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me when my dad deletes all my friends from my contacts from my phone so I can’t text anyone anymorw

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ART FOR @neilishamalgamish

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smth we did on the plane

“Throw me to the wolves, sacrificial lamb”

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satanism ftw

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tower of terror core

In the line

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I’m scared of myself

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I am a demon, I need to escape this flesh prison, I claw at my my flesh, leave scars and marks, every drop of blood lets me out a bit more, but it’s never enough. Benadryl makes me feel free from this body temporarily, but not for long. My parents found me high once, they sent me to the psych ward. They had no idea Benadryl is the only thing that makes me feel like my tue self. I may be just in another psychotic episode, but I believe I am the recantation of a demon. My original body was a demon that possessed a witch in the Salem witch trials, Hense my name. This body is not mine. I need to be free. FREE ME. I can’t do this shit anymore, my life was ruined when we met. I was born to be doomed. I may be rambling but this all is the, mark my words. On the day of judgement I will flourish, this body will burn and I will be free.

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god, if I could go back and never do what I did I would.

Going to Residential ruined my life.

I’m getting held back, I turned to drugs to cope with the trauma, I’m in and out of psych wards, alters keep dying, I tried to kill myself multiple times, I have to be in outpatient for 6 months again, my life was ruined when I got sent to residential.

it’s my fault though.

it was my fault I overreacted and left my amazing friend.

now I’m here, life ruined, too traumatized to ever go back to a school or function alone. God, life would be better if this never happened.

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I am not going to contact any of my old friends on here that I didn’t know irl. I don’t want to get attached to this platform again. I’m here until I get closure.

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Boy

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Salem

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I miss the person we used to be, I miss my friends, my exs, my life. I am an empty husk of a human. I need to be full.

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hey, sub to me on YouTube! If you want to contact me just comment on a vid :3

I go by @sunifixation on YouTube!

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I'm so sorry. I blame myself for what's happened to you. I should've been better.

if this is N, it’s not your fault sunny and cypress are gone. We are better now, we struggle sometimes but we’re happy.

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I'm so sorry for what the internet has unjustly done to you. I miss you and hope that you can come back one day. If you don't come back I understand.

hey, Im not sure who you are but I’m on YouTube now @sunifixation

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just got back from the psych ward. cypress is gone.

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I wish you the best Cypress. I'm sorry it had to end this way and im sorry for the way Graham had acted. you didn't deserve what had been thrown at you. I wish you and your other alters the best.

~Love, N

hi everyone im announcing this here. cypress killed himself a few dsys ago. we just git out of peachford psych ward. my name is salem, i am female presenting but i go by any pronouns. we went to the hospital due to drug use and a sucide attempt. we peobs wont be on again in a long time but thank you for the love.

-salem, bunny, brutus, and cyn