#!!.[ryusuke] my luver

[ickymichi]

“we’ll wish this never ends”- ryusuke minami. x

(i’m so proud of this pls just skim through it<3)

laying on ryusukes chest, the rhythmic beat of his heart that vibrates as he sings to you, his guitar that was being played not to long ago cast aside so you could rest comfortably. his arm rubbing soothing patterns up and down your arm as yours did the same on his bare chest.

“hello there, the angel from my nightmare”

you always thought his voice was beautiful, he never listened when you complimented it though. you swear he never listens like you do. every chord he plays, lyric he sings and complaint he speaks you listen. you feel that man only listens when your covered in a layer of sweat above him.

“the shadow in the background of the morgue, the unsuspecting victim”

you did everything and anything for ryusuke. going to nearly every show-no matter if it’s down the street or across the world-, giving him lends of money when he needs it, prying bottles of alcohol out of his hand with tears blurring your vision, lying on his behalf to make sure he doesn’t get his ass handed to him, even following him to new york when he felt it was all to much. people would say the most ryusuke has done for you is actually remember your birthday this year.

“of darkness in the valley, we can live like Jack and Sally if we want”

moments like these were ones you cherished, ryusuke’s dream had him either on stage or in the studio. and you weren’t one to stop that dream-if anything you encouraged it-you always came over to ray’s house, you’d stay for hours on end and most days you’d sleepover. the thought of leaving being to much to bear. even though he’s not a huge help, he’d still have a go at trying to help you with your studying. moments like these were just some of the many you cherish.

“and in the night, we'll wish this never ends, we'll wish this never ends”

your favourite thing about being apart of ryusuke’s life was seeing the light in his eyes when he talked to you about a song he’s been writing made your heart fill with admiration. and when he told you the latest song he wrote was about you every butterfly that was sleeping in your stomach came to life and flew around every inch of your belly.

“I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you”

the soothing sound of ryusuke’s voice was something you could listen to forever. the first time he gave you a copy of a song he wrote for you was one you’ll never forget. it’s always been your favourite song since then-if you could get it tattooed in your brain you really would- every day you listen to the playlist he’s made full of songs for you.

“where are you? and I'm so sorry”

you would say the most ryusuke has done for you is be there when those people aren’t. like right now at 3:16 in the early morning, the stars and moon’s reflection rippling off the fishing pond outside the open door. he’s here right now when your friends aren’t. he’s here when those friends are on a vacation in a sunny beach getting day drunk, he’s there when they aren’t consoling over your upcoming exams. he’s there when they claim he’s probably off with some groupie.

“I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight”

the soothing sound of ryusuke’s voice must’ve had you zoning out for a while. his arm was still running up and down your arm and so was your hand on his chest, he was still singing and beck was still snoring outside. all was the same except your cheeks feel a bit more damp then before. bringing a hand to the area, it felt as if a puddle was on your face. ryusuke wasn’t stupid, of course not. he knows well you’ve been in a world of your own, absent tears falling from your tired eyes. he didn’t say anything, he just gently pushed your head back to his chest, keeping that hand on the crown of your head. continuing to sing as even louder sobs started shaking through your body.

“I need somebody and always, this sick, strange darkness comes creeping on, so haunting every time”

people think they know everything. always assuming your something like ray’s mother. doing and buying everything for him while he lies back and strums on a guitar. they assume that when he sees him alone in mit-chan’s bar that your at his house, washing his clothes and cleaning his floors while he waits for one of his side pieces. they assume ryusuke minami is a good for nothing piece of shit who got lucky in the world just because he can strum together some chords and call it music. they assume your too blinded by his boyish charm and looks too see how much of an ass he is.

“and as I stare, I counted, The webs from all the spiders”

you’d give everything and anything for ryusuke minami. you’d drop everything and move across the world if he told you to, youd sit for hours and play with his hair if it meant he would sleep easy that night. day in and day out you would sit and listen to him play that guitar with those 7 bullet holes that he somehow made sound like heaven. you’d stand in a crowd of sweaty bodies every night if it meant you could see him live his dreams up on those stages.

“catching things and eating their insides, like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason”

you’d give up everything and anything for ryusuke minami. and you, despite everyone and their mother telling you that he’s the worst person they’ve ever met. they tell you; he makes the girls cry, he never returns the money he borrows, that he’s just some kid that lived in america for a while and thinks he’s hot shit. you’d give it all for ryusuke minami, and you know- every bone in your body knows- that in the strum of a guitar string, ryusuke minami would give up everything and anything for you and the earth you walk on.

“will you come home and stop this pain tonight? stop this pain tonight”

[ickymichi]

Would u be willing to do some nsfw headcannons for ryusuke? ;0 the thirst is real fr

RYUSUKE MINAMI NSFW HEADCANNONS!

warnings: nsfw, oral(both receiving), impact play, hair pulling, dacryphilia, choking, not proof read

things to know: minors dni, nsfw content, gender neutral reader, (1 mention of getting pregnant but that it)

note: sorry for the wait!! hope you likey! reblogs are greatly appreciated <3

hotboyrenji 2021

ryusuke ain’t no shy virgin headass.

he knows exactly what he’s doing and how to do it

bc of all the women that leach has in them sheets

anyway enough slander <3

definitely used to be plain missionary two stroke mf.

but spiced his life up when he met you.

random thought: only fucks with his hair tied back or that shit he does when he has is half up half down <333333

oral

definitely rathers receiving oral than giving it cause, it’s ryusuke.

but is kinda loud when u suck him off eihdisn just breathy moans while throwing his head back and telling you to go deeper

he’s a fucking head pusher i know it.

“shit that’s it, c’mon i know you can take more~”

but when he does indulge in making you feel good with his mouth or fingers he’s actually really good at it, bc mf got experience.

lives to hear the noises you make while he’s down there.

“oi, stop covering your fuckin’ mouth, let me hear those moans babe”

favourite positions

cowgirl: lazy basterd loves seeing you do all the work. gets off so much on seeing you desperately bounce on his cock. loves how you whine about your legs getting tired, begging him to help you. LIVVESS for when you grind down on him and rub your fingers up and down his stomach, but would never tell you. JSHDISJSJ. “look so fuckin’ sexy like this baby fuck, keep doing that”

doggy: ryusuke ‘ass man’ minami. bc i said so. grips the shit out of your ass like boy calm down we not going anywhere. also slaps it till shit is hot to the touch, loves seeing how your back arches when his hand comes down. ryusuke loves when you bounce back to meet his thrusts, so he’ll let go of your hips and make you do the work. “got such a pretty ass babe, keeping fucking back on me, that’s it”

mating press: not bc he wants to get u pregnant (if you can ofc) god no. just bc he loves how your legs are up on his shoulders and how close your faces are that he can hear every moan and feel your breath on his face. dodos didn’t he gets a bit embarrassed of how his face scrunches up and how loud he moans so he tucks his face into your neck or right by your hear so you hear everything. “fuck fuck baby, making me feel s’ good. m’ gonna fuckin’ cum soon shiiiit”

kinks

choking: big veiny guitarist hands that belong around your neck<333. also doesn’t hold back, presses down till your nails are digging into his wrist.

impact play: really only slaps your face if your sucking him off. you slapped him once when you were literally cockdrunk and he’ll never admit to him busting right then and there. does live for ass smacks though (giving sidbsj nevver slap that mans ass pls)

hair pulling: PULL HIS FCKING HAIR!!!! omg he’ll go feral. LIVES for when you yank on it jeusssss. if you have hair to pull his hand will be glued to your head.

dacryphilia: fcking loves seeing the tears roll down your face from him fucking you. like he gets so fcking turned on from it. especially when you let out a sob and tell him to slow down.

songs he’d fuck you to (crack hc)

grind with me- pretty ricky

pony- ginuwine

hills- the weeknd

sex on fire- kings of leon

love on the brain- rihanna

[ickymichi]

this is what i feel like being in a relationship with ray would b like <3

[ickymichi]

SHOUT AT ME MFFFF.

S H O U T A T M E M O T H E R F U C K E R

[ickymichi]

GRRRR wanna do a ryusuke smau or just write something for my boy but always flops cause fandoms ded

[ickymichi]

he’s so- JSBDIEBEJSBS

[ickymichi]

ryusuke minami and his live action actor are the most beautiful men to walk gods green earth

[ickymichi]

why do i love ryusuke minami’s toxic ass so much

[ickymichi]

“RAYYYY”🥰🥰😋😋