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Overland, Natalie Eilbert

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THE UFC IS TOO EROTIC

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Hannibal S2E13 Mizumono | S3E04 Aperitivo

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Interview with the Vampire | 2.05

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the need for relationship is the first need. not necessarily sexual, unless you mean in the freudian sense. not even firm—the relationship i need is not the kind you need. yet to feel held, mothered. the urge for urge, or the need prior to needing. sometimes this need is a reiteration of a uterine safety and sometimes it’s seeing someone near an elevator and knowing right then how you and he end. it is the same need—for your head on someone’s thigh, or vice versa. and it’s the earliest need—see heaven’s first question in eden

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18, 31, 40 :)

18 - who’s the first person you can think of?

my current best friend probably. that's liable to change though.

31 - least favorite clothing style that is currently popular

any of the shein/temu/aliexpress Y2K/90s/etc. stuff - it's so disingenuous. the same applies to any sort of boho shein stuff. i think in those two cases, building a wardrobe and not relying on fast fashion is what makes me dislike it the most. also i just see the stereotypical 90s stuff everywhere.

40 - what's the most interesting item you own?

i have three that i immediately think of. the eagle feathers my grandfather gave me (interesting because they're ~100 years old), drawings that an old lady with dementia made of my dog (titled rat dog) + drawings of hat ideas, or the painting i have framed of a woman's face inside of a black eyed susan (which is also the title).

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get me out of this god damn loop

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there’s something about the sight of steps leading down into the water. it feels like the ocean telling me to come home

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Hannibal (2013-2015)

2x01 - “Kaiseki”

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‘Fleeted Happenings’ by Andrew Lyman

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Hannibal (2013-2015)

1x09 || 2x12

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Cimbicid sawfly larva (Trichiosoma triangulum). Port Alberni, Vancouver Island, British Columbia, Canada. (Copyright © Libby & Rick Avis).

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job is MILKING ME (training 2 people before i leave)

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Hannibal S3E06 Dolce