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sweetercalypso · 12 hours ago
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aaaaahhhh i’m so glad you enjoyed my fic!! ty for reading!! <33
New Gods ✩ Abby Anderson
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Word Count: 2.8k
Summary: The first time Abby meets seraphite!reader, she shows her mercy. The second time they meet, reader repays her kindness
Notes: minors dni; fingering and oral (Abby rec.), semi-public sex, afab reader, dom!Abby, mean!Abby, mentions of guns, brief violence, religious references, enemies to lovers
When Abby hears that she’s being put on a patrol headed for the abandoned side of town, she thinks it’s a joke.
Surely this was some form of punishment, or a test of her loyalty to Isaac’s command. Two weeks in an unoccupied base with a batch of new recruits – it has to be a mistake.
It’s not until the transport truck pulls away from the stadium that Abby accepts the reality of the situation, groaning into her hands to hide her indignation.
The only good thing about this patrol, she thinks, is that absolutely nothing can go wrong.
Abby and her entourage of WLF recruits arrive at their assigned base late in the evening, the sun already sinking low behind Seattle’s derelict skyline.
The city is silent beyond the hum of the armored truck rolling to a stop in front of an old office building. Years ago, the area had been a thriving hub of WLF activity, but the threat of Seraphite armies had shifted attention elsewhere, leaving the bases to sit empty and collecting dust.
Abby swallows her complaints as the truck’s engine shuts off, leaving a jarring silence that prompts her fellow gunmen to turn their collective attention towards her.
Her expertise is better suited to combat than to training, and the thought of being in charge of four wide-eyed rookies makes her question the sanity of whoever put this team together.
She briefly explains the patrol assignment before dolling out tasks to each of the recruits, leaving herself the duty of surveying the perimeter.
Early WLF soldiers had cleared most of the infected while the area was still active, and with the lack of excitement in the streets, Abby returns to the base with the verdict that this patrol will be entirely uneventful.
While the others are setting up camp on the second floor – five cots lined against a wall with a radio station by the windows and supply crates littered around the room – Abby keeps herself busy with watching the thick, heavy clouds rolling in the distance.
She imagines what she might be doing if she had been placed on a different patrol and she crosses her arms over her chest with a bitter sigh.
 Anything has to be more exciting than this.
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Abby awakens while the sky is still dark, the remaining light of dusk swallowed by the inky black threat of storm clouds overhead.
Thunder cracks viciously in the air, rumbling the dusty room and promising to crumble the building’s frame already bowing under years of neglect.
The sound of her distress is barely audible over the harsh rain beating against the windows and, for a moment, Abby can’t remember where she is.
Her mouth feels dry, and it takes an effort to slow her labored breaths. She runs a hand over her face, wiping away her momentary confusion before checking that the other patrollers are still asleep, slipping off her cot and stumbling blindly through the darkened room.
Her weapons and her pack are still resting against a nearby crate, exactly where she’d left them. She slips the strap of her backpack between her fingers, hoping that the familiar worn canvas will distract from the deafening thunder crackling in her ears.
She holds her breath and counts the seconds between the streaks of lightning and claps of thunder – a trick her dad had taught her when she was young.
Somewhere between flash and bang, the sound of footsteps overhead catches Abby’s attention. Her head jerks up towards the source of the noise and she quickly forgets about the looming urgency of bad weather.
The door to the stairwell is propped open, and although Abby knows it was left ajar to air out the stuffy office space, she can’t help but imagine something sinister looming beyond the doorway.
She grabs the closest gun and makes her way to the stairs, listening for the sounds of movement overhead.
All the floors had been checked for infected and all the windows had been secured, but Abby still couldn’t shake the thought of someone invading their base in the dead of night.
She treads up the stairs and pushes the door open, only to be met with the sight of a lonely silhouette moving through the darkness. Abby jumps into action just as she’d been taught, heart thumping wildly as she raises her weapon and aims.
“Get on the ground – now!”
She spits out the stern command, harsh but still quiet enough that it barely fills the room. Despite the anger twisting in her chest, she’s rational enough to know better than to alert the other patrollers sleeping downstairs.
From the looks of it, the intruder was here alone, unarmed. It seemed better to deal with the situation on her own than to cause unwarranted panic the first night in to a new assignment.
The sound of her voice must’ve caught you by surprise because you stop dead in your tracks, not even moving to lunge for cover from the stranger gunning you down.
Illuminated by only the sharp flashes of lightning cutting through the shadows, it takes a moment for Abby to piece together the scene before her.
You’re soaked to the bone, cloaked in brown cloth and shivering from the rain clinging to your skin.
At first, she thought you might’ve been a soldier from another patrol, separated from your group and seeking shelter in an expectedly empty outpost. Or maybe you could’ve been a straggler roaming the city in search of supplies left behind by its former inhabitants.
But when a crack of lightning catches your features at the right angle, Abby recognizes the mark stretching across your cheek, and realization washes over her.
“Fucking Scars.”
She keeps her gun steady, though her fingers flex against the heavy, steel grip.  
With eyes trained diligently on your figure, she closes the distance between the two of you in a few short steps, scowling when she’s close enough to discern the look of confusion on your face.
“What the fuck are you doing here?” She doesn’t wait for a reply, shoving the muzzle of her gun roughly into your shoulder and spitting out a sharp “answer me”.
Her boot hits the back of your leg and you crumble into the floor with swallowed discontent.
“I’m not- I didn’t know you would be here.” You scramble to explain yourself, chancing a look at Abby standing behind you. She pushes her gun further into your shoulder, silently instructing your gaze back to the floor.
“This building’s supposed to be empty. It says so on the map.”
“You’re spying on our bases?” Her voice rises with every word, no longer concerned with who might hear. “Planning a fucking ambush?”
“No! Nothing like that. I’m not a soldier, I was supposed to collect supplies from the city, but I got caught in the rain.”
She laughs and rolls her shoulders reflexively.
“I don’t care why you’re here – Scars don’t get second chances.”
Thunder rattles the thin-paned windows lining the room. Abby’s heartbeat fills her ears. Prayer tumbles from your lips like the nervous chatter of teeth – uneasy, repetitive, instinctive.
Abby had never given much thought to prayer before, especially not that of a Scar. It’s always the same routine pleading that’ll never be answered. But it doesn’t sound like you’re begging for salvation, it sounds like you’re making peace.
Something about the situation doesn’t seem fair. You’re completely helpless, caught in a trap you couldn’t see laid out in front of you. Your people must’ve known something like this could happen, yet they sent you into the wolves’ den, anyway – a sacrificial lamb led to the slaughter.
A foreign pang of uncertainty resonates through Abby’s chest, and she lowers her gun with a shake of her head.
“Just- just go.”
A beat passes before you look back at Abby in disbelief. You gape blankly at her for a moment before mouthing a small “what?”.
She huffs impatiently and grabs you by the arm, hauling you up from your position on the floor. If anyone came in and found the two of you standing this close, you’d both be dead before you could part.
“Leave. Now. If the others find you here, they won’t be so nice.”
Her eyes flit over your face, searching for confirmation that she was doing the right thing. She expected to find fear etched into your features, maybe gratefulness, or even shock. But she’s met with only curiosity in your wide, unblinking eyes.
She pushes you away and turns to leave before she can change her mind, shutting the door behind her with a soft thud.
Abby knows what the other patrollers would’ve done if they had found you first. She knows what she would’ve done if the circumstances had been different.
You should be dead – or worse. It hadn’t been that long since she’d assisted in the interrogations that happened to Scars who’d been captured and strung up in cells for the rest of their days.
When Abby thinks about those people now, only one face stares back at her.
The next morning, Abby is forced to bite her tongue when someone finds the upstairs window open, raindrops clinging to the wood frame serving as the only evidence of your intrusion.
She blames it on one of the other patrollers, suggesting that they didn’t do a thorough enough sweep the night before, but not everyone is convinced.  
They search the building anyway but come up empty-handed, and the situation is defused and entirely forgotten by midday.
For the remainder of their two-week patrol, Abby wonders if you had really been there at all, or if you were a product of some underlying guilt she had stored in the back of her mind. She would stay up through night and listen for the sound of footsteps, not sure if she should feel relief or disappointment when the mornings arrived without any sign of you.
When the familiar rumble of the armored truck rolls in to collect Abby and the recruits, she returns to the stadium and does her best to keep you off her mind.
She volunteers for extra shifts; she monitors the communications radio; she listens to stories of other patrollers and wonders if they’re describing you in their encounters with unnamed and faceless Scars.
When she hears about another group headed for the abandoned side of the city, she jumps at the opportunity to join their patrol. Anything for some peace of mind, she tells herself.
They’re dropped off in front of a different building, a couple blocks west of where her last patrol had been located. Abby’s chest deflates when she realizes the absurdity of her desire to find you again.
It’d been weeks since she’d let you go, and surely you’d learned your lesson about venturing near WLF bases alone. Maybe you hadn’t, and someone else had found you before Abby had the chance.
She shivers at the thought and moves to catch up with the rest of her team, abandoning her concern for something more practical.
She offers to check the upper floors while the others bring in supplies, and no one objects to avoiding the endless flights of stairs and dusty rooms waiting for her.
Four floors up, Abby stops to inspect a window that had been broken some time ago. Shards of glass and a handful of dead leaves lay at her feet, and when stoops down to look for anything out of the ordinary, the door to the stairwell creaks shut behind her.
“It’s you.”
Her head whips around at the sound of your voice, familiar but different now that you’re no longer at her will.
From where she stands, Abby can see the way your chest rises and falls with anticipation, the way your hands twist at your sides. She waits for you to speak again, but the room falls silent.
“What’re you doing here?” she hisses, praying that the others were too busy to come check on her progress.
“I heard the truck – I knew you were coming.”
Abby frowns and moves a step closer. “Are you trying to get yourself killed? Do you know how many of those soldiers downstairs would like to get their hands on you?”
You cock your head to the side, as if you didn’t understand.
“You saved my life once already. I wouldn’t have come if I thought I’d be in danger.”
She scoffs at the presumption that she would betray her people again, but a small voice reminds her that’s exactly what she’d planned to do.
She moves past you to leave but you stop her with a hand laid over her arm. Abby’s jaw tenses at the contact, but when her resentful gaze flickers up to meet yours, she’s met with the same unabashed interest you’d worn before.
“I owe you, wolf. The Prophet commands us to repay those who show mercy.”
You pause before continuing. “Anything you want, it’s yours.”
Abby takes a moment to consider. What does she want?
She wants your leader’s head at her feet; she wants to make her friends proud; she wants to understand why she had let you go that night in the storm.
Her eyes trail down to your lips, to the mottled scar etched into your cheek. She wonders what you’d look like without its crooked ridges marring your skin. She wonders how it would feel under her hands.
It catches you both off guard when her parted lips press against yours, teeth clacking together from the fervency of her kiss.
Her hand comes up to cup the back of your neck, though she’s not sure if she wants to pull you closer or push you away. She grunts into your mouth and slides her other hand around your waist. An unfamiliar heat licks at the base of your spine.
“I want you to thank me for letting you go,” she declares.
Seraphite leaders had spoken on end about the corrupt morals of ‘new world’ adherents, but this was not the danger you’d learned to fear. Abby was unique, addicting, and you wanted more.
You fall to your knees at her feet, almost a mirror image of the night you’d met. This time, however, you’re the one in control.
She hums and rubs the pad of her thumb over her swollen bottom lip, still wet with your spit. “That’s a good start.”
Nimble fingers work open the button of her jeans, shimmying the dark denim down her toned, freckled thighs. Her black boxers follow suit, revealing a smattering of blonde hair trailing down from her naval.
Your hands smooth over her heated skin, palming at her hips in an attempt to pull her closer. She concedes and shuffles forward until her cunt presses to your awaiting mouth and your tongue dips out to taste her.
It’s like nothing either of you have experienced – the guilt of betraying your own people, the trust that comes from such inconceivable circumstances. It’s all too much to comprehend, so you choose to ignore it for the time being.
Abby’s head tips back with a sigh, little breaths and chirps of pleasure pushed from her lungs as your tongue flattens over her clit.
It almost looks like you’re praying, Abby decides. Kneeling in front of your altar, eyes screwed shut, searching for a sign from some divine being. She cards her fingers through your hair and tugs at the roots, pulling you impossibly closer.
It’s messy, greedy, downright sinful the way you press your mouth to her. Slick coats your chin and your cheeks, glistening in the dim light streaming through the windows.
You’re spurred on by the way she tilts her hips, the wet squelch of her cunt against your mouth. Her thighs flex against the sides of your face, smothering your cheeks in her arousal.
“Ah- just like that.”
In addition to your tongue roaming everywhere you can reach, your thumb comes up to rub firm circles against her clit. After a moment, you switch positions, dragging your fingers through her slick and dipping two digits inside her.
She gasps at the intrusion and bucks her hips harshly, urging you to move faster. Your fingers curl inside her, driving into that gummy spot at the top of her walls while you suction her clit into your mouth.
“Fuck,” she pants, grinding down on your mouth. “M’gonna come.”
It’s not long before she’s shuddering through her release, choking back a poorly suppressed moan while she fights to keep her eyes open. You continue to work over her mound until she releases your hair from her grip and takes half a step back on shaky legs.
Remembering her earlier request for gratitude, you lean back on your heels and lick the remnants of her slick from your lips.
“Thank you, wolf.”
She looks down as if she’d only just remembered you were there and her eyes sparkle with renewed interest. A lazy smirk tugs at the corners of her mouth.
“You gonna stay so I can return the favor?”
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sweetercalypso · 12 hours ago
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I trust this sweet May morning
Emily Dickinson, from a letter to C.H. Clark, wr. c. May 1883
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That’s his kid alright
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if i see a group of men laughing i just know its not funny
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THE LAST OF US 2x03 | 1x05
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sweetercalypso · 16 days ago
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عم جنّ عليك.. عم بشتَئلك!
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And At Night We Dance - 24x30” acrylic on wood for the Hi Fructose magazine 25th anniversary show at Roq La Rue in Seattle this June.
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sweetercalypso · 1 month ago
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good morning! you cannot change what has already happened! you cannot change people who are unwilling! however, you can choose acceptance and letting go and that is no small miracle!
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i can’t wait to be a normal girl who doesn’t act strange tomorrow
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i am so easily impressed by trees
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sweetercalypso · 1 month ago
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being a good person and a people pleaser means that you will be unimpressed and let down by people your entire life because others don’t know how to match your energy and that’s just something you have to accept
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Slowly I Married Her, Leonard Cohen
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sweetercalypso · 2 months ago
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everyone is strange, and being passionate is attractive. don’t be afraid to be who you are and enjoy life the way you want to
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snoopy of the day
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what do you mean I can't control everything, why not
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