sylveonsylk

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I didn’t eat all day and I started to get stomach cramps. I thought it was from being outside in the heat (I do get cramps from the heat), but I think it’s because I didn’t eat.

…yeah, I guess that would do it.

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Tomorrow is my DND prep day, and…I should be excited.

I just don’t feel like I’ve earned the right to work so hard on something fun that is (at least currently) not producing income.

I’m sitting here dramatically wondering if I should cancel all our future sessions, tears in my eyes.

Being employed is exhausting, overwhelming, and incredibly stressful. Being unemployed is all that, plus feeling worthless, and a burden, and like a failure all because I’m not currently contributing to capitalism, earning money to try and save, and making up for being stupid about expensive hobbies in my 20s.

I feel like I can’t even celebrate my wins because they are expected metrics I’m supposed to reach as a person in society. 700 followers on twitch? Oh, okay. My friend has over 2k. Nothing ever feels like enough.

I’m just tired.

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You are loved.

Reference here

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you can start anytime.

you can brush your teeth in the middle of the day. you can wash the dishes at 2am. you can do things outside the normal times assigned by society.

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Love seeing little pawprints. So fucking magical. There was a little guy here.

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Time for eep

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untitled comic by Sal Jiang (source)

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this au got me laying awake at 3am thinking abt steven surviving a job interview

bonus:

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companies make billions from you thinking you're ugly btw. only ugly thing is their bottom line. log out of tiktok right now.

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why be radically exclusionary abt queerness when you could be radically inclusionary instead. let's inflate the numbers. let's become the majority. the sky's the limit

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a sitting platypus

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I’ve probably said this before but having every good and service turn into a subscription model is one of the worst new developments of our era of capitalism. Like yeah, shit sucked before but it didn’t suck for 19.99 a month indefinitely. This some new shit.

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Strawstrawstrawberry🍓

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day 94

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Meet my newest furb, I finally caved and got a '23... BUT they still need a name!!!

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and i know people mean well when they give employment advice but god damn some of them its like "did you try submitting your resume to a place that is hiring" fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck no kidding. shit. ive just been printing them out and eating them. yeah thanks i'll try that