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sunflower1experiment · 27 days ago

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Another Mouthwashing Theory

Okay so this is just my personal perspective but I feel like Anya was going through the five stages of grief during the game denial, and the months represent that too. There’s five stages and they were in the Tulpar for five months after the crash. First is denial, it was during the bday party, anger wasn’t aimed at anyone but the lack of safety she had and slightly aimed at Curly/Jimmy for indirectly/directly disregarding her safety. Bargaining was her getting Curly to realize how unsafe she was by hiding the gun, as well as pushing for Jimmy to see what he did wasn’t something he can easily brush aside because its not a big factor to him. Depression, Anya having to be stuck in a crash with her assaulter, being belittled, crying because she realizes once again how little her life mattered because of the mouthwash and with how Jimmy’s actions caused her to become isolated. Then finally acceptance, where she as the video says, kills herself in acceptance that she’s not beyond repair and isn’t defined by the worst moment in her life caused by Jimmy. As well as she accepts Curly for being imperfect even when he was inadvertently enabling Jimmy along with the others, she isn’t angry at him or Swansea but just disappointed the circumstances came out that way because Jimmy lacks the common courtesy of taking responsibility. So she accepts her own decision to escape even if the method is painful…

Thats my theory anyway.

Mouthwashing

Has so many deep meanings and I wish it wasn’t watered down to ships on Tiktok or anywhere else.

What’s that? I’m repeating things. You’re right lets go with something else, for example.

Anya and Curly both are afraid of Jimmy for different reasons. physical and verbal abuse, Jimmy can’t take on Curly. He knows that, but he can hurt Anya so he does that, Anya is smart and is able to be verbal and vocal with things but Jimmy steals her voice and autonomy. So she’s forced into self isolation with her grievances, after the crash, Jimmy proceeds to verbally abuse Anya with ease meanwhile Curly is just now discovering the physical abuse Anya went through but in a different way. Goes with the metaphorical tone of how they parallel one another, Anya experiences verbal and physical abuse. Curly experiences verbal at first because Jimmy cannot fight him/ doesn’t see a reason too, until he is given access to such power. Once Curly is down for the count he proceeds to physically abuse him three times, he doesn’t even consider to be gentle with Curly when giving him pills. Anya witnesses the first time and is given flashbacks, not cuz of Curly but because of Jimmy and Jimmy knows that.

He just proceeds to act coy and easily talks bad about his so called friend. Jimmy whether people like it or not is smart and is willing to lie and set up a whole delusional mindset just to he seen a hero because the incapacitated Curly told him too 💀💀💀

Anyway my theory and rant about Mouthwashing

also to add onto this, Daisuke may not do anything but he would definitely be eager to help Anya more if she had told him and probably be hard on Swansea about the mouthwash if he knew Swansea knew too, cuz thats an authority figure to him. Just sayin, he’s not some teen he’s a young adult too, but he represents the youth in the Capitalist aspect of the game.

While Anya represents the Minority who gets abused by the working class aka Jimmy. Swansea is the older class who should’ve been retired but company greed forces him to stay, Daisuke is the youth, easily manipulated and eager to impress the older class and follows under the working class.

Curly represents the model aspects of Capitalism, the guy whose perfect, blonde, blue eyes. He’s got it good, perfect opportunity, but he also struggles too because of the expectations to keep the peace in a system that is bound to be broken because someone (Jimmy) gets a taste of power.

Pony Express is Capitalism, you never see it, its metaphoric yet they’ve caused a lot of harm to others without even physically being there. no safety locks, one self defense weapon that they can’t even use, two locks for the cockpit and medical. A broken vent and unsafe environments, ( Swansea writes a note to avoid those while working with Daisuke.) Then the sleep conditions and psychological issues, five hours of sleep? Psychological issue one, the psych evals only being on paper and nothing more? Issue 2, pain killers and sleep medication? Issue 3, the cryopods only having four instead of five? Issue 4

not even escape pods but cryopods. for 20 years, incase the ship malfunctions, mind you Jimmy took them off course to crash into the meteor, so no one will be able to track them unless they search for 20 years.

but knowing Pony Express this means less money to spend as they fired all of them illegally. (You can’t fire people while they’re doing the job given to them, its not only legal but can lead to a whole lawsuit)

#mouthwashing anya #curly mouthwashing #daisuke mouthwashing #swansea mouthwashing #jimmy mouthwashing #mouthwashing #mouthwashing rant #i hate jimmy #screw jimmy #screw capitalism

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sunflower1experiment · 1 month ago

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By the way

Quinn

Reader holds a lot of memory for him

they call him Quill by accident because they’re slowly forgetting his name. they remember it was something with a Q. Thats it, it was Yarnaby at first then Quill…

#poppy playtime x reader #yarnaby mention #quinn poppy playtime

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sunflower1experiment · 1 month ago

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I think this song suit Harley and reader

https://youtu.be/6e6pijVwBl0?si=YRG9rK0NUHqCEmDp

Yes, but also in a toxic way

Harley is committed because he sees Reader as an experiment.

Reader is committed because they believe that they deserve to stay with Harley because as they said

"In a twisted way they are perfect"

They love each other but it's not healthy, this song represents the struggles of matrimony. Which would definitely be in Reader's delusions, but in reality.

Nah, it's why they're unreliable because they don't tell the full truth about how bad Harley's behavior is. We all know but Reader does not.

#harley sawyer x reader #anon asks

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sunflower1experiment · 1 month ago

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Chapter 8 "Caretaker"

"Risk"

Sometimes, Harley would look back to the time you would glare at other doctors or workers, he felt a thrill of love for that glare because it was never aiming towards him. On some occasions before you both began courting each other he did receive this infamous gaze and it’d make his skin tingle, from others it made him roll his eyes. You were no different but after a while especially with how emotionally akin you were to the toys; he craved to see it. Anger means a reaction, he has your attention, when it is sadness or indifference the man would feel a wave of disdain: you’re an unreliable narrator to a degree, you blame yourself for everything or you repress the awful things you do. A good example would be the slap with Pierre, or you getting so angry over Quinn, the table was flipped over and left in a huff. He likes that anger, relishes in your rage because it subtly creates a flicker between the two of you. Or it can lead to arguments, or maybe something more sensual.

Hard to explain, when you got angry before you’d angrily hold his hand, and scold the other scientists about treating the toys nicely then look at him for signs of agreement. Of course he agreed at first because he was rewarded, which is where the relationship went wrong, your love is unconditional even in the foundation of his mistakes. It never stops your lips from making contact with his, your hands caressing his face, Harley held a maddening adoration for such affections because it benefits him. Why should he care for how Stella feels towards his actions against you? Unless she was also infatuated with you, no she’s your childhood friend, you both always offer one another yellow roses or tulips. While he wasn’t one for flowers he did seem to find fascination in your reactions, it’s why reliability in narration comes to play. Harley remembers every reaction he deems worthy to remember, yours, the experiments, the workers around him.

You were the unreliable one? No, you both were.. "Because it makes you more sentimental, your bleeding heart is already interrupting my handwork, because that simply means you're having our child, and it most of all means you are being a threat to yourself and this unborn life." You wince at each word, ignoring the rising tears that you blink away. Harley realizes his words and immediately holds you close, “I love you…” He cups your face but then leaves, leaving you behind….again…

Again, did he always fail you? It started with, Prototype he wanted to get your attention even if it affected you negatively. Yarnaby? No, that was his own choice, he needed a bodyguard and that child was the only one who’d listen because of you, “This is for your parents, correct? Our favorite psychologist.” He watches Yarnaby curl up with no thought in his mind besides him, his favorite person. ‘Pathetic’ Harley would think, as if his partner didn’t raise that boy with the mindset of both of them adopting this child.

“Where’s Quinn?”

Damn it! Why are you asking complicated questions!? You set the paperwork down and show Harley some clothes for Quinn, “I bought this for my little boy, haha- our little boy, isn’t it cute?”

How unreliable, you don’t remember this? Harley does, he always will, because it irritated him, grained his soul knowing you were emotionally attached to an experiment. Not that you needed to know, it wasn’t like you were an orphan, right? Sometimes he didn’t realize how little he knew you compared to how much he knew your flaws and bleeding heart, did that make him upset? Compared to how much Stella knew you, yes, it made him wish you had just been some emotionless psychologist who relished in the idea of his success! Is that why you didn’t tell him!? Because he knew but didn’t want to believe it, that you saw him for what he was, an apathetic, self serving, monster? Seeing Leith hug your hunch form while he used the baby against Harley, it was an outrage for the doctor, not because you chose to keep it a secret but because you had every right to yet you told Leith of all people. That selfish, money hungry bastard!

Finally the arguments went off, you both argued and tears were shedding until you angrily yelled. “I wanted a family! I wanted to be a parent with or without you! I wanted to take Quinn away from that hellhole! You lied to me! You said he was safe, and it was my fault that I even trusted you!”

He sucks in his breath at your words to keep from yelling, he had to think of something, anything to get you to understand. “I did this for…myself, it was to protect myself. Quinn…”

“Don’t say his name, I read your notes, I saw those scars on my son, you hurt him you hurt my little boy! How dare you!? You wouldn’t need such protection if you stopped hurting the children and being such a damn fool! That’s all you are, a fool who can’t comprehend the fact that someone would frame you as a monster!” You grab your keys but then stop midway, he was about to perk but only felt his heart sink as you started pressing a couple of ultrasound pictures on his chest. Then with that you leave his house, trying to hide any more tears from falling down, but once the door shuts he grabs the pictures to study them. It was a boy, he felt something for once but also felt maybe this was for the best, he ruined this one chance to simplify what this experiment between himself and you would mean.

It was a failure.

Waking up again, in this body was uncomfortable like always, he felt nothing and something, for you. His lover and his opposite, you had your flaws and knew how to work on them while his flaws exist but why should he acknowledge them!? Every atom in his body was flawed, does this mean that the existence of his very being was never meant to be!? Surely that wasn’t true, not when you loved him enough to even commit to being his partner, even when he wishes to take full blame. You held an amount of it, he wants to say you’re an unreliable narrator because he is the one unreliable, to him Elliot was too soft, Leith was simply greedy and somehow more smart than Harley gave him credit for. But what were you to this Doctor?

Were you, naive, stubborn, softhearted? Or were you aware, alert, protective.

“I see you.”

Harley stops mid thought, his eye widens when you stare him down through the cameras, “Darling!” Your voice was eerie, full of animosity and false tenderness. “Who might I ask, are you?”

You blink, “You do not recognize me?”

“No..”

Harley watches as you stalk towards the camera, “Do I remind you of someone?”

He didn’t have the heart to answer you, it was you of course but he could sense it was a facade, something carrying the anger you had harbored. “Of course.” Harley watches you grab the camera, your eyes now up close so he could get a good look at what he was dealing with.

“Everything you did, it is your fault, but ... .I hold just as much responsibility as you. Whatever pedestal you’re placing me on, erase that from your delusions, you killed Yarnaby, had him tortured just so he could rely on you. Do you understand how heartbreaking it is? No, not at all, it’s okay…”

The camera suddenly begins to static, he blinks as you rip the camera from its station and drop it down the ditch, Doey slips down with a shaky breath. “You alright?”

You nod slowly, a hand covering your mouth to hide the choking sobs that threaten to escape, “No you’re not…” He hugs you close, “I wanted Quill to be mine so bad Doey, I had so many ideas for his school…so many opportunities. I should’ve just stolen him, sometimes in the back of my mind I wish my desire to see the best in Harley had vanished.” Doey nods as you sob sadly, he lets you rub his head and then hug him close. Sometimes he forgot the person before him used to be human, used to be a worker, last time a worker was here they almost killed him. Maybe it was the fact that you were so badly hoping for the best you just inadvertently caused Harley to gain so much power, he remembers the last words Quinn heard before he died…

“Your parent figure would be very proud, Quinn, they’ll adopt you once we finish…” Doey had to watch in horror, the way Quinn so excitedly got ready to move, the way his teeth would hurt him, the abuse the doctors did to him. Then he’d watch in revulsion as Harley comforts Quill, the name Yarnaby rolling off of his tongue every time, as if trying to get a dog to remember its own name.

“Mz….there’s something you need to know.”

Doey turns to you, as the words leave his mouth, it was as if the world had collapsed, and the doughman was stuck holding you back. Your eyes blank, covered with malice as you claw towards the no man’s land danger zone.

So many memories of your babies flashing, Marie, Quinn, Joseph, Kevin! Damn it why were you so naive, Floral speaks this time and your vision cuts to black, ‘I warned you, some things you knew and didn’t know ... .this is something I knew, because I saw him while you slept. You say you love him but it’s misguided, best to let me take over, you’ll only get hurt.’

Poppy rubs your hair back, “What did you tell….what exactly did you say?”

“I told the truth! Doctor Harley shouldn’t get any form of grace, after weeks of us searching, we find our friend, our mother, father, our parent! Mangled, we agreed it would be better for the sake of this haven, what if he manipulates his “lover” then what?”

“I know Doey, but Floral told us it would lead to disengaging, disassociating, what if..”

“Our caretaker will come back, Floral is just taking over.” Poppy nods at Doey’s words, Kissy lays next to your sleeping body so she could keep you warm, even if it was in vain. Dogday and the other critters spoke to each other in hush tones, “....You think…”

“Hoppy, food won’t be scarce for a while but, we shouldn’t…”

“Guys maybe focus on relaxing and finding material, food is on the middle of the list. But I’m worried, I did some research on Floral, they run on emotions yes but…the programming on it is so complex. Bubba..” Bubba shakes his head at Kickin, “Best not to dwell, after all. Machine’s only harvest off of data, not human minds. For all we know Floral could be a sentient AI who simply seeks what our caretaker desires…”

“The Risk to keeping us safe”

Memory data download has begun.

Do you wish to continue?

Yes....correct.

“Floral….” ……

“Floral!”

The robot opens its eyes, blaring alarms fuel the adrenaline rush through the robotic limbs. It falls down, crashing through the glass, before climbing out of the room, screaming throughout the hallways some scientists ran by, and Boxy Boo follows.

Floral hides behind a wall, then watches Boxy Boo, eat, tear, rip the workers until there was nothing but shreds of clothes. Red cells would flood the room had there been more, Floral felt disgust towards the scene, why eat them? They scan the sight….those people weren’t innocent, so Floral shrugs the scene off.

Blood streaming from its mouth will not satiate such lust for flesh, so Floral taps on its own mouth….nothing, everything is blank.

The robot needed to act fast, “Is Stella safe?” The robot thought, as if it wanted to ask but instead it was a mixture. “Kill, eat, save…”

Something is wrong. More blood, bodies piling the sound of a woman’s agonizing scream as bones cracking in the air would erupt throughout people’s bodies. Flora watching as one man crawls over and holds it by the leg, Flora scans him. “Not innocent”

So Floral kicks the male aside, then steps on his hand while a toy drags him back into the darkness, his screams music to the bigger bodies ears…

Higher, higher and latch onto the pipes, the same pipes that would soon clank and clatter was human bodies crash downs Floral catches one of the scientists, he gasps then coughs before croaking out in utter panic. “Dead- All of t-The…Oh god!”

Floral raises a hand then stabs the scientist, setting him down slowly as bait…it tosses this man’s form above. Then crawls along before stalking through the area, “…….” The first one to attack was Mommy Long legs, good. He wasn’t innocent, and yet she lunged at an innocent worker. So Floral swiftly grabs him, running along the floor towards the exit until it was stopped by Huggy, his angry screeching caused Floral to place a hand up like its creator. Upon realizing it couldn’t calm this angry beast, Floral heads for the vents, this man needed to be saved!

……

“yOu cANNot sAvE tHE gUILty…”

it stops as it feels something hit it, dropping the human, it’s body falls…LEDs blank.

The loud crash scares the toys, Floral crawls to safety hiding in the vents, before it lays against the wall. “…..”

What was the main Target….r

Extract the creator if the plan fails

Find the children…..

Save……. save…..

Save who? Why….

its….his….fault

The robot shuts down….

Power off

#ppt harley sawyer #poppy playtime harley x reader #harley sawyer x reader #harley sawyer #harley sawyer poppy playtime #poppy playtime x reader #poppy poppy playtime #poppy playtime #poppy playtime doey #doey the doughman #yarnaby mention #leith pierre mention #kickin chicken #bubba bubbaphant #kissy missy

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sunflower1experiment · 2 months ago

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SugarSpice (platonic)

Funfact they have never met and if they did it would probably be a universe where she died or maybe I’ll make it happen idk

But if they did meet, this would only happen because he captured her and found her stories amusing.

#cookie run kingdom oc #cookie run kingdom #cookie run fanart #cookie run oc #burning spice cookie #burning spice crk #oc x canon

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sunflower1experiment · 2 months ago

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OMG 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️ THANK YOU OH MY GAWDDD

@sunflower1experiment oc, she was so fun to draw!

#Thank you #cookie run kingdom #crk oc #SHE LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL

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sunflower1experiment · 2 months ago

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Crasona and Anya talk

”Your eval….you talk about seeing things without your veil…”

Crasona’s smile softens then widens, “Yes…”

“…..Do you enjoy wearing your veil….?”

“No..” Anya breaths out, a bit depleted from having to ask such questions and get curt answers. “….May you explain to me what you see?”

“Is that an order?” The woman sets her clipboard down, then she looks at Crasona in the eyes. “Its a request.” They falter, then look at the medbay door, and sigh. “……”

“Sometimes I see things such as, what I could do, to the crew or to the crewmates that make me feel, negative feelings. Specifically Jimmy and Curly…” Anya stops writing again, this was a territory that was not up to her standards…not yet at least.

“Elaborate.”

“I occasionally, see Jimmy, and he frightens me…so my eyes shape him as a dead man walking…with Curly I see him holding you but then my eyes trick me, and he becomes a lying corpse…you….you also make me sad and I always imagine you as the moon…while I’m the star that wanders aimlessly, looking for you…”

Anya hesitates but she presses further. “Why is Jimmy dead?” Crasona goes silent, then they point to the eval. “Because he made you uncomfortable…I may be one to never talk but I listen very well, its why I cover my eyes. If I see more than I hear it creates a terrible narrative. But if I hear more than I see, I can form a proper sense of narration…something. The co pilot lacks because he is too prideful to see that he lacks common sense.”

Anya blinks, covering her mouth and she then chuckles. “….You never fail to surprise me Crasona. One day you’re jubilant, bright and occasionally causing mayhem. Next thing I know, you’re having a deep conversation with myself and Swansea…”

Anya sets the paperwork aside, then she hugs the other close. “Its okay…”

Crasona blinks as their eyes focus on the door….they slowly hug Anya back. “…..I trust you, and only you.”

#mouthwashing anya #mouthwashing #curly mouthwashing #daisuke mouthwashing #swansea mouthwashing #jimmy mouthwashing #mouthwashing oc

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sunflower1experiment · 2 months ago

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Sugarplum Sorbet Cookie

See what the fandom didn’t know is….I already have an Oc MWAHAHAHAHA

she’s an Epic lol

#cookie run kingdom #cookie run oc #oc x canon #cookie run kingdom oc #royal margarine cookie #cookie run fanart #crk oc art

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sunflower1experiment · 2 months ago

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New fandom??

Cookie run fandom hayyyyy

#cookie run kingdom #cookie run oc #royal margarine cookie #royal margarine crk #cookie run fanart #cookie run kingdom oc

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sunflower1experiment · 2 months ago

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Preview of Chapter 8

TW// Signs of Cannibalism, gore, blood

“Floral….” ……

“Floral!”

The robot opens its eyes, blaring alarms fuel the blood rush through the robotic limbs. It falls down, crashing through the glass, before climbing out of the room, screaming throughout the hallways some scientists ran by and Boxy Boo follows.

Blood streaming from its mouth will not satiate such lust for flesh, so Floral taps on its own mouth….nothing, everything is blank.

The robot needed to act fast, “Is Stella safe?” The robot thought, as if it wanted to ask but instead it was a mixture. “Kill, eat, save…”

So Floral kicks the male aside, then steps on his hand while a toy drags him back into the darkness, his screams music to the bigger bodies ears…

Floral raises a hand then stabs the scientist, setting him down slowly as bait…it tosses this man’s form above. Then crawls along before crawling around, “…….” The first one to attack was Mommy Long legs, good….he wasn’t innocent, but then she lunged at an innocent worker. So Floral swiftly grabs him, running along the floor towards the exit until it was stopped by Huggy, his angry screeching caused Floral to place a hand up like its creator. Upon realizing it couldn’t calm this angry beast, Floral heads for the vents, this man needed to be saved!

……

“yOu cANNot sAvE tHE gUILty…”

it stops as it feels something hit it, dropping the human, it’s body falls…LEDs blank.

The loud crash scares the toys, Floral crawls to safety hiding in the walls, before it lays against the wall. “…..”

What was the main Target….right right

Extract the creator if the plan fails

Find the children…..

Save……. save…..

Save who? Why….

its….his….fault

The robot shuts down….

Power off

#harley sawyer x reader #poppy playtime harley sawyer x reader #harley sawyer poppy playtime #harley sawyer #poppy playtime harley x reader #poppy playtime x reader #poppy playtime #huggy wuggy #mommy long legs

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