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a man is a bit like a pet Tiger.

yes It Is Mine and yes it eats from my hand and yes It Is sweet and gentle and yes i do love It very dearly but it still eats flesh

my man is the sweetest ive ever Met, but sometimes i realize hes still a man, and It scares me.

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for my 21st birthday he gifted me a butterly knife.

i had told him i've wanted a knife since i was a child and i had never owned one. he bought me one the same colour as my eyes.

i don't know if he loves me yet, but i can tell he will. i can tell from the way he listens and remembers and from the way his eyes lighten when he looks at me. as if i was one of the best wonders in the world.

ive always wanted a knife. and now that i have one thats just mine, i keep looking at the blade and i want to try it. blood really scares me but i still want to try it. ive been wanting to for years, but i never gave in.

if i try it on myself he will never be able to forgive himself. i don't want him to. he's just so amazing and i only wish i had met him sooner, when being with someone like him would have been enough to be happy.

i have been hurt one too many times now. it's not enough anymore.

im scared it'll always be too late now.

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saying this feels more cruel than anything you ever did to me, but i feel about him exactly the same way i used to feel about you.

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i don't love u anymore, uve become my ceiling

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and you left because absence makes the heart grow fonder, but mine only ever forgets. every time i fall in love feels like the first time, i'm sorry.

and i am sure i used to love kissing you way more than i remember liking it, but i just can't remember it that way.

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It feels Unreal to have been loved by you

and It feels Unreal to have left you

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it's over but the love was once there and its mine and yours still, and forever

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truth is, no one cares if that boy who took and left as if it never was anything, had made plans for a future with you, a marriage and maybe even a couple kids.

and no one cares if your best friend who betrayed your trust when you needed them the most used to call you their soulmate and promise you the world.

and no one cares if your parents were never really there even though they should have loved you, at least your parents.

and no one cares if your whole life has been really harsh and really rough.

as much as you feel like crying is owed some times, it's completely and utterly useless.

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even if they all left, they've all loved me a lot. im so grateful, ive been loved so much.

its just that people belong only to themselves, you cant demand they stick around forever, you just have to cherish the time you have with each of them.

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and now i do get it, why people don't love that strongly – they loved someone else already

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i miss being in love with you, because it gave me a reason to cheat death.

now, what reason do i have? another cigarette, another morning, another year? the next time it'll stop hurting for a bunch of minutes?

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i haven't felt warm since you last hugged me

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