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me when hurting myself hurts:

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gen question if ed coaches exist and shit then why don’t $h ones do ? 🙏 am I stupid cuz I can imagine jst someone reminding u/ telling you when and where you should cvt and it could be abt going deeper or just sum sexual shit🤷 ig they’re different things but still sounds fun

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might have to delete this acc idiot forgot how to romanticize my life again

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Please please please let me get what I want (being able to cut myself without people worrying)

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ヽ(´▽｀)/

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hey!!!! hey look at me I’m vulnerable!!!!!!! someone pick me im lonely and a loser!!!!!!!!!!!!

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finally cvt again, why do I only feel sadder gang

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Me when thinking about cvtting.

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realizing I’m so used to only getting attention from people when I’m vulnerable and that’s why I’ve always tried to be the victim in all my relationships even in a healthy one is not fun

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the summer heat is making it harder for me to hide my scars

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Does anyone else feel like su1c1de is their destiny? Like I cant imagine having any other outcome in life

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I wish you'd grab my wrists and cut them for me, watching me squirm and jolt back and having the widest smile plaster on your face. You enjoy how much it hurts me, tell me I'm pathetic and can't do anything right, not even hurt myself right. Show me how much I deserve it, how idiotic and pitiful I am, that I deserve to be hurt like this. Everytime I make you mess up by moving, yell at me, hit me, cut me again, slap or squeeze my freshly sliced skin, anything to make me shut up, anything to put me back in my pathetic sad place.

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cant wait for winter 😍

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the emotional range i bring to the dashboard every day