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You never think it happens to you until it does. You never think that you’d be the one that people reblog tips for.

I wash just closely followed and taped by a man at a convention today. The only reason I’m here to talk about it is because of said reblogged tips. They might have just saved me.

When I saw that man behind me, I did a run-through of everything I knew to keep me safe. Everything I saw on this website that would help me. First, I made sure I was being followed. I picked up my pace, went around tables sporadically, mixed up my directions. I never stopped moving. When I saw he was still the same distance behind me, I knew.

Second, I looked for my friends. I had come with three other people and had split up to look at merch. But when I couldn’t find them, I did what I never thought I’d have to do. I thank all of the people I followed for reblogging it so many times.

I picked a random cosplayer my age (a Midoriya cosplayer of 15-16 years) and pretended that I just met a long lost friend. I leaned in close to give them a hug and then whispered that I was being followed. They understood IMMEDIATELY and let me follow them to a different booth. It wasn’t until I grouped with them that the man stopped following me. I later went to security and the man was already someone who they were having trouble with earlier.

Moral of the story: Please reblog tips for safety on your dash. I don’t care if it doesn’t fit. If I didn’t think of pretending I knew someone, something worse could’ve happened to me. If you’re being followed, don’t be afraid to pretend you know someone. Be careful out there. You never think it’s going to be you until it happens.

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Masterlist

A Happy Ending? Part 1    Part 2    Part 3

Amnesia

Fight Me Bitch!

How Would It Be Okay?

I Miss You

Just Because I Can’t See You, Doesn’t Mean I Don’t Know Your Beautiful

Just In Case

Lost Boy

Matching Tattoos

Our Little Secret Part 1    Part 2    Part 3

Pre Proposal Panic

Stop! Just Stop!

Telling The World

Were Going Where?

When I Needed You The Most, Where Were You?

You Don’t Love Him, I Do Part 1    Part 2

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Lost boy

A/n this is based of the song “lost boy” by 5 seconds of summer so I recommend listening to it while reading this but you don’t have to x

Joe and Jack, or Joeck if you like, used to be a thing. They didn’t tell their viewers, too scared of how over 8 million people would react. But all good things have to come to an end eventually. And unfortunate for the two boys, their relationship only lasted half a year, the best time of their lives. They told their close family and friends, everyone supported them and it was perfect. Too good to be true even.

So one night, when all the boys were round Joes flat after filming videos for all of their channels, an argument between Joe and Jack broke out. They had both been stressed with work recently, and seeing this just caused them to snap at each other.

“Joe. I’m so sorry. Please forgive me” Jack pleaded

“No! How can I? You cheated on me Jack! Am I not good enough for you?” Joe shouted. All the boys attention was now on them, trying to calm them both down but hateful words were sent each other’s way, unforgivable things, and then it was over.

A simple, “bye, Jack” and Joe was gone. A slam of the door and he left. Back to Wiltshire with his dad. Gone. As far away from Jack as possible. So Jack left too. Jack was the one who caused it, cheating on Joe when he was drunk one night. So he ran away, living all over the world because he couldn’t bare to see the looks of disappointment of his family and friends faces.

While Joe was back at home with his dad, he sold his old flat but now started to regret that. He missed Jack, deeply. You never know how much you love someone until you loose them. Hoping Jack would forgive him, Joe started texting his mates, hoping someone knows where Jack is. But no one has heard anything from him. Both boys have been off social media and YouTube for 3 months, stopped with a tweet saying they needed a break and was gone. After texting Conor for a solid half an hour, because their brothers surely Conor should know where Jack is, but he didn’t. Joe missed Jack that much he didn’t believe him, so he left Wiltshire to go live with his sister in Brighton, Jacks home town.

“Hopefully I can find him there” Joe kept thinking on the train, but he didn’t. Jack was currently in America with Anth because he ran out of money for a hotel room. Jack knows he should go back to Brighton soon, he has too, he’s left all his family and friends. But they wouldn’t care about him, right? I mean, he was in the wrong, why should they forgive him? And Joe, god did Jack miss Joe. He hasn’t seen him in over 3 months and he misses him so much.

To try to get his mind off it, Jack went out clubbing a lot, bringing home boys and girls to get his mind of Joe, but for the whole time he just kept wishing that person was Joe. That’s when he knew he had to go home.

Jack moved back to England, but as soon as he landed, he headed straight of to Wiltshire, that’s Joe’s home town so surely he will be there. They just miss each other in the train station, Joe going to Brighton and Jack going to Wiltshire. They need each other. They are two halves and together they make a whole. They can’t live without each other, so they are trying to find each other however their searching in the wrong places. But love always finds a way.

Joe: Hey Cas. I’m heading back to London. Can I stay at your apartment for a bit please?

Caspar: Thats fine buddy. Conor and Josh are currently here but just come round whenever you want

Joe: I’m on my way now. Thanks man! I owe you

Caspar: your welcome??

Joe got on the first uber to London while Jack was on the train to Brighton however Jack received a text of his big brother, one of the many people he has been avoiding for 3 months

Conor: hey lil bro. Miss ya. When you coming to visit me? Love you bro x

Jack: I’m just heading to Brighton now. Miss you too big bro. Do you not hate me for what I did to Joe? X

Conor: I could never hate you bro. I’m your brother. I’m not allowed to hate you. Come to London!!! I’m at Caspars rn but pleeeaaaseee

Jack: ugh fine I’ll come to London. See you soon x

Conor: yay! I haven’t seen or talked to my brother for 3 months. I finally get to see him. Woo!😂x

Shaking his head, Jack gets on another train to head to London to see his friends, clueless as to where Joe is. Although he has high hopes, he just needs to see Joe, hear Joe. He needs Joe. He’s lost without him. But he thinks Joe will never take him back. Jack fucked up, he knows that, but he thinks that a Joe will never forgive him. But Joe needs Jack just as much as Jack needs Joe. Forgive and forget people say, and that’s what Joe did. He loves Jack too much to stay away from him.

Joeck isn’t joeck without the Joe, Joe thought. So he is going to make Joeck happen again.

Joeck isn’t Joeck without the ck, Jack thought. So he will do what he can to make Joe forgive him and Joeck be reunited.

When Jack finally arrives in London, he heads to Caspars flat like Conor told him and let himself into the building.

“Joe! That’s not possible! Rematch” Jack hears his ex-roommate, Josh, shout. Joe is here, in the same building as me, Jack thinks, I can’t fuck this up.

“Look whose arrived! Hey jack” Caspar says, standing up to greet him as Jack stands fully inside Caspars apartment. Conor grabs Jack and pulls him into a bear hug and tells him he missed him. Once they’ve separated, Caspar and Josh bro-hug Jack then Jack makes eye contact with Joe.

“I-I can leave if you want” Jack stutters

“Don’t. Don’t go” Joe tells him “can I talk to you?”

“Joe. I’m so so sorry. I fucked up, I know. Hate me all you want. I hate me too. But I just. I want to tell you how sorry I am. Your an amazing guy, I love you so much but I fucked it all up and I’m so so sorry” Jack rambles, tears springing to his eyes threatening to fall

“I’m sorry too. I love you Jack. I forgive you” Joe notices the tears in Jacks eyes and gets up of the couch from where he was sitting and holds Jacks hands “I can’t live without you Jack. Yes, you fucked up. But you know you were wrong and I forgive you-”

“But-”

“No. Let me finish. I can’t live without you. You make me, me. And I’m so sorry for leaving you. For not talking to you for 3 months. For hating you. Because over that time I’ve realised without you I’m a lost boy. I need you in my life. So I forgive you”

“Joe. Your too good for this world. I don’t know why you want to take me back, but I’m not going to question it. I need you in my life, I can’t live without you. And I’m so so sorry. I’m going to apologise everyday of my life and it still won’t be enough. I love you so so much and I’m a dick, I know. But please. Please don’t leave me again”

“Never again Jack. I love you too”

And Joeck was Joeck again. They were both whole, happy and them. They went strong, from that day on a year passed, then two, then the year when Jack proposed to Joe, then a year later they got married, then two years later they adopted, then again. And nothing could tear apart Joeck. Because Joeck are Joeck, two lost boys who make each other whole. Two lost boys in love.

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100 followers?!?

Omg! I have over 100 followers. Wtf?! Thank you all so much. I love you all!

P.s I have 2 more one shots I’m currently writing so keep your eye out for them. Love you all! And thank you x

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We're going where?

“We’re going where?” Jack asks his husband, surprise evident in his voice

“The Maldives. Kids you excited?” I told my wonderful family of 5. Me, my husband Jack and our 3 children Lilly who is 9, Jonathon who is 7 and James who is 5. I planned a surprise trip to the Maldives because why not, hey.

“Why?” Jack asks

“Why not” I shrug “kids. Go pack your bags, we leave tomorrow. Me and daddy will come help you in a minute” after the kids have all ran off the their own rooms, Jack carries on talking

“Joseph Graham Sugg-Maynard. What have you done this time?”

“Jack Christopher Sugg-Maynard. I booked us a holiday. Come on babe you should be happy”

“I am happy, I’m just. Surprised”

“Well surprised or not, go pack your bags”

“I still don’t get why youve done this” Jack says while walking into his bedroom

“I can leave you behind if you keep questioning me” I threaten

“No babe. Don’t. It’s just, very out of the blue”

“I just thought we needed a holiday. No phones, no YouTube, no wifi. Just you, me and the kids. I mean, we’ve been working really hard at the moment, bringing up 3 kids and YouTube and we have new projects on the side. I just thought we could use a 2 week holiday to detach from the world and relax a bit”

“I like your thinking” he replied, pecking me on the lips

“Good. Now hurry up and come help me with the kids bags” I called to Jack while walking out of the room

“Your so random. But I love you anyway” he muttered under his breath, thinking I didn’t hear it. I went to bed that night with a smile on my face.

*arriving in the Maldives*

"How was the flight kids? How are you all?” Jack fussed over our 3 babies

“Jack, babe, calm down. Their fine, were fine now let’s go relax” I say taking his hands and holding onto Lily’s hand, whose holding James while Jonathon is holding Jacks

“Dada dada. Come on” James calls after us, running off onto the beach

‘Time to relax, he said" jack muttered under his breath

“First one there gets a lollipop” I shout while running after the kids, leaving Jack with the bags slowly trudging along. Time to have a nice relaxing two weeks to just enjoy being a normal family for once.

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Matching tattoos

“You ready babe?”

“Ugh! I don’t know. How do you do this jack. I’m actually shitting it right now”

“It’ll be fine Joe. We’re just going to get this tattoo, record it and post it into YouTube then we will have a weight lifted of our shoulders” I told my boyfriend of 1 year, Joe Sugg, while taking his hand and dragging him out of his house

“Yeah but what if our fans don’t except us Jack. What will happen then. We can’t remove the tatt…” joe started but I cut him off

“Joe. I told you this earlier. Our friends and family accept us and that’s all that matters right. Love will conquer all, right? So stop stressing” and with that, I pecked him on the lips and we headed off to the tattoo parlour

*after getting the tattoos* “Like them?” I asked Joe

“I love it” he replied, while looking down at his wrist and admiring his new permanent tattoo

“I love you, Jack”

“I love you too, now let’s film that video”

“You ready to post it babe?”

“Okay. There we go. It’s up. Jack I’m scared”

“Why don’t we watch the video through?”

“Okay” Joe replies while pressing play

*in the video* “Hey guys. How are you? As you can see it’s not a Sunday but I need to be honest with you all here” Joe on the video says “today I’m joined with…”

“Me! The one and only awesome Jack maynard”

“And his massive ego” Joe mumbles under his breath

“Hey! Don’t be so mean!”

"I’m not mean babe. This is my video. Let me fricking film it!”

"Fine fine. Go on”

"So anyway. Today me and Jack have news for you all”

"IM HIS BOYFRIEND”

"And now I can’t here. Jeez. Thanks babe. But yeah, your heard it right”

"And guess what I persuaded my Joe Sugg over here to do”

"I have a tattoo. Finally” he said while laughing lightly and standing up to show the camera the matching tattoos

"If you want to see us getting the tattoos, go over to our vlogging channels, link down below”

"He cried btw”

"Did not! Jacks a liar. Anyway, that’s all we wanted to say. Normal video going up on Sunday and it’s a prank on mr Caspar Lee so enjoy that. Bye guys!” And with that the video went black

"What are they saying?” Joe asks,

"It’s all positive babe, look”

"They really do like us don’t they?”

"Yes. And I’m glad cus I really like my boyfriend. Now, we’re alone so…”

"No Jack. We can’t have sex yet. Everyone’s coming round any minute now”

"But their not here yet are they”

*ding dong*

"Yes they are”

"For gods sake!”

"Later, Jack. Just wait”

"Ugh. Your so mean to me”

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Haha okay and change it up! Make Joe/jack have a panic attack before going on stage! And you could make Joe/jack have a panic attack before going on stage! Xx

Just posted it. Hope it's what you wanted. Enjoy x

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Pre Proposal Panic

“I can’t do this” I said to my future brother-in-law

“Joe. Yes you can. Jack loves you and he will say yes, trust me, I know my brother” Conor tells me

“I-I kn-know. I-I can’t breather” I stutter as a tear escaped my eye

“Joe. Joe look at me. Breathe in. And breathe out” I copied what he did then he carried on talking “So what did you have for tea yesterday?”

“Erm. Pizza”

“What toppings did you have on your pizza?”

“I-I had pepperoni”

“Have you watched caisey neistats new video?” Conor kept asking lots of random questions and eventually calmed me down by distracting me. (A/n ik this is not how some people get calmed down during a panic attack but it works on me and my friends so that’s how I wrote it)

“Listen Joe, I have to go on to perform now, but you’ll be okay, right?”

“I. I think so, thank you” I say, giving him a quick hug

“It’s fine. You know your coming on. See you in a bit, good luck” and with that, he left to go on stage

*a bit later* “So as you all know, joe and jack are dating” I hear Conor tells his fans, the crowd screaming in return to what he just said. Conor and Jack had brought out a song together so Jack had just came up on stage to sing that with Conor (another a/n ik. Anyway, I think they are actually bringing out a song for their secret project. Carry on…)

“As you lot might also know, Joe’s been away on his book tour in Australia and New Zealand so he couldn’t make it tonight”

“Where you going with this con?” I hear my boyfriend asks, laughing nervously

“Surprise babe” I say, from not far behind Jack. He runs towards me and I jump into his arms, my arms wrap around his neck and my legs wrap around his torso while his hands go under my thighs to support me and he buries his face in my neck. I jump down and put my hand on his check and out my lips on his. Our lips move in sync as we hear the crowd go wild, again.

“Jack Maynard” I start, holding both his hands in mine “you are my boyfriend, my best friend, my other half, my soulmate, my everything. I love you Jack and I couldn’t imagine a future without you. You always know how to cheer me up, or when I’m upset but don’t want anyone to know. You always know what I’m thinking without me saying it and I know everything about you. Hell, you even know all my flaws, insecurities and everything I don’t like about myself but you made me feel loved, happy and you helped me become more confident and the bestest person I could ever be, and I don’t know if I’ve said it before but thank you.however thank you isn’t enough. Just saying ‘thank you’ doesn’t show you how thankful I actually am, so luckily your brother here helped me to show you a little bit of how thankful I am”

I step away from him and behind me there is a massive collage of pictures we’ve had together with the words “marry me?” In the middle. I saw jacks eyes look at the pictures, then he saw the words and gasped. His eyes suddenly snapped down to meet mine as I was kneeling on one foot. I took one of his hands and pulled a black box out with the other hand

“So Jack, will you marry me and stay with me forever because I can’t imagine ever being without you. I love you”

“Yes yes a million times yes”

And from that day my life just kept getting better. We started as friends, then best friends, then boyfriends, then finances, then husbands which led to dads.

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Fight Me Bitch!

~Warning:homophobic mentions but it is cute at the end so keep reading x~

Conor’s POV: I knew the boys took the mick of Jack and Joe for being together, but I never knew it was serious. I thought they were only joking. What I didn’t know was that they were all VERY homophobic. What I also didn’t know was that Jack and Joe took it very personally, getting very upset over it all. I’m sick of them doing this to my baby brother and my future brother-in-law. I’ve never really been around when they say it but I left something at Jacks once and I heard him crying over it and repeating to himself “why do they hate me?” Well I’m going to change that. I’m not having my baby brother and his boyfriend upset anymore, no matter what it takes.

I walk into Jacks flat after everyone else has been there, we were meant to meet up 30 mins ago but I’ve been busy at the studio working on my second album. I’ve never really heard the boys being harsh to joeck and I think it’s because they know I’m going to beat them up if I heard, but it doesn’t stop them when I’m not there. And what they don’t know, is I can hear them right now.

“I still can’t believe you two are actually together. At first I thought it was a prank, faggots” Caspar said

"I’m still waiting for you two to break up. I don’t even know why I’m still friends with gay people, it’s gross” Oli adds on

"If your religious Jack, why are you gay? God created man and woman to be together, not man and man” Mikey comments

"Surely God hates you then doesn’t he. You’d probably go to hell for being Gay” Caspar adds on to Mikey comment

"Just fucking die already. No body likes gay people” I hear Josh say

"Joe why can’t you just be like Zoe and like the opposite gender to yourself. No wonder she’s more successful” Oli states

"Jack even your own family hate you. When was the last time Conor actually talked to you. And I bet if he was here he’d be on our side” Josh tell them

My bloods boiling. How dare they be so horrible to two innocent boys. So fucking what if they like the same gender as themselves. What’s that got to do with anyone else?

"THATS IT!” I yell, walking into the room, shoving the door open so it catches everyone’s attention and makes a loud bang “IVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS SO YOU SHOULD ALL JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP!”

"But their gay Conor. Surely you hate them too?” Mikey asks

“SHUT THE FUCK UP. NOW. SO FUCKING WHAT IF THEIR GAY. AND? WHATS IT GOT TO DO WITH YOU SICK BASTARD. WHY HAVE YOU GOT TO INTERFERE WITH THEIR LOVE LIFE. ITS THEIR LIFE, NOT YOURS, SO STICK YOUR TINY STUPID HEAD OUT OF THEIR BUSINESS AND GET A REAL LIFE. WHAT SORT OF SICK PEOPLE ARE YOU. HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF I STARTED HATING YOU BECAUSE OF WHERE YOU WERE BORN OR THE COLOUR OF YOU HAIR. YOU WOULD BE ANNOYED CUS YOU CANT CONTROL IT. SO STOP BEING FUCKING PRICKS AND BEING HORRIBLE TO PEOPLE WHO CANT CONTROL WHO THEY LOVE. AND IT SHOULDN’T MATTER. IF THEIR HAPPY THATS ALL THAT SHOULD MATTER IF YOUR A TRUE FRIEND. IVE REALISED ALL YOU ARE IS A GROUP OF PATHETIC PRICKS BECAUSE YOU FIND A TINY TINY FLAW IN SOMEONE AND REPEATEDLY MAKE THEM FEEL BAD FOR IT, EVEN THO THEY CANT CONTROL IT SO GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS APARTMENT AND DONT RETURN UNTIL YOUVE REALISED YOUR IN THE FUCKING WRONG”

"IF IM IN THE FUCKING WRONG. FIGHT ME BITCH” Caspar challenges. So I accept it and throw my fist towards his face.

It sends him stumbling backwards slightly put he regains himself and punches me in the stomach. I hunch over but quickly stand up, grab him by the shoulders, knee him in the balls them kick him in the stomach which sends him stumbling backwards until he falls onto the floor. Oli goes over to Caspar to make sure he’s okay but Josh comes up to fight me

"Your tiny Conor. Your never going to beat me” Josh tells me

I don’t care” I say “as long as you get it into your pathetic minds that your wrong” i finish then throw my fist right at his nose, giving him a nose bleed. He picks me up and throws me backwards, my back making contact with a cupboard.

I watch, in too much pain to stand up, as Joe stands up and starts throwing punches at Josh. Even though Josh is a lot taller than Joe, Joe is a lot stronger than Josh and eventually Joe has Josh hunched over in pain next to Caspar. Mikey and Oli try to lift Caspar and Josh and exit the room, not forgetting to send me, Jack and Joe death glares.

“Omg con. Are you okay?” Jack says, running over to me after they have left

"It hurts but I’ll be fine. As long as you two are happy, I’m happy"I tell them both

"You really didn’t have to do that Conor. Their your mates too, I’m sorry I made you not be friends with them anymore” joe tells me while looking at the floor.

"Joe” I say is a nice but firm voice. I put my hand on his arm and he looks up at me “even if it was my own parents saying that stuff, I would still stick up for you because their in the wrong. What have you two done wrong? So what if your gay? If your happy, that’s all that should matters. And I know for a fact that you make Jack happy and Jack makes you happy so I’m going to stand by you, support you and stick up for you both, no matter how long it is for or who it is. You make my brother happy Joe, and I trust you. So I’m your number one fan until I die, and then I’ll still be your number one fan in the grave”

"Con” Jack says

"Yeah Jack” I say, letting go of Joe and turning all of my attention to Jack who’s sat next to me

"Thank you” he says hugging me. I immediately hug him back and look over at Joe, signalling for him to join the hug. He does and we all sit their, saying nothing, knowing no matter what, we have each other. And that’s all that matters.

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Stop! Just Stop!

~this is based of the song Broken Home by 5 Seconds of Summer. Also, my friend recently told me about her personal life so I based this around her a lot too~

Not again. Another day. Another argument. And this is all because I’m gay. So fucking what if I’m gay. My mum should accept that I am her son and should love me for me, shouldn’t she? Apparently not.

According to her, everything’s my fault and I do everything wrong just because I like my own sexuality. It’s okay though, I’m used to it. It’s gone on for that long I’m used to it. The shouting. The words. Recently I’ve started walking out of the house, it still carries on though.

From the day I told her I was gay, she’s hated me. It was so hard for me to come out to my family, Zoe and dad are okay with me, but my mum on the other hand.

Zoe’s left home to go live with her boyfriend, I wish she took me with her, and mum and dad still live together. I’m now the reason behind lots of arguments they have. They argue then I’m brought into it, how it’s the others fault I’m gay, and I just sit in my room, scared, waiting for it to all be over.

“Yeah well it’s not my fault he’s fucking gay. I can’t believe that. How dare he be gay” I hear my mum scream

Stop being so fucking horrible. He’s our son, you should love him��� my dad shouts back

"I’ll love him when he’s normal” she replies with

"STOP! JUST STOP!” I yell, storming into the room “I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE. YOUR CONSTANT ARGUMENTS, THE STRESS FROM SCHOOL, ME TRYING TO ACCEPT MY OWN SEXUALITY. YOUR NOT HELPING ONE BIT SO JUST STOP ARGUING OVER PETTY PETTY THINGS. SERIOUSLY, I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE”

"Sorry” my dad says, looking sorry “I didn’t..”

"IM NOT DONE YET!” I cut him off

"YES YOU ARE YOUNG BOY. STOP BEING SO CHEAKY” and with that she slapped me

"THATS IT! HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF MY FEELINGS. WHILE YOU TWO ARE BUSY RIPPING EACH OTHERS HEADS OFF, HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT ABOUT HOW I FEEL. CRYING CONSTANTLY, TEXING MY FRIEND TO TRY TO CALM ME DOWN SO I DONT BREAK DOWN. BUT NO. YOU DONT CARE ARE ABOUT MY FEELINGS CUS YOUR BOTH SELFISH. I THOUGHT YOU TWO LOVED EACH OTHER, IF SO, DONT LET ME BEING GAY RUIN IT FOR YOU” And with that I left, slamming the door behind me making the windows upstairs rattle.

I heard my mum shouting out behind, telling me I shouldn’t have done that but I kept walking. I kept walking to my safe spot, the train station. I know you may think this is stupid but on the roof, there is a nice view and it’s very relaxing.

About half an hour after I arrived, I heard footsteps nearing where I am. I prayed and prayed this stranger would leave me alone but when I heard them climbing up the steps, I turned around and saw my good mate Jack standing there.

"What you doing here Jack?” I asked

"I could ask you the same thing. What’s up mate?”

"I walked out”

"Again?"

Again. I’m not going back this time”

You have to”

"I can’t”

"Why not?”

She. Well. She s-slapped m-me” I told him,bursting into tears at the end of my sentence

"Omg Joe” he said, rushing over to comfort me. He just let me cry into his arms and once I had calmed down he asked me why she slapped me

"Well. I’m gay, and she’s homophobic. That’s what caused their arguments and I had enough of it, so I shouted at them. My dad seemed pretty scared of me but my mum slapped me so I shouted more and walked out” I told him. I just realised I told him I was gay, that only Zoe, mum and dad knew about

"I’m sorry about me being gay. Hate me all you want,I don’t care. Run away. I’m sor…”

"Joe” he cut me off “I don’t care that your gay. So what. It doesn’t matter. Your still joe Sugg and you know what. I’m gay too”

"Really? You don’t hate me?” I asked him, happy that my friend (which I kinda have a crush on) doesn’t hate me and is gay too

"I could never hate you Joe. You know that. I also kinda like you, like more than a mate” he said timidly

"I may also kinda maybe like you more than a mate” I say, looking into his beautiful blue eyes

I’m not going to ask you out now, cus of what’s going on with your family. But whenever your ready, I’m waiting for you” he tells me, pulling me into his side.

His arm wrapped around my shoulder and mine around his torso. We just sat there, enjoying each other’s company, watching the sun set, taking in what he just told me.

First, I need to talk to my parents, then I need to come out to my friends, then, I can tell Jack I’m ready. I’m ready to be his boyfriend. Jack Maynard as my boyfriend. I like the sound of that.

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They could already be together but one of them wants to propose. Conor has a concert and he calls whoever isn't proposing onto the stage and the other comes out and scares him. They kiss, the crowd cheers and the one who is proposing does a massive speech about why they love the other one and it ends up that they say yes and so on. You could make Joe/jack have a panic attack before going on stage!

Isn't that a bit similar to the "telling the world" one. Do you want me to write it anyway? Xx

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When I Needed You The Most, Where Were You?

~mentions of panick attacks. May be triggering. Sorry if it’s not wrote properly, I’ve gone of my own personal experiences. I’ve never had a proper panic attack but I’ve had mini ones. Enjoy~

We arrived in LA yesterday, I’m so excited. were going out clubbing tonight seen as we have just arrived last night. All the boys know about me and Jack so im glad we dont have to hide anything tonight. We’re all heading out now and I’m excited, as you can tell.

~2:30 in the morning~

We have been at the club for ages. Me, josh, Oli, Mikey and Conor are all sat at a booth. Caspar is with some girls and I don’t know where Jack is. We all decide it’s time to go home so I go and tell Caspar and he insists on coming with us back home. None of the boys went home with a girl, what’s happening there? They all said either their not feeling like it, don’t want to or not in the mood but usually at least one of us pulls.

I ring jack repeatedly asking him where he is cus we’re leaving but he doesn’t answer, not once so I decided to leave a text and just go home. Maybe he’s asleep at home already? Maybe.

When we arrived home, I immediately looked around the house in search for Jack but he was no where to be seen. I started crying, thinking of the worst. What if he’s with someone else? A boy or a girl? What if he’s been taken away? What if he’s injured? What if he’s dead? What if? What if? I slowly slid down the wall, tears coming quicker and quicker that I can’t control it.

"NO!” I manage to chock out between sobs

Joe? Joe buddy what’s up?” Oli asked, sounding very concerned

"Can’t. Breathe” I managed to say.

I was having a panic attack. No one apart from Zoe, Caspar and Jack know I get them, but it’s VERY irregular for me to get them. I only get them a couple times a year so they aren’t a big worry but Zoe and Jack are the only ones who can help me through it. When I get a panic attack, they’re very bad, which is why their so irregular.

"Do you want anything. Water?”

Jack” I sobbed. By this time all the boys were aware that I was having a panic attack.

-3rd person POV-

Josh and Mikey where staying back, giving joe space but also there if they were needed, Conor was trying to get hold of Jack, leaving him loads of missed calls and messages, Oli was trying to calm joe down and Caspar was trying to get ahold of Zoe.

"Joe, listen to me. Breathe in. And out. In. And out.” Oli told joe, trying to calm him down but it was not working. Joe felt as though the world was closing in on him, he could think straight, hear straight, he struggled breathing, he felt like he was dying.

"What the hell do you want Caspar, it’s like 5 in the morning here” Zoe asked Caspar

"It’s joe. He’s having a real bad panic attack” Caspar told joes sister, rushing because he was panicking

"Put me in loud speaker, make sure he only has 1 or two people near him and get him a cold glass of water” Zoe told Caspar and he did as he was told. Josh went to get the water, Oli moved out of his way and Caspar sat down next to joe with Zoe in speaker

"Joe” Zoe said firmly but softly “joe it’s me, your sister. Listen, whatever’s happened to cause this just listen to my voice and forget everything else okay?” Joe could only nod but Zoe carried on

"Joe, remember when your were 8 and me you and dad went shopping for the day. Do you remember when we ran off from dad in one of the first shops we went in, you jumped in the trolley and I was pushing you up and down the aisles until dad found us and dragged us out, but then we did the same in the next shop. Remember later on that day when I fell over when pushing you and you couldn’t stop laughing at me but then the trolley fell over with you still in it? Remember that day joe” Zoe told her younger brother

"Ye. And. And when dad found us both on the floor, he never let us go on our own anywhere again for years” joe said, slightly sniffling

"Thanks zo” joe said once he had calmed down

"Anything broseph. Want to talk about it?” Zoe asked

"It’s ok. I’ll tell you tomorrow when we’re both not tired. Night zozoebo. Thank you”

"It’s ok broseph. Night. Love you”

"Love you too sis" and with that they hung up

Sorry boys about that” joe told his friends

It’s ok buddy, I’m going to bed now. You going to be ok” josh asked

Ye. I’ll be fine. You all go to bed I just wanna relax for a bit” joe told them am off to bed they went.

~Conor’s POV~

After Joes bad panic attack, he told us we can all go to bed. I went to my room and called Jack one more time. This time he answered. I went outside, out of earshot to see what had gotten into Jack Phone conversation: “WHAT THE FUCK JACK WHERE ARE YOU!”

"Geez bro, I’m at this chicks house. She’s so hot and so good in bed like oh my word! I’ll be back tomorrow. Why u having ago at me?”

"Because your boyfriend over here had a very bad panick attack because he didn’t know what happened to you and no one knew what to do. All he wanted was you to help him but where were you? YOU WHERE CHEATING ON YOUR BOYFRIEND TO SOMEONE YOU PROBABLY WONT EVEN REMEMBER HER NAME TOMORROW. JACK WHAT THE FUCK HAS GOTTON INTO YOU!”

"Oh Ye. Forgot about Joe. Don’t tell him. I can’t loose the fame. TBH I don’t even like him, and she was well better than Joe” Jack slurred. What the actual fuck has gotten into my brother

"Come home right now and I promise I won’t tell Joe”

"Promise?

"Promise” promise are ment to be broken, right?

I’m coming now” Joe’s not going to be happy

See you soon bro” and with that I hung up. Jacks in deep shit as soon as he gets home.

~Joe’s POV(sorry for all of the POV changed)~ I heard someone coming downstairs so I turned around and my eyes met with Conor’s. I told him he can go to bed if he wants but he said he wants to make sure I’m ok. What a good friend, I though. After watching the news for a little bit, I heard the door go. Conor went to get it but I was not ready for what was about to happen ja=jack c=Conor j=joe

C:Jack, brother you home!

Ja:hey bro. Btw don’t tell joe where I was

J:tell me what

C:bye boys

Ja:CONOR!

J:thanks for making him come home Conor but I think this is between me and Jack

C: don’t worry I’m leaving anyway

Conor left the room and left me and Jack stood in the middle of the room

J: so are you going to tell me where you were?

Ja:omg I was with this girl and she was soo good. Better than that boy I pretend to be with for the fame. I don’t even like him

J:and what’s this persons name?

Ja:joe su- oh shit. Hey babe. How are you? Love you

J: YOU BITCH! GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY SIGHT YOU CHEATING MAN WHORE

Ja: ID GLADLY DO THAT. YOU KNOW WHAT. YOUR SO ANNOYING, THINKING YOUR BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE, JUST CUS YOUR SISTERS ZOELLA. THATS THE ONLY REASON YOU BECAME FAMOUS. YOUR TOO SKINNY, TOO SMALL, YOUR HAIRS UGLY, YOUR JAWLINES NOT THAT GOOD. YOU LOOK LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT! IM GLAD I CHEATED ON YOU. I HATE YOU. I FUCKING HATE YOU JOE"

And with that, jack was gone. He stormed off and slammed the door. I sunk to the floor and cried, cried and cried.

Caspar had recorded us talking/shouting so he sent it me and I put it in twitter with the description: “If you ever fall in love, make sure they aren’t a cheat 🙄😞😭 @jack_maynard”

And he replied with: “If you ever fall in love, make sure they aren’t a stuck up dickhead 🙄😞🖕🏻@joesugg”

Worst. Holliday. Every. And it’s only just begun.

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A Happy Ending? Part 3

Jack has been in a coma for 3 months now, and I have forgiven him. When he got sent to the hospital, I went home and checked his phone to see if he was cheating on me and saw these threats.

I can’t believe he went through this all on his own and as soon as he wakes up, we are finding out who is sending those mesages. I can’t believe someone would want to send that aswell, it disgusts me.

I haven’t told any of the boys yet about it because I wanted to talk to Jack about it first, so here I am, sat in a hospital room with what should be my husband in a coma. It’s been like this since he was put in here, but the doctors told me that he is getting better and should wake up soon.

I put my hand into his and squeezed it, telling him how much I love him. I felt him stur then he squeezed my hand. His eye lids slowely fluttered open and he made eye contact with me.

“Joe?” He croacked out

“Jack! Omg your awake” I told him excitedly while hugging him

"Joe? Where am I? What’s going on?” He asked.

I explained everything to him, the wedding, the car, me finding the texts and he had tears in his eyes by the end

"Why didn’t you tell me about the texts, love?” I asked, whipping away a tear with my thumb that escaped his eye

"I don’t know” he replied “I was scared something was going to happen to you. I couldn’t bare it if you got hurt”

"But I’m not hurt. So when you get out of here, we’re going to find out whose behind these texts and get married and have our happily ever after we deserve” i told him. He agreed and we just caught up on everything.

Jack got released from hospital the other week and we have gone to the police. We decided to keep it between us because we didn’t want anyone else to get hurt if they got involved. Me and Jack are having our wedding again today and we’ve agreed no one is running away this time.

Mystery person POV So Jack survived the crash and Joe is still with him. FOR GODS SAKE! Joe is mine not that bitch called Jack. I can’t fucking believe this. I’m raging. How dare that fucking bastard get married to Joe and not me getting married to Joe. Life is so fucking unfair!

I have a new plan luckily. After their wedding, at the party, I’m going to kidnap Joe and Jack, make it look like it was someone else. Maybe one of their friends. That would be even better. Ohh what a great idea me, I know. Some people are going round to Joe and Jacks house after the party, so after everyone has gone home from that, I’ll take them then. This is going to cause a lot of drama. And I love myself some fucking drama. I mean who doesn’t love drama and revenge? Hehe 

*After the wedding and Joes POV*

The police found out who it was sending the texts but they decided not to tell us, let us enjoy our wedding and arrest him so we can live in peace. Me and my husband, Jack, decided we are going to tell the boys now. seen as the police are going to arrest this person.

The wedding and everything is over now and the buttercreams (Me, Jack, Conor, Caspar, Oli, Josh and Mikey) are all around at mine and Jacks new house that we moved in a few months after getting engaged. We are all sat on the sofas just talking with the telly on in the background for a bit of background noise. I cough, clearing my thought, drawing attention to myself and start

“So boys, theres something we haven’t told you. When Jack ran out of the first wedding, thats because he was recieving death threats by someone, telling him that I don’t love him, telling him that if he marries me, we will both be tortured and have a long, painful death” I started, I looked over at Jack and he continued

“I was told if I told anyone, they would also get tortured so I kept it to myself, until Joe found the texts on my phone. We got the police involved and they said they” Jack got interupted by a knock on the door

“I’ll get it” I say, walking up to the front door and open it. Theres two police officers so I greet them and they tell me the person behind the texts is in this house. I lead them into the living room where everyone is. Everyones heads whip around to look at the police officers and watch the police officers moves. I watch them and I cant belive what they say? Not him! He was behind it? I can’t believe it. I thought he was my friend. HOW FUCKING DARE HE!

*Mystery persons POV*

The police officers came in and I instantly knew I had been caught. Fuck. I thought I made sure I was in the clear so I wouldn’t be caught. As soon as Joe started explaining what had happened to the rest of the boys, I knew I had been caught. No doubt about it. Everyone watch as the police came over to me. I stood up, looking down at the floor with my hands behind my back. They put handcuffs on me and said

“Oli White, you are arrested on sending death threats and attempt of kidnapping”

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A Happy Ending? Part 2

Today is the day.

Today is the day that I become Joe Maynard. I’m so excited to call Jack my husband and spend the rest of my life with him.

We are having the wedding just for family and friends, no one is allowed to record or put it on youtube. We are having it professionally recorded so we might upload that to youtube but we wanted today to be our special day, with no one reocrding it and putting it all over the internet so everyone can see it.

After I proposed to Jack, the Joeck fandom went mad. I didn’t even know they shipped us, I thought it was just Jaspar but it seems that a lot of people had already caught on to Joeck and shipped us.

There were tons of supportive comments, obviously there were some saying stuff like no, Jaspar need to be real not Joeck but apart from them, there wasn’t really hate. Anyway, time to go get married.

*at the ceremony*

I’m standing at the end of the isle waiting for Jack to come down, I can’t believe this day has finally came. I can’t wait to wake up next to my wonderful husband. I’m in a world of my own until I see Jack walking down towards me.

He looks so fit in his black and white tuxedo and I’m so excited for later.

We’ve been planning this wedding for a year and a half now, we wanted to have it in the summer so today, the 20th August, me and my beautiful fiancé Jack Maynard are getting married.

After the wedding, we’re going to a lovely, massive room that we have rented out for our party where me and Jack will have our first dance and there will be music, lights and laughter.

I honestly can’t believe it. I still remember the day I met him like it was yesterday, when I got really nervous because he looked really fit, then I got to know him and my feelings grew and grew.

Then when I found out he was gay and when he asked me out.

Or when I proposed to him on a live stream. They were some of my favourite days, but this day will top it for sure.

Jacks now standing in front of my and we are holding hands. I’m so happy.

(Skipping most weddingy thingys cus I’ve never been to a wedding before)

“Joseph Graham Sugg, do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband, through sickness and health, till death do you part?” The priest asked me

I do” I replied

Jack Maynard, do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband, through sickness and health, till death do you part?” The priest asked Jack.

He scanned the room, fear in his eyes. Suddenly, his hands slipped out of mine and he darted out of the room. I stood there frozen for a minute before running after him.

Why did he do this? Does he not love me? Did he go out with me because why not?

These thoughts where going through my head until the worst thing ever happened, even worse than what just did.

*Jack POV* “Jack Maynard, do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband, through sickness and health, till death do you part?” The priest asked me.

You see, just before we got married, I had been receiving these texts of this random person. Threatening me. Telling me if I married Joe, we will both be tortured and killed a long and painful death. I couldn’t let Joe suffer any pain so I ran.

I ran until my feet couldn’t carry me. I don’t care that what i did might have embarrassed him, but I’m scared. Who ever it is sending these texts, they got to me.

I didn’t want to be the reason someone was upset or in pain so I’m planning on write a quick letter, explaining what happened back at the church then running away, going somewhere where no one has a clue who I am. Anywhere but here.

But what I didn’t see was Joe trying to make me not cross the road

What I didn’t see was the car coming round the corner.

What I didn’t see was the car wasn’t stopping until bang.

My vision went black and I fell to the floor.

*mysterys persons POV* Joes mine.

Not Jacks.

No one else’s.

Mine.

I’ve set this all up, the car to go round the corner, the texts. Everything. It’s all so he would run away, ditch Joe, Joe would be upset and come to me. I would be there for him and we will live happily ever after.

And that bitch Jack will be gone for life. Jack doesn’t deserve Joe.

He doesn’t know Joe like I do. I love Joe, not Jack. He’s mine and I’ll do whatever I have to for everyone to realise.

Initially, the car was just there to scare him but when it hit him, I was more that happy.

But then everyone started crying over the lifeless Jack and I mean come on.

He’s not THAT important. Unlike me.

I didn’t send the texts, well I did, I told someone what to say so it wouldn’t get tracked back down to me.

I’m an evil genius and I love it.

~part 3 will be up tomorrow~

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A Happy Ending? Part 1

~when I say, play the song chasing cars by snow patrol if you want~

Today is the day.

Today is the day I propose to my wonderful boyfriend Jack Maynard.

Im so scared but excited at the same time, I really hope he says yes. Only our closest friends and family know about us dating.

Our fans have caught on, we haven’t hid it from then but we havent announced it either if you get me.

Today, theres another stand up to cancer with youtube livestream, so I have decided to do it during that.

Its simple really.

Me and Jack are ment to be hosting a part of it, I’m not going to turn up for that making everyone question “wheres joe gone” then Conors going to perform mine and Jacks song, chasing cars by snow patrol and then bam I’m going to propose.

I know he doesn’t mind going public because he asked me a bit ago and I replied with act like a couple, but don’t actually go public because I’m scared of the hate. Anyway, enough rambling, lets do this.

*During the livestream*

“Joe, Jack keeps asking for you because your meant to be with him. What should I tell him?” A worker asks, everyone here knows, apart from Jack and the viewers.

“Tell him I’m on the toilet and I’ll be there in a bit” and with that, he leaves the room.

“I’m actually shitting it right now"I tell my mates.

Im here with Caspar and Oli, Conors getting ready, soundcheck and everything and I’m guessing the other boys are with Jack

“You’ll be fine buddy” Caspar says, him and oli try comforting me and taking my mind of but then Conor comes in and says Jacks going live in 1 min so we need to get ready.

1 minute later and I can just about see Jack through the curtain

“Lets go soon to be brother in law” Conor said. I took a deep breath and replied saying I’m ready.

“Hello everyone, Jack here. Well Joe is meant to be here with me but he seems to have run of. Anyway” We hear Jack intoducing the next thing thats happening, but he suddenly gets cut of by Conor playing the first few notes on the piano while the curtains get pulled away.

~START SONG~

“We’ll do it all everything on our own. We don’t need anything or anyone.” I start singing.

Jack instantly turns around, looking at us with confusion written all over his face. I carry on singing

“If I lay here If I just lay here. Would you lie with me and just foget the world?”

I start slowly walking towards Jack

“I don’t quite know How to say How I feel. Those three words Are said too much They’re not enough”

Now Conor is lightly singing the song while playing it in the background. By now I have walked up to Jack, I take his hands in mine and get lost into his eyes and continue.

“Jack, we’ve known each other for about 3 years, I’ve been able to call you my boyfriend for 2 years. I love you. I love everything about you. I love that, even though you come across as a joker, you always need to make sure everyone is okay and happy. I love how caring you are towards your family and how much of a good big brother you are to Anna, and a supportive younger brother to Conor. I love your tattoos. I love your humor. I love how kind you are. I love how easy it is to get lost in your beautiful bright blue eyes. I love your hair, face, body. Everything. I love how you always know what to say when someones down, but you also know what to say to make people laugh. I love your djing and rapping skills. I love how kind you are and make sure nobody is ever left out of anything. I love how you always make sure everyone else is ok, putting their needs before yours. I love that your not really that romantic, but then when you asked me to be your boyfriend, I couldn’t of asked for a better, romantic place. I love every little thing about you and couldn’t ask for a better boyfriend but I want more than that. I want to wake up to you every morning, I want to grow old with you, I want to create a family. I want to introduce you to people I know saying thats Jack, my husband”

I get down on one knee and continue

“So Jack Maynard, will you make me the happiest man in the world and do the honors of marrying me?”

I pull out the box and show him the ring, at this point he is crying. He nods his head yes, puts the ring on and pulls me up for a kiss.

The kiss is full of emotion, love and passion. There are fireworks flying and it feels like the first time we kissed.

We break apart, with massive smiles on our faces, and just embrace each other in our arms.

I hear people coming up to congratulate us, I see Zoe, my mum, my dad, Anna, jacks mum and jacks dad all run up to us and engulf us in a massive group hug.

They all congratulate us individually, his parents telling me their glad that their son will be marrying me, my parents welcoming him to the family, Zoe congratulating us but what Anna said will always give me a massive smile. She said

“You know, before Jack met you, he was always really grumpy, but then after he met you, before you started dating, whenever your name was mentioned or you entered the room it would put a massive smile to his face. In the past, Jacks had lots of bitchy ex’s, so I’m glad hes got you, he’s never been happier. What you’ve just said proves that you really do love Jack, therefor I imidiately like you. Thank you so much for being such a kind and caring boyfriend, now fiance, to my brother and welcome to the family” She smiled, hugged me and walked of.

After the livestream, us boys were all hanging out, they were congratulating us, and in this moment, I couldn’t be happier. Especially because of our little ‘activities’ after everyone had left. 

~part 2 will be up tomorrow~

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I Miss You

Joes POV:

Us boys are all sat at Caspar and joshes house. All 7 of us.

We’ve just filmed some colabs for all our channels so now we’re all just on our phones waiting for the pizza to come cus it’s Caspar, obviously he would want pizza.

I’m just scrolling through twitter when I see some people tagging me in some photos.

Because I’m bored, I decided to look at them.

Big mistake.

A club, which only opened two weeks ago which us boys went to last week is in the background of the picture but that’s not what catches my eye.

What catches my eye is my boyfriend, Jack, is kissing a girl and taking her somewhere in a taxi.

He’s cheated on me.

I felt tears start to prick my eyes, threatening to spill out.

"Jack. Outside. Now” I said sternly

"Babe, what’s wrong?” He asks once we’re both outside

"What’s wrong? Oh I’ll fucking tell you what’s wrong. What’s wrong is my fucking boyfriend who I fucking trusted goes and fucking cheats on me” I scream in his face

"That was before we met, Joe”

"That club opened two weeks ago Jack. Two fucking weeks ago, not over 5 months”

"Photoshop?” He replys with but it comes out as more of a question. I just stare at him, giving him a death glare until he admits it

"Fuck. Joe, babe, I’m sorry. I was drunk. I didn’t mean it. We didn’t do anything I promise” he begs

"I bet your not even fucking sorry. Do you even know her name?” I yell

"No” he says while looking down

"You fucking asshole”

"Well I’m sorry. I’m not the one with all these fucking insecurities and can’t even fucking trust me” he yells

"Oh so it’s my fault now I can’t trust my fucking boyfriend even though he cheated on me”

"But we didn’t fucking do anything”

"Yet I don’t believe you”

"Of cause you fucking don’t cus your so fucking insecure it’s painful. Oh jack, I can’t do that, I’m scared. Like I give a shit”

"well I’m done with all your shit too jack. Look at me, I think I��m so hard cus I have tattoos. Piss off would ya”

"I’d happily do anything to get away from you. Atleast I’m not that skinny it looks like I fucking starved myself”

"You know what jack. We’re through. Done. You and your fucking ‘hard’ attitude can go find someone who actually cares about you. Although that’ll be a struggle with your attitude” I yell.

I’m just mad right now, I don’t mean any of this but he called me anorexic and he know that my weight is a problem and made fun of me being insecure. Don’t forget he cheated in me aswell.

I see Jack clench his fists into a ball, he looks really mad.

Then I see his fist colliding with my jaw, sending a sharp pain (a/n just like his jawline. Sorry had to. Carry on) through my face. He hit me. He fucking hit me.

"Do me a favour Jack. Never talk to me again until you fix your attitude. I love you, but I guess you don’t love me back” I told him, tears starting to leak out of the corners of my eyes.

I hurriedly exit the balcony and all the boys’ eyes look at me

"Joe, buddy. Are you okay?” Oli asks. I just shake my head ‘no’ not trusting my voice

"Joe, please” jack begs, walking into the room “I love you too. I’m so so so sorry”

"What did I tell you jack. Fuck. Off” I tell him through gritted teeth and start walking towards the exit, only to find my knees going weak and collapsing on Caspar

Come on joe. Let’s take you on a walk. Oli, you coming?” Caspar says.

Him and Oli take me outside and to the park where we sit on a bench. I explain to them what happened, the pictures in twitter, what he said and him hitting me. I tell them everything.

I just can’t believe the first time I told my ex/boyfriend the first time that I love him was during a fight.

*a few weeks later*

3rd person POV:

Everyone is still mates, but Joe and Jack don’t talk to each other.

If all the buttercreams are hanging out, one of them wouldn’t come, usually Joe, however they have both confessed to the boys they want to get back together, they just don’t know how.

Today, jack, josh, Conor, Caspar, Oli and Mikey are all round at Jack’s new place. Joe was invited but he refused to go because jack was there.

Even though about a week earlier, less than that even, all the boys but Jack was invited round Joes for a bit and Joe confessed he wants to get back with a Jack, he refuses to talk to him.

Today, however, Jack is determined to get his Joe back, using today as a perfect opportunity to ask for help.

"Boys” Jack started. He got some hums and grunts in responses so he carried on “I want to make it up to Joe and get him back. What should I do? Would he even go?”

"Mate” Oli replied, putting his hand on his shoulder seen as he was sat next to him on the sofa “Do you regret it?”

"More than anything. It’s the worst thing I have ever done and every night I wish I didn’t do it” Jack replied

"Do you love him?” Oli asked again

"More than anything. I can’t live without him, I miss him”

Then we’re getting you two back together” Josh told him from the opposite side of Jacks new house

"Really? You lot would really help me even though I fucked up big time?” Jack asked with excitement in his voice, he might finally get his boyfriend back

"Why wouldn’t we? You’re both our best mates. You made a mistake. Your sorry. You’re both missing each so yeah, we will help you" Caspar told his mate while the rest of the boys agreed with him

"Thanks guys. I have an idea so what do you think of this?” Jack started with a massive smile plastered on his face.

*A few weeks later. Joes POV* Today Caspar has dragged me out of my house into a little cafe. He won’t tell me the name and I don’t really know why but oh well.

A coffee with my best mate then I can go back home and mope about my boyfriend. Yes, he cheated on me but I fucking miss him. He’s my everything and I can’t. Okay Joe stop. Your getting all soppy now.

Get yourself together sugg!

"Hey Joe, we’re here. What do you want? I’ll order just go find a table” Caspar told me so I told him my order, a latte, and found a table.

Wait, I recognise this place. Where do I? Oh I know.

"Casp, why have you brought me to this place?”

"Cus I know this place means something to you”

It does. This is where Jack told me he’s gay”

"I know. And here’s a piece of paper. Read it”

I look at his hand and the first thing I notice is it’s Jacks handwriting. It reads: Hey love. I know you probably won’t want to talk to me but please do this. For me. For us. Anyway, follow these hints and don’t ask question. The next place is where you confessed to me about your sexuality. From, Jack xx

I know exactly where that is, it’s this restaurant a couple of minutes from here. I pick up my latte from Caspar and head to the next place. I don’t know what he’s planning but I’m kinda excited, kinda.

>p>Once I arrive there I receive another note and a Daim Hey Joe, me again. Duh. Anyway, hope you enjoy the daim. Remember that time at mine where for a solid week we were arguing on how you say it. I do. Next place is where our first date was. From, Jack xx

I know this. We went to this cute little park with a fountain and just talked. I loved it. I remember the daim thing aswell. That was so funny.

I head of to the park with Caspar following behind me. I think he is anyway, I’m not sure and quite frankly, I don’t really care.

After heading to the park, where we had our first kiss and our second date,at each destination Jack left something to remind us of our relationship, I’m starting to get really emotional.

He’s left small little reminders of all the good things in our relationship and I just miss him more.

The last note told me to go where he asked me to be his boyfriend. I remember that day so well, we where walking through a small park when he asked me and I couldn’t of asked for it to have happened any other way. When I arrive at the park I see it’s been all done out. And I mean all done out.

He’s standing down the path so I walk up to him and ask him what he’s doing.

He takes my hand and replies “Well, I’m not really that romantic but Joe. I can’t live without you. That night, I regret it so much. I hate myself for it too much. I love you. I’m sorry the first time we said it was during the fight but I mean it, I wasn’t saying it to keep you, I mean it. I love you. I love your personality, smile, looks. Everything. I love you Joe Sugg and I can’t live without you. I’m so so so sorry and I know sorry isn’t good enough but I just want you back. I miss our stupid little arguments about how you say daim, I miss waking up with you next to me in the mornings, I miss winding you up when your trying to describe a video idea you have. I miss you Joe, and I want you back. Please Joe, take me back. I promise it will never happen again. I’ve got you this ring, it’s a promise ring to tell you that I will never, ever, do anything like this again. So please Joe, will you be my boyfriend again?” He asks, a ring in his hand, staring in his eyes which are full of hopefulness

"How could I say no, Jack? I miss you too. I miss making you late for places because I wanted an extra 5 mins of cuddles I miss making you take 30 mins to film a 10 min video cus I keep interrupting you. I miss you and I love you Jack. So yes, I will be your boyfriend again” I tell him.

He puts the ring on my finger and pulls me into a kiss. The kiss is full of passions and love and I can feel the sparks flying like the first time we kissed.

I wrap my arms around his neck and slowly pull away, but resting my forehead against his. His arms are wrapped around my waist and were just staring into each other’s eyes

"Thank you Joe, for taking me back” he whispers

"I couldn’t imagine my future with any other person but you babe. Your the best thing that’s ever happened to me and what relationship has no arguments. It’s normal, as long as it doesn’t happen again. I love you, Jack”

"I love you more, Joe”

"Impossible” i say, my lips finding his in another passionate kiss. I start to deepen it and we head home. You can guess what happened next.