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i fuckin hate it n im tired of pretendin i don
#the humiliation#the. wait time.#theres a reason bein blocked is a trigger 5 me#<- not jsu by anyone i meaj in the context of a relationship or a friendship where its like#they remove any way of contactin em until i have to request it again. then wait for em to accept. only after dat i can b able to say sumthin#its anxiety inducin n nauseatin in a way i cant really describe or understan why myself#i jus hate bein barred from communicatin#n i made it clear its a trigger#first time we talkd ever i annoyd him slightly n he blockd me#(he didn know. i don blame him for dat time plus he was really different bakx then)#n unblockd me 2 come nnralise iwwas like BREAKIN DOWN FULL TIME#like its always been knoen#naw blockin. even as a jokr#sp when thid happens in a serious context it even worse. it hits worse#OH BUT OFC IM THE ONE WHO HAS TO CHOOSE TO DO IT#MNTHE ONE WHO HAS FHE RESPONSIBILITY 2 COMEBACK#n mend things#or else im bein difficult n uncooperative#vent
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