#[ inquiries: memes / prompts. ] this is probably a bad idea. like a record breakingly bad idea. like a go down in history bad idea.

[khruseos]

End of the year confession: you are my favorite croissant, and the only croissant for me. I love you, adore you, will always cherish you my friend. And I will follow you right into the infinity and beyond.

I’m bringin’ sexy back. Okay, I mostly meant this icon and this guy; because both go way way when it comes to you and me. I need to icon him again, Mel, I sorely miss him. But you know what this also reminds me of the most? Our old ASOIAF thread we’d started, I’m going to retype it and we’re doing the thing again— ‘cause my Ezio doesn’t quite feel complete without a thread with your Cersei, one of my very oldest writing partners.

And that’s where we have it: one of my very oldest writing partners and friends. You’ve been right there beside me during any and all tribulations and the perseverance that ensued them, and you were right there during the big moments of development for me; be it through finally settling in terms of my writing style, or you simply being there during my times of immense stress before I ever released my very first single theme, or be it that you were right there to deal with my madness as I settled into totally different types of muses that were a whirlwind for me to get used to, and that’s only naming a few. You were there throughout it all. My dear, you’re borderline a sister to me at this point, we have each others backs, we call one another out to the other’s face when it’s needed because we both need our reality checks at times— but most of all, Mel, I can never hound you enough on how much it means to me that you’re always there. We can find ourselves during times of silence for no specific reason at all, but then we talk again as if no time has ever passed and that’s the grandest sign of friendship, right there. All in all, what I guess I’m trying to say, I’m honoured to be the only croissant for you, and I’ll endeavour to stay worthy of that every day.

I love and adore you, chickadee, for the longest time.

2019′s almost over! Confessions? / @onlycertainty

[khruseos]

I feel like I’ve already confessed this to you over and over this year, but I just want to reiterate how thrilled I am that, after all these years of friendship from afar, WE FINALLY GOT TALKING REGULARLY

!!! Okay, I’ll try to be not be as much of a broken record when it comes to my phrasing in comparison to every other time I’ve responded to this (and have said it myself as well). Okay, ready? So, the fact that we’ve finally started talking regularly after so incredibly long has actually been one of my absolute favourite things of 2019. And yeah, you can totally quote me on that, because I’ll never regret it nor take it back. It’s maddening how much we agree on so many things, how we approach these analysing sessions so similarly and passionately and really, it’s also ludicrous to how I’ve found a such perfect writing partner in you (and other half to a very grand and favourite ship of mine, ‘scuse you). In essence, there’s so much about you to adore and well, gush about, and not nearly enough hours in a day to actually get any of it done, even if I’ve tried, trust me. And, well, I’m gonna attempt it again, bite me.

You’re a genius at all of this, Lottie, it doesn’t take much for anyone to see that’s the best truth I could ever give you. It’s been so many years that I’ve seen you write that blasted little beloved pirate, and you’re still going so strong. I don’t know of anyone else that has a passion that comes remotely close. Jack and you are— you’re not even interlaced, he’s become this part of you that you continue to breathe life into every single day. He’s your legacy, and that’s one hell of a legacy to be jealous of, one that has and will continue to inspire people who look at picking this writing and RP’ing hobby up every day. And I’m happy that for once, I didn’t arrive late at the party and I was here to experience it this whole time. You’re the ultimate bee’s knees, m’dear and no one can ever take that away from you, even if they ever had the ludicrous idea of trying. They just can’t, because the bee’s knees and you are one and the same. Anyway, on that note, I hope you had a delightful Christmas that offered you everything you wanted and more— and I mean, I guess happy new year in advance, too (thank you Tony, for the added ‘tone’). Thank you, my dear, for having made 2019 that much brighter despite everything.

2019′s almost over! Confessions? / @trickstercaptain

[khruseos]

I don't think there has been a time for as long as Anne has existed, where I didn't have you on my dash. You are glorious, you are wonderful and I hope that you'll continue to be on my dash for as long as I'm on this website. You deserve only good things this year, Sae, and I am wishing you a kind and wonderful xmas, and a brilliant 2020.

Geezus, I didn’t expect to log into something like that today, but here you are, coming in like one heck of a wrecking ball of bliss (yes, that’s a thing; the patent is pending). Seriously though, dearest, dearest Hera, I barely remember the time(s) where I didn’t have you on my dashboard, as you’ve been a staple whichever muse I flocked to ever since Ezio and at this point, it would feel wrong to ever not have you on it. What I do recall though and I suppose this is a confession to you of my own, was that when I first saw your Anne (and her being primarily AC-based at the time, if memory serves), I felt a simultaneous sense of total delight and despair. All because I’ve always seen that the AC fandom knew a large amount of people who ‘try and wither’, in other words, they make characters and never stick around. And despite the fact that I’m a bit hypocritical here, it always delights me to see people pick up ‘side’ characters from any of the titles in the franchise, but they’re especially susceptible to the aforementioned rule. But to my surprise (and hope) you stuck, and now, in you, Anne’s found her greatest and most devoted enthusiast and she deserves nothing less than that. Thank you for this, Hera, it means quite a bit to me. And of course, all the well wishes are returned, tenfold at that. You’d better have an absolutely magnificent 2020!

2019′s almost over! Confessions? / @onlyliberty

[khruseos]

Is telling you that I love you allowed???

Actually, that’d be called cheating on this side of the oceans— ‘cause you know, that’s not a confession; you sent this in for the confession thing, right? /casually parks self on the ‘I’m a Looney Tune’ couch in case I made random assumptions. Well y’know what, I’m usually parked on that couch anyway as it’s my home, so we’re good. Hi Hayley, I love you to bits and pieces too. But that’s hardly anything new, ‘cause I’ve adored you since you first set foot in that TSC fandom with your Isabelle and I’ve made zero effort in hiding that fact … Has this suddenly turned into me wishing you all the best publicly? Yes ma’am, it has. Seriously, my dear, you have such a heart of gold. And no, I won’t take any of that ‘buuuut Saaaaae’ or attempts of sarcastically going ‘yeah, yeah, yeah’ as to try and be cute and use that line against me; it’s not gonna work. Because you simply do and I mean that. Any way, yes, so I’m thrilled that you’re going on one hell of an incredible trip with someone so intensely dear to you for 2019′s end, for you deserve nothing less than ending this year on such a high note. I hope you have the merriest of Christmas’ and that you spend the day with nothing but laughs on your face and smiles in your heart. I’m comin’ over there with my bag of legos otherwise. But yes, the merriest of Christmas’ and the happiest of New Years even though I’ll be wishing you both of those ten times over as they come to pass. 

Thank you for sticking by and with me, thank you for always being supportive, thank you for gracing us with your incredible portrayals of every single one of your muses (’cause I bet you kick just as much ass at the ones I’m not familiar with as you do at the ones I’m actually familiar with) and thank you for sending this in.

2019′s almost over! Confessions? / @lcdgerbled​

[khruseos]

it's almost the end of the year & i just want to say how much you mean to me ; even if i'm the worst at keeping in touch & even if i disappear off the face of earth , whenever i come back , i'll always look for you first , you've been such a huge part of my life ( not just roleplaying ! ) ; i've had some of the most interesting conversations with you & your resilience & strength will always be a source of inspiration ; you're just an amazing person ( 1 / 2 )

Continued: & i’m so grateful that i get to call you a friend , sae , you’re just everything i want to be as a person & more & i’ll forever admire everything you do & smile whenever i see your url pop on my dash or in my notifications , this year has been an on-and-off year for me , but you’ve been a solid presence in my heart , i love you & i hope next year treats you with kindness & brings you so much happiness & i hope you stay in my life ( 2 / 2 )

Whenever I see something of yours in my activity; my heart warms, this ludicrously-sized smile dominates everything about me and I drop whatever it is I’m doing in an instant to see what it is, every single time. Etta James’ At Last also starts playing in my head like clockwork. You’re golden, Dory, hell, you’re gold incarnate, you’re the living embodiment of everything that is exquisite— and all of that shows in everything that you do, say, create and touch. It’s been a few years at this point, and I get as excited to see you as I did when I got that very first message from you ages ago, because nothing’s ever changed. Well, that is except your talent and eloquence, which have both multiplied with time and have aged like fine wine. There’s absolutely nothing about you that I don’t admire or respect and you are and will remain, hands-down, one of my greatest inspirations. Not just as a writer, but as a person; because your strength, dedication and perseverance are not just admirable, they are an example to all of us.

I knew it’d be you of all people who’d get me most emotional, but dang it— I’ll accept it because the only person who could read what you sent me, know how long it’s been and then not get teary-eyed, can be one who has no heart. You’re incredible, you know, you really are and I hope that whenever one of those ‘off’ days occur, that you remember that and believe in it, because I don’t and have never said that lightly. My dear, I hope the holidays were everything you wished for and more and that ths new year brings you one step closer to fulfilling (if not obtaining it already) a dream if not several, because I so wish that for you. You’ve been a light in my life ever since you’ve entered it, and I can only say that I hope there’ll never be a departure from it. Thank you for these incredibly heart-warming words, Dory, thank you for keeping Milady alive, thank you for turning every other muse into gold the moment you touch them, and thank you for being such a close writing partner and dear friend. Love, love you, chickadee.

2019′s already over but how can I not respond to this? Besides, I want to keep it in a safer place than my inbox is. / @tyvell

[khruseos]

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[khruseos]

sae, sae, sae, sae — there are plenty of highlights for me this year but one of them is definitely rediscovering you (or more like, you rediscovering me but i digress). i'd missed those long, well thought out rants of yours.

Geez, I’m seriously so late with this stuff. If I give you chocolate, will you forgive me? Bory, Bory, Bory, Bory— ‘scuse you, were you about to take credit for the rediscovery? Tsk tsk, typical. I’m kidding, I’m kidding! Can you believe it’s been eight years? I still don’t, but I know it ws, what was it, June/August 2012 that you made Klaus and I Tatia, respectively? And we eventually crossed paths, wrote some stuff off and on and then— if memory serves, properly started writing heavily together… what, two years(ish) later? Some of my very earliest heavy meta’ing was done with you, just like most of Tatia’s development happened through your Klaus. And honestly, I don’t think I’d be the writer I am today if it hadn’t been for you, if we hadn’t written together as we have, because seriously, you’ve been such a monumental influence in so many ways, and I have the absolute fondest of memories of you as an awesome human being, a very dear friend and one hell of a writing and shipping partner. May you stay as awesome in 2020 as you’ve always been, keep kicking ass and despite how much fun it is, try to get yourself locked up past visiting times in random fortresses and castles a little less often, okay? Okay. Hope your Christmas was merry and that your New Year’s celebrations, well, kicked ass as much as you do.

2019′s already over but I’m super slow and I fail immensely but I want to acknowledge things and share positivity too. Confessions? / @imbalanceofpower