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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov Characters: Katsuki Yuuri, Victor Nikiforov, Makkachin (Yuri!!! on Ice) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Miscommunication, Secret Relationship, Fluff, Attempt at Humor, Literal Sleeping Together, POV Outsider, Crack

for @piecesofbrokenrecollections <3

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“Yuuuuri, did you know that your adorable concentration face has made people think that you hate me?”

“Eh—?”

“Look at this.”

(Viktor amends a misunderstanding.)

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Yakov Feltsman & Victor Nikiforov, Christophe Giacometti & Victor Nikiforov Characters: Victor Nikiforov, Christophe Giacometti, Yakov Feltsman Additional Tags: Angst, Hurt No Comfort, Loneliness, Touch-Starved Victor Nikiforov, Depressed Victor Nikiforov, Introspection, Insecurity, Yearning, not for anybody in particular, Christophe Giacometti & Victor Nikiforov Friendship, Pre-Canon, Young Victor Nikiforov 

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The display case in his living room is robust, and his life has never been this thin. It feels like it matters, suddenly, like it’s one of the greatest oversights of his twenty-one years. Maintaining the image for others can’t be enough anymore, he wants it for himself, he wants the myth so badly that he trembles with it.

(Viktor is lonely.)

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Chapters: 2/9 Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri's Family & Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri & Victor Nikiforov & Yuri Plisetsky Characters: Katsuki Yuuri, Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Hiroko, Katsuki Mari, Katsuki Toshiya, Makkachin (Yuri!!! on Ice), Okukawa Minako, Yuri Plisetsky Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Depression, Fluff and Angst, Grief/Mourning, Vicchan Dies (Yuri!!! on Ice), Introspection, Anxiety Disorder, Victor Nikiforov Has ADHD, Executive Dysfunction, Chubby Katsuki Yuuri, Weight Issues, Eating Disorders, nothing too in depth it’s mostly just mentions, Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Unreliable Narrator, Oblivious Katsuki Yuuri, Pining Victor Nikiforov, Long-Haired Victor Nikiforov, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, YOI Daydreamer Big Bang, Slice of Life, Yuri Plisetsky is a Brat, Thirsty Victor Nikiforov 

Summary:

“How do you feel?”

Yuuri shrugs, “Strange, I think.”

And Viktor closes his crinkling eyes, nodding, “Me too. We should sleep — would you like to stay here?”

Hasetsu summers are long and warm, not typically meant for prolonged embraces in the evenings, but as long as they lie above the blankets Yuuri will be comfortable. The arms squeezing him remind him a little of how Phichit had held him on the gloomiest evenings in January. Maybe Viktor needs this too.

(Or, snapshots of a world where Yuuri never went to the banquet, Viktor shows up a little earlier than expected, and loneliness is not an absolute.)

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Chapters: 1/9 Fandom: Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Katsuki Yuuri/Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Yuuri's Family & Victor Nikiforov Characters: Katsuki Yuuri, Victor Nikiforov, Katsuki Hiroko, Katsuki Mari, Katsuki Toshiya, Makkachin (Yuri!!! on Ice), Okukawa Minako Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Depression, Fluff and Angst, Grief/Mourning, Vicchan Dies (Yuri!!! on Ice), Introspection, Anxiety Disorder, Victor Nikiforov Has ADHD, Executive Dysfunction, Chubby Katsuki Yuuri, Weight Issues, Eating Disorders, nothing too in depth it’s mostly just mentions, Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Unreliable Narrator, Oblivious Katsuki Yuuri, Pining Victor Nikiforov, Long-Haired Victor Nikiforov, Other Additional Tags to Be Added Summary:

“How do you feel?”

Yuuri shrugs, “Strange, I think.”

And Viktor closes his crinkling eyes, nodding, “Me too. We should sleep — would you like to stay here?”

Hasetsu summers are long and warm, not typically meant for prolonged embraces in the evenings, but as long as they lie above the blankets Yuuri will be comfortable. The arms squeezing him remind him a little of how Phichit had held him on the gloomiest evenings in January. Maybe Viktor needs this too.

(Or, snapshots of a world where Yuuri never went to the banquet, Viktor shows up a little earlier than expected, and loneliness is not an absolute.)

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So today I spent the day crying over this WWII-era fic Blackbird by @thetwoguineabook

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It’s so funny to me that the boss demeans Kazuki at every opportunity, calls him a peasant, poorly skilled, a bad influence. And yet it’s Kazuki who has gained in three years (probably less) what this man never could — the absolute loyalty and devotion of his son.

Like, the boss has tried to get Rei to take over the organization and accept his role in the family legacy, twice, and each time he’s dragged his feet reluctantly.

Meanwhile, all Kazuki has to say is, "Rei, we’re keeping this kid and raising her as our own" or "Rei, we're sneaking into the zoo to spy on our daughter because she’s mad at me and forgot her lunch" and Rei will sigh and groan but immediately go along with it like: “Ok, babe, whatever you want.”

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Victuuri *in love*.

Commission for @neutronstarchild 's fic Yuuri and the Three Fae.

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“KazuRei is queerplatonic!”

“KazuRei is romantic!”

“Buddy Daddies is heteronormative queerbait!”

“Buddy Daddies isn’t gay!”

Y’all, Buddy Daddies is about two men fostering and co-parenting a child together while being an explicit rejection of biological ties in favor of found family, that’s the queerest premise I could possibly imagine without being obviously romantic. Buddy Daddies is already a radical queer, progressive narrative regardless of KazuRei’s romantic status.

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Just realized something devastating about BD Ep8

So you know how Kazuki called Rei after Rei finished the job, when he was just sitting there?

I was like "why would Kazuki call him if he knew he was on a job, that could have been really dangerous if his timing was bad"

In fact, I was even worried that Kazuki would call him while he's fighting, throwing him off and causing him to get hurt (so much angst potential oof)

But Kazuki's timing was too good. So I'm guessing the GPS in Rei's phone is accurate enough that Kazuki could see he'd been in the exact same spot for a while, not moving around like before.

Knowing Kazuki, there must have been a moment, maybe right before he called, where he thought the reason why Rei wasn't moving was because he was dead or badly hurt. There must have been a moment, however tiny, where Kazuki thought he'd lost another partner and parent to his child.

Maybe that's why he called when he did.

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thinking about rei’s shitty dad. how he doesn’t let rei call him father, only boss. how he only taught him how to kill and nothing else. how nothing really ties them but name and blood. how he still expects rei to fulfill his “duties” as a son despite never really being his father.

thinking about rei. how he holds miri so gently. how he’s willing to learn to make her life comfortable. how he (and kazuki) take pride in being called papa. how he and kazuki want her to grow up happy and healthy. how they are a family tied by love.

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Listen, this?

This?

Bisexual behavior.

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will you be my beginning, my middle, my end

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kazurei

(I couldn’t find the og guys I’m sorry)

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Kazuki and Rei at the end of Buddy Daddies decide to do one last hit, one final job and they’re done, and it’s destroying the Suwa family’s crime empire. Putting this as my future prediction for this show.

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yearning hours but specifically when yuri caresses victor’s cheek in their exhibition pairs skate and he just melts into it and it’s so soft and they love each other so much and i can’t even

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New Yuri on Ice thing :D I miss these two <3