symphonicdemise

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"Still so full of himself..."

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M!A] Happy Maid Day! To show solidarity to this underappreciated sector of the servant class, you are shrouded in a delicate maid outfit for 24hrs. Is the design modest, practical? Perhaps the skirt is scandalous in length? Or maybe it is precious in excess knitted lace and frilly bows!

Be aware that the outfit cannot be removed, destroyed, or soiled for the duration of the spell! (And, in order to ward off unwanted attention from others, you are granted a little bit of magic of your own to deal with them how you see fit.)

Poof!!! Tarn finds himself clad in a frilly maid dress, a delicate white petticoat peaking out from under the mid-thigh length purple dress. The bust of the dress was adorned with ivory buttons, the collar area frilled with a delicate pressed lace.

His helm donned a little lace headband, peaking out over the tips of his mask.

An exausted sigh leaving him as he looked over himself. "This is... excessive... What even is "maid day"?"

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"..." Well then... He'll just... Yeah he's not dealing with that today.

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OOC;

Just woke up, don't know how much I'll be here today.

Not the post I wanted to make, but...

Worm/Ravage passed away this morning. We're not...handling it very well atm. She passed away in my husband's arms this morning.

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Tarn's frame jumps as Overlord throws a fist into the wall. This new found honesty was clearly bothering him more than expected.

Overlord spilling his spark out to Tarn had the latter's brow ridge narrowing. His weight shifting to one side and his helm tilted at the other.

"I didn't know you had this side to you, Overlord." He sounded genuine, taking a step closer to him. Overlord having these fears and emotions actually had Tarn more curious, more willing to converse and spend time with him. He let out a soft sigh, closing the gap between them further and reaching his servos up to rest on either side of Overlord's helm.

He pulled him down and kissed him. If Overlord was forced to be honest, Tarn could deign to return the favor. He pulled back from the kiss and let his servos rest over the other's chassis.

"Nausea not out of disgust, but nerves." He said, keeping his optics locked with Overlord's. "Being around you... It's hard to keep control of myself. I lose myself to baser desires... desires towards you."

" No I think highly of you." a pause as he turns away to punch the wall in his frustration, SCRAP! He fraggin hated this stupid effect! That was supposed to be 'yes I do think little of you' but instead he was honest about it.

" Silence Tarn, I am not a sparkling regardless of what you might think. I struggle with sharing my emotions but that shouldn't be a surprise considering who and what I am. I am to scared to share my true feelings with another because I do not feel I will ever have my feelings returned. It's painful and irritating to have to constantly act like I am fine when I- Forget this ridiculous conversation." he didn't want to keep talking his tough 'I don't care' act wasn't working with what was going on.

" Ugh, honestly I am not surprised by your words. Of course I would give you nausea." the phase sixer rolls his optics.

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All this PDA... You're all shameless.

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// I have napped, gonna take the night shift again for the little lady. I think we decided on the name "Ravage".

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Tarn would absolutely be lying if he said that seeing Overlord so absolutely miserable didn't bring him the slightest hint of joy. If Tarn were a Godly mech, he'd call it divine comuppance. Alas he wasn't.

He could absolutely use this new information as blackmail against Overlord, it would be so easy to ruin the reputation the Phase Sixer had curated...

A sly grin crept across his marred lips.

"Do you truly think so little of me? Unlike you, I don't kick vulnerable mechs when they're down." He said, folding his arms over his chassis. "I mostly asked to satisfy my own morbid curiosity. I wanted to know if your constant nattering had some substance to it or not. And now I know. You're just a sparkling pulling on the kibble of another because they don't know how to tell them how they feel."

"Hrmm... not entirely horrified. Mild nausea, perhaps." Though he couldn't pinpoint if it was the thought of Overlord having feelings towards him or if it was his own internal monologue justifying why being with Overlord wasn't such a bad idea.

" Yes I'm sure you are." Overlord mutters a bit to himself, whether Tarns words were true or merely a response to his shock he wouldn't be certain...but he was the one with the honesty 'spell' on him so he wouldn't bother asking....who knew what Tarn would ask next if he even attempted to question him.

Perhaps he was happy he had something to blackmail him with...yes that made more sense " Good I am glad you're pleased with your response regardless of how embarrassing the question was. I'd prefer if you didn't go spreading this around but who am I kidding, perhaps that's why you asked."

" Feel free to run off and hide, I'm sure you're absolutely horrified."

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Needless to say Tarn wasn't exactly expecting such an answer, if it wasn't evident on his surprised expression.

Sure Overlord went out of his way to invade Tarn's space, lurid and inappropriate... but, to know there was a true purpose behind it, that it wasn't just Overlord trying to irk him.

"I..." He clears his vocalizer, glancing away from him. "I... I suppose... I." How was he supposed to answer. Was he happy by this revelation?

Despite his insistance to the contrary, he did find many things attractive about Overlord.

"I suppose I am... actually." He finally admitted.

Overlord? Being Honest??

Well this was something Tarn absolutely had to see for himself.

"Overlord, darling," the word is laced with a bit of menacing venom. "Why don't you tell me how you truly feel about me."

Typically he was all for harassing Tarn and telling him just how much he 'likes' him but being forced to admit his true feelings? To Tarn of all mechs? Just kill him now...

Did he call him darling? Well now he knew he was just messing with him.

"....my true feelings? What do you care what my true feelings towards you are??" he scuffs glaring down at the shorter mech...but that wasn't the question was it? He had to answer this fraggin question whether he wanted to or not.

"....I find you attractive and not simply by looks alone but the way you speak, the way you dispose of your enemies, the way you act. I am...fond....of you." he grumbles looking away " Every time I've teased you they weren't meant to irk you...they were my honest feelings. Are you happy now?"

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// My turn for kitten watch: the night shift. Although... i'm exhausted.

Gonna need some help staying awake so feel free to send anons to any one of my muses. Just specify please!

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// Kitten update V: The Kittening.

Thought I'd give an update about how our existing boys are responding to the new baby. We've been slowly introducing her, letting them sniff at her a few times after feedings.

The first few days we had her, Damus hissed at her a few times but mostly left her alone. There were a few times where he'd stand by her carrier and growl. After breakfast today, I let Damus check her out and he didn't hiss, just backed away, uninterested.

Sunstreaker is... wary of her. He's only hissed a few times but for the most part avoids her.

On the opposite spectrum of Sunny, is Vos. He's absolutely infatuated with her. He's spent several times standing on top of the carrier and looking in at her (The carrier has a door on the side and on the top.) Every time we bring her out, he's right there trying to get a sniff at her. He's never hissed once at her.

I'm hoping that once she's a little older, Damus and Sunny will warm up to her more, but right now she's just a weird smelling jelly bean.

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// havent done a munday post in a while, so under the cut will be some post breakfast snuggles with baby girl. She's quite fat n happy. Damus is making a cameo in the window behind me. I think the chickens are outside cause he did an ekekekek

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Kitten Update 4: Dangerous Diarrhea

Giving a read more for this one cause it's super gross but cliff notes version, I got shidded on again.

Little lady has weaponized her shits, poopy rocketed out of her butt and all over my decepticon shirt.

Literally shit all over the decepticons XD

This formula is making her stools really loose so we're gonna have to mix it with the powder formula. Our experience has informed us that the powder formula constipates them, and the premade canned formula give them diarrhea. So now we have to find the happy medium

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"Egg? Does Tarn want eggs?" Vaportrail is poking his helm in, his neocybex grating compared to his primal.

Oh? Oh. Well...

"Hello Vaportrail." he smiled, helm tilting a little. "Ah, well..." He cleared his vocalizer and gave a little nervous chuckle. "I wouldn't be opposed."

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🥚.

"Egg? Why have you given me an egg?" This was another one of those 'human' traditions, wasn't it?

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Did someone mention spikes?

He's very good at polishing a spike, very attentive. Very detailed.