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“When the day is over, let it go. Don’t dwell on what you could’ve or should’ve done. Tomorrow is another day and another chance.”

— Mandy Hale

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why did i pay for this bed if i can’t stay in it 24/7 and read books, listen to music and ignore reality

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“Suddenly, we were just strangers with memories.”

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“I believe that we are who we choose to be. Nobody’s going to come and save you, you’ve got to save yourself. Nobody’s going to give you anything. You’ve got to go out and fight for it. Nobody knows what you want except for you. And nobody will be as sorry as you if you don’t get it. So don’t give up on your dreams.”

— Barry Manilow

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“Isn’t it scary knowing that any time could be the last time you talk to someone?”

— Unknown

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Viggo Thorvald Edvard Weie (Denmark, 1879 - 1943) 

Blue Room with a Seated Figure   (1907)

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i think posting all your thoughts on the internet is sort of a cop out

or at least i used to view people who did it as attention seeking or something

but now i understand

i just want someone to notice and to care

someone who i don’t know and who isn’t obligated to

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“Deep conversations with someone who understands you…”

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“Old messages really hit hard when you know that they are just memories.”

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“Sometimes bad choices bring us to the right people.”

— Gail McHugh, Collide

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I hate trying to fall asleep.

It’s been over a year since we last spoke, even though it feels like just yesterday. Over a year, yet here I am laying awake again contemplating all of the things I wish I could say to you.

I know I could reach out and contact you right this second, but I’m too afraid you would ignore me, or worse. What would you say? How would you react? What if you hate me? I can’t bear the thought of that.

I guess I’ll never know, but I hope you’re doing well, wherever you are.

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“Do you ever do this, you think back on all the times you’ve had with someone and you just replay it in your head over and over again and you look for those first signs of trouble?”

— 500 Days of Summer

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It sucks. I want to reach out to you, but I don’t know if I should.

You stopped talking to me. Slowly walking out of my life.

I know you’re happy. But I miss talking to you.

I miss the pointless conversations and our endless book list.

Also the never ending talk about our favorite movies.

In a way I feel like I should just text you so we can go out and talk.

But I’m afraid of you ignoring me or worse. Telling me you don’t want to see me.

I really don’t know what to do. I don’t know if I’m willing to loose you more. Is that foolish?

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“If we don’t talk again, remember, I love you.”

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Missing you & hope you’re well.

You don't miss me. You were probably just bored, lonely or feeling bad when you sent this... you miss the memories of me and the feelings/emotions that you still associate with me and you're probably feeling regret since I'm absent in your life. But I don't think that me as a person, my being, my existence is what you actually miss.