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I am being attacked by severe depression and can't draw, but I sketched this while rotting in my bed. I love womanhood, I love being a woman, I am a woman. It's only now that I've seen how many sisters I have.

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I drew us and my fiancée colored it!!! 😭😭😭💖💖💖 @i-ate-a-stylus love youuu

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I LOVE YOU TOO

*inhale*

I LOVE HERRRRRRR I LOVE HER I LOVE HER I LOVE HER 😭😭😭

*exhale*

I cannot I'm so happy, it's kinda weird

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I'm in lesbians with you 🤲💖

Damn, I'm a lesbian after all

Turned out I have a girlfriend (FIANCÉE!!!! but anyway)

What a great day to be a lesbian

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as far as everyone decided to suddenly remember about Nazis, I'd like to remind you something

vladimir putin killed Alexey Navalny

vladimir putin killed Boris Nemtsov

vladimir putin killed dozens of people who were fighting against him

vladimir putin started the war with Ukraine and kills hundreds of Russian and Ukrainian soldiers and innocent people every fucking day

vladimir putin has a nuclear bomb and he threatens the world with it

vladimir putin killed thousands of trans, non-binary and gay people who committed suicide, were raped and/or murdered because of his laws against queer people

vladimir putin puts in jail dozens of people who say anything against his regime. weekly

don't forget that fascism is a world-wide thing. trump is not the only Nazi in the world and that should worry you as well. trump makes friends with putin, don't treat Russian dictator as a friendly kind grandpa, he's even more powerful and mad than trump.

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it's funny how people began to talk about Nazis only when trump became the president again. like we didn't have fucking Russian government before. but, ah, I forgot, nobody cares about some land where bears walk down the streets and everyone drinks vodka while playing balalayka, right?

I mean, everyone in the world are so shocked with trump's actions (so am I, he's a huge dick), but NOBODY IN THE DAMN WORLD said anything when putin banned trans and detrans healthcare and left us live in the country where it's illegal for us to exist. we had a very fucked up system for transition and detransition, but since 2023 we don't have it at all.

are you afraid of being put in jail for having a rainbow flag somewhere on your web page, posted 10 years ago and forgotten? we are. we constantly are.

I'm done with the US being the center of this damn world.

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signed, another autistic person

fyi if you're trying to use the fact that that rancid ass muskrat cunt is autistic to be like "oh he didn't know what he did was wrong" about the fact that he threw up a fucking nazi salute then you are one of the stupidest fucking cunts to walk the earth and since we're in a housing crisis you should start offering the massive amount of empty fucking space in your skull for rent

(signed, an autistic person)

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lol yeah it's easy to say "75 million of us did not vote for trump" but at the same time to hate Russians because you believe all of us voted for putin. I don't feel sorry for you at all, because you're hypocrites. Americans told me to stop venting when I posted about Russian laws against trans and detrans people on Reddit (it was queer sub). Americans told me that it's not really a big deal, when putin literally banned any option for us to transition and detransition, banned our lives and our chances to live. Now, when it's happening to you, you say that you didn't vote for trump, but in the past you all were saying that Russians are responsible for making putin a president.

so know what? stop venting. I hate hypocrisy more than anything in this world. trump is still an asshole, but so are you who blame Russians for putin's regime.

need to clarify that I feel sorry for queer folks, but only if they didn't blame Russians in the past.

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"Is it really you, my love?"

....I'm emotional after Ithaca saga....

WYFILWMA kinda reminded me about my bebes that were apart for 5 years because of war and also because Varn was trapped in the Oblivion. He had a fight with his best friend and when he left to cool down he was kidnapped and trapped.

Vara almost killed his friend and she didn't care that he was her brother's husband and Dovahkiin, but he lived yay

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AWWW just noticed the post thanks so much ❤️‍🩹😭🤲

My WONDERFUL Michael commission drawn by @sunspire-knight at here.

Literally couldn't be happier with it, but he already knows that.

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my new headcanons about Marcurio (actually not new, just the time had come to share them) + my art with him and his headcanoned sister

drew these guys this summer, but wanted to tell about my headcanon about Marcurio again (no waaaayyy)

this art is by my skyrim real au so yeah

and this girl with him is his sister Vara (she's actually my fiancee's character but we're free to headcanon whatever we want, aren't we?)

you may ask: how?

well, she's actually a dunmer in skyrim original world but she has some imperial origins (they have one grandmother in our au)

so basically they weren't raised together, but they met when Marcurio was on his way to Skyrim from Cyrodiil (I headcanon that he was born in the Empire but left when he was in his teens), Vara stayed by his side and they developed brother-and-sister relationship

BY THE WAY we also headcanon that his mother is a lesbian who's in love with Vara's mother because we headcanon that both their fathers were assholes and their mothers were lesbians in a marriage of convenience

I KNOW THAT ALL OF THAT MAY SEEM WEIRD AND SILLY but I just like to fantasize about practically empty characters without any background and imagine what kind of family and story thay might have

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🍂🍂🍂

NEURODIVERGENT FOLKS ARE LOOKING FOR MONEY AND OFFER THEIR SILLY LITTLE ART FOR FAIR PRICES👉👈

🍂🍂🍂

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✨Varaynea✨

I love her so much you can't even imagine!!

Maybe one day I will write her backstory (there will be a lot of TW)

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STOP SCROLLING!

Oka, I plan on following everyone on tumblr

literally everyone

Please reblog so I can make this happen

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my girlfriend told me about yaelokre and I tried to sketch us together, I kinda like it especially the first pic

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YAYYY MY FAVORITE GIRL POSTED OUR FAVORITE FICTIONAL GIRL

"but you, Varaynea, shall be mine"

My beloved oc with her mother 🤲

They are really close and both are the BEST mothers (yeah, I have mommy issues that's why)

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finally, my pinned post!

my name is ksenia (ksesha for short), age is 21.

I am currently getting a bachelor's degree in game design.

I have ASD (level 2 i guess but I'm not from the US so idk), diagnosed at 2 yo. Also diagnosed with ADHD, OCD, cPTSD and I'm currently getting treatment for my SPD.

Special interests: Skyrim and The Elder Scrolls series in general, The Magnus Archives, fantasy, different mythology (Greek, Slavic and Scandinavian are my favs), my characters and favorite characters from different media, maps, places, names, lists!!!

I'm Russian against the war, p*tin, conservatives. I condemn war in any form and stand for peace in Ukraine and freedom of Russia.

I'm a detrans woman!!! I was on T for 3 years, but I understood that I was never trans and went back to being a woman, I'm already more than 6 months OFF hormones. I go by she/her only. I'm asexual lesbian who loves one woman.

I don't remember anything else about myself, so that's all for now :D but I want to make this blog my personal space for thoughts and infodumping, drawing, writing and just sharing my favorite things.

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