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[wakasa-wifey]

So uhm once again congrats my bb <333

I am so happy for you omg 😭😭

I am here to request something for the prompt section ~

Wakasa x fem!reader or gn!reader you choose

With prompt #6 (i mean it’s meant for him and my sweet tooth fufu)

Love you so much and wish you the best 🥰

Sweeter Than Sugar!

Prompt #6 “No lollipops for you. You eat too many and leave the sticks lying around the house.” - Wakasa Imaushi

Kodou Rengou! bf! Wakasa Imaushi x afab! gf! reader

cw: smut mdni! food play (?), food insertion into vagina (pls don't do this), (mean) dom! Wakasa, oral (female receiving), Wakasa calling reader Princess, overstimulation, squirting, manhandle.

summary: Wakasa thinks you nagged too much about him eating lollipops so he asked you to hold it for him.

word count: 703 words

AN: God forgive me I don't know what I am doing. I fully blame Victoria for asking it to be spicy (ily tho wife :P) My first smut (and it's not even full blown) goodbye I'm gonna hide myself in the corner. Don't come searching for me. Oh and thank you sm to my Kiki pie @p-antomime for being my beta T-T ily.

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Looking at the floor of your boyfriend's apartment, you could only shake your head seeing the litters of lollipop wrappers and sticks all over the floor. Sighing to yourself, you went to the kitchen and took out the plastic and started to pick up the trash on the floor. "Morning angel." arms wrapping themselves behind you, you could recognise the morning voice of your boyfriend, Wakasa Imaushi. "Morning 'Kasa." you hummed. Turning you over, you covered Wakasa's mouth before he could kiss you, causing him to whine at your action. 

"Nuh uh, go brush your teeth first and take a shower, you smell." you told him jokingly, getting a frown out of him and a tighter grip as he tried to get closer to you. "Waka noooooo" your turn to whine as you struggled to get out from his grip and pout up at him, a little scream escaped you after he managed to land a little kiss on your pouting lips. A chuckle and a smirk decorated your boyfriend's face celebrating his victory against you. 

"Princess, I already took a shower before you came." Wakasa's deep chuckle rang when he caged you against him tighter while trying to reach a jar of lollipops inside the cabinet behind you. Frowning, you tried to take the lollipop away only for Wakasa to move away from you."Nooo it's mine." the president of Kodou Rengou childishly whined and did a small run from you whenever you tried to take away the lollipop from his mouth. "Wakasa no." you sighed at the albino haired man. “No lollipops for you. You eat too many and leave the sticks lying around the house.”you scolded him while still trying to reach his height to take away the lollipop when you suddenly slipped. 

Luckily for you, your boyfriend managed to catch you before you ends up on the floor. "Thank you Waka." you thanked him before squiggling out of his hold. "Princess stop." confused, you looked up at him, only to see a full blown pupil with 'something' poking on your stomach." Uhh Waka-" you were cut off by Wakasa,"You know what, maybe I want something sweeter than the candy."

And that's how you found yourself in this situation.

"Shit Princess, you're drenched." Wakasa who's been edging you with kitten licks sniggered against your folds. Going up to your face, Wakasa smiled as an idea lights up in his head. Taking out the lollipop that he kept at the side of his mouth, Wakasa looked at it before smirking." Heads up Princess." was the only warning you got before you felt a small pressure under as he pushed the lollipop into your hole. "Wa- Wakasa." you moaned when Wakasa started to move the lollipop in and out of you. 

Popping out the lolly from your hole, you whined because of the empty feeling inside you. Smirking, Wakasa licked the lollipop, making eye contact with you. "Taste sweet. Sweeter when it has your essence on it." Wakasa said while finishing the candy stick. 

"Don't worry Princess, I don't forget you." discarding the candy at his side, he now paid full attention to you and you only. 

"Wakasa, gonna cum, 'm gonna cum!" your small scream accompanied with a blinding white flash as you cums, your body shaking uncontrollably. "Well, well will you look at that, don't know you can squirt Princess." Wakasa snickered against your crotch, lapping at it, getting you into overstimulation.

"Waka, no." 

"Waka yes." ignoring your protests, Wakasa only added three of his fingers, massaging your walls and hitting your G-Spot directly while biting and licking your clit. At the feel of your walls constricting his movements, he smiled "Gonna cum again Princess?" he snickered. 

"Ye-yes. Please, please let me cum. Wakasa let me cum please." 

"Shh shh, come for me Princess. Cum now." Once Wakasa's fingers makes a 'come hither' motion, you're once again pushed into another orgasm. 

"Waka. Waka, too much- 's too much." you babbled, trying to push Wakasa away but was proven unsuccessful as Wakasa's grip only got tighter. "Come on Princess, one more. I know you can give me one more." at that, you know it's going to be a long night. 

[wakasa-wifey]

YOU, ME, US - TOJI F.

husband! Toji x fem! reader

CW: SFW, hurt/comfort, self doubts, fluff fluffff!!, age gap (reader is 18-19, Toji is around 40), Toji being a house husband! Toji may be OOC but I just want to write fluff so leave me aloneeeeee.

AN: For a special girl of mine, @p-antomime

Arranged marriage is a common practice between the world of sorcerers. Arranged marriage for power, politics, clan's business. Yours were to be married to Toji, to clear out the financial issues your clan had. Why he chose you out of all, you never know or understood the reasoning. But you were expecting a harsh treatment because of the pitying glances and whispers between your maids on how the Zenin clan works. Worst of all, you found out he had a wife before and they got divorced due to the clan's intervention, or so the rumours said. And you know he has a child, a teenage boy around your age to be exact.

When you don't know the reason why Toji chose you, it's always had been known to the man itself. To him, it was because you're supposed to get married to Naoya, the worst of all Zenin, but the first time he saw you, a bright eyed, full of wonder wandering around the Zenin's clan property, he knew he needed to get you before Naoya ruins you.

Was it a fatherly instinct? The need to protect the childlike wonder in your eyes and not wanting the Zenin's clan reputation and treatment to tarnish you, for hating the thoughts of Naoya ruining you until your eyes are as empty as a cave. He doesn't know what it was, but he knew even from back then he HAD to have you in his hold, his arms to protect.

Naoya would had fought if it weren't Toji's personal request (remember that it's canon how Naoya holds deep respect for Toji) so he let it go after several temper tantrums and chosing someone else after throwing a snide remark that you don't look like a virgin at all, which Toji had to refrain from punching him for the sake of protecting the agreement.

Imagine your suprise when Toji treats you softly, unlike how you always heard about the Zenin's treatments. He didn't forced you to have sex with him, not even during the first night after the wedding, where he just softly smiled at you and said goodnight. Not only that, he even allows you to have your own space and room too, not needing to sleep beside him.

But because of that, insecurities begins to crawl itself inside your heart and mind. The 'What Ifs' played itself inside your mind like a broken record.

"What if he's doing this bcs he's not interested in you?"

"What if this marriage is just a joke to him?"

While he did treated you nicely, for you it feels like there's a wedge between you both, a line neither of you willing to cross over.

And that, that's what makes the tears fall every night inside your room. Again, unknown to you, Toji listens to your heart wrenching sobs every night, asking himself what the fuck he did wrong or messed up and how can he fix it.

One day Toji had enough of your sleepless night, crying into your pillow, not knowing the root of the problem. He confronts you in the morning, asking what was wrong with you and if he did something wrong.

Maybe it was the fear of him, or the tone of his voice was a bit tad louder than you're used to, but it does ignites a fear inside you. But you are you. The sole heiress of your clan, you should not be weak.

So what you did was, you took a deep breath before asking him, if you are or ever had been enough for him? Or was the marriage is just a running inside joke to him and the clan?

Toji was flabbergasted to say the most. Because while he was expecting you to call him out on his cold demeanour, he never thought you would ever felt that way.

Sighing, Toji knew he has to clear things up with you. He, unexpected to you, hugs you and apologising for the all neglect you felt while kissing the top of your head. He sat you down, and sit down right in front of you, and told himself that he has to be fully honest with you this time around, to clear out all the fog and doubts running through your pretty little mind.

He told you about his ex-wife, how she cheated on him with one of the clan members causing them both to get divorced. How the relationship with his son got strained because of that. Then he told you about the day he first saw you, how your innocent demeanour and wonderlike nature should never be tarnish with how Zenin's clan reputation and treatment.

How he put you at arms length bcs he didn't know how you actually feels with the arranged marriage, being sold by your clan to settle their debts only because you're the sole heiress.

With you trying absorb all these information in, Toji decided to leave you be and prepare the meal he was preparing before the confrontation. Snapping out from your thoughts, you can feel the tears running as realisation fully hits you and the images, the memories of him doing even the smallest thing runs through your head the way he lets you to have your own garden, full of linum lewisii, your favourite flower, how he would pick a fresh one each day to decorate the kitchen table. You turn towards Toji, only to see him at the kitchen aisle. You rushed towards him and apologising over and over to which he chuckled at and shook his head. He took your palm in his, focusing on your finger where your wedding ring, a ring with his eye colour as the colour of the stone stayed.

"Well, now that we got that part cleared out, do you mind marrying me again? No arrangement, no clan business. Just you and me."

[wakasa-wifey]

All's Fair in Love and Kitchen War - Wakasa I.

house husband! wakasa x afab! reader

cw: none! only fluff, reader is a bit immature and a brat but all fair all's fair bcs you get a teasing Wakasa :P

Summary: Here's what's your daily life looks like having Wakasa Imaushi as your husband. A male wife Wakasa Imaushi and you, his eternal love, Imaushi ____.

Word Count: 1.3k

AN: Based on this ask answered by truly your majesty, queen @saltyvanilla my fellow Wakasa simp, thank you for putting the idea of house husband! Wakasa in my head. If you had read this, you can see the easter egg and how the tables had turned this time around :P BUT it's just an optional reading!

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Waking up and squinting at the stream of sunlight poking through your curtain, you turned your body over to the other side of the bed, only to realised that you're in fact alone on the bed. Pouting at the revelation, you were planning on going back to sleep until a waft of delicious aroma made it to you.

Eyes widened, you immediately get out of bed, stumbling through your house before you made it into your kitchen, where you see a man of average figure, with a dual toned tied up hair, sunlight streaming through the window giving him a glow. 'Angelic' is what you thought inside your head as mischief grew in your heart.

"How long are you gonna stare at me love?" The white leopard, as per his nickname from his younger days, had realised your presence inside the room because of your stumbling and cursing when you got jabbed at the edges of furniture while coming down from the bedroom. He made a mental note inside his head to buy some baby-proof corner and edge protectors to avoid this from happening again.

"How do you know I'm here?", once again pouting, you took a seat at the kitchen counter, watching your lover preparing breakfast for both of you. His small humming stopped when he chuckled, turning around facing you, "I thought we had an elephant from the way you coming down the stairs." A small hit on the arm was what Wakasa received with a small grumble.

"I would need to go out after this though." Wakasa continued, receiving an eyebrow raise from you, eyes swimming with curiosity. "I'm gonna need to buy some edge protectors and baby-proof the corners." a small gasp escaped you as you raised your pointer finger at him. "I'm not pregnant!" you said defensively. "Who said it's for a baby? It's for you. Don't think I didn't hear you cursing while stumbling into the furniture edges. Such a baby needs to have baby-proof furnitures." His laughter drowned your grumbles and protests as he turned back to the kitchen stove, going back to preparing what he was preparing from before.

"I swear, you're just getting back at me for buying you that baby's chew toy couple' years ago because of your oral fixation." you whined while kicking your legs like a child. "I don't know what you're talking about angel~" his statement got you huffing but your stomach growl of hunger prevented you from talking back.

Standing up, you decided to approach the man who is currently humming happily while preparing breakfast with his white leopard printed apron, one you bought out of joke for his Christmas present last year. Hugging him from behind, you tip-toed trying to see what he's cooking for both of you.

"Breakfast almost ready love, can you please help set up the table?" another huff was released by you due to the Wakasa's noticeable attempt to get you out from the kitchen.

"I want to help with cooking though."

"No." Wakasa's direct rejection made you scrunched up your nose, ready for another round of baseless argument, but hey, that's what make the Imaushi's household fun because at the end of the day, Imaushi Wakasa will still treat you like a queen, and his queen deserves the best, he said.

"Remember when you set the kitchen on fire once? Because you were trying to cook a frozen sausage directly?" Wakasa shot out his argument faster than you. "Yes but that was years ago. I'm-" you were once again cut off by this soulmate of yours, "Yea, remember when you burned the pizza slices, trying to re-heat them in the microwave? You were supposed to re-heat it, I don't know how you managed to burn it love."

A noticeable frown etched in your face as Wakasa shot down another of your arguments. Giving up, you turned away from him and grabbed the plates and utensils, leaving the kitchen to set up the table whilst grumbling to yourself.

Chuckling to himself, Wakasa finished up cooking the last pancake he prepared for breakfast before grabbing a chocolate sauce bottle with a nicely cut fresh strawberries that he knows is your favourite to eat with pancakes, setting them up in a tray. He then balanced all the items and walked into the dining room, looking at you as you placed the last plate down, organising it perfectly. He sets the tray in the middle of the table before turning you around, facing him and caging you against the table.

Your attempts to escape him and not looking at him amused him greatly as he took your chin between his fingers, forcing you to look at him. "Angel, you know I love you right? What if you get hurt in the kitchen earlier? I would hate it if it happened." his soft, tender gaze met yours and he could see your walls crumbling. "Whatever." you mumbled, trying to get out of his hold again but was stopped by a soft tender kiss that you couldn't help but reciprocate, knowing that all of the affections, the love, the man in front of you has for you are poured into it, growing more and more flowers inside the garden of love.

"Will you forgive me with that?", knowing you had once again lost the game against your beloved, you just shot out a small "probably" and settled in your seat. The now satisfied Wakasa has a smile stretched out on his face, again humming while splitting the pancakes and putting yours in the order he knows you love.

"Smells good." you speak up, betraying yourself as you can't help it, your hunger won against you. A snigger escaped him, him who is holding a fork with your slice of pancake on it. "Open wide love." he neared the fork to your mouth watching your reaction as you munch on it, eyes glittering like stars stretching out on the blank canvas of sky.

Knowing you want more, Wakasa immediately spoon-fed you again the pancake he prepared, smiling as he saw you going back into yourself, the good mood shining through. "Ijts smoe delishoues." you tried to speak up with full mouth, earning another small laugh from the love of your life, as he grabbed a napkin and cleaned up the traces of food on your face. You gulped down the delicious pancake made by Wakasa before asking Wakasa;

"Wakasa Imaushi, will you marry me?" Your serious question paired with serious a face with your lips set up in a straight line met with a small laughter and a flick on the head from the man you adore so much.

"Idiot wife, we are in fact already married." Waka- no your husband shook his head to you and tugged you into his chest, soaking into your warmth and applemint scented wash.

"Although I wouldn't mind marrying you for the 4th time for our 4th anniversary."

aftermath: The 2 out of 4 Black Dragon's founders were confused to say the least when they visited the Imaushi's household to see a lot of baby-proof edge protectors. Shinichiro was about to say something about it but a look from Benkei who was dragged by Wakasa last week for the edge protectors shopping shut him up. However, we can't say the same about Takeomi though.

Takeomi: Y/N, I don't know you're pregnant?

You: I wasn't, not until this morning that is.

Wakasa not fully digesting what you said: She's a baby that needs to have bab-. Wait what did you say?

You: I wasn't pregnant until this morning? *magically pulls out a positive pregnancy test.

All 4 founders of BD: ⊙.☉

Wakasa: I'm gonna be a father?

You: Yes, yes you are.

Wakasa *wide eyed: I'M GONNA BE A FATHER!!!

Benkei: Well, at least the baby-proof gears are gonna serve it true purpose now.

Takeomi and Shinichiro *nodding their heads: True.

[wakasa-wifey]

ah! okay so I would love to join the prompt event with Ran x afab! reader with prompt #20: “Cant you see? I didn’t care about all the details, I just wanted you!”

Bless you for this 💜💜💜

I Wish You Would

Prompt #20 "Can't you see? I don't care about all the details. I just wanted you! - Haitani Ran

Kantou Manji! bf! Haitani Ran x afab! gf! reader 

cw: angst, hurt to comfort, mentions of negligence, Rindou being supportive, Ran's an oblivious asshole, (implied) unrequited love, deaths mentioned, reader is Izana's lil sis (kinda love that twist tbh)

summary: Being the Roppongi king's girlfriend isn't always the rainbow life like everyone had think of, quite the opposite actually. 

word count: 568 words

AN: Thank you for requesting this! I wrote this while being hospitalised lmaooo nothing's more fun than writing angst in the ward. BUT I want you to know that although you requested this later than someone else, I posted yours before them because I made this to be a part 1 of the other person's. I hope you don't mind!! Gonna post a part 2 to this tomorrow!

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Part 2 here!

"Rin, is Ran home?" the younger Haitani only frowned at your question before looking at his brother who's talking to their other Kantou Manji members. "Both of us are at a Kantou Manji meeting. Why?" your silence terrifies Rindou before you eventually speak up, "Ah… Is that so. Never mind then."

"Y/N… What happened?" Rindou interjects before you manage to end the call. "Ah! It's nothing really. It's just, I think he might have forgotten we had a date today…" you trailed off before continuing "BUT! That's fine! Both of you guys are too busy, I understand." your obvious tone of sadness through the phone call lit up something inside Rin causing him to sigh at his brother's idiotic actions. As if you can sense his turmoil, you piped up *It's fine Rin! I guess we can always reschedule it. Thanks anyway!" and ended the call.

Huffing, Rindou walked over to his brother, hitting his back. "What the fuck Rin?" Ran curses before patting the place where he was hit by his brother. "Did you forget anything?" seeing confusion in Ran's eyes only made Rindou wanting to hit him harder. "Y/N called. Did you forget your date today?" at his statement, Ran's eyes widened before grabbing his phone to see 30 missed calls and 19 messages from you asking where he is, the last one being half an hour ago. Upon checking his calendar, Ran curses as he remembered that today also marked both of you guys' 4th anniversary. Bidding the Kantou Manji's members and his brother goodbye, he jogged away to his bike, aiming to repair his damage.

"Honestly Rindou?" Rindou perked up hearing his name before looking up and seeing all of the Kantou Manji members looking at him, with Koko who was the one that called him. "What."

"Honestly, why didn't you take Y/N away from Ran?" Rindou was taken aback by Koko's question and looked at them in disbelief." What the fuck you mean by that?" his defensive tone only made Sanzu snicker. "Exactly what he means Romeo." Sanzu said teasingly before dismissing all the members.

(Meanwhile at your place)

You don't know what were you expecting when Ran came to you but the fights and screaming fest that's going on is totally something you'd been preparing for.

"Oh please Y/N, you know who I am. I can't put all the attention on you just because you're my girlfriend! You were fine before this, what the fuck happened now?" Ran tried to defend himself even more.

"I'm a member of Kantou Manji Y/N, I can't always stay with you! I stayed there long enough to have many enemies come to you. I'M PROTECTING YOU!, I PROMISED YOUR BROTHER I WOULD! I DON'T WANT YOU ENDED UP DEAD LIKE HIM."

But Ran's words only aggravated you even more," Shut up!" you screamed. "Can't you see? I didn’t care about all the details. I just wanted you!”

"Whatever promises you had with Izana, I don't care about it. I just want you. You and me. We both against the world, remember?" you chuckled brokenly.

"Fine. Y/N, would you do the honour of being my wife?" silence ensued between both of you before you broke it by chuckling in disbelief "What the hell Ran?"

"I said what I said. Kurokawa Y/N, would you do the honour of being a Haitani?"

[wakasa-wifey]

Oral Fixation - Wakasa I.

wakasa x fem! reader

cw: mildly suggestive, fluff too much fluff, nothing else!

AN: I have someone asking me what Wakasa always chew on lmao so I bought some lollipop sticks just for cosplay purpose. Then randomly a HC popped out into my head so take this hehe. And no idk what I was writing gbye.

Wakasa always have something inside his mouth to chew on. It helps him focus bout the stuffs on hand and more aware. He always chew on it mindlessly while joking around with his friends.

Thing is, the things he chewed inside his mouth ranged from lollipop sticks that he had finished earlier to bamboo sticks to BBQ skewer which absolutely not safe for chewing.

You always joked around Wakasa that he is a baby with an oral fixation, needing to bite something so you might as well order baby products for him. Wakasa's response always consists of an eyebrow raise, a challenge for you to actually order it.

Don't get me wrong, you are grateful that Wakasa chose to have random sticks inside his mouth rather than smoking that will surely have him coughing like those two friends of him. At least you won't be tasting tobacco inside his mouth, preferring the sweet candy taste he was sucking to be spread inside your mouth as well.

Although you can't help but be worried of his dental, oral care. You pushed him to brush his teeth at least 4 times a day just because you don't want his teeth to be rotten at such a young age. Did Waka fight back? Oho~ he surely did for the first few times but he just fall into routine with you, sometimes even waiting for you earlier than you usually would call him to remind of his dental care.

One day when you're scrolling through your shopping app, an ads about baby's chew toy pops out, lighting an idea inside your mind.

"Waka." you called for your lover's attention, him humming to signal that you got his full attention. "Say... When you're in a fight, you're biting a lollipop stick right? For most of the times? But what if the lollipop isn't finished yet and you accidentally choke on it?"

Wakasa blinked his eyes, confused at your question. "Why would I choke?" he asked. "Well, you know, you're fighting and stuffs. What if the enemy randomly kick you and you choked on it?? The sticks aren't even safe!" you passionately explain while showing your boyfriend what you have in mind "I'm gonna buy you this! It's soft, won't hurt your teeth, too bad it does not have taste BUT IT'S SAFER!" Wakasa just chuckled and shake his head, amused at you.

"Well you do you. I have a better idea on what my mouth should fixate on if you don't mind" he said while looping his hand around your jeans belt tugging you until you fall onto his lap.

Question for now, do you mind?

aftermath: Wakasa did become fond of chewing on the baby's chew toy and he won't admit how much it felt better that chewing on sticks. The other 3 Black Dragon's members are always perplexed with that purple thing in his mouth until Takeomi remembered where he saw that before, at a local baby's store when he was buying stuffs for his baby sister.

Takeomi: Wakasa isn't that-

Wakasa glaring deeply into his soul: No.

[wakasa-wifey]

Cause time wasn't in our favour.

cw: canon character death, Tenjiku vs Toman arc, 'Nova' being used as nickname, lots and lots of grammatical error bcs I hate grammar, not proofread, angst, it's just pain i swear but i'll compensate with fluff memories before giving back angst.

Kurokawa Izana x f!reader

Writer's note: Please blame it on my sleep deprived brain it got addicted to the song and STILL haven't stop listening to it even after this songfic got posted. I listened to the song, cried a lot, then my brain went poof "What about Izana?" and I cried again but my brain got flooded with scenes I NEED to write down. I am sorry for the mental damage I might cause. Please listen to the song while reading this!

Tagging my Izana simping partner here @noekoi and also my Kiki pie @p-antomime bcs I want them both to know they inspired me to write a lot, for being the cool authors I aspire to be some day, and ofc, for being the firsts to see the fics as it is. I love you guys.

"𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘧𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘺 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐'𝘷𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦, 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘴"

Bile rose in your throat once your heard the gun shots, praying to whatever God above for it to not be what you think it is.

But you saw his red clad body dropped onto the ground, confirming your worst fear.

"IZANA!" you shouted, running to your lover.

The commotion behind you faded into background noise when your focus zeroed to the boy in front of you, the boy who stole your heart and devotion.

"Nova. I'm sorry. My body just moved on its own." you just shooked your head, tears streaming down your face as Izana tried to explain. "No. Everything's alright. I- I'll call the ambulance right now! You'll be fine 'zana. You're going to be fine." you supplied, trying to convince yourself more than the other. Hands shaking trying to get a grip on your phone but it slipped out of your hands causing you to curse as you tried to get it back and dial the emergency number.

Quivering hand grasped your own.

"Hey Nova." you hummed to him not trusting your voice. "The moon is beautiful right?" Izana asked, smile on his face- fuck that goddamn smile of his, one that he would never ever showed anyone else.

"Y- yes, I wish I could watch it with you for good." you choked out a response, with sobs leaving your mouth. The hand that was holding yours dropped, along with the beat of its owner's heart, stilling into the silence. And you, barely hearing "I'm coming too Izana.", from Kakucho, sat still as realisation that he's gone, him the love of your life is gone for good trying to crawl itself into your brain. You came to your senses once you felt hands all over your body, urging you to stand up and leave the place as sirens filled the area.

"NO LEAVE ME ALONE! HE'S NOT DEAD! HE'S JUST SLEEPING! LET GO OF ME, MANJIRO!"

"𝘠𝘰𝘶 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘥 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘨𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘴𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘳"

The funeral passed by like fever dream. Toman members came by despite the fact that the funeral was one of their enemy's, murmuring condolences and back pats to you.

"Y/N, I know this might not be the right timing but please know that although we never talk much, you can come to me. Please do not hide yourself away." the owner of the voice, the boy Izana Kurokawa hated the most, snapped you out of your trance.

You didn't reply, only lifting your head up and meet Manjiro Sano's gaze, causing him to flinch at the empty look inside your eyes before casting your gaze back at the black frame in front you, the picture inside it, snow haired boy with wisteria coloured eyes taunting you with the his smile, frozen in time.

"The world is cruel" Izana once told you. You never get what he was implying but now you do.

"The world is cruel, but in this cruel world it I FOUND YOU, my light and I wouldn't have it any other way."

"𝘓𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬. 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦, 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦."

Dating Izana was never an easy task. He was so used to deep dark isolation and in his muddled mind, he could never make sense on to why you stick with him. On top of that, your safety always had been his top concern, the running doubts inside his mind if he's the best for you.

He never understands you, who's a sucker for romance, unrealistic happy endings, would always stick with him, the tyrant king of Yokohama. But he knows that you understands him, as much as he's perturbed by the fact. He knows that you understands how much he's scared to be abandoned again, he knows you will always welcomed him back with open arms, your understanding of his hesitations on relationships were the ones that made him depend on you, because you will never leave him, you promised.

"Why are we watching Disney princess movie again?" Izana sighed exaggeratingly throwing his hands up in the air. "They have the best romance!" you argued back. "Yeah but it's always ended happy ending. It's not like real life would be that way." Izana groaned. "BUT STILL!! It's a royal love story for you my king and even if it's all end in happy ending, it taught us 'bout love and how kingdom works! You should know that by now Izana."

"A kingdom isn't ruled by one, BUT TWO people."

"𝘓𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘐'𝘮 𝘱𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘵. 𝘐'𝘮 𝘖𝘒 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳, 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦. 𝘌𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴"

Fights with him were always the worse. It will end with him disappearing for days, convinced you're just going to abandon him like everyone does at the end.

You proved him wrong every single damn time.

Your patience with him always caught him off guard. You showed him the love he never thought he'll ever experienced, gave him the home he can find shelter in.

In you, he learned what was unconditional love was all about.

"Y/N, can I talk to you for a second?" Kakucho said, gaining your attention. You faced him to show that he had your full attention. "How did you do it?" you blinked, not understanding the question. "What Kakucho trying to said is that, how did you stay with Izana still? If I were you, I would had given up trying to understand him.", Ran, who was beside Kakucho the whole time explained what Kakucho's question was.

The other executives trying to hide the fact that they're listening in but you can see their ears perking up. You chuckled at them before giving them the answer. "I actually find it funny that people always thought 'unconditional love' means unconditional tolerance towards your partner. Izana, as much as he would always disappear after our fights, I know he would come back. I might not immediately search for him, he needed the space, I'm giving him the space and boundaries he needed, as much as he think he didn't need it."

Unknown to you, Izana was right at the door behind you, listening in and signaling his executives to not mention his appearance. "Izana and I talked 'bout unconditional love before. You can love someone to the moon and back but still have boundaries. That's what I taught Izana."

"Boundaries DON'T DIMINISH the amount of love you have in your heart."

"𝘊𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦, 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘐 𝘧𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦, 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘢𝘮 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘰𝘯? 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 ��𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦?"

The smell of him dominates the apartment you both shared as a home. Everywhere you glance, you see him. His untouched clothes in the wardrobe. Everything reminds you of him. The black sky filled with stars at night taunted you as the memories of both of your nightly sky watching on top of the apartment roof flooded back into your brain.

"Nova." you, who was laying down on Izana's lap, looked up to him, confusion and questions swirling inside in your eyes at the foreign name that came out of his mouth. "I'm gonna call you Nova as your nickname." Izana added. "Oh? Why is that?" you asked him curiously, sitting up and your eyes met as you can see the affection that ran deeply for you shone in his eyes.

He chucked and raised a hand to your face, tucking your loose strands of hair back behind your ear. "Nova means new star that came suddenly, exploding and influence the other. In a way, it reminds me of you. You came in barging into my life, shining like a star."

"Unlike the stars that died out quickly, you remained and SHOW ME THE LIGHT I've never seen before."

"𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘰 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺, 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘐 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘯𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦."

The whisper on the streets of the fallen king. The pity glances. The story of a tyrant king. They don't know Izana like you do. They didn't see your late night dancing with him. They never hear his naggings of your unruly sleeping schedule. They would never see how both of you laughing and helping each other cooking in the kitchen.

"Shit!" you cursed as you accidentally sliced your finger by accident. "Nova? Love, what happened?", Izana who was taking a shower immediately rushed into the kitchen once he heard you cursed, bad scenarios running through his head. You, who was running your bloody finger through the water, spun around to look at Izana. "The knife slipped out of my grip." you supplied, still hissing from the sting.

"Awww, poor baby, come give me your finger." Izana teased as he took your finger in his palm to take a look at it before plopping it inside his mouth. "I-Izana!" you stuttered at his action before trying to push him away. Doing so, you just realised how he's only wearing a towel with water still dripping from his hair, fresh out of bath.

"Don't move love, I'm trying to help you right now. I'm taking the emergency box don't move." Izana chuckled before moving away and going to the living room where said emergency box is located. "Oh, did I mention your nose is bleeding too?" blood rushed towards your face as you immediately put your finger underneath your nose, hearing Izana's roaring laughter.

"What kind of King am I to let HIS QUEEN got hurt?"

"𝘊𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘷𝘰𝘶𝘳. 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵 '𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥𝘣𝘺𝘦', 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘺 '𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘳'"

Placing the white baby's breaths on his grave, you whispered "Even if it takes ten years, this isn't "goodbye", this is simply "see you later".

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