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In another universe I was happy

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“I feel so fucking unimportant to you”

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I am so tired but I can’t sleep because my thoughts are running again.

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What’s the point of being alive? All you are supposed to do is work until you die, if you are lucky and I mean if you are fucking lucky, you will get a couple weeks off work a year. Is this supposed to be the thing making life so precious? All the stress, disappointment, responsibilities, hopelessness and pain for a few days off? If that’s what life is going to be for the next 50 years, I would rather be dead than live it.

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You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person you love more than anything in this entire world next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lays on anyone's shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and involuntarily a grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this.

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“I could be doing “fine” but as soon as a small inconvenience happens, I am right back at the suicidal tendencies because I realise how much life sucks and how useless I am.”

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In the least depressing way possible, nobody misses me while I am here so nobody will miss me when I am gone.

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“This is the loneliest I have ever felt”

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“I don’t want to be this broken anymore, but pain feels like home.”

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“I have no family and no friends, very little food, no viable job and very poor future prospects. I have therefore decided that there is no further point in continuing my life. It is my intention to drive to a secluded area, near my home, feed the car exhaust into the car, take some sleeping pills and use the remaining gas in the car to end my life.”

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“I must end it. There’s no hope left. I’ll be at peace.”

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“To my friends: my work is done. Why wait?”

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I wish i could go back in time when i felt everything

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