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You can also now read it in my wattpad account, @/apolno !
Hi all, apparently my reddie fic that I wrote a year or so ago has been taken from my AO3 account and posted under someone else's name on wattpad. If anyone heard anything about it please let me know, you can read the original on my AO3 account. Thank you so much! X
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There is much uncertainty at the moment as to how long the lockdown is going to last and how long this season will go on for. Fear, anxiety and worry are the emotions you might be feeling and you're going to have a mixture of both good and bad days. Remember to be gentle with yourself each day as you are important and of value. Some days you'll feel stronger than others so on those days where you're not feeling so strong, look after yourself. Do something you enjoy; have a bath, watch a film, read a book, dance, listen to music. Please take care of yourself. Message me if you need it.
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This is the official link to my reddie fic if you'd like to read it!
Seeing as Reddie⢠is a Go, don't forget to check out my fic I wrote last year :)
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Hi all, apparently my reddie fic that I wrote a year or so ago has been taken from my AO3 account and posted under someone else's name on wattpad. If anyone heard anything about it please let me know, you can read the original on my AO3 account. Thank you so much! X
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Seeing as Reddie⢠is a Go, don't forget to check out my fic I wrote last year :)
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omg im so dumb but a bo burnham imagine where the reader is latina n she shows him some 80s hispanic rock? preferably soda stereo. i can dm u stuff about them n spanish phrases if necessary!!
This is such an awesome idea! But I'm not Latina n I have absolutely no experience of the Spanish language so I'm not sure if I'll be able to do it justice :(
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â¤ď¸ daily reminder that you are loved and appreciated â¤ď¸
:ooo thank you anon, I needed this â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
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3:33am // reddie
a soild zero (0) people asked for this but iâm gonna write it anyway n youâre gonna enjoy it (please)Â
aged up ofc !!
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you have to understand that eddie kaspbrak does not like parties. he never has, and he probably never will. thatâs the short of it. but when richie toizer quite literally gets down on his hands and knees to beg him to come to one of bevâs infamous âget togethersâ, he canât say no. not because itâs bevâs party, but because itâs richie who asked him.
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âon a scale of one to ten, how excited are you right now?â richie says, practically skipping along the empty road ahead of them, not bothering to wait for stan or eddie to get out of the car
âprobably about a solid -3âł eddie replies, shoving his hands in his pockets and proudly smiling when stan snorts at his statement next to him.Â
richie ignores them, deciding that he doesnât need their negativity in his life. this is his night. and itâs gonna be fucking awesome. the faint thump of music becomes noticeable pretty soon, and soon itâs louder than eddie thinks is safe. i mean theyâre not even inside the house yet, and itâs already louder than whatâs really necessary.Â
ârichie!â mike appears from the open door of the house, a soft grin plastered on his face.Â
âmike!â richie goes in to hug the other boy
âstan, eddieâ mike says, getting a polite âheyâ in response from both of them. âhey eddie, whereâs your car? did you walk?â mike asks, leaning casually on the door frame
âoh no,â richie responds before eddie can âfannypack over here is determined not to dent his car so we parked a few blocks downâ he complains with an elegant roll of his eyes
eddie wastes no time in shooting richie a harsh look, âdo you want to walk back home?â
âiâm cool. letâs go.â and with that, richie walks into the house, mike shrugging and going in after him.Â
both stan and eddie share a look which says âyouâre the one looking after him tonightâ. stan always says he will, but he never does. he always sneaks away with bill and then they both play it off as if it never happened the next day. stan takes a breath and walks into the house, eddie following swiftly behind him.
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the room is filled with drunk teenagers and the potent smell of vodka mixed with bad choices drenches the carpets. richie appears to eddies left and promptly thrusts a red plastic cup into eddies empty hands.
âwhat is it?â eddie asks, carefully sniffing the brown (the thought, but he couldnt really tell in the dark lighting) liquid.
âdrink it and youâll find outâ richie snickers with a smirk, watching eagly as eddie takes a tentative sip of the liquid.
âtastes like shitâ
âi know isn't it great?â the taller boy grins down at him
âno. and anyway, theres no doubt that iâll be driving you home tonight so i better not.â
âi thought stan was gonna do it this time?â he frowns, his body swaying rythmacically to the music
âdoes stan ever do it?â
âhe does billâ
âshut the fuck upâ eddie holds the red cup out for richie âyou enjoy itâ
âcheers edsâ and then with a sly wink and a kiss on the cheek, the sea of bodies swallows richie up, leaving eddie alone.
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eddies heart pumped along to the steady beat of the music as he cheered on bev; who was doing some intresting dance moves, a wide grin on his face. he was enjoying himself, sure, but he still wasn't too fond of the sticky floor beneath him or the warm, sweaty bodies pushing into him at every angle. but he was fond of the happiness and confidence that his small, red plastic cup of diet coke gave him.
that was, until richie came stumbling over to him, ruffling eddies hair with one hand and pouring his half full cup of potent, sticky alcohol over him.
âfucks sake richie!â he yells, pushing the drunk boy, who was definitely trying to appear more drunk than he actually was to impress eddie, off of him. âand touch my hair again and iâll bite your dick offâ
âwhy don't you suc-â
âalright! lets go. i think youâre drunk enoughâ eddie interrupts, his eyes wide. he smiles sympathetically at bev, managing to pull richie away from the crowd
âsee you two!â bev yells over to eddie and richie, a bright smile on her face. eddie yells a âthank youâ back and pushes richie out of the room, trying to make his way to the front door when richie stops suddenly.
âwhy are you stopping?â
âlook at stan and bill!â the curly haired boy practically sceams, and boy did eddie wish he hadn't looked. admittedly, it wasn't anything too bad, but the slow grind of stans hips against bills own made eddies cheeks flush and his body go stiff. âm-maybe we should get goingâ eddie manages to choke out, gently tugging on richies arm.
âwoo go stan!â richie cheers, but heâs cut short by a more violent pull to his left arm, forcing him to turn around and follow eddie through the crowd that lays before them. he can hear the faint âsorryâsâ and âexcuse meâsâ of eddie, but all richie can focus on his how rigid eddie became when he saw stan and bill. it wasn't as though eddie hadn't seen it before or done it himself, so why did he react like that? richie settles on the fact that it must have been because itâs stan and bill, and not because it reminded eddie of that short, sparing moment that the two shared not long ago. it had been a mutual and unspoken agreement to never mention what had happened that night, but richie was starting to get tired of the prolonged silences and the quick, stolen glances that he new they both took when theyâre given the opportunity.
richie is too aware of when eddies hand leaves his arm and the coldness that takes its place, but he lets his arms swing casually by his side. eddie resorts to crossing his arms and scowling at richie when he doesn't take the same quick pace as him. âwould you please hurry up, richie?â
âmâsorry, eds. i'm trying to be as fast as i canâ
eddie stops to let richie catch up and impatiently taps his foot against the concrete beneath him, rubbing his hands against his arms in a weak attempt to battle off the chill of the night. âwhatever.â
richie slides off his jacket and places it around eddies shoulders with a quick shrug. âi'm a man. i don't feel the cold.â
âoh, and I'm not?â eddie questions, trying to fight off a small smile as he wraps the jacket tighter around his shoulders.
âyouâre my little manâ richie puts an arm around eddie and ruffles his hair
âugh stop being such a dickâ eddie brushes him off, getting out the keys to his car.Â
richie grins, âyou love it, princessâ, he winks and goes over to the other side of the car, opening the door and sliding into the seat. eddie decides to pretend to re-do his laces in a desperate attempt to buy himself some time until heâs able to beg his face to stop going pink.
eddie opens the car door and gets into the empty seat, letting richieâs jacket fall and settle round his waist. âput your damn seatbelt onâ eddie groans without giving richie a glace. the smaller boy gives out a satisfied âhmmâ at the click of richies seatbelt.
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the ride back to richieâs friends was slow and quiet, the only noise being the soft, comforting hum of the car radio and the sound of wind as richie gild his hands across the wind out of the window. âyou know i love you, right, eds?â richies voice broke the scilence between them
eddie lets out a cough and tightens his grip on the steering wheel âuh yeah, of course i do rich. i love you too.âÂ
âno i mean like, really, really love you.â he continued to play with the wind and focus his attention on the streetlights ahead of them
eddie stuttered and stole a quick glance at richie âw-what?â
âi know you remember.â
eddies face hardened âno, sorry. i don't.â
âyes you do eds.â richie sighed and sat up straight in his seat âplease don't pretend you don'tâ
âi don't, richie. weâre nearly here.â eddies knuckles were starting to go white.
âstop, eddieâ richie pleades desperately
âit was one time, richie.â
âit was more than once and you and i both know that very fucking well, edsâ
eddie stops the car abrubtly. âget out.â
âweâre not even on my street ye-â
âi said get out.âÂ
âplease, eddie don't do thisâ
eddie turns his head to richie, ârichie, please.â he closes his eyes and shuffles slightly in his seat, opening them again once a few seconds had passed.
richie didn't hesitate. richie didn't want to hesitate. not any more. heâd already done too much of that. at first richie was apprehensive - he wasn't sure if the other boy would respond. but when he felt the all too familiar pressure of eddies lips against his, he felt safe. eddies heart fluttered when richieâs fingers gently ran along his jaw, desperately making eddie want more. but he had more sense than that. surely he did?
eddie stopped and pulled away, lowering his head and hoping the dim, yellow glow of the streetlights would mask his glowing face.Â
âr-richie,â the smaller boy stuttered, a small frown on his face, âi-i cant. youâre drunk. you don't mean it. you always to shit like this when youâre drunkâÂ
eddie didnât know that richie wasnt drunk. he was tipsy, if anything. sure, he had the comforting warmth in his chest and the liquid courage in his stomach, but without that, the two boys wouldnât be where they are now. a few moments went by before richie spoke, âokay. fine. iâll wait.â a soft, cheeky smile spread across his face, âtomorrow, eds, yeah? iâll tell you tomorrow.â
eddie let him self smile, âokay, rich, tomorrow.â
richie opened his car door, hesitating once again. he looked over at eddie and put one more soft, sparing kiss on his lips, swiftly leaving and closing the door behind him, leaving a stunned eddie behind.
eddie shuffled in his seat and pulled out richies jacket from underneath him. he smiled at it fondly and wrapped it around him, looking over to see the time which was illuminated in red. â3:33amâ it read. âsounds aestheticâ eddie thought. and with that, he drove home, his mind full of thoughts of what could happen tomorrow.
#i'm writing this instead of revising daddy goole#sorry me#also as I wrote this I kinda realised that I don't think Richie would be one to get drunk#idk I just don't think he would cause of his mum n all that#but like we can all look past that#please#reddie#eddie kaspbrak#richie tozier
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are you going to post any more float yourself
Yep, soon! Once I've sorted out what I'm doing irl then I'll start! Again, if anyone has any suggestions on what they wanna see in it, send me an ask! â¤ď¸
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do you plan on posting bo soon?
I have a few bo requests that I need to complete, so yeah soon hopefully! N if you have any specific requests for whoever then definitely send me an ask đâ¤ď¸
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Is GFY completed?
Not yet, I plan on making one or two more chapters!
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Please please please write more Bo Burnham stuff!!!! Love your writing â¤ď¸
anon i love you!!
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I love your blog so much â¤ď¸
ohmygosh thank you!!!! youâre too sweet!!!
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Any bo stuff in the works?
I have 5 Bo requests currently!
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part 5 of float urself! heres an idea: murphy gets mad at her, stops talking to her, making her actually realize her wrist was right
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HOLY MOLY OH MY SHIT IM OBSESSED WITH GO FLOAT YOURSELF. PLEASE NVR STOP TAGGING ME â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
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âgo float yourselfâ // JOHN MURPHY (4/?)
request: you already know it stop kidding yo self - @reading-vs-reality
warnings: sum steamy scenes as you all wanted kiddoâs
tags: @elizakomskaikru @woahmal @cracraforfandoms @helpfulchicken
A/N: thank you all so much again for all your suggestions! (all gifs found on google!) I know the radio stories not vv believable but I wanted music and I had no idea how to do it so I just made it up :â)
reader wearing murphys jacket
teasing
bonfire
jealous murph
don't look at me, this is not my fault
you shiver slightly and lean closer to the raging bonfire which was burning in front of you. your eyebrows furrow as you notice the tip of a pointy stick poking out of the top of the fire. then another. and another. it dawns on you that those are your sticks. the sticks you put your blood, sweat and tears into sharpening. you let out an annoyed sound and turn your back to the fire, wrapping murphyâs jacket closer around you. murphy didn't know you had his jacket, but youâre sure he wouldn't mind. hopefully.
âhey soulie,â the cheerful voice of murphy comes from your left
âstop,â you groan, turning so youâre facing him
âstop what? wait is that my jacket?âÂ
âyeah.â you tit your head slightly
âyou do understand how cold I am, right?â
âsure,â you mumble, your eyes gazing up at the red toned sunset above. the skyâs your favourite thing about earth. back up in the ark, you never saw the sun set, creating magical blurs of colours at night. or in the morning, which was your favourite time to sit outside your tent and watch.Â
âwhatever,â his eyes look you up and down âit looks better on you anyway.â he smirks. you roll your eyes and kick the dirt beneath you. âyou want a drink?â
you nod, âyeah, pleaseâ and with that, he walks away. youâre glad to have a moment to yourself, but itâs short lived. a pair of arms wrap around you from behind and you squeal, taken aback.
âitâs just me,â oscar grins down at you, letting go of you. you and oscar knew each other in the ark. small smiles and short conversations were as much as you exchanged, but now, on earth, you were much closer. you talked a lot more as you always seemed to be on the same job as him, and you had to admit, he wasn't bad company. oscar was a laugh.
âjesus fucking christ oscar stop doing thatâ you chuckle, putting a hand to your chest, feeling the startled beat of your heart. he looks over at both your empty hands and raises an eyebrow
âhave my drink, we cant have you going around empty handed, can we?â
âoh no itâs cool, someones getting me oneâ you decline his offer with a small smile
âwell at least come and dance with me?â finn had found a radio in one of the bunkers not far from our camp when the acid fog came. raven was able to fix it slightly so you could hear music. admittedly, somethingâs wrong with it so it keeps on playing the same five songs on repeat, but they weren't bad. at least it was something to entertain yourself with.
âsureâ you shrug, deciding you needed some fun. you let him take your hand and lead you to where a small dance floor was forming. you laugh at oscarâs weird dance moves but join in gleefully. he takes your hand and starts spinning you around, chuckling when you fall into his chest. you stand up and blush at your clumsiness, but jump back when someone pushes him. hard.
âdude what the fuck?â oscar regains his balance and pushes the boy back. that's when you realise who the boy is. murphy.
âfucks sake murphyâ you groan under your breath. you don't have time to process whatâs happening before you hear groans and see oscar wiping blood off his face. you know you should stop it but you cant. you cant move.
you hear murphy hiss in pain and that's enough to snap you back to reality.
âmurphy stop!â you run over to him grab his arm, pulling him away, giving oscar an âiâm sorryâ look as you leave. you keep pulling murphy until youâre far away from the bonfire, but youâre still able to hear the faint pumping of the music. thereâs a lantern hanging from a tree next to you. it provides just enough light to see the annoyed look plastered on murphyâs face.
âwhat the fuck was that?âÂ
he doesn't answer, he just looks down at you
âwell? you just fucking punched himâ
âyouâre mine.â
you stare up at him in disbelief. âhow dar-â you don't get to finish your sentence before he pushes you back into the tree behind you. one hand tilitng your head up while the other leans against the tree, trapping you beneath him.
âyouâre mine. i don't give a shit what oscar says. or bellamy. youâre mine.â your breath gets caught in your throat and you nod, not knowing what else to do.Â
his head moves closer to yours, so close that your lips graze against each others and you indistinctivly close your eyes. you move your body closer to his but he forcefully pushes you back against the tree. ânoâ he whispers.
you whimper and bring your hands up to murphyâs hair, opening your eyes to look at him. âdo yourself a favour, Y/N,â he whispers across your lips, his fingers lightly tracing your jaw, ânever do that again. got it?â
it takes you a moment to catch up with whatâs happening. but you nod eagerly, just wanting him to kiss you.
he lets out a low chuckle, obviously knowing what heâs doing to you. and thatâs when he does it, gently pressing his lips to yours. your hands pull slightly at his hair in a desperate need to pull him closer to you. but he pulls away, leaving you breathless.Â
âthatâs payback, princessâ and with that, he walks away, leaving you, breathless, behind him.
#john murphy#john murphy imagine#john murphy oneshot#john murphy x reader#murphy imagine#murphy x reader#murphy oneshot#the 100#the 100 imagine
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