#:: Amara/Nikki; I gave a second chance to Cupid ::

[galaxofmuses]

❝ ... hi. ❞ maz stands uncomfortably at amara's doorstep. her mask is off, currently worn to the side of her head. she figured that if amara saw her girlfriend's face, all of this would be easier to process.

❝ i'm sorry i stopped responding to your emails, and missed that date we were suppose to have when you got back. i was kinda preoccupied with... uh, all of this— ❞ she gestures to herself. bright green eyes had been replaced with a foggy grey, and her already-pale skin was now in an eternal state of pallor mortis. the hedgehog looks like she belongs in a grave, and yet here she was. in maz's arms are a bouquet of otherworldly blue flowers, and a black gift basket tied with a bow. in the basket was a set of measuring spoons and cups, an assortment of small spice jars that were filled with herbs and spices grown in mazin village, and a necklace with a heart shaped pendent, the middle of the pendant sporting a jewel that seemed to shift unnaturally. 

❝ —but, i wanted to stop by, and wish you happy birthday. ❞ despite her straight-faced expression, maz's words come out more nervous than she would have liked. it's clear she's expecting the worst, in terms of amara's reaction.

// nikki maz has a birthday gift for amara! ヽ(˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)ﾉ

Amara's Birthday! 9/23 // Always Accepting!

Out of all the people and mobians, Amara did not expect to see her girlfriend to visit her farm for her birthday. To see her lover's pale face, yet the expression is oh so familiar and then looking at the gifts and opening each thoughtful item one by one. Then as she stops to see the pendent which looks so precious and felt her eyes welled up in tears. Trying not to cry and not to regret that she could have done something sooner.

This isn't Nikki. Yet, The sentiment and love in each gift is there.

Trying to find the words to express herself, yet nothing came out of her mouth. With no other choice, she happily puts on the necklace as the jewel seems to continue to shift and approaches to Maz to embrace her with a big comforting hug and eventually kissing her on her cold lips. Oh she misses the shy warm kisses so much, yet at this moment Amara doesn't care. She really misses this so much.

She is learning to pass the grief and continuing to spread her passion and love to others. That is her goal and that's what matters.

Looking back at her adoringly as she usually does with her girlfriend. "Ni-Maz....Thank you. I-I never got to apologize from my reaction and Skyler has been on his own journey to figure out what is wrong with him and I.....I still love you no matter what."

"Thank you so much."

[galaxofmuses]

You and your words obsessed with your legacy death Your sentences border on senseless And you are paranoid in every paragraph How they perceive you You, you, you!

I'm erasing myself from the narrative Let future historians wonder how Eliza Amara reacted When you broke her heart You have torn it all apart

I'm watching it burn Watching it burn

The world has no right to my heart The world has no place in our bed They don't get to know what I said I'm burning the memories Burning the letters that might have redeemed you

You forfeit all rights to my heart You forfeit the place in our bed You'll sleep in your office forest instead With only the memories of when you were mine

I hope that you burn

[galaxofmuses]

😘 // a kiss on the cheek to amara, from nikki ; v ;

It's international kissing day! Send 😘 to kiss my muse. //accepting!

Amara froze in place, after that confession that she finally gather her courage to tell Nikki. She really had to process of what happened to her. The kiss felt like a shock to her system and felt her blood rush to her face.

Turning around as Amara looks like an absolute mess, her cheeks are beginning to look like the color of her quills.

"...Nikki that is absolutely not fair. Cuz I wanted to kiss you first." With a soft giggle, she finally kisses her back on the cheek in return. She smile and gently takes Nikki's hand.

"I love you...and I hope we can be together like this."