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TW self harm

So wild to me that i can I can sit here with such little concern for myself

Is this acclimatisation in gore form (Gorm)?

I know if they see me they’re scream but I will just shrug it off

“It’s just where it is it’s not that deep”

But any cut is too deep bc i deserve better

I don’t deserve any pain

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Person: goes to a shop whilst I sleep, messages me to make sure I know where they are, tells me to contact them if I need anything

Me, a person with BPD: first of all, how dare you abandon me like this,

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Do you mind?

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Me, remembering over people actually have control over what they eat:

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do you guys ever have thoughts about sabotaging people you hate? like making up tons of lies about them and sending waves of people to harass them or sending rude messages that’ll lead to their death? because i do and they’re always fun to think about but its frustrating because i know i cant do it due to the backlash

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When someone makes an Unapproved joke at your expense

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Is it normal to have a list of people you wouldn’t hurt and a list of people you’d hurt if you could get away with it without ruining your reputation bc I can only think of two people I am nice to bc I actually want to be

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tfw someone criticises you even mildly and you get consumed by blind rage

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Oh, babe, I’m not like those other guys…

…I need constant validation of worth, unlimited attention, and an unwavering amount of motivation to live.

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what the ever living fuck is a “personality”

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id rather die than be perceived as imperfect

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*is dating someone*

*still wants everyone to have a crush on me*

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things u should do:

1. give me attention

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me, with a person i’m not even vaguely attracted to: be attracted to me be attracted to me be attracted to me be attracted to me

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someone: ignores something i said

me, setting myself on fire: haha its nbd! it wasnt important haha