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If you don’t stop to appreciate the things you have, it will always feel like life has given you nothing.

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Love and Hate Poetic Story

You complain then do the same You claim I’m the worst but you can’t name someone who’ve done better by you, someone who writes letters about you, someone who shares the same care as you do. I know your not use to, being held to standards for reAsons we can’t Awnser, someone who lingers at your side but not as a cancer, but a dancer, a partner who wants to be a part of the art of your life. Still you don’t see the light, the truth, the proof but I feel like I’ve done all I can do and if you can’t see it too then I think we should be through. I gave you my all and it still isn’t enough, I cheated on you but that was before the love, you lied to me for a long time I couldn’t see that I was falling for a lie, spent a long time making this mistake but I refuse to turn the best love of my life in to the worst hate. You betrayed me more times than my mind wants to remember, lied to my face with those beautiful eyes, I couldn’t cry in your face but I knew it was time, from when you ran up those stairs with tears on the side of your cheek, but I never would of guessed what would happen the next few weeks. We went through things but this was the hardest, I knew I was done but I still had hope, that you loved me enough to not let me go, now I’m filled with regret that I was so wrong, you promised that you would never go back but it didn’t take 7 days for you to go right back to be on your back. Sam, I don’t hate you as a man I know it wasn’t your plan. Even though she was living in my bed she Layed with another man.

Does she deserve to have me? Even she doubts it at times and I doubt right along with her. But why do I continue to protect her? She made her decision when she went back to Sam, when she kissed that guy, when she cheated on me more than once when I was at college and lied about it for more than a year. When she even continued to meet and go out with Sam right in front of my face and come back to lay in bed with me. This is beyond betrayal, this is an obvious choice that she no longer wants me. How did I let you bring me back in to this mess, I dropped dimes for less, but hands down our times the best, even through the grine and dirt we out shined the hurt, can’t deny that my mind is hurt, I love your soul but hate your decisions or is it my fault because at that time I was missing?

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What is Love

Love is War, my heart against yours.

A battle of words and clash of emotions with feelings that change direction like the ocean.

Involuntary love, you can’t control it. Priceless feelings but no one shows it.

Love is an addiction worst than crack, flows in its own path but always comes back.

Love is game of chance like poker, but you never get the feeling of folding when you hold her. Any other woman was just for the moment. With YOU I will ride to death on this saddle. So we can be forever, a never ending battle.