#[ and Vamp lad was in her lap and her arm around him and ]

[spiderwarden]

I love how everyone in camp, no matter different opinions or difference in stances they have, they all agree on one thing - protect Astarion at all costs.

[ashintheairlikesnow]

Prompt: Vampire Chris drunk on blood?

CW: Drunkenness, drug addiction, blood drinking, vampirism, creepy abusive comfort, WWI-period-appropriate xenophobia and brief vague possible homophobia reference, dehumanization, war whump

"Now, that'll get you blotto faster'n French liquor," Kirk says, sinking back against the muddy trench wall, careless for the dirt caking itself into the hair at the nape of his neck.

His helmet lay beside him upside down on the ground, and his brown hair was free to explode in its wealth of curls, a kind of halo around his head. He had one arm out, sleeve rolled back. His hands were caked in mud and smeared with drying dirt - above the line of his sleeve, though, the skin was paper-white, almost clammy.

It was this white skin that the vampire's fangs were buried in.

"Shit, Holden, y'gotta have 'im bite you, too." Kirk's grin widens. The shells had gone silent but every man flinches, now and then, hearing a phantom sound or feeling a rumble beneath their feet.

At least it's finally stopped goddamn raining.

The venom rolls through Kirk's veins, soothing his jangled nerves. He can barely feel the trembling in his hands and it feels like his mind, when it's in him. He's a farm kid from western Nebraska, the second son and not needed so much as the first to bring the crops in. So here he is, learning to love the feeling of teeth in his skin.

Maybe when he gets shipped back home he'll stick to the cities. They say the vampires have their dens there, where they can hide. You can buy venom enough to quiet your mind for a day or two, the city boys tell him.

They're in it as deep as he is, now.

Feels like half the American army is itching for venom these days.

"No thank you. I'm not gonna get sent home and start chasing fangs like the rest of you." Holden squints, looking up into the dark sky, the rolling clouds that seem far too close to the ground. "It'll rain again soon."

"When isn't it going to rain again soon? Oh, right, when it's already bloody raining." That's a Brit, they just call him Tommy. No one knows his real name.

He claims to hate them all, but since half his unit was blasted apart two days ago, he's hung with the 'Yanks' close enough. Kirk thinks he's fond of them, even if he won't admit it. Or just scared to be alone. He can understand that. He's terrified of the thought himself. "Shove the little vamp over to me, Kirk, I want some."

The vampire pulls his fangs free, licking over the wounds he's made until they close. He's a skinny little thing, pale as paper with bright red hair they stuff under his helmet when he's running medic checks in No Man's Land, trying to make him less obvious. Sure, he can't die from gas, but he can be blown to bits by a whizz-bang fast as any living soldier can.

"Please," The vampire says, turning big green eyes up to Kirk. "I, I, I'm tired, please, can I sleep?"

He's got heavy dark circles under his eyes. It's kind of cute.

"No," Kirk answers, curt, shoving the vampire away by his head, watching him fall into the mud. His uniform is marked with it, now, a dab of dirt over the 'V' sewn next to his medic's cross. There's a satisfaction, in Kirk, just in seeing the little thing laid low.

He won't die in this war, and Kirk probably will, but before that happens he can at least hurt something he can see. You can't see old Fritz when you fire on him from a distance - but you can see a vampire flinch in the dirt. It's not much.

It's something.

"Must be daytime," Holden speaks up, still staring up at the clouds. "You can't tell, weather like this, but if the fangs're tryin' to sleep, must be day."

"He sleeps when we're done with him, and not a moment before." Kirk's voice is a murmur, eyes half-closed. He's drifting in it, the way the venom dulls and deadens the eternal ache in his back and legs. The Germans could come roaring over the bags right this second and Kirk wouldn't give a damn at all. Let them kill him, at least he can go with venom in his veins, not as a basket case carried off the field. "Not a second before. Go on, bloodsucker. Get over to Tommy and help him get some shut-eye, huh?"

"I've been drinking all night, pulled some rations off someone," Tommy groans, rubbing his fingers at his temples. "It's done no good at all." It's a funny little gesture, so oddly normal and casual. Reminds Kirk of home.

His throat tries to close, homesickness bowling him over. The wish to return to his mother's worn smile, sit down to dinner and have her ask him about his day, when his problems revolved around the harvest and the hard backs of the pews in church-

He takes a breath, forcing it back, and gives the vampire a vicious kick in the ribs, listening to his high-pitched cry and how he curls around himself with a smile of his own.

Oh, he'll die, probably. The others from his town already have. But he can remind himself he's still alive, for now. One way or another. He can cause pain he can't feel himself, for once.

"I said get over to Tommy and smooth out his sharp bits, bloodfuck."

"Yes, um, y-yes, Kirk," The vampire says, pulling himself onto his hands and knees. His fingers are smashed into the mud deep enough to nearly disappear. If they could only get a few days of sunlight to dry out all this dirt, it wouldn't be such hell.

As it is, his socks've been damp for weeks, his boots feel like they're caging his feet in a swamp. He's worried about trenchfoot and trying not to think about it. He stole these boots off a dead German when his own started to fall apart, anyway.

He could've probably gotten new ones, but... it had felt good, taking something from Fritz after Fritz took so much from him.

Kirk tries not to remember that the German soldiers he fights have never caused him a single moment's harm on purpose. They're only fighting for the same reasons he is - because someone higher up who doesn't give a damn about them said to.

Kirk had been all gung-ho for the war until he'd been sent over here to fight it. All those articles in the newspapers, all the speeches given by men standing in town squares... it had all made it seem so patriotic.

They never tell you, Kirk thinks bitterly, that you'll be sent into a slaughterhouse. They don't tell you you'll spend your day breaking a vampire's fingers one by one just to watch them heal back into place and listen to his little cries.

Just to pass the time.

"Trade me your flask while the fangs takes care of you," Kirk says, and Tommy hands it over easy enough.

He watches Tommy grab the vampire by one arm and yank him over, vicious and violent, making the vampire boy cry out again. The sound is starting to grate on Kirk's nerves. It makes him sound too human. He hates being reminded that every vampire used to be a person.

He drinks whatever's in the Brit's flask, and it burns down his throat just the way he needs it to. Wipes out his worries, relaxes shoulders that seem always to be tensed up nearly to his chin.

His mama's a teetotaler, back in Nebraska. He'd been one, too, until the first bombardment. Now he drinks anything he could get his hands on, and the officers mostly looked the other way.

"Bite," Tommy orders. Kirk raises his eyebrows when Tommy doesn't roll up his sleeve but pushes the vampire's face instead towards his neck, turning his head to the side to bare it.

His eyes meet Kirk's, and he smiles, bitterly. "Works faster this way," He explains. Kirk just watches as the vampire's fangs glint in the eternal dim twilight, hesitating before they bury themselves in Tommy's skin.

The little monster's back arches, pressing them chest-to-chest. A low rumble comes from somewhere deep inside, the animal sound the vampire makes during a good feed. He doesn't do it much with the regular unit any longer, they mocked him for it and one day he stopped.

The vampire's throat works as he drinks, and Tommy's arm slides around the monster's thin shoulders, forcing him closer. He's nearly kissing his forehead, this way.

It's an embrace, and altogether more intimate of one than Kirk thought he'd ever see from the cold, standoffish Brit. He feels a blush creeping up his neck and his cheeks as Tommy lets his head fall back, groaning softly in a kind of contentment as the venom hits. The sound isn't quite like a groan at all, it's more like-

"Fucking hell, Tommy, are you an invert?"

"Invert suggests I give a damn what bites me," Tommy replies, without opening his eyes. His slurred speech deepens, goes slow. His hand curves around the vampire's shoulder, holding him tightly. "I'm after oblivion, lads. I don't care what parts the fangs have that give it to me."

"Fang-chaser," Holden says, good-naturedly. Clearly not bothered the way Kirk is. Maybe that's just his farmboy past talking, that he's even unsettled at all. Maybe Tommy's got a point - who cares what's between a vampire's legs if you're only interested in the damn thing's mouth in the first place? "Fucking fang-chaser, that's what you are. End up in a den getting your hips bit like Oscar Wilde."

"Who's Oscar Wilde?"

Holden laughs. "You should try reading a book or three sometime, Kirk."

"Sure, sure, whenever I get the damn time in-between running over this blasted nothing. In any case, Tommy's definitely a fang-chaser."

"Guilty as charged... just like you two." Tommy's hand slides up into the vampire's hair, gripping tight and gently pulling backwards. The vampire's fangs slide free, and it laps at the wounds, rapidly. Tommy groans again. Kirk finds himself unable to look away at the bob of Tommy's throat. How good does it feel, in the neck? He's never thought to try it. He thinks about it now. "Turn me in to face discipline for unnatural relations with the fangs and I'll do the same to you."

"Yeah, yeah, we got it. Fucking Limey bastard." There's no real animosity in Kirk's voice. He's too distracted, drunkenly considering the vampire boy's mouth. Wondering if he knows how to kiss. "You shared your liquor, I shared our bloodsucker, we're both of us in it to our necks."

"Not me," Holden says, innocent and pure as the driven snow. As if he weren't the one to give Kirk the idea to use the venom in the first place.

Kirk throws a clot of mud at him, which he dodges, laughing. They're all laughing, soon enough, except for the fangs.

The vampire lays there, his head pressed to Tommy's chest and forcibly held in place by his arm. His eyes are slightly wide, unfocused, and Kirk leans forward.

"What's this, then? What'd you do to the fangs, Tommy?"

"Hm? Nothing. Oh, I'm pissed as can be, do they feel the liquor in your blood?"

"I'm guessing they sure do. You drunk, fangs?"

The vampire's eyes drift over to Kirk, move too far to one side, come back again. He swallows, thickly. "I... I think I, I, I am," He says, and tries to push back against Tommy's chest, to free himself.

The Brit's arm crushes him back into place, his other hand moving up to run through the vampire boy's dirt red hair, petting him like one of the ambulance dogs. Kirk and Holden laugh at the vampire's weakness. "Stay right where you are," Tommy murmurs. "Or I'll run you through with my bayonet and let you squirm all day."

"Christ," Kirk says, blinking. "That's a bit rough, isn't it?"

"He's not alive, what does it matter?" Tommy lets out a bitter little laugh. "Might as well get a preview of our own ends, shouldn't we?"

"You two, maybe." Holden crawls into the dugout, the little bed-space, a kind of cave dug in underneath the upper layers of the trench. He lays down on his back, closing his eyes, hands behind his head. "I'm going to go back home and never think of you lot ever again."

"I pray every night to make it home," Kirk says, nodding along. "Not sure anyone's listening, but I got to try, don't I?"

"What happens to the fangs, anyway?" The Brit looks up, rocking a little back and forth. As if the bloodsucker were a baby needing soothing. The vampire boy has relaxed against him, the liquor-laced blood he drank lulling him into a complacent bonelessness. Kirk watches the vampire boy's fingers start to tap over the Brit's chest, a strange movement he's seen the boy do before in his few relaxed moments between the scream of the shells. He hums, low in his throat, tuneless.

"Huh?" Kirk blinks. "What d'you mean, what happens to him?"

"After the war's done. What are they gonna do with the bloodsuckers? Can't exactly pin a bloody ribbon for valor on them and send them on their way, now can they?"

"Nope. I don't know what happens. Maybe they'll just stake them all and have done with them."

The vampire shudders, giving a little whimper. Tommy leans down, lips moving against the vampire's hair. "Ssssshhhh. Not to worry, little fangs. War's not over just yet, now is it?"

"N-... no. Not, not, not, not yet." The vampire's eyes close, pink-tinged tears creating pale tracks in his dirty face. He's a sad drunk, then, Kirk figures.

Aren't they all, these days.

"Maybe you'll outlive us all, and make fools of us for keeping you." Tommy speaks with a patronizing affection, as mocking as it is tender, petting through the creature's hair still. It's... unsettling to watch. Kirk had figured the Brits and French probably killed all their vamps, since they were all disturbed by the sight of the vampire medics when the doughboys first arrived in Europe.

This, though... this makes it seem like Tommy's known a vampire or two himself, in his life. And he's sure as fuck not unfamiliar to what venom is good for outside of giving relief from agony to the injured.

Kirk frowns, thoughtful.

He's turned into a thoughtful drunk, too, thanks to this goddamn war. Sad and thoughtful. What a fucking waste.

"Sleep," Tommy says, almost gently, to the drunk little vampire. "I've got you. Sleep, little one."

The vampire's eyes slip closed. He doesn't breathe - there's no sense of his chest rising and falling. Kirk has to look away before the sense of wrongness, watching Tommy cuddle a corpse, makes him sick.

He takes a long, long draught from the flask, and relishes the burn that reminds him he's human, and alive.

His own eyes slip shut, and he prays for an hour or two of sleep before the next screaming shell bursts overhead.

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[noladyme]

Skip To My Lou, My Darling - Chapter 5, Bloody Demons I

Disclaimer: I posted this story a few days ago, hating it, and regretting it the minute it was up. I re-wrote it, and hope you’ll like it.

The road so far…

Waitress. School teacher. Bartender. Hunter. Lulu has come a long way since she first met the Winchesters, including the father, John. Having left behind the occult for a life of peace, she was ripped out of it, when – once again – the Winchesters came in to her life. Realizing she is in the life now – for good – she also made a decision for herself. To live that life without the only man she has ever truly cared for. Both to keep him and his brother safe from leviathans, angels and demons; but also, because she doesn’t trust that her feelings for Dean are true – and not part of some higher plan set up by celestial powers.

Our story continues in season 8

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I 

You’d be surprised how much info you can get in a library. This statement might seem ridiculous, because – of course – a library holds all the knowledge in the world. But there’s more than what you can find in books. There’s peoplewatching.

If you look at what people check out, you’ll learn a lot about them. That middle aged woman checking out a book on auto repairs – her car broke down, and he husband usually takes care of those kinds of things; but now he’s left her for a younger woman. The teenage boy with the masses of comic books in his arms – odds are there is at least one My Little Pony comic among them, that he’s too embarrassed to buy at a store; so he goes to the library to get it, hiding it among comics about big breasted women and superheroes. The woman sitting alone at a table with a massive paper cup of black coffee; surrounded by books on local history and papers and notes on the occult – if you came into the library on that specific day; that was me. And I was hunting a ghost.

I’d spent more than a year salting and burning my way across the states; avoiding any real fights, and sticking to the easier and more obvious cases, where all I needed was to open a grave, and take care of the bones. Managing to convince my ex, Pete – who was still reeling from the traumatic temporary memory loss he’d suffered, after being kidnapped by leviathans – to send my belongings to my friends in San Francisco; I was now free to disappear for good. No strings attached; save for the occasional call to Raul – letting him know I was alive, and still serving beer in Alaska. In reality, I was in Hartford, near Sioux Falls, South Dakota; having just picked up a box of old papers stood in the basement of a good acquaintance.

“How was your visit with the good sheriff?”, a female voice asked me. I jumped in my seat; having been deeply invested in a piece of paper scribbled over with rantings of what seemed like a madman – who’s every tenth word was balls. “Jesus Christ, Tamara”, I hissed. “You scared the crap out of me!”. My friend sat down across from me, and took the paper from my hand. “Bobby Singer… I still can’t believe what happened to him”, Tamara said sadly.

I rested my elbow on the table, and took a sip from my coffee. “When did you last see him?”, I asked. Tamara’s face was ghosted with sadness, before she met my eyes. “Years ago. Back when Isaac…”. She didn’t finish the sentence. “You never told me what happened to him”, I said. “I mean, you don’t have to…”. She smiled slightly. “It’s all right”, she said. “Demons. We were working on taking out a whole group of them, when… he didn’t make it”. She sighed. “Bobby was there; along with some younger lads… Sam and Dean Winchester. Heard of them?”.

It had been a long time since I’d heard those names. Even Jody didn’t mention them to me, when I checked in with her – as she’d insisted I do weekly, after that one time I called her from the ER, telling her about a tulpa in Minnesota; that I needed her to have the brothers check out. I’d had no idea what to do with it; and had ended up with a nasty gash down my ribs. She’d told me she hadn’t been in touch with them for months, and didn’t know how to reach them at the moment. I’d thanked her, but when she heard the sadness in my voice, she’d insisted on picking me up, and I’d spent a few days on her couch; eating lasagna and watching daytime tv. I’d been too afraid to decline, when she used her mom-voice on me.

I swallowed hard. “You worked with them?”, I muttered. “Only that once”, Tamara said. “Why, you know them?”. The corner of my lip twitched. “I saw that!”, Tamara gasped. “What?”, I croaked. “Which one…?”, she whispered. “Sam… he’s got that tall broody thing going”. She smirked at me as I looked away. “Oh… Dean… Sure you didn’t catch anything?”. “Tammy!”, I hissed. “Don’t you Tammy me!”, she retorted. “That car… is it to compensate; or does he not need that…?”. I met her eyes, and gave her a crooked smile. She grinned widely at me. I shook my head. “I have work to do”, I muttered.

Forcing myself to ignore the memory of Dean and his car – and Dean in his car; with me on his lap – I returned to the 1950 death of a young woman, who had ever since been seen, once a year, walking over a bridge near a lover’s lane. Tamara sighed. “I need to get to Kansas”. “That vampire nest?”, I asked, taking another large sip of my coffee. She nodded. “You sure you don’t want to join me? Girls trip?”, she asked. “You have all the help you need up there; and I never took down a vamp before. I’d just get in the way”, I answered. “But thank you for the ride here”, I added.

She stood up. “You, my friend, need a car!”. “Yeah… Digging up old graves and reading weird books doesn’t exactly pay well”, I muttered. The last car I’d had, had broken down three months earlier. She looked at me with worried eyes. “You can’t keep hitch-hiking across the country, love”, she said. “Bloody dangerous, that is”. “I’ll be fine. Really”, I smiled. I stood up, and hugged my friend goodbye; and promised to call if anything came up, she needed to help out with.

I took a bus back to my motel, and settled in for the night; with a beer and some day-old pizza. My burner-phone buzzed; and recognizing the number, I picked up. “Hey, Jody”, I said. “Did I forget something at your place?”. “Hey, sweetie. Uhm…”. “What? Jody…”, I demanded. “I just had a visit from a weird guy in a flasher-coat… he was looking for you”, she said. Castiel, I thought to myself – my heart leaping from my chest. “What did he… Did he hurt you?”, I asked; by instinct reaching for the angel sword. “No… But he wanted to know where you were”. She sighed. “Look, I don’t mind being your switchboard receptionist; god knows, things around here can get downright dull. But this guy…”. I chewed my lip. “I’m sorry, Jody… Did you tell him where I was?”, I asked. She scoffed. “You won’t even tell me yourself. How could I?”.

I sighed; unsure whether it was in relief, or something else. “You know, I’m aware you’re close by… I could just check all motels in a 40-mile radius for check-ins by classic rock superstars…”, Jody said, a smile in her voice. “Going full cop on me?”, I grinned. “I don’t use those anymore… too obvious”. “Burlesque names then?”, she said. “You caught me…”, I replied. As it was, I was checked in as Justinia Timberlake; going with boybands – for reasons I didn’t want to admit to myself. “Thanks, ma’…”. “Well, that makes me feel old… Anyway, he said he’d be back later tonight. Needed to find you. Do you want to be found by him?”.

I took a deep breath, pondering the question. No, I didn’t want to be found by the person who’d let leviathans loose on the world; causing me to be almost eaten by one 18 months ago. Yes, I wanted to see my friend; to know he was ok. He hadn’t hurt Jody to get to me, so maybe he was good Cass again. I sighed. “When he comes, tell him… Tell him I’ll be in the shower at the Motel 6 in Hartford. Room 13”. I’d know when he arrived if I could trust him. “That sounds… Ok, I’ll tell him. Be careful, Lulu”. “I will. Bye, Jody”. I hung up; and began preparations.

---

Bobby’s journal had helped me out quite a bit in the last year, helping me keep under the radar by pointing out which motels were off the beaten path; and which monsters to stay clear of. Even after it seemed the leviathans had disappeared, I still kept well away from anyone and everything that might put me in contact with angels and demons – and the Winchesters for that matter.

Another thing it had taught me was the sigil I was currently writing on the wall; while still wincing in pain from the gash in my palm I’d cut to draw blood. All my belongings were in my backpack – which I was wearing – and my sword was in my hand. I was ready to repel a crazy angel; and to skip town quickly. I took a deep breath, and readied myself.

After what seemed like forever – just standing next to a bloody scribbling on a wall – I felt a gush of wind; and Castiel stood in front of me. He was covering his eyes with one hand, and holding out a towel with the other. The sight brought joyous tears to my eyes.

“Cass…”, I breathed. The angel carefully parted the fingers over his eyes – and satisfied that I was indeed dressed – he dropped the towel, and smiled at me. “Lulu. It is good to see you”. I dropped my sword, and leapt over to embrace my friend. Castiel reacted as he’d always done when I showed him affection; by tensing up, and gently patting my head. He smelled like old librarian mixed with fresh air, and – for some reason – musk and gunpowder. He’d been with them.

I let go of him, and stepped back. “What happened? Are you ok?”, I asked. The angel smiled amiably. “Yes. I am… myself again”, he said. “I have to apologize for our last meeting. I was… different”. I gave him a crooked smile. “I wish I could say it was water under the bridge, but you did kind of bad-touch me”, I said. “Not sexually, I mean… but still”. Cass chuckled. It was a strange – almost human – reaction. “Yes, I carved words into your bones. It is also why I haven’t been able to find you”.

I took off my backpack, and got out the small first aid kit I had in it. Castiel frowned. “I’m sorry, but I can’t heal you. I need to save my strength”. I shrugged. “It’s fine. I’ve been taking care of my own wounds for over a year”. “Yes, that is what others have told us…”. My breath hitched, and I tried to seem indifferent. “Us?”, I croaked; and began running a bandage around my hand. “Yes”, Cass nodded. “Me, Sam… and Dean. We’ve been looking for you for a few weeks. We need… your book. Bobby Singer’s book”. Just the book. Of course, it was just that. “We are working on… something”. I let out a scoffing laugh. “Well call me not surprised”, I said.

Cass stepped towards me. “So… you’ll give me the book?”. I narrowed my eyes at him. “No”. “No?”, Cass retorted with a confused look at me. “That’s right”, I smiled. “It’s mine”. “But… we need it”.

I took a deep breath; and made a decision. “Where the book goes, I go… So, I’ll go with you”. Castiel’s eyes lit up. “You will? That’s… good. I think”, he smiled. “I can take you right away”. He stepped towards me. “Wait, stop!”, I said. Cass halted. “Where?”. “Lawrence, Kansas. It’s a safe place, don’t worry”, the angel smiled.

I looked down at my feet. I was wearing my boots; that was good. I packed up my backpack, and put it on my back. I picked up the box of Bobby’s old papers; but Cass took them from me, so I wouldn’t have to carry them. “Ok… let’s go”, I croaked.

Castiel lifted an arm, and walked towards me; putting his hand on my shoulder.

---

We were standing by a large mound with what looked like an old factory building seemingly growing out of it. My legs felt like jelly, and Cass grabbed my arm to steady me. “We’re here”, he said. “Where’s here?”, I asked breathily. “I’ll show you”, Cass smiled. We walked up a small road, and passed a black car I recognized from my past – and my dreams and nightmares. Cass led me to a metal door sprouting from the mound. “It’s inside”, he muttered, and opened the screeching door for me.

I stepped inside and was met by a dark spiral staircase leading downwards. Castiel walked ahead of me; which I was thankful for, as I didn’t trust my own legs, and would rather be caught by him, than fall and break my neck. Suddenly a warm light hit me, and I stepped out on a balcony overlooking a large room outfitted with a large table made out as a map. The scent of library hit me, and I understood why Castiel had smelled the way he did when I hugged him. The large room was warm and inviting; but also looked very official, with it’s filing cabinets, and papers on the table.

Castiel walked ahead of me down another flight of stairs, and put the box of papers on the mapped table. “I’m back!”, he called out. “About time!”, a voice that sent shivers down my spine growled. “Please tell us you got something. At least dinner”. “I’m afraid I didn’t have the time to get food for you”, Cass said, and walked towards a large archway leading to another room further inside the bunker – as I decided this place was. “Dude, I gave you 20 bucks for burgers!”.

I considered turning around and leaving. I screamed at myself internally to just haul ass up the stairs, and never come back. But I couldn’t.

Castiel stood in the archway, and looked up at me. “I brought the journal… And a guest”. “You shouldn’t bring people here”, I heard Sam’s voice. My heart pounded, as I heard footsteps across hardwood floor; and then my 6’4 friend stood in the archway with the angel; looking the direction he was. His jaw instantly dropped, and his eyes sparkled.

“I want my 20 bucks back, dude”, Dean said as he joined the other two. “I could eat a…”. He looked up. “Lou…”. Castiel frowned. “You can’t eat…”. “Shut up”, Dean croaked, stepping down the few stairs into the large concrete floored room.

I took a gasping breath; having to remind myself to breathe at all. “Hi…”, I rasped. Dean seemed unsure what to say. “Hey…?”. I began descending the stairs into the room; taking care to hit every step just so, so I wouldn’t trip. Before I hit the last step; Dean took four long strides towards me – and threw his arms around me – holding me tight against him. I put my arms around his neck, and he lifted me down the last steps. Musk, gunpowder, whiskey – Dean. My warm, constantly five o’clock shadowed, strong; yet so fragile, Dean.

I had to tear myself from him; taking short breaths, and trying desperately not to inhale him even further. It was agony. His eyes where as deep and soulful as ever, and the corner of his lip lifted; giving him an expression I couldn’t define as whether being relief, joy or pain – or maybe all three at once.

“Lulu?”, Sam croaked from behind me. I turned around, and threw myself into his arms, earning a spin in the air, as he lifted me. “Hi, Sammy”, I breathed. He squeezed me tightly. “Air!”, I gasped. “Sorry”, Sam chuckled, and put me down; before stroking my cheek.

All four of us stood for a moment, before Castiel cleared his throat. “Well, Lulu is here now. She has the book”, he said. “We can get on with our work”. “Just give us a moment here, Cass”, Sam said. “How are you, Lulu? We’ve been looking for you”. ”You shouldn’t have”, I muttered. “I know, you made that pretty clear last time we heard from you. But…”, Sam began. “We need Bobby’s book”, Dean said; having stepped up next to me. Right, the book.

I raised a brow at him. “My book. And you can’t have it”, I said. Dean frowned. “But… we need it”, he said. “So do I”, I retorted. He closed his eyes and shook his head. “Why does it feel like we’ve had this conversation before?”. “Because we did, agent Osbourne”, I chuckled. “Right”, he smiled.

Sam – who apparently just needed a bucket of popcorn for the entertainment he was getting from our conversation – stifled a smile. “Lulu, we’re working on something pretty big here”, he said. “What?”, I asked. “Saving humanity”, Dean said. “Again?”, I sighed. Sam let out a soft laugh. “Wouldn’t be us if it wasn’t, right?”.

I walked up the stairs into the other room, which walls were covered in filing cabinets and books. “What is this place?”, I asked, in awe. Sam followed me into the room. “This is The Men of Letter’s bunker”. “Who are they?”. “Us… now”, Dean shrugged. “We’re kind of like a secret society”. His smugness was tangent of embarrassing. “Look, we’ll fill you in on whatever you want…”, Sam began. Dean cleared his throat, and suddenly looked at his brother with hard eyes.

I rolled my eyes. “This again…”, I muttered. Dean frowned. “What?”. “We need to keep you safe. Keep your head low. Stay here. Go there”, I imitated his growling. “I don’t sound like that!”, Dean growled; proving my impersonation had been right on. He frowned at me, looking cute as a button doing so. I sent him a pouting smile. “Whatever. We need the book”. “And I told you. You can’t have it. I need it”. “For what?”, he grunted. “For jobs”, I replied.

Dean pursed his lips, and blew out a deep breath; clearly trying to control himself. “So you have been… doing jobs…”. “Of course I have”, I said. “What else am I supposed to do? Officially, I think I’m probably dead. There aren’t a lot of teaching gigs out there for dead chicks, who hit the road with fugitives”. He stepped over to me, and grabbed my hand. “And what’s this?”, he asked, pointing at the bandage on it. “A precaution”, I said. “Against me”, Castiel said. “Lulu was right to be careful. Last time she saw me…”. He looked down in remembrance; clearly still ashamed of his former actions.

Dean unwrapped my hand. “Sam, this needs stitches”, he grunted. I tore my hand from his grasp. “I’m fine”, I muttered. “You’re not fine, Lulu. You’re bleeding. Just let us fix you up”. I shook my head in surrender. “There’s a needle and some floss in my bag”, I said, and took of my backpack. “We have actual medical supplies now”, Sam smiled, and disappeared through a door.

Castiel slipped away as well, leaving me and Dean alone in the large room. I sat down at one of the large tables. Dean sat on the edge of the table. “So, hunting?”, he muttered. “How’s that treating you?”. “Well enough”, I said. He clenched his jaw. “Huh… How do you take down a werewolf?”, he asked. “Silver bullet”, I said. “Vampire?”, he continued, raising a brow at me. “Decapitation or fire”. “Shojo?”.

I let out a frustrated breath. “I have no idea, Dean. Never met one”, I said. “Never met a werewolf or a vampire either”. “Good, you’re not ready for any of that”, he said. “You shouldn’t even be here right now”. “It’s not safe”, I imitated him again. “Stop”, he grunted. “You have no idea how to be a hunter. Or what you’re getting yourself mixed up in by coming back here with Cass”. I clenched my jaw. “You’re right on one of those two accounts”, I said. “No, I don’t know what you’re working on, and it’s probably much to dangerous for me. But yes – I do know how to hunt. At least partly. And I’m learning as I go. Isn’t that what everybody does?”. He scoffed, and shook his head with a sarcastic smile. “In over your head, sugar”. “Screw you, Dean”, I growled.

I got of my chair; almost making it topple over from the force of my movement. “I have been working jobs all over for a long time now”, I hissed. “I’ve been playing it safe, yes; but what I’ve been doing, matters!”. Dean rolled his eyes. “Lou, you’re…”, he began. “A newbie. Unskilled, untrained; and with a desperate need for better equipment than the .45 you gave me 18 months ago”. I drew my lips back in a sneer. “But I’m not an idiot, and I don’t want to die. I’m not gonna throw myself at monsters I know nothing about, and can’t take down. But I have to learn to survive in this job, and I’m learning by working”. He shook his head. “You have no idea what you’re talking about”. “Then tell me!”, I yelled. 

Dean suddenly laughed. The gesture made me want to smack him across the face, but my hand still hurt from the cut. I snatched Bobby’s journal from my bag, and held it up. “You want this?”, I snarled. “Then you treat me with a little more respect for what I’ve been doing the last year!”. I grabbed my bag, and stormed towards the stairs. “Lou!”, Dean called after me. “Go to Hell…! Again!”, I yelled over my shoulder.

I heard him run after me, and he grabbed my arm. “I’m sorry”, he said. “Really…”. I turned around to face him. “I don’t need your permission to do something I’m actually kind of good at”, I said. “You don’t know…”. “You’re right. I don’t”, Dean said earnestly. “So, tell me… please. Maybe I… we can help”. I calmed my breathing. “Let go of my arm”, I croaked. He instantly stepped back.

Sam returned with a box. “We’re out of disinfectant”, he said. “Whiskey it is”, I muttered. “Please tell me you have that”.

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Soon after, we were seated at the big table; as Sam was carefully stitching up my hand. “So, Ohio… ow! Bloody hell, Sam!”, I hissed, as he poked the needle through my skin. “New curse words, Lou”, Dean chuckled. “And fancy English ones as well”. I smiled. “Yeah, speaking of Ohio… ow”, I continued. “A crazy nurse had been killing patients in the 40’s; and the hospital was closing down – pissing her off something fierce… ow”. “Sorry”, Sam muttered, and pulled at the surgical thread. Dean poured me another drink. “Go on”, he said.

“She was suddenly nabbing pretty much every and any patient she could”, I said; before taking a sip of the whiskey. “I was looking up where they’d buried her after her execution, but it turned out she’d been cremated”. “What did you do?”, Sam asked. He made a final stitch. “Remind me to smack you across the face, when this heals up”, I muttered. “That hurt!”. He chuckled at me, and began wrapping up my hand in a clean bandage. “I found out from an old picture that she had a locket around her neck; which they took from her before she died. It was displayed at a museum in Dayton; and when I tracked it down, I met another hunter”. I looked up at Dean. “Tamara”.

Dean looked stunned. “Tamara? As in British Tamara?”. “Yeah”, I smiled. “She’d gotten there before me; and like me, suspected a strand of hair might be stuck in the locket. I distracted the security guy long enough for her to nab it”. “How?”, he frowned. I looked at him innocently, biting my lip. He looked at me exasperatedly. “You didn’t… Please tell me you didn’t…”. I rolled my eyes. “Sleep with him? No. I just flirted with him a little”. Dean swallowed hard. “You do that all the time”, Sam grinned. “That’s totally different!”, Dean growled.

Sam shook his head. “Then what?”, he asked. “Salt and burn”, I smiled. “Which is pretty much all I’ve been doing. I haven’t been taking on anything hardcore. Yet”. “Really?”, Dean asked warily. I grimaced. “Well… about 9 months ago I came across a tulpa. I thought it was just your every day ghost, and I was just checking out the house; when it attacked me. Salt didn’t work, or iron…”. Dean suddenly looked tense. “What did it do to you?”, he growled. I lifted my t-shirt slightly; exposing a mostly white scar down my ribs. Dean reached over the table, and made to touch it, but I dropped the fabric, and sat back in my chair; finishing my drink in one go. “I had no idea what to do about it, but Bobby wrote something about you guys taking one out some years back; so I called Jody”.

“I asked the sheriff to help me find Lulu”, Cass said, having reappeared with a bag of Mexican food. “I have… taquitos. And jalapeño poppers”, he added, with a soft smile in my direction. “Ranch?”, I asked. The angel nodded. “I love you!”. Castiel cleared his throat. “I have warm emotions towards you as well”, he said.

“So, you called Jody. Why?”, Sam asked; packing up the medical kit. “To get her to have you take care of it. But she said she couldn’t get in touch with you”. Dean scratched his chin. “Yeah, Cass and I were in Purgatory, and Sam hit a dog…”, he muttered. I shook my head. “Nothing’s ever easy with you guys, is it…”.

I opened the bag Castiel had put on the table, and dived for my poppers. “Yum. Extra cheese”, I hummed. I noticed Dean’s eyes warming almost endearingly; but when I licked my finger for a stray dollop of dressing, his gaze suddenly darkened into something else. He parted his lips, and his eyes fastened on my mouth. My breath hitched, and I shook myself – quickly wiping my mouth with a napkin. “I’m gonna go grab the beer”, Dean grunted; and left the room as quickly as he could.

“So, what are you working on?”, my voice broke. “We found a tablet”, Sam said. “The word of God”. My eyes widened. “The actual word of God?”, I breathed. “What?”. “We’re going to use it to seal Hell. For good”. I nodded. “That sounds like an awesome idea!”, I smiled. “How can I help?”.

“You can’t”, Dean grunted, returning with three beers, and a bottle of seltzer for Cass. “This isn’t on you”. “But you need my book”, I said. “And you’re not getting that without my say so”. He tilted his head, and gave me his trademark smirk, sending electric jolts straight to my core. “We could always take it from you”. With bated breath, I put my sword on the table; keeping my hand on the hilt. “I’d like to see you try”, I croaked. “All right, you know…”. Dean clenched his fists, before rolling up his sleeves. I stood up. “We gonna dance now?”, I said; trying for menacing – and failing miserably. “Let me just get my NSYNC-album”, he snarled.

“Ok, guys! Stop!”, Sam called out. “Lulu, Dean’s right. This is a pretty dangerous operation we’ve got going on here. You shouldn’t get involved”.

I clenched my jaw, and took a deep breath to calm myself. “Tell you what… I’ll go back to my own work; and you three can figure out how to save the world without Bobby’s journal”, I said; beginning to put my jacket back on. “When you decide to stop acting like dicks, and let me in on why you’re trying to mess up my job, by taking away my research…”. “It’s Bobby’s research”, Dean snarled. “That he left for me!”, I yelled. “And it has my additions”. I went to grab my bag, when Dean snatched the journal from it, before I could reach it. He held it over his head, as he had my sword, years ago. “Don’t do this…”, I hissed. “I watched plenty of roller derby games, sweetheart. I know your moves”.

His smug smile lit a fire in me, like none other I had never felt before. I ran at him, throwing my shoulder against his chest, making him stumble backwards, and knock over a chair. The journal fell from his hand, and slid across the floor; and I threw myself after it. Dean grabbed my ankle; and I fell to the floor, on my stomach. I tried to kick myself free from his grasp – and reached the book; clutching it to my chest under me. Dean straddled me – his strong legs keeping me in place – and he twisted my body around by my shoulders. We wrestled for the books, and when Dean grabbed my wrists – forcing them over my head – I finally had to let go. He looked at me with hard eyes. “Take it”, he growled; still holding me in place. “Dean…!”, Sam yelled; running over to us. “Take it, Sam!”, his brother roared. Sam took the book from the floor, and looked at me with sad eyes. “I’m sorry, Lulu”, he muttered.

Dean stayed on top of me – holding me down. His weight on me made my body scream for his touch; at the same time as I wanted him to let me go, and to never touch me again. He looked enraged; but then a thought seemed to cross his mind – one that made him realize what he was doing. He let go of my wrists, and I pushed at his chest hard; making him get off me. Castiel came over, and helped me to my feet.

I stormed out of the room, and down a hallway of doors with numbers on them. Once I found number 13, I opened the door, and stepped inside; slamming it shut behind me.

I took deep breaths – fighting tears and hiccupping sobs. Looking around the room, I tried to focus on what I was seeing, to distract myself. Damn self-help books, I thought to myself. Please help me now. Five things I could see. A bed, a desk, a chair, a book on 1920’s psychiatry, and a dresser. Four things I could touch. I stood up. The floor, the wall, the comforter on the bed, and the gun in the back of my jeans. Three things I could hear. The clock ticking over the door, the drips from the faucet on the sink, and my own footsteps. Two things I could smell. Gunpowder and musk. Dammit. One thing I could taste. The whiskey I’d had earlier.

With one final breath, I felt my heart settle – before it sprang up in my throat again, when the door knocked. “Lou…? Can I come in?”. I stood with my back to the door, not answering. “I know you’re in there. Table 13; always table 13, right?”.

Dean opened the door, and stepped inside, closing it behind him.

“I’m sorry, baby… I didn’t mean…”, he began. “I still… It hurts… even being in the same room as you”, I croaked, and a tear fell down my cheek, as I turned around – making Dean’s face fall into a pained expression. “I keep trying to get over you… Hunting, drinking… sex”. He winced at the last word. “I tried it all, Dean, but it never works”. “I know…”, he breathed. He might as well have added an I feel the same – his eyes gave away the words. “Why doesn’t it work?”, I whimpered.

He stepped towards me, but I held up my hands to stop him. “Don’t… please”. I balled my fists up – forcing my body to stay in place, and not walk into his arms. “You can use my book. You have 48 hours, then I want it back”. Dean nodded solemnly. I closed my eyes. “After that, I’m gone. For good”. I crunched up my brows, and opened my eyes again, looking at Dean with as much determination I could muster. “You don’t look for me, don’t ask for me – pretend I’m a stranger if you hear my name”. Dean’s lips parted, but I continued before he could speak. “I’m done. I can’t… see you. It hurts to much”.

Dean’s eyes watered. “Lou, please… don’t do this”, he breathed. “Don’t throw me away like this”. “I’m sorry”, I rasped. “This isn’t real. If they hadn’t planned it, we would have never gone beyond that first kiss; you know it as well as I do”. He shook his head, and a tear escaped his eye. “I lo…”. “You don’t”, I said. “You think you do; but it’s only because I was made for you. I have to be my own. And I can’t, if you keep popping up in my life”.

Dean closed his eyes, and took a deep breath. When he looked at me again, I saw complete defeat in his gaze. I’d just broken his heart. “Ok. If that’s what you want”, he whispered, a tear escaping his eye. I wanted to say It’s not. I want you. I want us. But I needed a clean break, and I believed Dean needed that as well. “48 hours. Give me back the book, and you’ll never have to see me again. It’s better this way. For both of us”. Dean nodded. “You can stay in here, if it’s easier than being around me”, he muttered; eyes on the floor. “I’ll stay away”. “Thank you”, I croaked.

He left the room, and I closed the door behind him.

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I stayed in the room for hours, curled up on the bed. At one point, there was a knock at the door; and when I opened, there stood a tray outside, with food and a bottle of seltzer. I sent a warm thought to Cass, and took the tray inside; eating my meal in peace. There was no entertainment in the room – save for the outdated book on psychiatry – and after finishing my meal, I was going stir crazy.

I tried to catch a little sleep, but couldn’t rest properly; and decided to leave the room. Avoiding going in to the library, I snuck down the hall; and examined my surroundings. I found a large kitchen, outfitted to serve a large amount of people. The fridge was filled with leftover fast food and beer; making it clear that the Winchesters had yet to become all the way domesticated. Down a smaller hallway was a large storage room, with things I was quite sure I shouldn’t be touching. I left the room as quickly as I had entered.

Passing another few numbered doors, I went past number 21. The door was slightly ajar, and inside, Sam was bent over Bobby’s journal, seemingly enraptured by what he was reading. He looked up, and met my eyes – sending me a crooked smile – before I hurried away, to avoid conversation. He didn’t follow.

I found what looked like an old-fashioned gym; and my eyes widened in glee. Here, I felt at home. The punching bags and boxing gloves reminded me of my sessions with Raul. I took off my boots, and grabbed a pair of gloves that seemed to fit my hands – turning my attention to one of the bags.

Punch, punch, kick. This I knew. All my frustrations – the pent-up emotions – I let travel through my arms and legs; as I attacked the bag. “You’re angry”, Cass said; having appeared in the doorway. “I’m… no”, I said. “You’re distraught”, the angel tried. “Something like that. I’m sad. Frustrated…”. I punched hard at the bag. “Tired”.

Muscle pain was building up in my shoulders, and I took off the gloves; dropping them on the floor next to me. “I thought you would be happy to see your friends”, Castiel said. I was thinking of a good way to explain my emotions to him. “I can’t… be happy. Not now”. “Why?”, Cass asked. I chuckled. “Talking to you is like talking to Rain Man”, I said. Castiel grinned. “I’ve seen that movie now. Uh oh, fart…”, he chuckled. “But I would like to understand”.

I punched the bag hard with my stitched-up hand; wincing from the pain. I held it up for Castiel to see. “This – pain – I can feel it. It’s real”, I said. “Impact… physical reaction… It makes sense”. “And happiness doesn’t?”, Cass asked. “No, because I can’t trust it… it’s not real”. Castiel looked like he was pondering my words. “But your physical interactions with Dean… those make sense, don’t they?”. I groaned. “Me and Dean… Is… was, more than physical”. “Yes I know”, the angel said. “You have feelings for each other”. “But they’re not real”, I explained. “Why not?”. “You should know”, I scoffed. “Angel…”.

Castiel seemed even more confused. “I’m not following”, he said. I shook my head. “I… just can’t do this anymore”, I breathed. I put my boots back on. “I’m going back to my room. You have about 40 hours left with my book”. I left the room and the angel behind.

I was feeling sweaty, and decided to search for a shower. The many hallways were confusing; and I finally caved, and decided to ask Sam for help. Arriving back at room 21, the door was closed, and when I knocked there was no answer. I opened the door to see if he was inside, but all I found was a made bed, and some clothes over a chair. I walked back towards the kitchen, and bumped in to Dean; who was leaving the room with a mug of coffee in his hand.

“Sorry”, I muttered, as I noticed his coffee having spilt slightly over the floor. “I’ll clean that up”. “Don’t worry about it”, he said quietly. “I got it…”. “Ok”, I nodded. “I just…”. He looked at me hopefully. “I was looking for a shower”. Dean nodded. “Down the hall, to the left by my… by room 11”, he said. “Thank you”, I whispered; and scurried off.

Finally finding the showers, I got undressed, and turned on the water. The water pressure and temperature were amazing; just like everything else in the bunker. So far, everything I had seen here was perfect. There were clean rooms, a well-stocked library, access to training equipment and weapons, and my friends were here. And Dean. I could stay here, and be happy. But it wouldn’t be real.

As I let the water drip over my naked body, I leaned against the wall. I began questioning my choice to continue hunting. I’d have never started in the life, if I hadn’t met the Winchesters – if angels hadn’t put me in their path. Maybe angels had sent the maren after me to begin with. Maybe I should quit.

The thought was comforting and terrifying all at once. I’d have to start over – again. Be a teacher or tend bars; that was all I knew, other than what I had been doing the last year. And I loved hunting, I helped people; even if I never let anyone know why their houses stopped having flickering lights; or why hospitals stopped losing patients who had only minor injuries. I stayed quiet about what I did; didn’t need the glory.

Turning off the water, I realized I hadn’t brought clean clothes into the bathroom; and wrapped myself in a large towel – slipping quietly down the hall to avoid meeting anyone. I passed room 11, and heard voices from inside.

“She doesn’t really want to be here, Cass”, Dean muttered. “Why? I don’t understand. You two…”, Castiel began. “Because it’s not real!”, Dean growled. “Your… ass-butt brothers made her specifically for me. It’s not real, it’s forced on me… and her”. “Dean…”. “Find some way to break this bond we have. It’s not fair to her…”, Dean said. “I can’t do that…”, Cass said quietly. “Why?”, Dean roared. There was no answer. “Cass… just get out”. The door began opening, as if someone was pulling at the knob, and I ran for room 13; closing and locking the door behind me.

Good. He was on the same page as me. And maybe there was a way to break our bond; and make me free of these feelings. Maybe Cass just didn’t know how to, and I just had to find another angel – or whatever – to help.

My phone rang – distracting me from my thoughts. “Yeah?”, I answered it. “Lulu. It’s Tamara”, my friend said. “Hey, Tammy. What’s up?”. “I need your help. My partner didn’t show up; and this nest isn’t a one-woman job”. I sighed. “Tammy…”. “I know, I know; but I really need you on this one. Think of it as a learning experience”. I frowned. It would be a good way to learn, I agreed – and I trusted Tamara knew what she was doing. On top of that, I needed to be as far away from Dean as I could. “Give me the address…”.

After Tamara had let me know where to meet her, I got dressed quickly, and put on my jacket. Almost running through the library, I saw Sam now bent over a strange looking rock, by the mapped table. “I’m going out. I’ll be back for my book”, I muttered, and went to get my backpack, when I realized it was missing. “I packed up a bag”, Sam said. “It’s got some better equipment for you; if you’re gonna keep up hunting”. I looked over my shoulder at him. “Thanks”, I muttered. “Welcome”, he said.

He handed me a canvas backpack, with a little more weight than my own. I opened it, and saw bullets and a large knife, and a machete in a leather sheath. “Silver ammo, iron knife; and there’s a zippo in the side pocket”. “Weres, witches and vampires. Got it”, I said; and put on the bag. Sam frowned. “Where are you going?”. “Just… out. Meeting a friend”, I said. “Do you have a car I can use until I get back?” He threw me a set of car keys. “There’s a Dodge parked a little way down the road. Take it. And uhm… my number. Just in case”. He scribbled down a number on a piece of paper, and came over to hand it to me. I smiled warmly, and pocketed the keys and the note. “How long will you be gone?”, Sam muttered. “As long as it takes. That’s how the job is, right?”, I shrugged. Sam’s face dropped. “What job?”, he demanded. I sighed. “Don’t worry. Your care-package here will keep me safe”, I smiled. “I’ll be back before you know it. Maybe you’ll even have a few extra hours with my book”. “Lulu… what job?”. I got on my toes, and kissed his cheek. “Bye, Sammy”. I ran up the stairs, and exited the bunker.

I found my “new” car half a mile down the road. It was rusty and sad looking; and fit my state of mind perfectly at the moment. I got settled in the driver’s seat, after having set the Dodge up the way I wanted it. Surprisingly, the engine started without trouble; and I turned on the radio. Dean must have driven the car before, because a tape began playing Girls Girls Girls. I was smiling sadly to myself, as I drove the car out on the road at the bottom of the mound.

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Sweetie, Lets Ride: Chapter 3: Practice.

Hmm I finished Chapter 3 today! Again I do hope you all enjoy! Also so sorry chapter 3 came out so late! i’ve been busy and am currently dealing with some personal stuff. I hope you all understand! ^^;

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Summary: Lady winter and hat kid visit the vampire’s dear brother Seth for help. Is he willing to help his twin practice in such a short amount of time? 

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Lady winter and hat kid find themselves walking along a path within a quiet little town. Not too far from Shady Hallow itself. You see lady winter and hat kid left the studio a few days ago, each practicing their lines for the film. Lady winter was fairly confident that it’ll go well, but hat kid? Not so much. The hatted child got a role she never tried out before. That role being the antagonist. Of course she was excited to try this role out but being the bad guy? Is entirely new to her. 

“Hey...auntie?” Hat kid said trying to get the vampire’s attention. 

“Yes dearie?” Lady winter replied.

“I have two things to ask” the child continued. Lady winter looks at her waiting for her to ask her the questions. 

“One, Do you think i’ll be a good enough villain? And two...when are we going to be at our destination?” 

Lady winter smiles, “Well I think you’ll be a wonderful antagonist dearie, If you need any tips and tricks on how to be a convincing villain, I can always offer a few here and there.” she pauses for a moment before continuing on. “As for if we’ll be at our destination? Take a look up ahead little one.” 

Hat kid smiles then focuses her eyes ahead of her. What she sees appears to be a house, In the same Victorian style the other homes in shady hallow have but a bit bigger. Not as big as the manor but still quite sizable. If hat kid had to guess the home would probably be the second biggest building around the area. The paneling on the home was a light grey color, small vertical, horizontal, or diagonal planks placed on top of the exterior walls, Pillars that seem to be made of marble or made to look like it was. Hat kid then realized it kinda looks like one of the homes she read about once. A house built in the 1860’s or the 1890’s. The only reason why she knows about this is because she borrowed lady winter’s books about the town. She’s happy her curiosity gave her some knowledge about weird looking houses.

Before hat kid knows it she and Lady winter were standing on the porch, Hat kid didn’t notice because she was too busy thinking about the house. Without further ado the vampire lass rings the doorbell. They wait patiently for the door to be answered. Lady winter can hear someone from inside the building, coming closer and closer to the door. Before she knew it the door opens.

There stood a vampire man with long white hair, pale skin, violet eyes, gold piercings, fangs and an outfit that has its own sort of elegance to it. He smiles upon seeing his twin and his little guest. 

“Ah hello there, sorry it took me a bit to answer the door!” he said with a welcoming tone in his voice.

Lady winter smiles and gave him a hug “Hey Seth!! It’s so good to see ye again!” 

“It’s great to see you to sis!” He gives her a hug back then looks at the hatted child 

“And who might you be?” he asks

Hat kid looks up at the vampire man, waving a bit “Hi, I'm Hat kid!” she greeted. Seth takes out his hand to shake hers, it took a moment for her to catch on but she took his hand and shook it. Seth smiled but was quite surprised with the child’s strong grip. He never met anyone let alone a child with such a grip. But that wasn’t important to him right now. 

“Oh where are my manners, come in, come in, I just made some fresh tea!” he said with institancy in his voice. 

Lady winter gestures hat kid to follow her, so she did following the vampire lass inside, Seth following close behind. Hat kid was in awe with how beautiful his home was, the walls have pretty little flower designs on them. The furniture had a nice victorian aesthetic to along with the rest of the home. It makes hat kid wonder if all the people around shady hallow had such an aesthetic. 

“So What brings you two here?” Seth asked.

“Well...I kinda need help with something.” Lady winter responded, hat kid decided to sit on one of the chairs and listens to the two vamps speak. 

Seth raised his brow a bit, “What do you need help with?”

“I’m so sorry to ask but...since you know how to play the violin, I was wonderin’ if you could teach me a thing or two?” she asks.

Seth only nodded “Sure why not? But may I ask why you want to learn the violin?” 

“Oh! I kinda need it for the upcoming movie i’m acting in!”

This took seth by surprise. He knew his twin acted in some of the conductor’s films but he never knew the conductor to make films involving instruments. Well from the movies he’s seen that’s what he bases his assumptions off of. 

“Hmm conductor is making musicals now?” Seth asked yet again but worries that he is annoying his twin with all these questions. 

Lady winter only shook her head, “Not quite? My husband is working with dj grooves for this collab film. It’s a sorta event the annual bird movie awards is having.” she explained.

“Well that makes sense.” he said, understanding the little explanation she had. “Give me a moment” he added as he leaves the room to go get something. Lady winter walks over to the couch and sits down. Waiting for her twin to return. 

She couldn’t help but notice how nicely everything was set up in Seth's home. 

While hat kid and Lady winter for seth to return he is busy looking for his trusty Violin, He always been good at making such wondrous melodies with this little instrument. He often played it whenever he was feeling stressed out. Ah well that’s not important right now, is it? He had a task at hand which is finding that dang violin, it’s got to be somewhere right? Although seth has some more patience then his twin he is starting to get a little frustrated. 

He sighs “Oh where is that dang violin? I know I put it in here..``Seth muttered to himself ask he was moving some boxes and various other items around. He wasn’t really paying attention to where he was placing everything, which is unfortunate for him because 

BAM!!

Everything came toppling down, hitting the poor vampire lad in the head. Seth lets out a groan, rubbing his head where everything hit him. Then he looks down at his lap. 

“OH!! There it is!” he exclaimed, picking up the old violin case while getting up. The lad looks at the little mess he accidently created but only shrugs, he can deal with that mess later. So he starts to head back to where hat kid and his twin sister are waiting for him. 

Lady winter was of course a little worried, she heard the crash that happened in the other room, perhaps she should check up on him. The vampire lass was getting up only to hear hat kid giggle

“OH hey he’s back!!!” hat kid cheered. 

“Yeah I’m back” seth chuckled. 

Lady winter looks over at her twin and smiles. 

“Hey was everything alright over there? I heard a loud crash and uhh..was going to check up on you.” 

Seth looked a little embarrassed and places a hand on the back of his head.

“Well...you see I kinda...created a mini avalanche in the closet..BUT i’m fine though, i’ll clean it up later” he chuckled nervously. 

Lady winter only shook her head “Pfft clumsy eh sethy?!” she teased. 

“HEY!! I mean, yeah maybe but shoosh!!”

Winter only laughed a bit, oh nothing like teasing your sibling, she didn’t mean any harm by it, just playful teasing, These two been doing that to each other since they were kids. 

Seth cleared his throat, “Anyway, I got the Violin.”

His twins ears perk up a bit, she was happy he got it, although she is a bit curious. Actually curious isn’t the right word, she’s more shocked that he still had it after all those years.

Seth walks over to the little table he had set up in the room, placing the violin case down. 

Click

That very sound echoed the room, Seth opens the case and takes out his Violin. It was made out of Ebony wood with beautiful designs etched into the very wood itself. It looked brand new despite being quite old and in a case for goodness knows how long. 

“Wow...it’s still so pretty.” lady winter said in awe.

“Yeah, Anyway you need to learn how to play the violin right? For the movie?” Seth asked. 

Lady winter only nodded in response. Seth understood, picking up the bow that came along with the instrument. 

“Well first I'm going to show you how to hold it, then i’ll let you try and play it is that ok?” Seth spoke looking at his twin. All the while hat kid just sat there watching, curious about what is going to happen. 

“Yeah that’s fine.” Lady winter replied. 

Seth fixes his posture, making sure he is standing up straight, his feet apart a bit, he then places the violin on the left of his collar bone, placing his jaw on the chin rest. 

“You see you must keep a good posture when you play the violin, it makes it easier and fairly comfortable while playing!” he explained. His twin was watching carefully all the while making mental notes to herself. 

Seth walks over to Winter, handing her the violin 

“Now you try!” he said. 

Lady winter nods, taking the violin. She’s not really used to playing string based instruments, The lass is used to instruments such as the piano or the organ. Winter is nervous, What if she messes up?! What if she won’t be able to learn enough in time for the film!? What if- no...she pushes those worries aside and takes a deep breath, then exhales. She’s got this. 

The vampire lass always had good posture so that wasn’t much of an issue for her. Like her twin showed her, she places the violin on the left of her collarbone then places her jaw on the chin rest.

“Like this?” she asks.

“PERFECT!! But uhh hmm let me fix your arm posture a bit.`` Seth said moving her arm a bit 

“You see, ther elbow should be under the center of the violin, while your wrist is gently rounded!” he added on while explaining. 

“So I see.” his twin spoke softly.

“Now try playing it, you’ll need the bow and you gently press it along the strings” he explained while gesturing to the bow. 

The vampire lass nodded, moving the bow and places it along the strings. She’s a little hesitant and takes another deep breath, 

Here we go

3…...2…….1 

Lady winter starts playing the instrument, but it let out a loud  noise which could be compared to the sound of nails on a chalkboard, it sounded awful, it caused her and seth to jump while hat kid covered her little ears. 

“Oh uh...s-sorry” lady winter apologized. 

Seth only laughed “hey hey, you got nothing to be sorry for, We got plenty of time to practice. It’s not easy playing the violin.”

He was right, trying new things is never easy. 

“Umm you sure?” she asks

“Well yeah i’m sure, listen sis, i’m here to help, I didn’t do well when I first started out.” Seth reassured her and places a hand on his twins shoulder. 

“Now how about we practice some more?” 

Hat kid pulls out some ear plugs from her hat and puts them in, ready to withstand the violin noises. 

“Sure!” lady winter said with a smile. She’s ready to practice more and more with the kiddo and her twin. Perhaps they got a few weeks so perhaps by then she’ll be at least somewhat decent at playing the violin. 

Again throughout the evening terrible violin noises can be heard from seth's house. Unfortunately this is going to last for a time but hey, it’ll be worth it for the film coming up soon. 

[emberfaye]

Based on a dream I had last night.

Things change when the warmage returns, Rhea notices.

Rhea had never met Warmage Pritkin before; she had never been allowed to meet any of the Circle really minus special occasions, and warmages rarely had the opportunity--or desire--to socialize at those events.

She had heard of him, her mother spoke his name once while they ate supper and discussed their days. “And then that lad Pritkin came through the wall the way he does and gave us a chance to get to safety” but no more details followed.

Then she had begun staying with Lady Cassandra--no, she had been staying with Cassie--and she heard his name a lot.

One vamp asks another “What was the name of that beer the crazy British dude used to bring us?”

A vampire with a scar across his neck scratches it absently as he complains about the mages who reinforce the wards, saying “the other one would have been done by now.”

One proudly shows off a trick shot that sarcastic mage taught him.

And Marco watches Cassie worriedly and whispers under his breath that the damn mage needs to get his ass back here.

___

And then one day she is making herself chocolate milk and the vamps start shouting because of the giant wind from nowhere, and Cassie appears on the edge of the pool table, immediately rolling off and falling upon the floor. She’s missing a shoe and her showing sock is encrusted with something that looks worse than mud, and she has green and red sticky substances on all over her front, but she is grinning up at the ceiling and laughing.

No, not at the ceiling. At the equally disheveled man who actually landed on the billiards table, who seems to not even notice that the 8 ball was wedged under his knee because he was leaning over the edge, eyes focused on the woman on the floor, matching her grin.

Rhea drinks her milk, because she has no idea what is going on.

___

Rhea is not used to the breakneck speed at which life happens in Vegas, but she feels like the next few hours are hectic even for Cassie’s life. Cassie and the man are surrounded by vamps, and Marco is shouting as he pushes his way through, then Cassie, the man, and Marco whisk their way to the bedroom, while the vamps mill around and examine the damage caused.

Rhea tries to force her way through, but nobody is listening to her until Rico clears her a path to the door. Opening the door for her with a grin, he then takes up position beside it while she slips in. He snagged her chocolate milk and smirks as he guzzles it down.

She missed the beginning of the conversation, but it apparently made Marco stand across from Cassie with his arms crossed and a scowl deepening his face. Cassie has her hands on her hips and is staring at Marco with her patented “I don’t care” face. The man--no, the mage, Rhea realizes as she gets a better look at him--leans against the edge of the bed near Cassie. He is the only one who acknowledges her presence, his eyes scanning over her briefly before returning to Cassie.

With a sigh, Cassie lets her hands fall. “I don’t know what you want me to say Marco. I really don’t.” She lets herself sit down hard on the bed. “I’m exhausted.” Rhea sits down beside her and takes her hand, hoping to provide a boost. It must work, Cassie squeezes her hand and gives her a smile. Then the blonde’s focus shifts to the man, who quirks an eyebrow at her, and she sits up straighter and looks back at Marco.

“If he wants to see me that badly, then he can make an appointment,” The Pythia says.

___

Marco had left not too long after, followed by the mage. Rhea had helped Cassie get her bath going, and then had left as well.

Figuring Cassie would be hungry when she was done, Rhea set to work in the kitchen. Spaghetti was relatively healthy and fast, and she might get Cassie to accept broccoli if she smothered it with some cheese. She could sneak some peas into the middle of the plate and maybe Cassie wouldn’t care since it she was so hungry.

She was finishing up everything, ignoring that the background chatter had changed after the sound of a door until a voice from the edge of the tiny kitchen asked “What are you making?”

Proud that she had managed not to jump or spill the food, she turned quickly and came face to face with the man Cassie had brought back. He was cleaned up, and she recognized the standard circle issued leather jacket and began to have a dawning awareness of who this was. He looked over the food, and she thought maybe his expression when he was done was approval, but all she knew for sure was that it was mild and blank.

And then Cassie came running out. “I knew I smelt food!” She pushed the mage out of the way with a forceful “Move!” and came closer to Rhea. “Oh this looks so good Rhea.” Rhea smiled and offered her a plate--peas were hidden inside the spaghetti--and then made herself a plate. As Cassie sat down to inhale, Rhea hesitated and offered Pritkin the other plate, and he looked surprised for a second but then said “Thank you” and sat down next to Cassie. Grabbing a third plate to join them, Rhea didn’t know what to make of the fact that his face was the furthest thing from mild or blank as he looked at Cassie.

Later, after Cassie had bit into the hidden vegetables and began complaining, Pritkin reached over and plopped some of the cheese from his plate onto her broccoli. “A few vegetables will hardly hurt you, Cassie.” She pouted at him but cleared her plate.

Rhea barely hid her smile.

___

The next day Jonas tried to barge in the way he did, and the vamps and accompanying mages had the usual staredown, and Rhea thought Cassie was about to pull her hair out in frustration from the way Jonas kept talking over her. But then a voice cut through over Jonas’s.

“What is going on here?” And it was loud, yes, but more importantly, it was pissed off.

And then everyone shut up as Jonas and Cassie both looked at Pritkin standing in the doorway. His eyes were glinting and his jaw clenched as he stared at Jonas and made his way to stand behind Cassie. For her part, Cassie straightened and her shoulders relaxed, and she glared at Jonas.

“Jonas. Seriously. If you have anything to say, we can talk later. I have things to do. Get them out of here and actually make an appointment next time.” There was a note of finality in her voice, and her eyes were ice cold.

Jonas stared at her as though he had never her before, but Rhea had. This was determined, not to be ignored Cassie, and as Jonas left with a final blustering monologue, Rhea ignored him to watch as Cassie approached Pritkin, and whatever was on her face, Pritkin himself wore a smile and a look of pride. They started talking in low voices, and interspersed with Cassie’s laughter.

___

Cassie had woken her up at the crack of dawn, worry throughout her face, and they had prepped the entire suite for this meeting. They cleaned and arranged and shopped until Cassie finally had to get ready.

Pritkin showed up then, and double checked the wards he had put in last night. They waited at the window, neither one up for small talk, until she came out, dressed in a simple but fancy dress, and her hair loose around her face. She looked wonderful, except for the pale of her face. “I don’t think I can do this,” she said as she joined them at the window.

Pritkin bumped her shoulder gently with his. “Yes, you can.” Cassie smiled, and then looked at Rhea, who nodded. “Yes, you can. You’re strong, Cassie.”

And as they stood there, Rhea watched their reflections as Cassie’s and Pritkin’s fingers intertwined, and the way Cassie breathed easier.

___

Rhea knew one thing about the Vampire Senate, and that it was not happy to play by any rules but theirs.

So the fact that Senator Basarab, negotiator extraordinaire and technically husband to the Pythia, had needed to make an appointment to speak to Cassie had already made the situation awkward.

He sat on the couch across from Cassie looking completely at ease, but Rhea could just tell he wasn’t happy. And she knew for a fact that Cassie, sitting in a plush wingchair as though there was a string stretching her back as tight as it could, was nervous. She stood behind Cassie and to the left. Pritkin was on her right, and further back, leaning against the wall and studiously looking out the window. Most of the vampire guards had been dismissed, but Marco and Rico stayed. Other than greetings, no words had been exchanged.

“Senator--” Cassie began.

Mircea raised an eyebrow and sat forward. “Pardon?” Rhea caught a glimpse of Marco closing his eyes, but Rico caught hers and waggled his at her.

Cassie took a deep breath. “I have considered your proposal, and--”

“...Considered my proposal?” Mircea’s voice was silky and hairs stood up on the back of Rhea’s neck.

“--And I have--” Cassie’s voice raised.

“Since when do you call me Senator?”

“--Come to the conclusion that--”

“Cassie, what is going on!” Mircea stood up in one smooth movement, frustration written all over his face.

Taking a deep breath, hands clenched tightly in her lap, Cassie struggled with keeping her voice calm. “Senator, please sit down.”

Mircea just stared at her. “No, Cassie, I--”

“She asked you to sit down!” A voice snapped, and it wasn’t until one pythia and three vampires had their eyes focused on her that Rhea realized she was the one who had snapped at a master vampire. Averting her eyes back to the ground, she amended, “Please.”

Mircea sat slowly, eyes narrowed as he looked at Rhea, then at Pritkin who met his stare with a blank but intense expression, and then finally at Cassie. “May I speak to you in private, Pythia?” there was a hint of anger in how he said the title, and Rhea wanted to shout again but she looked at Cassie.

Cassie’s hands tightened on her lap, and she took a deep breath before looking back at Mircea. “Anything you want to say to me, you can say in front of the Pythian court.”

If he hadn’t been a master diplomat for centuries, Mircea’s jaw might have dropped. As it was, he could barely control his tone as he repeated “The Pythian court?”

Cassie nodded, and gestured to Rhea. “My head acolyte.” She gestured to Pritkin. “My bodyguard...and trusted advisor.” Marco turned his head upwards, and even Rico grimaced.

Mircea was silent.

“Dulceata, what are you doing?”

Rhea could hear Cassie’s anger in the way she breathed in, the way her hands clenched, and the way she sat up. “I am enforcing our agreement, Mircea.” Her eyes glittered. “You aren’t the only one to have boundaries, and I expect them to be respected from this point on, that’s what I’m doing here.”

Mircea opened his mouth, but Cassie rushed on, urgent to finish the speech she had spent days practicing and perfecting.

“Senator, I have considered your request, and it is denied. I will continue to assist you in other endeavors in this war, but I expect my stance on this issue to be remembered. I wish you a safe trip back to the council.”

Mircea stared at her.

“Do you have any other official business to discuss?” At the slow, incredulous shake of his head, Cassie inclined her head. “Thank you for meeting with us today. Would you like Rhea to escort you out, or do you remember the way?”

For a second Rhea didn’t think Mircea was going to move, but he finally did, in a smooth, quiet way that Rhea could tell meant he was beyond furious. Rico and Marco moved out the door behind him, and it clicked shut.

Cassie waited several minutes, until Billy Joe floated back in, commenting that Marco and Rico were down the hall, but Mircea was leaving. And then Cassie collapsed into herself, dress wrinkling and threatening to rip as sobs were forced out from her tiny frame. Rhea moved to her, but despite being further way, Pritkin made it to her first, kneeling in front of her and gathering her into his arms, murmuring softly as he stroked her hair. She clung to his shirt and burrowed into his neck, cries shaking her.

Rhea quietly slipped into the hall, heart breaking right beside her friend’s.

___

Rhea would never dare claim to know Cassie well. She only knew Cassie for a few weeks before Pritkin came into the picture, and the war got worse, and everything she knew went up in flames and blood and pain.

But Rhea did know sorrow, and she knew happiness, and when she first met Cassie she was drowning in sorrow. She was drowning until her lifeline, in the form of a manic, coffee fueled warmage who watched her back no matter what, was brought back to her.

And then things changed, because Cassie may not be swimming in happiness, but she definitely had moments of it, and Rhea didn’t know how much of it could be attributed to Pritkin, the way Cassie shone in his presence had her some pretty good estimates.

Things changed when the warmage came back. They got better.