sunlitaftermath

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oh ew is that really what i sowed? eww omigod i am NOT reaping that

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real yearners miss people BEFORE they're gone

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nothing could ever feel as good as knowing enough cooking fundamentals & flavor pairings to just wing it with 95% certainty that the final product is gonna be good. t shirt that says I ❤️ MAKING A PAN SAUCE

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getting both wet AND hard because i don't let my physical form limit my self expression

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up at 3am googling how do i break out of a repetitive cycle that both comforts and harms me

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every day should be like i wake up & my first thought is a beautiful idea of a fun & new activity & i spend my day accomplishing it

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u know besides the million other reasons i hate generative ai i also refuse to use it bc i dont trust anything being pushed on me this hard. why does every company desperately want me to get on the bandwagon. whats in it for you. whats in it for me. if ur pushing this shitass product into my life so intrusively u must have nefarious intentions. i dont trust anything being shilled like this

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ronan being extremely monogamous and obsessive is truly a blessing for him because otherwise he wouldve been tryna fuck every gay 40+ year old man in a 20 mile radius during the raven cycle. wait i think my third eye just opened do i need to write?? problematic age gap pynch??

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yes the rumours are true !!! i would like a kiss. perhaps two or three actually if that’s not asking too much

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I feel so bad for the annoying women at work. Like I actually feel sick when we’re interacting and I feel the annoyance occurring in my brain like she really doesn’t mean to be this way and she just doesn’t want to feel alone or rejected. you can tell she’s experienced being an outsider everywhere she goes it’s only a matter of time. And it’s not cool chic or edgy but in the ugliest most desperate and dehumanizing way. They always start hopeful. they want to connect and they go searching for someone receptive to her so she can find her people but everyone turns away from her slowly and u hear it in her voice. It’s happening again. she starts hesitating to speak and when she does you hear a shaky child ending every sentence like it’s a question. Testing the waters to know if she’s wrong for even trying. And then I realize I took her smile for granted now that it’s gone.. I have to make it up to her I can’t let something like this continue. Life is so hard for people everywhere, so building a tolerance for being irritated is nothing in comparison especially if the reward is less pain and loneliness in the world I will always be the bestie you have my word

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some people are afraid to be cheesy. I live my whole life on the charcuterie board

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You know the old proverb. If you have a shirt thats good. Wear it everyday till you die

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Nikki Giovanni, from “Mirrors”

[Text ID: … but It Cannot Be A Mistake to have cared … It Cannot Be An Error to have tried … It Cannot Be Incorrect to have loved]

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you’re 23 and you learn rosemary kennedy was lobotomized at 23 and you’re like my god she was barely an adult. then you’re 27 and you’re like holy hell amy winehouse was just starting her life. and then, presumably, you reach 36 and you’re like christ alive marilyn monroe was only 36. and so on and so forth

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ugh. forget everything i’ve ever said. unless you thought it was smart or funny in which case remember it forever

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sorry for fucking up our conversation i had never had that one before