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Rose // Wasted by Younha

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It wasn't everyday that Younha went to the bar. Mainly because she couldn't handle her liquor very well, much to her grandfather's disappointment. He claims that the Go's had high tolerance for it. But when Younha does end up going to the bar, she just usually gets something fruity. Her favorites were daiquiris, and seeing that her break is going to end next week, why not have a small drink. After all, she did mainly sleep and meet up with a few classmates. Might as well do something to end her winter break with. Plus, it would be her last one before she graduated as a undergrad. "Oh, I'm Younha. And I was just wondering..." She trails off, she knew what she  was going to ask but forgot. "Sorry, hold on. I'm blanking out."

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"Hm." She tits her head to the side. "I guess working or being in school has their down parts." Younha tucks a strand of hair behind her ear. "Mhm, now that you pointed it out, it does seem like they're alike." She nodded her head. It made sense, both teachers and directors are trying to guide their students or workers into the direction they should be going. She instantly freezes when he talks about parents. Younha really didn't mean to hit a sour note. The raven-haired girl didn't have parents either. But she did have her grandfather, he didn't put that much pressure. Sure, he didn't like the idea of her being a computer graphics major but still. She did hear stories from her classmates. "I-- Sorry, didn't mean to hit a sour note."

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"It’s not as good as it sounds. He’s a very strict person who might just cause us amnesia if we’re not careful with our heads,” he fidgeted a little. Talking about their manager was never really comfortable because all they could remember are the flying notebooks, phones and other things that always hit their heads as if it were already targets. Nevertheless, they love their manager because he has been their father figure for so long. No matter how impossibly stubborn Gravity was, their manager was always there to support them and take care of them. Then he nodded. "Teachers sound like directors, huh?" well, that’s the only comparison he could make. Directors, on the other hand, drops scripts and music sheets on them and expect them to perform right off the bat. But not only directors, but everyone who is in charge. He shrugged, then pouted his lips. "Adults," he shrugged again.

Then he looked into her eyes as his tongue stayed in between his lips. His eyes met the ground before he started speaking again. "Pressure from the parents, huh. I’ll never know how that feels," though there were other things that was said, V couldn’t help but notice only one thing. Parents. It has always been something that causes him pain.

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Well, that makes me feel a bit better. {* she laugh sheepishly, rubbing the back of her neck} But that's good, you're able to talk to them. Since I am assuming that you guys been friends for a while, and not talking to them would be kind of sad. So, I'm guessing that, you're trying to get used to being solo or--

Ani, ani it's okay *shakes head quickly* I know it's difficult to keep up. Even as an idol I have trouble remembering names and faces, there are just so many of them. And I've talked to a few members here and there, but communication is...sparse, unfortunately *sighs, running fingers through silky brown hair*

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She looks around, and still  a few people are looking at them. Younha is guessing that these people are judging them, if they are looking at them. Or they're just shaking their heads at how childish they were acting. Soft laughter escapes her lip then shakes her head. "I'm pretty sure though, that there are people thinking the same thing we were thinking about this guy."

As the both of them kept on laughing, tears started to from in Mingzhu’s eyes. “Oh my, I’m legitimately crying.” Wiping away the tears with her sleeve, she smiled at Younha before she realized others were still staring. “Aw, now I sort of feel bad for saying that.” she said loud enough for only the other to hear.

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okay wow, all my replies piled up. OTL i'll get to them tomorrow. i promise!  

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She shake her head. It isn't his fault. Just recently, she's been saying all these depressing and morbid things. It just kind of annoyed her and why it suddenly started now. She just blurts out it. It isn't like she thinks it and then says it. She is almost in a trance when she does make these statements. "No No, it's just--" She trails off, not really sure how to explain these weird events happening to her. "It's my fault in a way. " Not really sure how to explain what's going on, she just flashes him a smile. "It's my fault because I couldn't yeah. Just it's my fault too." 

     he seeks minor anticipation to her words, alike the shore by the sea that pulls up by the sand, leaving its marked arrival before soon returning to its coven when once bound. attentive to lead her into piece by piece wordings of how may the expression of human ribs and cages may work together in literal awe, as he could remember its written sages of printed ink. he’s not in long awaiting to exhale, though he is brought to relief when she concludes her best reasoning afterwards.

     his gaze being unruly with many affirmations of what emotions may beー parts to the condensing droplets sticking to a window in an outlook of the world from outside. another sanctuary lest be explored by those of the curious-eyed and wholesome intrigued. awareness that he may touch upon her most sensitive voids with words brought by great reminders that were to be tossed into an ocean of bottomless depths, he sits closed-lipped, apologetic, and solitude.

     those eyes that have seen more than his comrades may never know, unravels from the focus of her face. for reasons unknown, he is left without the assistance of vocabulary. “i reckon that i might be at fault.”

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》"Oh sure, I would love to show you." She smiles. "I don't mind. I just need to remember who wants to see it." She adds on. Younha's form into a small pout and sighs. "Yeah, I like all the sleep I can get. Once school starts, I can't sleep all i want."

─ ✿ “I would love to see your work one day..if you don’t mind that is.” She sincerely nodded her head, “there are a lot of great things about school if you think about it. But it’s hard to go back to school after a break.” 

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younha in every music videos ↳ umbrella

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                            A writer.                                     A romantic.                                             A dreamer.                                                                 His head is constantly in the clouds, and he’s always daydreaming — thinking of any kind of possibility there may be in life. The what ifs, the if onlys. Yet, he is a man afraid of love. Love is unknown and unpredictable.           Is it not only logical …                                                         … to be afraid of the u n k n o w n ?                                     ✗ ✗ ✗ ✗

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Her lips twitches up into a smile.  "Well, that's very true." She nods her head, ducking her head even more when we he passes by their table once again. Younha could feel everyone's eyes on them when the heard the other's laughter but it just made her laugh along with her. 

"Don’t worry about it too much," she uses the girl’s book to help shield her face as well. "Besides, people talk bad about others all the time. It’s probably happened to this guy plenty of times before." A smirk appears on her face before she laughs loud enough for the surrounding people to hear her.

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"AH. Okay. Now I know where you're from. Sorry, there are so many girl groups, it's hard to keep track of them." She lets out a sheepish laugh, rubbing the back of her neck in embarrassment. "Do you still talk to them or... Seeing that you must of been friends with them for a while, kind of sucks to just stop talking to them suddenly." 

Yeah, I used to be a part of Girls' Generation. You may have heard of us *shrugs slightly* things went sour with the company and I had to announce my own departure *sighs* but on a more positive note, I've been enjoying my solo projects. I like being able to control my schedule. It helps me feel more independent. I will admit, I can be quite lazy. I was just on break for a bit myself *chuckles*

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happy birthday, hotaru tomoe/sailor saturn! (6th January)

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》 "Manager? Well, I think its kind of a good thing to have someone watch over you? In a way?" She states. Seeing that she's  a college student and an "adult" she needs to own up to her mistakes. "All the teachers assume that we're responsible enough to do stuff on our on.  And if we do end up failing or not doing something, it's pretty much our own fault."  Younha explains, cringing at the thought of failing. She remembers some of her classmates being lazy and ended up failing the course. "Nah, I think being a student is the same as any other job? In a way? I think there is just more pressure from the parents if they send their children to college. Since college can be expensive? Like I know for me, art supplies usually cost a lot. It makes my wallet sad."

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◣ “Oh,” both of his eyebrows perked up, his interest was now perfectly captured. He used to think school is far different and easier than working, but it seems students and workers both have the same pains and misery from their responsibilities.

"Our manager never allows procrastination to ever run in our systems. Most of the time, when we’re feeling lazy, he would make us run laps around the park and won’t give us meals unless we’ve dropped dead from fatigue,” well. The meal part doesn’t affect me, but it’s there. Rants, that’s exactly what we’re both doing, right? "I always thought being a student was easier, but it seems teachers are no different from employers and managers," a genuine chuckle escaped his lips.◥

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》 "I think they're pretty clever. I love it." She smiles brightly. "On mines, the other hand. I think they're pretty good. I think i just need to work on it more. I might just be picky so.." Younha trails off, shaking her head about how critical she can be about her on work. "It's relaxing. I don't want to go back to school." Younha laughs softly.

─ ✿ “I think I’ve seen those…” She’s behind on those sort of things but she’s ashamed for it. “Are they good?” The questioned spewed out of her lips before she could properly think if that was a polite question to ask. “How’s your break so far?”

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