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update

she's back from the dead!

so a lot happened between summer & the end of 2022..i was essentially kicked out of my home (we good now, got a place), started working a second job, & with how bad my depression/anxiety can get comes & goes..

i basically lost everything for play pretend so i have to redo it all, meaning for the time being it's on hold but i want it back up & going soon..this really upsets me bc play pretend (still a working title) was something i was looking forward to & to now have to redo everything is draining.

however, being the type of person i am..i have came up with yet another idea & am currently in the works on putting it together. here's hoping i don't lose anything (i.e the work or inspo)

since this is my writing account i only use it on my computer which means i'm ~obviously~ not active a lot but i'm active my other account @theminhyukery & on twitter @/suhloeypark :)

anyway that's all for my update, i want to be more active on here & hopefully i can be.

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so uh i'm very behind on updates for play pretend..i've been feeling very shitty lately and am overly exhausted when i get home from work so i haven't been working on any chapters..

i'll try to finish the first 3 chapters and get them up asap, this is an au i was very excited for and can't believe i've let it just go..

so expect an update hopefully friday!

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play pretend | 127 squad

kim jieun sent an application to audition for NCT, hoping to be their first female member; when the day comes they find out she's in fact not a boy and turn her away from auditioning at all.

so with the help of her friends she disguises as her "twin brother" to prove that she is good enough. they just didn't prepare her for the cute members..

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authors note: johnny's numbers are mixed up, i didn't feel like going back and changing them 😭

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play pretend | the crew™️

main profiles:

priv. profiles:

jieun: 1/2 of the oldest and is TIRED!, cherry's mom, wants to be an idol bc girl can SING, the only responsible one (face claim: jiu [minji] from dreamcatcher)

mari: the middle child, txt stan and beomgyu biased, wouldn't hurt a fly but looks it, encourages bad ideas (face claim: siyeon from dreamcatcher)

yoona: 1/2 of the oldest, is tired of chan and his nonsense, wayv stan and kun biased (face claim: sua [bora] from dreamcatcher)

hana: 1/2 of the youngest, here for a good time not a long time, pie's mom, would hurt a fly but doesn't look it, also encourages bad ideas (face claim: yoohyeon from dreamcatcher)

chan: 1/2 of the youngest, is solely here to piss yoona off, a "ladies man", is probably off doing dumb shit (face claim: eric from tbz)

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kim jieun sent an application to audition for NCT, hoping to be their first female member; when the day comes they find out she's in fact not a boy and turn her away from auditioning at all.

so with the help of her friends she disguises as her "twin brother" to prove that she is good enough. they just didn't prepare her for the cute members..

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authors note: me having face claims does not mean i in any way ship these idols together. i chose jieuns face claim first then i worked from there..choosing the other members as face claims also helps with photos..i was debating on only using a different name for our oc and keeping everybody else's names but it's not what i was feeling..i also just realized i used the wrong fucking your in both yoona AND chans bios 😭

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the earthquake that struck afghanistan and killed more than a thousand and estranged many more is getting little to no media coverage. it’s ridiculous to think about how the world would’ve reacted if that same calamity were to hit a western nation. please pray for the oppressed whose voice is never loud enough to be heard.

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monsta x revival week one: bias ending fairy minhyuk ✨

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i'm writing part of chapter 1 of play pretend & it's probably the worst i've ever written 😭

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monsta xstagram 🐻 shownuayo 

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play pretend | teaser

kim jieun sent an application to audition for NCT, hoping to be their first female member; when the day comes they find out she's in fact not a boy and turn her away from auditioning at all.

so with the help of her friends she disguises as her "twin brother" to prove that she is good enough. they just didn't prepare her for the cute members..

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authors note: shh i totally didn't forget to change the date on the last screenshot 🤫

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(Re)introducing MX’s lead dancer Chae Hyungwon in “Mantis Dance”

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play pretend masterlist

kim jieun sent an application to audition for NCT, hoping to be their first female member; when the day comes they find out she's in fact not a boy and turn her away from auditioning at all.

so with the help of her friends she disguises as her "twin brother" to prove that she is good enough. they just didn't prepare her for the cute members..

essentially the plot of the movie she's the man (which if you've never seen i highly suggest! it's such a good film)

pairing: fem!oc x ??

warnings: cursing, i'll add more as needed

status: on hold

updates: every friday at 10pm

last updated: june 25, 2022

start: june 17, 2022

end:

i'm doing things differently this time around: with characters i'll be using idols as face claims, this is solely an experiment on whether it works or not and if i like it or not..i'm also doing this bc it's easier for photos; i'm also leaving it up to whoever reads this to decide which member our leading lady ends up with!

teaser

profiles: the crew , 127 squad

chapter 1: haha what if?...unless??

...more to come!

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(940614) — happy birthday to our moon. ♡.*･｡ﾟ #OurStarlightTAEILDay #HAPPYTAEILDAY

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update

i'm currently putting familiar stranger on hold for the time being..not only did most of chapter three get yeeted & is now gone, i just lost motivation for it & need to rethink how i want the story to go..i do have another story idea in mind that i'd like to do more :)

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bitchiness 💖 bitterness 💜 bisexuality 💙

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familiar stranger | part 2.5

familiar strangers are individuals that we regularly observe but do not interact with.

summary: nova's an idol and johnny suh is a senior in college, there's no way their paths can possibly cross and definitely no way they would fall for each other..right? but what if he doesn't know the idol, nova, and mark and sungchan's old friend, jia, are the same person; who he happens to find very pretty.

pairings: non idol!johnny x idol oc!nova ; side pairings: ?? x idol oc!rome, ?? x ??

genre: fluff, angst, suggestive, i'm gonna make this such a slow burn bc i'm sadistic like that 😇

others to be included: eric, kevin, jacob from tbz; wendy from red velvet; exo; txt; aleXa; keeho from p1harmony; twice; bangchan & felix from skz; treasure; dreamcatcher

warnings: cursing (swearing, whatever you want to call it), suggestive, lame jokes, more will be added in needed

schedule: every other day unless i'm in a silly goofy mood

priv. twitter

authors note: i forgot to make them private twitters in the beginning so here they are now 😭 i feel like its self explanatory who is who..

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