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I’m disappointed that I can’t just quit smoking again like I did before.
It feels so much harder now. My body is aching with discomfort for what I’m doing to it. I need to listen. I’m choosing not to listen right now and I know that needs to stop. Nicotine is so powerful, but I beat it once before. I have to meditate on answers. If I listen enough, the time and willingness will come. I can’t keep feeling guilty about what I’m doing then just keep doing it. That’s not who I want to be anymore. If I be still and listen, I’ll find the strength to pull through this. I want to truly care about my body. I want to thrive. I’ve barely ever given it a chance to show me what it can do because I’ve been so disordered and abusing towards myself. But I know I can change this if I’m patient and open to the change I want. The new moon will come and it’ll be a great time to set a ritual and to focus on beginning a new chapter. It will be emotional, and hard, but I have to cycle with it and turn in a little deeper to my intuition. I’ve been lacking this all my life. And it’s time to change and truly care about myself.
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Two sinks. Raising of the counter and adding a second sink is a great idea. With a detachable spray, the sink is ready to be used for shampooing.
Bathroom Styles, 1995
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You can learn a lot of things from the flowers
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