry them, when I am in love with another? It is not fair to them, that I think of you when I’m with them.

Ever since I met you, no one else has been worth thinking about.

Behave yourself, out here, we are wed and what you do, reflects on me.

You are being sold like a mare and do not care.

Once I bore him a son, he shall be happy, I know it.

We hate one another but for peace, we must wed. At least, let us enjoy this part of the contract.

I am doing this for my family and for the terms you offer.

A marriage is simply an alliance.

All will be well, love can be found in a marriage. If not love, at least, good company. 

Do your duty and give him sons.  That’s all men want.

I will not be paraded around in a bedding ceremony. I will wed them and bed them, but I will not be humiliated. 

You think this title gives me power, but you forget, I am a woman.

I am lucky enough to have options. None who please me but at least, I can choose one.

Come to bed now, husband. It is our wedding night, after all.

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[was gonna try and get on but it'll probably be tomorrow i actually get anything. i'm withering away ughhhhghghghghhh

in the meantime, drop things for tifa in the ask and i'll get to them at some point]

[ooc: after a busy af weekend, i woke up hella sick. I'll try and get through some drafts today... but ya girl ain't having a great time ;;]

[fearlessmonk]

[ooc: after a busy af weekend, i woke up hella sick. I'll try and get through some drafts today... but ya girl ain't having a great time ;;]

[fearlessmonk]

[ooc: I won’t be in much if at all today and tomorrow!! V busy weekend and lots to do. But I’ll return to my threads asap 😇 fee free to leave Tifa goodies in the inbox too!]

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Tifa made sure to stay close to the man, some moments where she would even cling to his arm whether it be out of fear or reflex. She had never met a SOLDIER with such a positive attitude, it almost took her off guard. But if they made it out of there like he made it seem, she was a woman of her word. She’d cook for the man for week if it meant they got out safely.

It was true - if there was one fiend in the area , there were undoubtedly more nearby. With a hard swallow and nodded , proving that she was understanding the implications of the situation. She had heard a lot about SOLDIER and was wondering if she’d get to see him in action, though hoping at the same time that it would need to happen.

As they continued along, his question almost caught her off guard. She scratched the back of her head nervously, but couldn’t lie. “We’ve been hearing weird sounds coming from the reactor in town,” she was cautious with her choice of wording. “No one from Shinra showed for weeks when we asked, so I wanted to come see what it was for myself.”

Even if she didn’t get as far as she hoped, she was still curious and was tempted to still risk the trip. “Maybe you can help me figure it out.”

The assistance of escape allowed a breath of relief. Her body continued to tremble, but his positivity helped. She swallowed roughly at the thought of what could have happened, but became relieved at the sight of the buster sword on his back. He was prepared to fight if worse came to worst. Sure, she could whip out some martial out moves of her own, but with creatures like that, she wouldn't stand a chance.

She saluted the SOLDIER, a smile crossing her features as she nodded. He's right, it was quick thinking, even if she didn't have an escape. "My names Tifa Lockhart," she introduced. "The best guide that Nibelhiem has!"

Even when she didn't know the full dangers.

She couldn't hold back her laugh at his comment about the scents of town. "Well," she started quickly, close behind him. "If we get back in one piece, I'll treat you to one of those meals that smell so good to you!"

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Tifa could feel the warmth of intention as she held the necklace up again, taking in the beauty for just a moment. It was beautiful, simple, and sleek. Her eyes left the necklace to meet him as he asked about the date. She tapped her chin with her free hand and took a minute to think.

She hadn’t heard of the new place he mentioned, but it never hurt to try something new. Offering a nod to agree, she leaned against the counter and lips crawled into a smile. “It’s a date.”

Tifa thought for another moment, her mind playing through her closet like a record. Eyes lit up at the idea of the perfect thing to wear. It excited her, having the chance to get out with someone for a bit. It had been a while, the bar becoming a place of dull routine. “I heard Lovless was playing tonight too,” she pursed her lips. “Would you want to go see it?”

It was rare she had a moment alone with Cloud like this. Something she always enjoyed, appreciated. Tending to wounds while running the bar had her running ragged, but she was glad to see him on his feet, in his usual spot. She had known that he was working on more than a few projects, including Denzel's bike. She loved that they were finally getting time together. Seeing him outside of his usual attire even made her more relaxed.

The look in his eyes was a soft one, one she didn't often see on his expression. She mirrored his smile butt hen eyes flicked to the little red box. Delicately taking the box in her hand, she flipped open the lid and a breath was stolen as her jaw fell. Ruby hues met with that of mako and Tifa's face lit up. "When did you become so thoughtful?" she teased.

She took the necklace in her hand, hanging it by the chain as she observed the stone that hung at the end. It was something too nice to wear on a regular day at the bar. "I think we need to go out," she commented. "It'll give me a reason to wear this."

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[ooc: I won’t be in much if at all today and tomorrow!! V busy weekend and lots to do. But I’ll return to my threads asap 😇 fee free to leave Tifa goodies in the inbox too!]

[fearlessmonk]

| Sypha Belnades | 

“I am a Speaker. I know many things.”

| Indie | Selective | Low activity |

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Fucking fight me but also shove me up against the wall and kiss me senseless.

[fearlessmonk]

[ooc: another ship i need to talk about that i just think would be fun;

sephxtifa

(nsfw below cut)

like, imagine the hate fuck between them. enemies to lovers is so satisfying. maybe something along the lines tifa helping him become a better person and them growing close?? idk i need some weird crackships in my life i guess]

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 I think she didn’t think she would die at all, but that she planned on coming back all along. She always used to talk about the ‘Next time’. She talked about the future more that any of us…

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Happy birthday Barret!

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She didn’t meet eyes with him again until he spoke, gathering her nerves enough to stop the shaking. The gentle support of his muscular hand allowed her to lean back and catch her breath. She processes the information, none of it sounding real. When Sephiroth stood near, she could feel the power he exuded, even the air feeling heavier. She couldn’t imagine someone with that kind of power even as she witnessed it.

Tifa nodded as she agreed; it wasn’t wise to stick around with the risk of someone like that lingering. She swallowed roughly, fists and jaw clenching tight. She wouldn’t allow her fear to keep her in place. “Let’s.. Lets go,” she managed. Being anywhere but there would be preferred.

She shook her head, assuring Zack she could stand, even if it took her a moment. “You shouldn’t be sorry,” she insisted. “We’re okay for now and that’s what matters.” How would Zack have known what was to happen? Tifa merely kept the thought to herself - what did Sephiroth want with them?

Once standing again, Tifa turned to Zack and wrapped her arms around him. Her embrace was warm, tight, but not long. She pulled away after a soft “thank you” in his shoulder and the cleared her throat. “Let’s get going.”

And so she started to the inn.

It all happens so quick, Tifa is hardly able to keep up with what was happening. When she heard his commands, she did as told, holding tight to him as they moved forward. Once they had broken past the gusts, she could finally see the silver haired man clearly, though hardly able to catch her breath. The sword pointed at them is lowered while he pridefully shares a laugh.

Tifa feels a panic in her chest, her body freezes as Zack stands between them. Bright green hues flashed to the both of them, words ringing in their ears.

“You can run but you can’t hide.”

And as if it were more of a warning than a threat, the former hero vanished and the wind calmed. Eyes wide, the woman collapsed to her knees with a mix of relief and shock. Her. Idk continued to tremble and breath skipping as she glanced up to the knight. “W-what - who was that?” The mere power alone they radiated could send anyone running.

Tifa tried to clench her fists but her hands were too clumsy from nerves. She held herself, sealing roughly as she pictured the man she heard called Sephiroth. Could it really be the same that destroyed the royal family? Wasn’t he presumed dead?

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FF7 is a very happy game in which nothing bad ever happens

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It all happens so quick, Tifa is hardly able to keep up with what was happening. When she heard his commands, she did as told, holding tight to him as they moved forward. Once they had broken past the gusts, she could finally see the silver haired man clearly, though hardly able to catch her breath. The sword pointed at them is lowered while he pridefully shares a laugh.

Tifa feels a panic in her chest, her body freezes as Zack stands between them. Bright green hues flashed to the both of them, words ringing in their ears.

“You can run but you can’t hide.”

And as if it were more of a warning than a threat, the former hero vanished and the wind calmed. Eyes wide, the woman collapsed to her knees with a mix of relief and shock. Her. Idk continued to tremble and breath skipping as she glanced up to the knight. “W-what - who was that?” The mere power alone they radiated could send anyone running.

Tifa tried to clench her fists but her hands were too clumsy from nerves. She held herself, sealing roughly as she pictured the man she heard called Sephiroth. Could it really be the same that destroyed the royal family? Wasn’t he presumed dead?

It was admirable, the way he was so bent on accomplishing his mission for the princess. The way he spoke of her almost made her jealous; she wished someone spoke of her like that when she wasn't in the room. The princess was certainly lucky to have him as a knight, even so far away. Tifa's smile only broadened when he called her princess, perhaps she likes it more than she'd ever admit. With a nod, she continues towards the door, gently shoving it open to the sunny sky. Rising her arms above her head with a satisfying stretch, they began their way.

A sudden gust blew their direction, Tifa blocking her face before lifting her head to see ghostly creatures circling them. Her hair lashed in the winds, stomach dropping. She had no idea as to what was happening, quickly turning to Zack. Reaching for his hand, she cried out. "Zack! What is happening?"

Another figure appearing on the opposite side of the wall of ghosts; a silver haired man smirked proudly. He held a long blade, keeping focus on Tifa. No words were shared, but the woman ducked down on her knees, hoping the creatures would leave.

They circled her so quickly, her body wanted to lift from the ground. Tifa centered her weight, trying to strike sloppily with no avail. She kept crying out to him, reaching for the knight. "Zack!"