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Looks better now.

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the blogs colors have been changed. I hope it doesn't look bad.

Edit: need to make the yellow brighter.

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It's nice to see all the bits and pieces you've shown of polaris story over time in one place!

POLARIS CHANDRAN

(and Navi Chandran by extension)

this post will be very long. and will detail a shitton of oc lore. itll go through multiple fandom arts, as i like to throw my characters at various games and franchise things. i am also on twice as much cbd as i Rarely take while writing this okay let me live. ok cut GO

ursa minor chandran (to be polaris) and ivan chandran (to be navi) were born to ursa major chandran. the two were six years apart, so the shy baby pol barely got to know their mother before she vanished and left both siblings to their father and grandmother.

unfortunately, their father became neglectful in the wake of their mothers death. navi had ursas eyes, and polaris may as well not have even existed. their grandmother, on the other hand, hated both children, believing them to be illegitimate.

its not immediate, but navi ends up realizing that no one is taking care of polaris. they step up to plate and start taking care of their baby sibling. navi tries to keep polaris away from the other family, take care of him, feed him, keep him happy... and as time goes on, it gets harder.

polaris was always a shy kid. he ended up with a handful of friends, but they werent necessarily healthy friends. polaris found love in music, taking one-on-one classes from a kindly teacher, only for his friends to decide he was choosing music over them. he became to get bullied relentlessly, but at least he had music, right? (its around this time that navi learns they are trans, and polaris follows suit pretty soon after)

then his music teacher died. polaris ended up getting into fights with his (now very ex) friends, ones that began to escalate into PHYSICAL fights until navi managed to convince the school to pull polaris out, dragging their father to give his permission.

and then polaris is isolated.

he was already disconnected from others his age due to being autistic, but suddenly he was spending more time with the family that hated him, and his inner voice took a VERY bitter shift. navi was his only friend, his father didnt recognize him, and his grandmother was very vocal about wanting to snap the one thing he loved, his guitar. suddenly, navi was their ONLY friend.

generally, this is where the story diverges depending on the AU, but the jist regardless is this: navi ends up sacrificing everything they have, including morals, for polaris to survive a fallout. polaris wakes in a new place and has to learn to survive- but, he is alive.

"just rain" was a thing i wrote about his mental state after this. his story afterwards includes a lot of learning who he is, as well as how to enjoy the life he hasnt really lived yet. he grows up to be a mediocre guy who still looks like hes dying every time anything happens ever. he ends up with a big polycule and has a kid and shit. im normal about him. smiles.

oc tag is #oc: polaris chandran, but he also has #rw unbound for his rain world au and #polariscore because i love the loser freak man. look at him or ill blow up. whatever

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Thanks for answering! I thought the spotlights were a part of it but I wasn't sure. Big fan of monsters made from emotions. Her design is cool and I like her story. Neat overall!

I think your oc stuff is cool if that helps.

Whos Wandelprobe? I see their the paw above the stage so I'm curious.

MY GIRLLLL... she has zero public info right now, since i was originally trying to make a game with her in it, but thisll change that, lol- thanks for asking!! actually, you see a lot more than wandels paw there. the stagelights? those are heads.

wandelprobe can be considered a thematic opposite to eden's garden. edens garden is a dragon that comes from eden kavor based on his woes over what people assume he is like. some people frame eden as flatout a predator, abuser, idiot, and generally terrible person, as he is addicted to drugs and sexually open. edens garden is his snapping point where he realizes that he cant actually handle how hes been treated, a sort of "ill show you a monster you fucks". (hes still soft inside, just bites more, lmao)

meanwhile, theres wandelprobe, the "manifestation" of someone named astral ortiz. astral was pushed into being a musician at a young age, as she had a beautiful singing voice. however, as she got older, she started acting out, as she didnt really want to be there and wasn't given a choice. but she could never get far in it due to the directors having sticks up their asses always reining her in and scolding her (pro tip: this makes it worse for the her).

eventually she accidentally hurts someone. while the people making money off of her are constantly grappling to keep it under wraps, she gets a glimpse of freedom where she doesnt have to sing, doesnt have to be in the spotlight, and so on. and when they try to take her back, she reacts VIOLENTLY, represented by wandelprobe! (iirc this song came out, like, just after i initially doodled this design, so i was a little feral about it too)

astral/wandelprobe, to me, acting out because youre hurt and dont understand that. something about a mix of apathy and love? its hard to explain, exactly. she adores singing, she adores making music, but its not hers. its not her stage, shes just watching it and being praised for it. and that pisses her off!

i stuff a lot of my autism in her can u tell lol

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Smug mf

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Neat, Quill looks like their having a bad time.

whatever you do, dont stop moving.

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Their cute.

FORGOT TO POST THIS!! redrew an old ass oc i still have from childhood

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Best fight in the game. I like how you draw her.

I finished playing Tunic today. Very cool game, I loved the puzzles, although the combat was a bit hard for me. Here's a quick fanart of Boss Scavenger, because I think she's cute even though she beat my ass like 15 times.

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Very pointy, I like the shapes.

Moooooooleeeeessss <3

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Adorable!

monk with sun hat

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I love the colors of this! The bright red of this particularly.

The Roaring Knight

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Cute way to draw them!

love this animal the ever of all time ever

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Muenos looks cool! Like the thorns and the big Scythe, how the wings are done as well.

deltarune au muenos

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El is not having a good time. I love the black and gold view showing the echo and them talking in the tags, its neat!

What about the other critters? Does anything else seem to feel this?

[ Other creatures must notice! ]

[ Centipede must- Where is? ]

[ Centipede has escaped? Must be running away-- No, no it is... asleep? ]

[ Centipede does not notice. Does not notice it is released, does not notice strange thing. ]

[̸̢̨͚̞̐͠ ̶̩̱̬̝̀̈̍̍̚ͅẄ̵̡͉̰I̴̧͈̻̠̥̊̆ͅT̶̡̫̻͇͓̊N̷̳̹̺͕̙͐͂̔Ḛ̷̡̗̣̌́̾̄̕͝S̷̰̠̭͓̿Ș̶̢̼̐́̀ ̶̧̭̺̙̬́̀̇̓̆̕]̴͓͖͉́

[ Ghh-! Pain, head... did something hit head? ]

[ Presence... waiting. Presence knowing. Presence... ]

[ It asks something from. Must give something... must request? ]

// El now has the ability to speak something to the spirit. Asks may be channeled through El for this purpose. You may also ask things of El, such as observations gleaned of this strange experience. . .

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Been tiered lately. Will return when I'm not. (probably)

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Mourge and Zephyr take the spotlight as a new tale begins!! Excited to see where this one might goes.

ok

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Nice to see zeezee and morgue again! Wonder what's going on with the oil? I like how shiny morgue looks. Would be interested to see more. If you want to of course, no pressure.

sighs. i need to be stopped before i make another webcomic. tbh