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Happy (buddie) halloween!! a little late but here it is ☺️

You can support me in ko-fi! (Here)

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the lights refract sequined stars off her silhouette every night

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I was enchanted to meet you • Inspired by the work of Mucha ↳ Eras Tour Series Part 9/?

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The way they look at each other is INSANE😍

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EVAN 'BUCK' BUCKLEY

↳ looking at/talking about TOMMY

this is what I meant in this post

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I keep these longings locked In lowercase inside a vault

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YOUR HONOR.......

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buck and tommy | risk

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"9-1-1" S7.E06. firefighters + some text posts

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'sorry i'm late. that fire was a beast.'

'so are you.'

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imagine you're a guy finally admitting he's queer in his thirties in a macho field of first responders, you got to watch your coworker be an out and proud lesbian at your shitty station but you still don't feel like you can be yourself until you leave behind everyone who knows you for harbour, few years down the line an old coworker calls you to ask you to fly them into a hurricane, you say sure what's the worst that can happen, and maybe you want to repay the woman who showed you what bravery was, and there you meet a golden retriever of a man who is too much to think about in that situation actually, so you don't, but then after it all he puts a hand on your shoulder and smiles at you and maybe..., he calls you a few days later to ask for a tour, asks you out for a beer too but you can't quite tell whether it's platonic or not, you panicked and called him kid it's probably platonic, he shows up to a basketball game and you're pretty sure he's in love with his best friend, you mess with him just a little just for fun, but then things get bad and you go to try to smooth things over, you end up on his doorstep somehow, he's golden in the dim light of his loft and you want to kiss him but you've spent the last two weeks learning how deeply integrated he is into his best friend's family, he's not yours to kiss, except he's making fun of your fake mouth static and he's so close and he's asking to spend time with you and telling you that he wants to get to know you and admitting he wanted your attention, and well you kiss him, and he looks a little like he's just found religion but you make sure it's okay just to be safe and it is, it's okay and god you like him, you really like him, so you ask him on a date and he's breathless in his rush to accept and you really fucking like him, you pick him up at 8 on saturday, you take him to an intimate little italian restaurant, he's tense and looking around like he's waiting for someone to jump out on them and throw a bucket of rainbow glitter over their heads, you tell him about your own journey of self discovery and he listens, takes it a little like an accusation, starts rambling about being an ally, and you really fucking like him it's embarrassing.

tommy kinard the man that you are...

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I thought tommy's reason for cutting the date short was gonna be because he saw that buck's very clearly in the closet and even though he respects that he doesn't want to go back to hiding, which would have been super valid, but no. no, instead tommy is perfect and just wanted to make sure he wasn't pressuring buck. he thought, if buck is ready, i'll let him take the next step. and then he waited, and when buck called, he showed up. i mean is that man even real 😭

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i need to see them dance at the wedding.

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2x18 | 3x6 | 7x1

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