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Respect.. And What she Needs

Respect. This is a sort of a foreign word to her. People close to her haven’t given her much of the basic respect that they give to one another and to strangers. she doesn’t consciously know what the word “respect” means, but she knows when she’s lost all respect for someone. It’s not hard to gain her respect, but most never do. Continue reading Respect.. And What she Needs

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Too Much of a Real Submissive?

I haven’t heard from Sir K in weeks and I haven’t thought about it much. He’s shown that he’s not interested with his actions and when I’ve asked him directly, his words didn’t give me much hope of anything. Continue reading Too Much of a Real Submissive?

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It’s Halloween

Meeting 8 (Thursday, October 31st) I received a text message from Sir K the prior day asking how I was and I was fine. He wanted to know how my next day at work would be, because he was wondering if I might “sneak away” for my lunch break. Continue reading It’s Halloween

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What if…

I am myself, I am submissive. Perhaps not submissive to you, specifically and yet I have a tendency to think, “What if I was…” every single time. Maybe it’s nice for Doms to entertain my unspoken question, “What if I was yours?” Continue reading What if…

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Submissive Care

This was written for Sir K and was never posted, because he didn’t allow me to post it publicly. Since I’ve been released, he doesn’t exactly have any say in what I do, so I’m posting it. I’ve not decided if I will post it to Fetlife yet, for obvious reasons. Continue reading Submissive Care

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Struggle to Play

Sir D had come into town on Friday. When he texted me to say that he was in town I was at work. I dropped what I was doing, told everyone my office was closed, locked it all up, and left. Continue reading Struggle to Play

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7th Meeting, Toy Torture

I had to make sure that my new toys were in the bag for my meeting with Sir K. They had already been prepared a week ago. My cervix is begging for mercy right now, or should I say relief? It’s just because of being stroked and for no other reason. Continue reading 7th Meeting, Toy Torture

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An Abandoned Submissive

I had been vetting for a month and then under consideration for this month. I felt that it was going well and Sir K and I had gotten along well.  Continue reading An Abandoned Submissive

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Once Considered.. Devoted

I had a prospective Sir, but he’s gone. I don’t think I’ve done anything wrong to cause it. This Sir and I had talked on the phone and we’d had 6 meetings, which were all good experiences. Continue reading Once Considered.. Devoted

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Meeting 6

Overview I didn’t know what he had planned but I think that my fear had been realized. I already knew… suspected that he was not happy with me regarding my reason for not sending him a picture he requested. I do know that when he says something is “fine”.. it’s already too late. He won’t even say that I’m in trouble. Continue reading Meeting 6

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Avoiding Touch For Good Reason

Free Uber I dreamed that I caught an Uber to a club in a big city that was an hour away. I was being harassed by someone at the club and left. I caught an Uber, but forgot how far away home was and so I had him drop me at my dad’s house nearby. Continue reading Avoiding Touch For Good Reason

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The Most Calm Torture

Resisting Irritation While Not Interested  Sir K…  he called while I was drifting off to sleep. And then I became wide awake while both aroused and nervous. The way that he pays attention to everything and knows things is… well, I like to keep some things to myself. Continue reading The Most Calm Torture

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Meeting 5, After Questioning His Dominance

Not all That Submissive Sir K texted later in the morning than expected and I was already at work. We had a brief conversation by text, which has been very rare lately. Every day was mainly consisting of a greeting based on the time of day and asking how I’m doing. There hadn’t been phone calls either. It’s been so bad that I’d posted a poll on some other website asking why Sir K might not be…

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Abducted to Serve - Meeting 4

I was in shock for a lot of the 4th meeting. The majority of the time I wasn’t even aware that I was naked, but that was a relief to not worry about that. Continue reading Abducted to Serve – Meeting 4

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My Potential Sir, The Sadist (1st Meeting)

Before talking to him on the phone I felt invested, but I wasn’t showing it and the only thing I needed from him was a reciprocal phone conversation that I felt would never happen. Maybe it was good that it would never happen, because I didn’t have to consider anything that he wanted and didn’t have to indulge feelings and attachments that I was developing. Continue reading My Potential Sir, The…

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Serving in Isolating (3rd Meeting)

Being “Ready” for Another Meeting I’m not sure that I can ever be ready, because I think that Sir K is… unpredictable and he has sadistic tendencies. Continue reading Serving in Isolating (3rd Meeting)

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A Dark Place for Service

I’d been in a vetting process with a Sir for a few weeks now. A few nights ago I was tired but still able to function.. barely. I was aiming to go home and cling to my bed for the night. I’d slept for 4 hours the previous night and had been up ever since 2 am. It was unexpected that this Sir wanted to meet with me somewhere that evening in order to give me something. Continue reading A Dark…