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Goodbye my favourite stranger.

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Thank you for thinking about me when you got me these 💛

What an honour and privilege to have people in your life who get you things that remind them of you.

They didn't have to, but they wanted to. :)

Grateful 🌻

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The darkest nights make the brightest stars :)

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"for you, i would" is such a gentle and sweet love language like no maybe i wouldn't usually do this but i would love to do it if it would make you happy.

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Every plane that flies across the sky only reminds me of you.

Sometimes I smile, sometimes I pray for the pilot to be you one day, sometimes I just watch the plane flies across the sky while the sound of it echoes in the background..

And sometimes.. I just look away. Because I know the planes will disappear in mid air or among the clouds, it reminds me of you.. not being here.

Oh wells, I'm living okay, so much to be grateful for despite the uncertainties, and I am at peace with things and people.. 🌻

I hope things are great with him wherever he is.

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“If you have the power to make someone happy, do it. The world needs more of that.”

— Unknown

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Chin Siew Fern, you must be crazy.

Yes, I am.

Walked to SS2 ytd night. - it's really not that far....

Today, worked till 630pm because of the extra story telling class.

Went straight to Anytime Fitness for gym trial after.

Then stayed on for Salsation with Az'farr. - what a class, didn't like it at all, can't dance to save my lifeeeeeee.

Felt like I didn't work out. Came home and walked Leia.

It was 11.30pm when I was done walking Leia.

Then did my night run. I wish I could run longer but it's kind of late...

I'm sitting here.. still restless..

I want to cry so badly..

My body is not mine, I'm not feeling it.

What is my body trying to tell me?

Ms Rebecca called, I'm lost...

That run felt good though.. I could totally go for another run..

Thought of him

Okay, time to shower.

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— bianca sparacino; the strength in our scars

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心血来潮，剪了个刘海。

虽然是笑着，但是心是乱的。

觉得自己很肥，是想怎样🤡😡

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I drove past a very high highway today and I could see the panoramic view of KL city and the birds were literally flying on the same level as me.

What a beautiful sight...

Didn't manage to grab a pic but.. would totally wanna drive on that road again.

But, I don't even know where I was...

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Healing is not peaceful.

It's sitting with what you broke or what broke you long enough to understand it.

And the only way you get to stop feeling the way you do is to feel it in its entirety.

Healing doesn't start when the pain stops. It starts when you stop running from the pain.

So turn around and face it!!!

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“Have you ever wanted to ask a question but didn’t because you knew in your heart that you wouldn’t be able to handle the answer?”

— Unknown

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not to be dramatic but i need a nap, a hug, 20k in cash, and to disappear for 3 months

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Growth begins when denial ends.

Replayed the same playlist, lived a different feeling.

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The night we met - Lord Huron.

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I know you loved me, but not the way I loved you. You never loved me enough to learn the language of my heart, to sit with its silence or feel its ache. But every time you hurt, I was there. Even with a bleeding heart, I checked on yours.