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There is just no winning with you! 

I just want to sleep

I know I don’t have to…I want to…

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Closed Zippers, Open Hearts

WHO: Dani Harper and Tina Cohen-Chang

WHAT: Dani and Tina spend an afternoon trying on costumes, and things are almost taken to the next level, but anxiety gets the best of Tina and things turn awkward.

WHERE: Outside of William McKinley High School, at a Costume Shop, Outside of Tina’s House.

WHEN: Tuesday, October 28th, 2014. 

NOTES: Dantina trying on costumes, so, kinda-sexy, but, also, allofdacute and allofdaawkward.

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You know I have never tried herbal tea before?Yeah I think a raise is the last thing I need, may as well as go on a sugar rush. Wait are you serious? I can't have too much caffeine, that is one thing I don't know.

I just want to sleep

Uh, what about some herbal tea, instead? Caffeine tends to just be sort of a rise and then crash kind of thing, it’s really not helpful. Plus, too much caffeine isn’t really good for you, especially when you’re pregnant. 

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Nope I owe you one for this Dani, since you don't have to get me coffee at all.

I just want to sleep

No, Tina, it’s my pleasure. No worries.

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Thank you Dani- I'll give you money for it. No need to call me cutie you know that is you.

I just want to sleep

Yeah, of course! You got it, cutie.

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Thank you! White chocolate mocca please! Wanna meet on out middle ground of the playing field?

I just want to sleep

Yeah, T, of course I would. What would you want? What can I get you? And where do you wanna meet?

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You would do that for me? You know that would make you a life saviour!

I just want to sleep

Do you want me to get you a coffee or something during free period? I totally don’t mind.

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I just want to sleep

There is something about this time of year that makes me want to cuddle up in a warm bed with all the pillows and blankets and just sleep all winter. Sadly though I guess I am gonna have to make do with trying to find a comfy spot in school to nap in, or I just need loads of caffeine.

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You are right, this is one thing we have to face one step at a time. We, we can do this. We know it is happening but it just feels too out of control 

PRIVATE || BLINA

It is heavy. But when was the last time we were faced with something we couldn’t handle? It is way too fast, but we’ll just have to do like we usually do - play it by ear. Work it out as we move along.

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Alright I said I would drop it. Drastic, god saying it like that makes it sound so much more heavier. I hate how we have no choice that we just have to do this. I know...this ...this is too fast.

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Just… there’s nothing to be curious about. There’s nothing to know. I feel the same. I am not ready for my life to change that drastic, but - IO have to be. There’s not even that long time left.

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Sorry I don't mean to, I'll stop it in that case then. Yeah I would expect friendly guy stuff with friends. I know we will be, we just have to be. I believe we can do, I just still a a little surprised that it is happening. 

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Well, you keep bringing it up. We’re just hanging out, doing friendly guy stuff. That’s all. Its not like I’m joining a Bible course or anything. We’ll be ready, Tee. I’ve been reading too, and I believe that we can do this.

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Oh god. I am sorry about that put halloween is the time we skanks tend to shine at most. To be honest wherever there is booze, food and warm bodies that is a place that you could find the skanks at, so no surprises there. Just currently in their bad books and I am trying not to be like that. PM: That kinda sucks a little. At least your parents came home earlish for you then hope it is all good news. Friday sounds good to me, that honestly sounds like a plan. Every Disney Dvd? Wow....I got to admit I am impressed. 

I doubt the Skanks had a mellow Halloween this year, because I still had to deal with unwanted guest throughout the night. But I’m not surprised everyone wanted to crash the hottest party in Allen County. Why were you trying to impress your parents? PM: You’re welcome. I would, but I have Cheerios practice and afterward I’m having dinner with my parents. They were supposed to come home last weekend but something came up. We could hangout on Friday, if you have the time. We could even break out my DVD collection. I believe I have every Disney movie known to man.

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Just helping you the best way that I know. Yep life pretty much does suck lately. I...I kinda have a lot to make up with them, kinda long story with that but I will fill you in on that sometime soon, promise. Well I am kinda learning limitations of what I can wear now. Well I think we need to change that.

Okay, noted. Thanks for the tip, T. Well, that sucks. Dunno why you actually tried to be a good child and please them, Halloween is supposed to be fun or whatever, you should’ve dressed up as whatever you wanted to. I miss hanging out with you too, girl.

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Seems like you really do try to cease every moment of the day then! How many hours of sleep do you get? Guess that is the time most the world is asleep. Seems like something that could be pretty peaceful and an ease of mind. Sometimes conversations like that are best with strangers, giving you the chance an outsiders persepetive of your life.

I played chess with an old man in the park today.

I wake up around 5:30 everyday. Or, at least, I try to. Weekends are just great for walks in the park, or something similar. I don’t know why, exactly. Probably because everything is quiet, the sun is just rising, it’s really peaceful. Oh, uh, we talked about both of our families, I told him about school and my plans for the future. We just talked about ourselves, really.

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Obsession? I would call it more a curiosity like you would if I were to be hanging with certain people. Guess you're right, just still wanna be ready for it all. Stuff I am reading anyway is scaring me.  Exactly.

What is it with your obsession about me hanging out with Elliott? Take it as it comes, Tee. You can’t know about it before it happens, anyway. Right. Yeah.

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Woah, woah 6am I do not think I have ever seen that time in the morning apart from when I use to do all nighters. But why. I guess that could be more of a meaningful time just before sun raise even though I am more of a night myself. What kinda things did you talk about? 

I played chess with an old man in the park today.

Well, if you go to a park without a playground really early on a Saturday morning, most of the people there will be over sixty. At least, that’s what I’ve found. And, really 6am on a Saturday is a nice time to have a meaningful conversation with a stranger, even if it seems a bit weird to think about. So…no, no volunteering today. I just met a nice guy in the park.

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That is honestly really sweet of you to do that. But honestly question, how how do you find people like him? Is it volunteering or something? Or do you just find them in the park? 

I played chess with an old man in the park today.

He was nice. We talked about his wife and kids. Then we fed some birds and squirrels together while we chatted about our lives. In the end he gave me a quarter and said I should go “treat myself” I’m not sure exactly what he expects me to buy with a quarter. But it was a nice thought, nonetheless.