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Nct As Frank Ocean Songs

Taeyong: “My guy pretty like a girl” Chanel, (2017)

Taeil: “Forrest Gump you run my mind boy, Running on my mind boy” Forrest Gump, (2012)

Johnny: “Close my eyes and fall into you” Pink Matter, (2014)

Yuta: “If you could see my thoughts you would see our faces” Ivy, (2016)

Kun: “I think I started somethin’, I got what I wanted” Novacane, (2011)

Doyoung: “Since you think I don’t love you, I just thought you were cute, That’s why I kiss you” Thinkin Bout You, (2012)

Ten: “And tonight I’ll hold you close, close enough to bruise Hope a garden grows where we dance this afternoon” Wither, (2016)

Jaehyun: “I care for you still and I will forever That was my part of the deal, honest” White Ferrari, (2016)

WinWin: “I will always love you how I do” Godspeed, (2016)

Jungwoo: “Somewhere in your nights you’re stuck when you think of me” Lens, (2017)

Lucas: “I’ll be the boyfriend in your wet dreams tonight” Self Control, (2016)

Mark: “Just like me, they long to be close to you” Close To You, (2016)

Xiaojun: “We know you’re sugar We know you’re sweet like a sucka” Pretty Sweet, (2016)

Hendery: “Tonight I might change my life, all for you” Provider, (2017)

Renjun: “Wherever you’re goin’, I’m goin’ that way Two drifters off to see the world There’s such a crazy world to see” Mooriver, (2018)

Jeno: “All my night, been ready for you all my night Been waiting on you all my night All my life, you’ve been missing all my night” Nights, (2016)

Haechan: “You showed me love Glory from above Good Glory, dear it’s all downhill from here” Pink + White, (2016)

Jaemin: “He don’t care for me But he cares for me And that’s good enough” Nikes, (2016)

YangYang: “I know you don’t need me right now And to you it’s just a late night out” Good Guy, (2016)

Chenle: “The maids come around too much Parents ain’t around enough” Super Rich Kids, (2012)

Jisung: “The sunshine always kept you warm So why see the world, when you got the beach” Sweet Life, (2012)

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cherry pt. 1

pairing: taehyung x reader (feat. jungkook)

genre: ex taehyung(?), angst

warnings: none

word count: 515

summary: you are taehyungs ex high school sweetheart and years later you start dating one of his bestfriends jungkook, at first taehyung had no problem with it but soon he starts to realize how much he misses you and cant help but to think about past memories he made with you. who will y/n choose?

[January 16 2020, Present Day]

tae stood in the kitchen with an annoyed look as you sat with jungkook on the couch with his head in your lap. “baby lets go to the room im tired” you told jungkook. tae felt his heart drop, he hated that you called him the name you use to call him. he knows he shouldn’t be mad cause when jungkook asked for permission to ask you out tae said it was okay, plus tae and you dated in highschool (all 4 years of highschool) but you guys had both grown up since then. “goodnight” you said to tae with a small smile before walking to the room with jungkook. tae didnt have time to say it back before the door shut. he stood there thinking about how it use to feel to fall asleep and wake up next to you, he remembers the feeling of joy he’d feel when youd lay your head on his chest. he knew you were happy with jungkook, he knew that you guys meant the world to eachother but is it selfish that he hated how happy the 2 of you were? tae didnt let himself think about it to much before he started walking to his room. he closed the door quietly before removing the coat he had been wearing all day to put on more comfortable clothes, but before he did so he stared at himself in the full length mirror in the corner of his room, he stared at his outfit and noticed how he still dresses the way you suggested. he was always so scared to be himself in highschool, he would always wear the basic clothing that was in at the time. one night he had told you of his love for fashion and clothing and the next morning you took him shopping with your dads credit card and got him all the clothes that made him feel more like himself. he smiled at the memory and remembered you running around the store throwing super expensive coats and berets in his arms. like before he brushed off the thought of you before changing and climbing into bed. sometimes he wishes he wouldve told jungkook that it wasnt okay that he still loved you but at the time he really didnt still have feelings for you, but as soon as you started hanging around more he remembered all the reasons why he was so in love with you in the first place. taes thoughts were disrupted by the quiet moans that he heard through the walls. he let anger take over his body as he heard you moan jungkooks name loud enough for him to hear it. he pulled out his airpods and shoved them in his ears, pressing play on the first song that showed up on his phone. “maybe one day ill tell her im sorry and that i miss her” he thought to himself, knowing he could never do that to jungkook. he closed his eyes and let himself fall into a deep sleep hoping you wouldn’t show up in his dreams.

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cherry pt. 1

pairing: taehyung x reader (feat. jungkook)

genre: ex taehyung(?), angst

warnings: none

word count: 515

summary: you are taehyungs ex high school sweetheart and years later you start dating one of his bestfriends jungkook, at first taehyung had no problem with it but soon he starts to realize how much he misses you and cant help but to think about past memories he made with you. who will y/n choose?

[January 16 2020, Present Day]

tae stood in the kitchen with an annoyed look as you sat with jungkook on the couch with his head in your lap. “baby lets go to the room im tired” you told jungkook. tae felt his heart drop, he hated that you called him the name you use to call him. he knows he shouldn’t be mad cause when jungkook asked for permission to ask you out tae said it was okay, plus tae and you dated in highschool (all 4 years of highschool) but you guys had both grown up since then. “goodnight” you said to tae with a small smile before walking to the room with jungkook. tae didnt have time to say it back before the door shut. he stood there thinking about how it use to feel to fall asleep and wake up next to you, he remembers the feeling of joy he’d feel when youd lay your head on his chest. he knew you were happy with jungkook, he knew that you guys meant the world to eachother but is it selfish that he hated how happy the 2 of you were? tae didnt let himself think about it to much before he started walking to his room. he closed the door quietly before removing the coat he had been wearing all day to put on more comfortable clothes, but before he did so he stared at himself in the full length mirror in the corner of his room, he stared at his outfit and noticed how he still dresses the way you suggested. he was always so scared to be himself in highschool, he would always wear the basic clothing that was in at the time. one night he had told you of his love for fashion and clothing and the next morning you took him shopping with your dads credit card and got him all the clothes that made him feel more like himself. he smiled at the memory and remembered you running around the store throwing super expensive coats and berets in his arms. like before he brushed off the thought of you before changing and climbing into bed. sometimes he wishes he wouldve told jungkook that it wasnt okay that he still loved you but at the time he really didnt still have feelings for you, but as soon as you started hanging around more he remembered all the reasons why he was so in love with you in the first place. taes thoughts were disrupted by the quiet moans that he heard through the walls. he let anger take over his body as he heard you moan jungkooks name loud enough for him to hear it. he pulled out his airpods and shoved them in his ears, pressing play on the first song that showed up on his phone. “maybe one day ill tell her im sorry and that i miss her” he thought to himself, knowing he could never do that to jungkook. he closed his eyes and let himself fall into a deep sleep hoping you wouldn’t show up in his dreams.

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cherry pt. 1

pairing: taehyung x reader (feat. jungkook)

genre: ex taehyung(?), angst

warnings: none

word count: 515

summary: you are taehyungs ex high school sweetheart and years later you start dating one of his bestfriends jungkook, at first taehyung had no problem with it but soon he starts to realize how much he misses you and cant help but to think about past memories he made with you. who will y/n choose?

[January 16 2020, Present Day]

tae stood in the kitchen with an annoyed look as you sat with jungkook on the couch with his head in your lap. “baby lets go to the room im tired” you told jungkook. tae felt his heart drop, he hated that you called him the name you use to call him. he knows he shouldn’t be mad cause when jungkook asked for permission to ask you out tae said it was okay, plus tae and you dated in highschool (all 4 years of highschool) but you guys had both grown up since then. “goodnight” you said to tae with a small smile before walking to the room with jungkook. tae didnt have time to say it back before the door shut. he stood there thinking about how it use to feel to fall asleep and wake up next to you, he remembers the feeling of joy he’d feel when youd lay your head on his chest. he knew you were happy with jungkook, he knew that you guys meant the world to eachother but is it selfish that he hated how happy the 2 of you were? tae didnt let himself think about it to much before he started walking to his room. he closed the door quietly before removing the coat he had been wearing all day to put on more comfortable clothes, but before he did so he stared at himself in the full length mirror in the corner of his room, he stared at his outfit and noticed how he still dresses the way you suggested. he was always so scared to be himself in highschool, he would always wear the basic clothing that was in at the time. one night he had told you of his love for fashion and clothing and the next morning you took him shopping with your dads credit card and got him all the clothes that made him feel more like himself. he smiled at the memory and remembered you running around the store throwing super expensive coats and berets in his arms. like before he brushed off the thought of you before changing and climbing into bed. sometimes he wishes he wouldve told jungkook that it wasnt okay that he still loved you but at the time he really didnt still have feelings for you, but as soon as you started hanging around more he remembered all the reasons why he was so in love with you in the first place. taes thoughts were disrupted by the quiet moans that he heard through the walls. he let anger take over his body as he heard you moan jungkooks name loud enough for him to hear it. he pulled out his airpods and shoved them in his ears, pressing play on the first song that showed up on his phone. “maybe one day ill tell her im sorry and that i miss her” he thought to himself, knowing he could never do that to jungkook. he closed his eyes and let himself fall into a deep sleep hoping you wouldn’t show up in his dreams.

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Let The Sun In

pairing: jungkook x reader

genre: fluff

word count: 333

song rec: let the sun in//wallows

“Do you ever feel scared this won’t work?” You asked Jungkook all of a sudden as you two laid in the tree house in his backyard. Your head laid on his chest and as soon as those words left your mouth you heard his heartbeat speed up. “What do you mean?” He asked as you sat up and crossed your legs causing him to sit up in front of you. “Like are you ever scared that me and you won’t work out?” you asked as you grabbed his hand and started tracing patterns in his palm so you could avoid eye contact. “What makes you ask that?” he asked staring at you. “I’m always scared that it won’t, I’m scared my insecurities might get in the way or that you’ll leave me like everyone else has.” he didn’t know what to say. He let the silence fill the small area before opening his mouth to speak. “I’m not gonna go anywhere and your insecurities could never get in the way.” He said putting his hand under your chin and bringing your face up so he could see it. “I love you, I’m not gonna hurt you like other people have.” He finished, he had the most genuine look in his eyes. “So you don’t get scared this won’t work out?” You asked one more time, he gave you a soft smile. “Never” he said pressing a kiss to your forehead. “I actually see this working out for a long time” you smiled after he said that. “You’re the best person I’ve ever met” you said kissing his lips softly. “Not to brag but I am pretty great arent i?” He said rolling his eyes, you giggled at his response playfully hitting his arm. “I love you” you said wrapping your arms around his neck. “Not as much as I love you y/n” you felt you heart melt at his words, you could never explain how lucky you were to have him.

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NCT 127 AS THINGS MY GC SAY/DO

Taeil: I’m back bitches bet you thought that I would never come back but I’m back

Johnny: I’m not Mexican but I’m enjoying these jokes so much

Taeyong: I came here to have a good time now I feel attacked

Yuta: *sends a picture of an nct lightstick filled with weed* that lightstick louder than Jungwoo when he talks

Doyoung: They always say yeehaw never haw are yee😔

Winwin: *points camera at yuta photocard* this is one of my other husbands

Jaehyun: *sees picture of Taeyong holding a dog* I really see no difference

Jungwoo: I’m not quiet you guys just don’t ever shut up

Mark: you guys are texting like we’re not all in the same timezone

Haechan: *flips hair* if you guys don’t like Mark don’t talk to me

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Dream Boat

Pairing: Jaehyun X Reader

Genre: College!au, Angst, Fluff

Warnings: Smut, Smoking, Drinking

Word Count: 2,117

Song Rec: Valentine’s Curse//Banes World

You laid on a small patch of grass in the front yard of nct’s frat house. You hated parties but your bestfriend Yuta insisted you’d come to this one (even though he left you alone the second you walked in the door.) After being inside the house that was filled with the smell of weed and alcohol for to long you decided that laying here was your best bet. “Why are you out here?” Someone asked causing you to sit up quicker than you should’ve. He let out a laugh before speaking again. “Sorry I didn’t mean to scare you! You are Yuta’s friend yeah?” You nodded as you pulled a leaf out of you hair, regretting ever laying down In the grass. “I’m Jaehyun” he said, putting a cigarette in his mouth. “I know Yuta talks about you a lot” you finally spoke. He smiled and walked over to you. He sat down beside you and lit his cigarette. You looked over at him and noticed how beautiful he looked in the dim lighting. Either you were second hand high or you really had never noticed how beautiful Jaehyun is. “Anyway why are you out here?” You shrugged at his question. “Too loud in there I guess…i don’t know? Parties aren’t my thing Yuta dragged me here and just kinda left” You said with a hint of annoyance. “Well if you ever need someone to hang out with I’m here, maybe we can hang out sometimes you know?” He suggested. Yuta always spoke so highly of Jaehyun, he was a top student, he wasn’t like the rest of the guys who’d sleep around, but most of all Yuta explained how he didn’t even pay attention to girls so what was he doing asking you to hang out? “Sure” you replied with a smile. “Well how about now?” He said standing up and putting out his hand to help you get up. You took his hand and laughed “what are we suppose to do right now it’s almost 3 in the morning” “We will figure it out y/n” he said giving you another smile before grabbing your wrist to lead you inside the house. (The Next Day) “You did what?!” Yuta asked a little to loudly as you guys sat at a small cafe. You instantly put your hand over his mouth. “Shut Up” you whisper yelled. You had just told Yuta that yours and Jaehyuns “innocent” hanging out time somehow turned into Jaehyuns head buried between your thighs. “You didn’t even have sex?” He asked when you removed your hand from his mouth. You shook your head trying not to look him in the eyes. Yuta sighed “y/n don’t do what I think you’re gonna do” you looked at him confused but knew exactly what he was talking about. Whenever you felt yourself growing close to someone or liking someone you pushed them away because you were to scared to be hurt but also to scared to be alone. “He texted me last night” you spoke ignoring his previous statement. “You should hang out with him again. He’s a good guy!” And you believed Yuta but for some reason you still felt scared. (2 nights later) It was movie night at the frat house and instead of Yuta making you come Jaehyun had asked you too. The living room was filled with people and you sat on a couch with Jaehyun. “Are you cold?” He asked but before you could answer he pulled the blanket over the two of you. “Thanks” you spoke shyly and he nodded with a smile. Yuta smiled at the two of you as he sat with Taeyong and Mark on the floor. The lights turned off and the movie started, you felt Jaehyun rest his head on your shoulder and his hand on your thigh. “Is this okay?” He spoked quietly and all you could do was nod trying to hide the fact that you were nervous. You had talked to him for the past two nights and it was obvious that you had a crush on him by now. You don’t know how it happened but somewhere in between him eating you out like there was no tomorrow and hearing him talk to you on the phone about the things he loved, made you like him. Your train of thought was stopped by him moving his head from your shoulder and moving his hand closer to where you needed him most. He moved your shorts to the side before slipping a finger into your heat. You put your head on his shoulder and hid you face in the crook of his neck as he moved his finger in and out of you under the blanket. “If you want me to stop say the word and I will, beautiful” he turned to whisper to you and you shook your head, he chucked and kissed the top of you head before moving his hand faster. He turned his head to the movie as he brought his thumb to your clit. You tried your hardest not to make any noise as you felt yourself get closer to your high, and before you knew it you were cumming around his fingers. You let out a muffled moan into his neck “shhh baby” he whispered before slowly removing his fingers from you. “You did so well for me” he brought his hand to his mouth and licked his fingers clean. You moved your head and saw him smiling at you causing you to do the same. (2 months later) “But why not” Jaehyun asked as he laid on your small bed that was placed in your dorm room. “I don’t know I just never liked it” You said as you continued to brush your hair. “Well no girlfriend of mine is not gonna like pineapple on pizza” you felt your heart drop at the word he used. He never asked you to be his girlfriend but you liked how it sounded when he said it, even though this was the first time. “I’m ordering pizza now with extra pineapple” he grabbed his phone and dialed the number for the pizza place. You sat down on the bed next to him and watched him, it’s crazy to think that someone could look so beautiful while doing absolutely nothing. “It’ll be here soon” he turned to look at you and laughed as he noticed you staring. “Is there something on my face” he asked and you didn’t answer you just leaned in and kissed him. “I like you so much” you said pulling away. “I like you too y/n” he dragged his thumb across your cheek. You felt content but you knew that this was a bad sign, cause now he knew you liked him. You prayed silently that you wouldn’t start to push him away but most importantly that he wouldn’t leave. (1 week later) Maybe not all prayers get answered cause for some reason after that day you felt yourself distancing yourself from Jaehyun. You stopped calling him, you stopped texting back as much and you tried to avoid being around him. Cause for some reason telling him you liked him made you feel like he would use it to his advantage even though deep inside you knew that wasn’t true. “Call him” Yuta said as if he read your thoughts. You stood quiet as you sat down on the chair in yutas room. “Fine don’t answer but don’t you think it’s childish to avoid him like this? I mean you’re only here right now cause he’s not. Y/N he likes you so much why don’t you get that” You still didn’t talk instead you stood up. “I’m going to the bathroom” you said walking out of the room. You thought about how much you liked Jaehyun and you asked yourself why you were doing this. You brushed the thoughts aside as you opened the bathroom door but to your surprise you were met with Jaehyun brushing his teeth. He looked at you with hopeful eyes but all you could do was try to shut the door. “Please talk to me” he said grabbing the door to stop it from closing. “Nothing to talk about” you said trying to shut it again. “Bullshit y/n!” He never raised his voice. “Why are you acting like this? Why are you acting like I don’t exist.” He sounded hurt and you hated it but you couldn’t let your guard down. “Because…I don’t want you to hurt me okay? I don’t want you to leave. I’m scared cause I like you.” He looked at you speak words that broke his heart. “Y/n I wouldn’t do that to yo-“ “don’t say that okay? You can’t promise those things” was all you said. “I can’t do this anymore Jaehyun I’m sorry” you wiped the tears falling from your eyes before running out the door. (3 days later) Your room was dark as you laid on the bed with the same frank ocean album you’ve had on repeat for days now. You felt tired and heartbroken. You wish liking Jaehyun wasn’t so hard for you, but maybe it was deeper than that, maybe you loved him. You jumped at the sound of someone knocking on the door. You mumbled a come in before Yuta walked in with a disappointed look. “Get up” he said pulling the cover off of you. “Come on you’re going to a party” you didn’t reply you just brought the blanket back to your face. “Go away” he was quick to pull the blanket off again. “You have 10 minutes hurry up” you weren’t in the mood to argue anymore so you groaned and got up. You got ready, not bothering to impress anyone. You put on a hoodie and some shorts before walking out the door with yuta. “No make up?” He asked and you felt self conscious. “Do I look that bad” you asked weakly, he put his arm over your shoulder and shook his head. “No you’re beautiful as always” you gave him a small smile and continued to walk to the house. (Later That night) It had been 2 hours since the party started and surprisingly no sign of Jaehyun. Not that you cared or anything but still. You grabbed another beer before walking outside to the front yard. Even though this party wasn’t as lame as the other ones you still wanted time alone. You walked to your spot on the grass and laid back, you looked at the stars and thought about how they weren’t as bright as the twinkle in Jaehyuns eyes when he smiled. You felt tears form in your eyes at the thought of him, you let a good thing go and now you had to live with it. “Why are you out here” you heard a familiar voice say. You sat up wiping your eyes. This time around Jaehyun didn’t hesitate to sit next to you. “Hey” you mumbled as he sat down. “Hi” he replied. It was quiet cause both of you were to scared to speak. “I’m sorry” you finally said. “I know” you looked at him and rolled your eyes as he let out a slight chuckle. “Listen okay, I’m not gonna hurt you. I’m not gonna leave because y/n I love you. I know it’s hard to believe, but I’ve loved you since Yuta brought you here the first time and it took all the courage for me to talk to you that night. I just-“ he stopped himself and looked you in your eyes. “I just love you” and this time you felt your heart beat and flowers bloom in your stomach. He looked at you concerned noticing the tears on your face. He was quick to pull you closer and wipe your eyes. “I love you too” you said looking at him, trying to sound as sincere as possible cause you meant it with your whole soul. He smiled and kissed you “now don’t leave me again! I was so sad I cried to yuta every night” you laughed at his words as he stood up. “So wanna hang out” he asked letting his hand out to you. “You are so corny” you laughed before taking his hand. “But yes, what are we suppose to do right now?” You played along and he smirked. “I can eat you out in my room” you hit his arm playfully. He laughed and pulled you into his arms. “I love you y/n” you smiled into his chest. “I love you Jaehyun” you replied, now knowing that if you had Jaehyun you’d never be hurt or alone.

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HEAVEN

pairing: taehyung x reader

genre: fluff, college au

warnings: mentions of drugs

word count: 453

song rec: how//clairo

Taehyung never knew what falling in love felt like till he met you, he didn’t know he could care about and love someone as much as he cared about and loved you. Every moment he spent with you was heaven. You sat next to him on the twin size mattress in his room that he shared with his roommate jungkook. You had your back rested on the headboard and tae had his head rested on your lap. Jungkook had invited some of his friends to his dorm so the small room was filled with the smell of weed and soft music that was barely audible over the rest of the boys talking. “Y/N” Tae mumbled as he shifted his head so he was looking up at you. You gave a hum in response before looking down at him. “I love you” he spoke softly and you couldn’t help but smile at the small gesture. “I love you” you said leaning down leaving a gentle kiss on his forehead. “Let’s get out of here” jungkook said standing to his feet causing the rest of the boys to follow. “Are you guys coming?” He asked looking over at you and tae before tae shook his head. Jungkook shrugged in response before heading out the door with everyone else. Tae lifted up his head and stood up to plug in the colorful Christmas lights that he had hung up lazily around the room and turned off the brighter one, he then walked back over to the bed and comfortably got under the blankets causing you to do the same. You guys laid face to face and he wrapped an arm around your waist, the silence was comfortable and the music that played was now heard clearly. “Do you think we are gonna be together forever” he suddenly asked, looking into your eyes and moving a strand of hair from your face. “I hope so” you mumbled. “Me too” he said back. “I didn’t expect to come to college and find a love I’d hope would last a life time but once I saw you walk into class that one day I knew I might’ve found the one and now I’m sure of it” he confessed. You didn’t know where the softness came from, maybe it was the second hand high he had from the weed the other boys had smoked but you didn’t think much into it cause you always enjoyed moments like this. He didn’t want you to say anything back he just wanted you to know that you were the one for him and he was content with the smile and kiss you gave him afterwards. “you’re heaven y/n” he mumbled into the kiss making your heart melt.

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HEAVEN

pairing: taehyung x reader

genre: fluff, college au

warnings: mentions of drugs

word count: 453

song rec: how//clairo

Taehyung never knew what falling in love felt like till he met you, he didn’t know he could care about and love someone as much as he cared about and loved you. Every moment he spent with you was heaven. You sat next to him on the twin size mattress in his room that he shared with his roommate jungkook. You had your back rested on the headboard and tae had his head rested on your lap. Jungkook had invited some of his friends to his dorm so the small room was filled with the smell of weed and soft music that was barely audible over the rest of the boys talking. “Y/N” Tae mumbled as he shifted his head so he was looking up at you. You gave a hum in response before looking down at him. “I love you” he spoke softly and you couldn’t help but smile at the small gesture. “I love you” you said leaning down leaving a gentle kiss on his forehead. “Let’s get out of here” jungkook said standing to his feet causing the rest of the boys to follow. “Are you guys coming?” He asked looking over at you and tae before tae shook his head. Jungkook shrugged in response before heading out the door with everyone else. Tae lifted up his head and stood up to plug in the colorful Christmas lights that he had hung up lazily around the room and turned off the brighter one, he then walked back over to the bed and comfortably got under the blankets causing you to do the same. You guys laid face to face and he wrapped an arm around your waist, the silence was comfortable and the music that played was now heard clearly. “Do you think we are gonna be together forever” he suddenly asked, looking into your eyes and moving a strand of hair from your face. “I hope so” you mumbled. “Me too” he said back. “I didn’t expect to come to college and find a love I’d hope would last a life time but once I saw you walk into class that one day I knew I might’ve found the one and now I’m sure of it” he confessed. You didn’t know where the softness came from, maybe it was the second hand high he had from the weed the other boys had smoked but you didn’t think much into it cause you always enjoyed moments like this. He didn’t want you to say anything back he just wanted you to know that you were the one for him and he was content with the smile and kiss you gave him afterwards. “you’re heaven y/n” he mumbled into the kiss making your heart melt.

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HEAVEN

pairing: taehyung x reader

genre: fluff, college au

warnings: mentions of drugs

word count: 453

song rec: how//clairo

Taehyung never knew what falling in love felt like till he met you, he didn’t know he could care about and love someone as much as he cared about and loved you. Every moment he spent with you was heaven. You sat next to him on the twin size mattress in his room that he shared with his roommate jungkook. You had your back rested on the headboard and tae had his head rested on your lap. Jungkook had invited some of his friends to his dorm so the small room was filled with the smell of weed and soft music that was barely audible over the rest of the boys talking. “Y/N” Tae mumbled as he shifted his head so he was looking up at you. You gave a hum in response before looking down at him. “I love you” he spoke softly and you couldn’t help but smile at the small gesture. “I love you” you said leaning down leaving a gentle kiss on his forehead. “Let’s get out of here” jungkook said standing to his feet causing the rest of the boys to follow. “Are you guys coming?” He asked looking over at you and tae before tae shook his head. Jungkook shrugged in response before heading out the door with everyone else. Tae lifted up his head and stood up to plug in the colorful Christmas lights that he had hung up lazily around the room and turned off the brighter one, he then walked back over to the bed and comfortably got under the blankets causing you to do the same. You guys laid face to face and he wrapped an arm around your waist, the silence was comfortable and the music that played was now heard clearly. “Do you think we are gonna be together forever” he suddenly asked, looking into your eyes and moving a strand of hair from your face. “I hope so” you mumbled. “Me too” he said back. “I didn’t expect to come to college and find a love I’d hope would last a life time but once I saw you walk into class that one day I knew I might’ve found the one and now I’m sure of it” he confessed. You didn’t know where the softness came from, maybe it was the second hand high he had from the weed the other boys had smoked but you didn’t think much into it cause you always enjoyed moments like this. He didn’t want you to say anything back he just wanted you to know that you were the one for him and he was content with the smile and kiss you gave him afterwards. “you’re heaven y/n” he mumbled into the kiss making your heart melt.

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Remember When

pairing: jungkook x reader

genre: angst, fluff (?)

warnings: mentions of sex (but not really)

word count: 747

jungkook stood in front of the gate at the public pool staring at it for a little to long before deciding to jump over it, it was the middle of winter and almost 2 in the morning, obviously to cold to swim but sometimes he went there to think. Once he was over the gate he walked over to one of the tables that were set up and sat down, the thought of someone coming to kick him out were completely pushed aside cause he knew no one was ever around during this time of year. He stared at the pool that was lit up and smiled to himself thinking about the time he had brought you here to swim in the middle of the night, that was the first time you guys had gone further than kissing, he remembers every sound that left your mouth and the small “I love you” you mumbled once you two had finished, he didn’t say it back that night due to the guards coming to kick you out. You guys had ran all the way to your house the same night, he remembered all the small decorations you had hanging up on the walls, how every inch of the room smelled just like the perfume you always wore. that night you stood up all night telling him secrets that you had never told anyone, at one point you allowed yourself to cry in front of him, he wrapped his arm around your waist and kissed the top of your head reminding you that it’s okay before saying “I love you” and you believed him cause he said it like he had never told anyone those 3 words before. Jungkook hated coming to the pool cause he knew he would think about you but some nights thats what he needed. He tried to never think about the night you decided to leave, but sometimes when he does he thinks about the look on your face as you let tears stream down your cheeks. He remembers you looking him straight in the eye and saying “I can’t do this anymore, I love you but I’m so tired of this” he wanted to fight back he wanted to beg you to stay but he didn’t have time cause before he knew it you were gone. It wasn’t his fault and it wasn’t yours, at some point things got really bad between the two of you, a day wouldn’t pass by without the two of you yelling at eachother or fighting over something that could easily be fixed. That was almost 4 months ago and he still found himself thinking about you everyday. His thoughts were stoped by the sound of someone else jumping over the gate. “Great” he said to himself before rolling his eyes assuming it was a group of kids his age. He got up deciding it was time for him to leave but when he turned around he saw you standing there looking as shocked as he felt. For a second he thought it was his mind playing tricks on him but when you opened your mouth to speak he knew it was real. “Hi” you said quietly “You still come here too?” You continued causing him to nod. “how are you?” You asked “I’ve been better” he replied honestly. “Me too” he wanted to wrap his arms around you and apologize but he didn’t have time cause before he knew it you had your arms wrapped around him. “I’m sorry Jungkook” you sounded so hurt, so vulnerable. “It’s okay” he said wrapping his arms around your waist. “I miss you” he noticed that you were crying but didn’t know what to do, this all felt new to him again. “I missed you so much more y/n” he left a kiss on the top of your head. “wake up” you said causing Jungkook to look confused. “What?” He asked you. “get up we have to go” he heard jimin say causing his eyes to open. “Let’s go hurry up” jimin said before walking out of the room. Jungkook groaned before turning to his side and feeling sad cause you weren’t there. “it was just a dream” he whispered to himself letting his eyes water a little bit. Maybe it’s for the best he thought to himself before getting up and starting his day, knowing that all he’ll have of you is the bitter sweet memories that will soon fade away.

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Remember When

pairing: jungkook x reader

genre: angst, fluff (?)

warnings: mentions of sex (but not really)

word count: 747

jungkook stood in front of the gate at the public pool staring at it for a little to long before deciding to jump over it, it was the middle of winter and almost 2 in the morning, obviously to cold to swim but sometimes he went there to think. Once he was over the gate he walked over to one of the tables that were set up and sat down, the thought of someone coming to kick him out were completely pushed aside cause he knew no one was ever around during this time of year. He stared at the pool that was lit up and smiled to himself thinking about the time he had brought you here to swim in the middle of the night, that was the first time you guys had gone further than kissing, he remembers every sound that left your mouth and the small “I love you” you mumbled once you two had finished, he didn’t say it back that night due to the guards coming to kick you out. You guys had ran all the way to your house the same night, he remembered all the small decorations you had hanging up on the walls, how every inch of the room smelled just like the perfume you always wore. that night you stood up all night telling him secrets that you had never told anyone, at one point you allowed yourself to cry in front of him, he wrapped his arm around your waist and kissed the top of your head reminding you that it’s okay before saying “I love you” and you believed him cause he said it like he had never told anyone those 3 words before. Jungkook hated coming to the pool cause he knew he would think about you but some nights thats what he needed. He tried to never think about the night you decided to leave, but sometimes when he does he thinks about the look on your face as you let tears stream down your cheeks. He remembers you looking him straight in the eye and saying “I can’t do this anymore, I love you but I’m so tired of this” he wanted to fight back he wanted to beg you to stay but he didn’t have time cause before he knew it you were gone. It wasn’t his fault and it wasn’t yours, at some point things got really bad between the two of you, a day wouldn’t pass by without the two of you yelling at eachother or fighting over something that could easily be fixed. That was almost 4 months ago and he still found himself thinking about you everyday. His thoughts were stoped by the sound of someone else jumping over the gate. “Great” he said to himself before rolling his eyes assuming it was a group of kids his age. He got up deciding it was time for him to leave but when he turned around he saw you standing there looking as shocked as he felt. For a second he thought it was his mind playing tricks on him but when you opened your mouth to speak he knew it was real. “Hi” you said quietly “You still come here too?” You continued causing him to nod. “how are you?” You asked “I’ve been better” he replied honestly. “Me too” he wanted to wrap his arms around you and apologize but he didn’t have time cause before he knew it you had your arms wrapped around him. “I’m sorry Jungkook” you sounded so hurt, so vulnerable. “It’s okay” he said wrapping his arms around your waist. “I miss you” he noticed that you were crying but didn’t know what to do, this all felt new to him again. “I missed you so much more y/n” he left a kiss on the top of your head. “wake up” you said causing Jungkook to look confused. “What?” He asked you. “get up we have to go” he heard jimin say causing his eyes to open. “Let’s go hurry up” jimin said before walking out of the room. Jungkook groaned before turning to his side and feeling sad cause you weren’t there. “it was just a dream” he whispered to himself letting his eyes water a little bit. Maybe it’s for the best he thought to himself before getting up and starting his day, knowing that all he’ll have of you is the bitter sweet memories that will soon fade away.

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pairing: Mark x Reader

genre: angst, fluff

warnings: mentions of sex (???)

word count: 735

song rec: sex//eden

Mark didn’t know when he first figured out he had caught feelings for you, he just remembers that one night after you two had slept together that he couldn’t sleep cause he couldn’t stop thinking about you. Now as you guys laid side by side staring at the ceiling he couldn’t stop thinking about how much he wanted to tell you because he was sick of running in circles with you, he was sick of the same routine. You two had just finished having sex and usually right after you would both fall asleep and you would be gone before he woke up the next morning. “what are you thinking about?” he asked you turning his face to the side to look at you. You stood silent for a while and only kept staring at the ceiling, finally you took in a deep breath and said the 9 words he didn’t wanna hear. “I really think this should be the last time” his heart felt heavy all of a sudden. “Why” he asked sitting up. “Because this means nothing” he couldn’t believe that you had said such a thing. How could this mean nothing if you’ve started meaning everything to him? He wasn’t sure what to say, so he looked at you and hoped you would show the slightest emotion to the words that had left your mouth but you didn’t, you didn’t have any kind of emotion you just continued to not look at him. “What if it means something to me?” and when he said that you finally looked at him. “don’t say things you don’t mean mark” you had started to get up to get your clothes back on. He watched you start putting your clothes on and felt stressed out by your lack of emotion. He couldn’t watch you leave so he got up and stood in front of you taking your face in his hands and kissing you passionately, hoping that you would realize that he meant what he said. He pulled away not letting go of your face. “Say It doesn’t mean anything and I’ll let you leave” you looked down not wanting to make direct eye contact with him. “It doesn’t mean anything mark” you lied, he let go your face and started to walk away. “You’re fucking lying” he said letting out a laugh. He turned around to look at you again “you know this means something! You know that every night you come over that you don’t want to leave the next morning! You leave before I wake up cause you know that if I was awake you would wanna stay in bed with me a little longer and not even in a sexual way-“ he stopped talking when he heard a sniffle come from you. You didn’t mean to cry but you couldn’t help it cause he was telling the trust. He didn’t know what to do so he went back to you and wrapped his arms around your figure and kissed the top of your head. “Y/n why can’t you admit that there’s feelings there” he asked you in a almost whisper. “I don’t want to get hurt okay?” you finally let out “why would you actually wanna be with me? we’re just having sex that’s not love” he knew what you meant cause why would you think it was anything more than sex if that’s all you two were doing. “Well maybe it can be more than sex” he said letting go of you and walking over to his closet. You were confused on what he was doing till he walked out fully dressed with his shoes on. “What are you doing” you asked as he grabbed another sweater for you to wear. “We are gonna go on a date” he said with a soft smile causing you to smile back. “maybe we can talk about ways to make this work” you said placing the sweater on. “Do you want this to work?” He asked hoping that this time you would be honest. “Yes I do” he smiled at your confession and pecked your lips. “Let’s go then y/n” he grabbed your hand before leading you out of his room. He didn’t know where this would go or if this would even end up the way he wanted but all he could do is be happy that you were willing to finally try.

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Coffee˚✧˳⁎˚✧

Pairing: Jaemin x Reader

Genre: Fluff, Angst

Word Count: 781

Warnings: None

Song Rec: coffee//beabadoobee

Jaemin sat alone in his room that was a little bit to cold with a cup of coffee in his hand, he looked out the window and stared at the fog that was built up on the window due to the cold winter air. He brought the mug to his lips and took a sip enjoying how the warm drink felt in his mouth. “Why are you drinking coffee so late?” Renjun asked walking into their shared room, jaemin shrugged not knowing why that was his choice of drink at 11 at night. “Is y/n coming tonight?” Renjun continued. “Hopefully” he replied. Jaemin thought about how he hadn’t seen you for a while, last time you had went over you had talked to him for hours about how you weren’t feeling alright lately and that you were gonna stay at your house for a bit till you felt okay to be around everyone again. Jaemin didn’t argue, he wanted you to be the best you that you could be, not for him but for you. “I promise I’ll be okay soon” you had told him before kissing his lips and walking out the door. The last few weeks had been filled with a couple of text messages and calls but never actually seeing eachother, But you had called this morning and told jaemin that you would be over later and he couldn’t help but smile to himself because he was so happy to see you. That was almost 15 hours ago and you still haven’t texted that you were on your way. Jaemins thoughts were pushed away when he heard a knock on the door of his room, he looked around not noticing that renjun had left the room and shut the door. He got up setting the mug on his desk and opened the door to see you, you were wearing a hoodie that was to big for you and your hair was in a bun so he was able to see your beautiful face. “Hi” you said quietly playing with the sleeves of your sweater looking down at the floor, he didn’t know what to say. “I’m sorry I didn’t call I was-“ jaemin didn’t let you finish as he pulled you into his arms and held you tightly. “I missed you” he said pulling you into his room and shutting the door but being sure not to let you go. You pulled back a little so you could see his face “I missed you too” you said kissing him, he kissed you back gently being sure not to be rough scared that if he did something wrong you might leave again. He pulled back and loosened his arms from around your waist. He looked into your eyes, they had looked more green that usual and it made him feel warm inside. “You taste like coffee” you said laughing, you let go of him and walked to the desk that he set the mug on. “You’re drinking coffee right now?” He took in a deep breath. “Renjun asked me the same thing I told him I didn’t know why but the truth is I’m drinking it cause I don’t wanna fall asleep just yet cause if I do you might not be here in the morning.” He said stuttering on the last few words. You felt your heart grow heavy “jaemin im not going anywhere I feel better now I’m here to stay.” You said walking over to him and taking his hand in yours. He felt a weight being lifted off of his chest when you said those words. “But I want a cup of coffee too so we can stay up together tonight” he nodded happily before kissing you one time and running to the kitchen leaving you in the room. You decided to take off your sweater and put on one of his T-shirts and lay in his bed till he came back. He walked back in happily with a white mug in his hands. “Here you go babe” he said sitting next to you on the bed and handing it to you. You took it happily before taking a sip “you made it just how I like it” you said still smiling. “Y/n I love you” he said before sitting closer to you, this time he leaned into kiss you with passion, he kissed you with every ounce of love he had before pulling away and resting his forehead on yours. “I love you jaemin” you said back. Jaemin didn’t know it was possible to feel this way, but he hoped the feeling would never fade and that you guys would stay like this forever.

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jaehyun as your boyfriend ̩̩͙✩̊˚࿐

warnings: a little bit of Smut??

ALOT OF LATE NIGHT DRIVES!!

Making out to Frank Ocean

“Wanna go get slurpees from 7/11?”

shouts tyler the creator lyrics while cleaning

He’s not really into pda but he always makes sure to hold your hand

makes you playlists almost every night

He’s really into all that cliche type of stuff

So that means a lot of movie dates and star gazing

Will call you in the middle of the night to tell you how much he loves you

“I knows it’s 2 in the morning but do you want to come over”

On the nights you actually agree to going to the dorms that late sometimes it ends up being...well you know

when it comes to you guys having sex he is the most caring and gentle person (unless you ask him not to be)

teasing you when the boys are around is his favorite thing to do

“If you’re quiet we won’t get caught”

he hates seeing you sad

when you’re sad he will go to the ends of the earth to make sure you don’t feel that way ever again

sometimes when you’re sad you will stay in bed so he will lay down with you the whole day till you feel better

“I love you much. I hope you know that”

loves winter cause it means he can spend almost everyday inside with you

coffee dates on his days off are a must

tries to make you stay at the dorms every night

“I know you have work but would they be mad if you were a little late?”

tries to sneak you on the tour bus cause he swears he can’t go that long without seeing you

you get texts and calls every hour he is away when his plan to sneak you on the bus fails

SOFT HOURS ALWAYS OPEN

“I can’t remember how my life was before I met you, I hope I never have to see it without you”

is convinced that you were made for eachother but that’s okay cause you are too

Overall the most amazing boyfriend anyone could ever ask for <3