#[ ✨ : this is actually a very important thing with Micah ]

[solarisgod]

▌ ANHABUILDING.EXE ／／ : AWARENESS ᐟ ᐟ * [ CW ] MENTIONS OF DEREALIZATION, DEPERSONALIZATION, DRUG USAGE & ADDICTION, SELF-HARM URGES, SUICIDAL IDEATIONS, & UNREALITY.

› GENERAL ᐟ ᐟ ⑉ AWARENESS IS A KNOWLEDGE ANTIGODS OBTAIN AS THEIR EXITALE EVENT ENDS OF BEING A CHARACTER IN A FICTIONAL STORY AND UNREAL UNIVERSE THAT WERE MADE TO ENTERTAIN THE AUDIENCE.

› AWARENESS_LEVEL ᐟ ᐟ ⑉ The Order System can can be used to identify the general level of Awareness an Antigod have.

་ ، 𖥔 ORDER 1 : The character who knows they are in a story, but not the specific nature of that story.

་ ، 𖥔 ORDER 2 : The character who not only knows they are in a story but knows the nature of that story ( i.e. is aware they are in a horror story, therefore, can predict the possibilities based on general horror centric tropes and plotlines ).

་ ، 𖥔 ORDER 3 : The character who is not only aware of the story’s form and genre, but everything of the events and details in order.

་ ، 𖥔 ORDER 4 : The character who is not only aware of everything within the story, but also the Audience’s existence beyond the Four Walls of the Narrative while they are able to see and directly interact with the Audience.

› SIDE_EFFECTS ᐟ ᐟ ⑉ THE FOLLOWING SIDE EFFECTS OF HAVING AWARENESS ARE, THOUGH NOT LIMITED TO : ANXIETY, DECLINE IN SANITY, DEPRESSION, DEREALIZATION-DEPERSONALIZATION, HOPELESSNESS, PARANOIA, SELF-HARM URGES, SUICIDAL IDEATIONS, TIME BLINDNESS, VERTIGO, AND FREQUENT FEELINGS OF "BEING WATCHED" AND "NOTHING MATTERS IN THE END".

› EXTRA_SENSE ᐟ ᐟ ⑉ Awareness also functions as a "extrasensory perception" that Antigods can receive precognition of a future event in a few seconds to minutes, even hours to weeks before the actual event occurs. The precognition of the Awareness can be taken in a shape of dream, vision, or fact. The stronger the Antigod is, the sooner the precognition aspect of their Awareness will become active. When the Awareness gets triggered by the upcoming event, the Antigod will generally experience a head splitting pain. Other symptoms that are commonly experienced when the triggers happen excessively at a time are blurred visions, headaches, fatigues, and nausea.

› ATARAXIA ᐟ ᐟ ⑉ Ataraxia is a consumable herbal medicine that Antigods, mainly those who are over Order 3, use to temporarily dull or reduce their Awareness, given that having this special knowledge can form a variety of undesired effects to them. Sinners and especially Martyrs are known to create and sell Ataraxia across the Antigod community. The herb is palm sized in various colours and sizes that is absorbed with an Antigod's anthaima, which is a bodily liquid that appears and functions similarly to blood for human and ichor for the divinity, tasting as sweetly iron. ( * VISUAL REFERENCES : 1, 2, 3 // ). One take of Ataraxia makes a single hour of reducing the Awareness, although depending on how weak the user may be, taking at least four to eight times in a day can be dangerous, leading to coma or even death. Heads of Break Beyond Force highly discourage Antigods to use Ataraxia due to the side effects and addictive potentials, instead suggesting resilience trainings in order to develop better endurance of Awareness and management of its side effects, though some Antigods have no patience to engage in the trainings, finding Ataraxia the only best way to cope with their Awareness.

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grabs you OC TIME!!! ✨🧠🍀✏️ for all your guys!!!

OC TIME YAYY TY hehehe

✨- How did you come up with the OC’s name?

for all of my ocs, the name is usually one of the last things i pick out when i’m creating them :P i like to get a good sense of their appearance, sense of style, gender/pronouns, personality, and the setting (ie, modern, fantasy, historical etc) they’re gonna be in first! and then i just browse baby name sites or whatever until i find something that i think goes well with all of that :D and i try to find names that i like the meaning of too even if it’s not like. directly relevant to them hehe

🍀 - What originally inspired the OC?

dove, cassia, micah, emrys and winnie are all a group and got created at the same time so they have pretty much the same inspo! i don’t remember exactly what my thought process was but my favorite kind of stories are about found family and close friendships/relationships that don’t really fall into the traditional family roles of parents, kids, siblings etc but still love each other a lot! so they’re my own self-indulgent version of that trope placed into a modern fantasy world setting with complicated magic vaguely inspired by a few various minecraft smps :]

🧠 - What do you like most about the OC?

micah— they have 100% dormant/hidden catshifter traits!! they do confusing cat behaviors all the time and nobody knows why bc they look entirely human and that’s very funny to me skdhdj. misunderstood kitty <3

winnie— she’s a regressor!! it’s not a big focus of her character in the main story i have in my head but small winnie is so so important to me..they’re just tiny sometimes.. :’]

cassia— i accidentally ended up projecting a bunch of my disability woes onto him (sorry cassia </3) so that part of his character is rly important to me!! also she/him pronouns for the win :D

dove— i love love love the way she dresses! a million accessories at all times and funky colorful patterns and a new complicated hairstyle and makeup combo every day and a hint of gothic witchy vibes to top it all off. if i was capable of choosing just one aesthetic to dress myself for the rest of my life i’d pick hers hehehe

emrys— lion!!! shifter!! he’s the only one of this group who’s able to actually fully turn into an animal and i love the way i made his shifting work in this world he’s placed in. always complicated to explain so i won’t try rn but trust me in my head it makes me very happy <3

✏️ - How often do you draw/write about the OC?

agh. i have perpetual art/writing block and my disabilities make it so so hard to create anything so i basically just have crumbs. i have sketches of almost all of them and little pieces of disconnected story tidbits here and there but mostly they all live in extensive pinterest boards and a million headcanons that if i’m lucky i remember to write down on my phone skdhj. but they are rotating in my brain almost constantly trust me hehehe

tysm for asking and giving me an excuse to ramble abt them!! <33