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kindacreepy-kindaugly · 6 months

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why is it so much worse knowing how many people out there want me (& everyone in this body) dead cause we don't feel empathy than knowing about the ones who want the same cause we're trans

#i mean i guess it's cause we live in a bubble where most people we know are trans #n the whole 'empathy makes us human' thing is a rly popular opinion in the more progressive circles #i guess it's. just another item in the long list of traits that might make us subhuman to others #we don't even have it as bad as people w/ like aspd n stuff. it's a lot easier to hide for us #usually will come off as social awkwardness instead #but every time there's a video going around the mainstream sm where someone w/ low/no empathy talks about how their mind works #the majority of the comments are just so. dehumanizing. like we're some rabid animals that need to be put down for public safety #n i guess causw it's so inherently linked to whatever it is about our wiring that makes us so. different from almost everyone else.#why we can't seem to connect w/ people n why we feel so fucking isolated all the time #like we just came out wrong n there's no fixing it #& the way we've lately come to understand more how much dmg our mother prevented w/ her parenting #but also how much of it that stuck coulda been prevented if she'd had the tools & safe environment #i don't even mean like. the trauma shit. but the things that needed to be noticed n steered into a different direction when we were small #instead of us wreaking havoc up to our late teens when we finally connected some dots that most people have connected from birth #though i think most of the usual ways of correcting it are more or less abusive. there's ones that aren't but idk how accessible that info #woulda been 20+ years ago #anyway it just really sucks how our fb feed tries to give us some light informative vids on people w/ similar experiences in some areas #n the comments are 80% ppl throwing around diagnoses they don't understand #n holding us responsible for everything their shitty abusive ex/parent/boss did #n literally sayin shit like 'people like this are better off dead'#not very good for my mental health #even though i don't give much more value to those people than they put on ones like me #spdrvent

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